Chapter 806: The So-Called Happiness, What Is Gained and What Is Lost...
Yes, everything Liu Yuan did, in the final analysis, was only one sentence - Duan Qingming, the woman he might have been poor all his life in this life, and he couldn't ask for it.
And Du Qingluan remembered Liu Yuan, and every time he thought of Liu Yuan's expression when he left, Du Qingluan's heart would have an indescribable sad feeling! If nothing else, maybe it was for the forbearance and pain of the man's last look back.
So, Du Qingluan knew that this young man named Liu Yuan loved Duan Qingming deeply!
Yan Lingyu has not appeared since Duan Qingming was poisoned, originally, Du Qingluan thought that he was unintentional. Unexpectedly, he not only put down all his affairs, but also went into the mountains alone, and changed the antidote that Duan Qingming asked for. According to Duan Yu, during this period, Duan Qingming's side has been waiting, which is also the most important reason why someone originally calculated Duan Qingming and wanted her to die!
According to Du Qingluan, Liu Yuan and Yan Lingyu looked at Duan Qingming with different eyes.
When Liu Yuan looked at Duan Qingming, his eyes were full of contradictions and pain, attachment and determination. That look should be a person standing on the edge of a cliff, who died and lived, but was in a dilemma.
That kind of Liu Yuan made Du Qingluan sympathize, but he didn't feel in agreement. If you love someone, if you endure too much and give too much, in the end, that love will deteriorate, and that love will make people feel suffocated!
Such love is undoubtedly a moth throwing fire. is more because he has paid too much, and the return he wants has also increased.
And this kind of return, this kind of price, is too heavy and too long, so Duan Qingming usually can't afford it! Not only Duan Qingming can't afford it, but I believe that in this world, no matter who you are, you can't afford it either!
Du Qingluan is still engraving, His Royal Highness the Third Prince, who is unparalleled in dignity and beauty, after he saw Duan Qingming, his eyes never looked away.
To be more precise, Yan Lingyu looked at Duan Qingming's eyes, but he seemed to be looking at a ray of sunshine, and he was the one who had trekked in the dark for too long, until a ray of sunshine appeared in front of his eyes, and from then on, that sunshine became his obsession...... Yes, Duan Qingming is Yan Lingyu's obsession!
Although, in terms of identity, Duan Qingming seems to be more compatible with Liu Yuan, but Du Qingluan knows that love is a thing that will never produce love and love because of what is taken for granted, but love will come when you are caught off guard. If there is no morning dew and go like fog, it is impossible to fathom and disappear without a trace!
Du Qingluan is already the master mother of the Duan Mansion, so she naturally has to be in charge of everything in the Duan Mansion. Therefore, what she cares about naturally includes everything from all the people in Duanfu, big and small, and so on!
And now, therefore, Duan Qingming's destination is the biggest problem that Du Qingluan, as a housewife, will face in the future for the first time. Therefore, now Du Qingluan, she wants to know more, between these two people who are devoted to her, which of the two is more inclined in Duan Qingming's heart!
Because, this will play a decisive role in the direction of Du Qingluan's efforts in the future. In fact, to put it bluntly, things are very simple, that is, Du Qingluan hopes that Duan Qingming can marry someone she really likes and loves her equally, Du Qingluan hopes that Duan Qingming can be happy. And not like her, with twists and turns, a thousand twists and turns!
And now, seeing Duan Qingming's suddenly gloomy expression, Du Qingluan suddenly understood that among the two people, the one who really cares about Duan Qingming is probably Yan Lingyu!
Thinking of everything that Duan Qingming and Yan Lingyu had to face in the future, Du Qingluan finally sighed slightly!
Seeing Du Qingluan sighing, Duan Qingming laughed again: "Mother is because she has been with Qing Ming for a long time, and even Qing Ming's habit of sighing often has been learned?" ”
Du Qingluan listened to it and said with a smile: "Where are you talking, what have I learned from you...... I'm sighing, it's just a pity for you ......"
Duan Qingming smiled and asked indifferently, "I don't know what my mother is sorry for Qingming?" ”
Du Qingluan said: "I'm sorry for you, you know which one is me who really loves you, but you didn't want to cherish it!" ”
When Duan Qingming heard this, she was slightly stunned and said, "Mother, what do you mean by this?" ”
Du Qingluan patted Duan Qingming's hand and said softly: "When I was a child, I often went to the temple with my mother to incense, and I once heard a story. Now, I might as well tell you! ”
Duan Qingming nodded and said, "I heard it in detail! ”
Du Qingluan thought for a while and began to talk slowly: One day, the Buddha met a farmer on the edge of the field. Looking at the farmer's appearance, he seemed very distressed. The Buddha asked him what he needed. The farmer told the Buddha, "My buffalo has just died, and how can I work in the fields without its help in ploughing?" I don't work in the fields, what do I have to eat at home...... I'm so troubled because everyone in my family will starve to death! ”
When the Buddha heard this, he smiled slightly and said, "I'll help you!" ”
So, the Buddha gave him a sturdy buffalo, and the farmer saw it and thanked the Buddha very happily. The Buddha was also very happy, because he felt the taste of happiness in the farmer's body.
Another day, the Buddha met another man on the side of the road. The man's expression was very depressed and weak. The Buddha asked him what had happened. The man told the Buddha, "I have been cheated out of all my money, and that is the money I have earned in a year's hard work...... My parents, my wife, my mother, and my children were still waiting for me to come home, but I didn't get back home. I can't see my wife, mother, and children, so I feel sad! ”
The Buddha smiled: "I'll help you!" ”
So, the Buddha gave the man two taels of silver for his travel expenses, so that he could go home and reunite with his wife and mother. The man happily thanked the Buddha and said goodbye to him. The Buddha was also very happy, because he felt the taste of happiness in that man's body.
One day, the Buddha met a great poet on the street. The poet was very young, handsome, talented, and wealthy, and he had a wife, who was not only beautiful and gentle, but also very kind to the poet. However, the poet felt that he was not at all happy.
The Buddha asked the poet, "How?" Aren't you happy? Can I help you? ”
The poet said to the Buddha, "I have everything, but I owe only one thing, can you give it to me?" ”
The Buddha replied, "Yes, you just have to tell me what you want, and I can give it to you." ”
The poet looked straight at the Buddha: "What I want is happiness." ”
A person who has everything, but wants to be happy. I have to say that this poet can stump the Buddha now.
The Buddha thought for a moment and suddenly said, "I think, I already understand what you have to think!" ”
Then the Buddha took away everything the poet had – not only did the Buddha take away the poet's talent, but he also ruined his appearance. He also took his property and the life of his wife. When the Buddha had done this, he departed. ,
A month later, the Buddha returned to the poet. The poet was half starved to death, lying on the ground in rags. It seems that there is only one breath left. The Buddha looked at the poet's appearance, smiled slightly, and gave him everything the poet had ever had. Seeing the poet amazed, ecstatic, and even tearful and cheered.
Then, the Buddha smiled and walked away again.
A few days later, the Buddha went to see the poet again. This time, the poet put his arms around his wife and kept thanking the Buddha, because he had gained and lost, and after losing it, he regained it, and in the process, he finally got happiness and realized the true meaning of happiness!
This story is actually not very long, Du Qingluan told it very slowly, Duan Qingming listened very carefully, after listening to this story, Duan Qingming thought for a while, suddenly turned his eyes and smiled, and said: "Mother is telling Qingming, Qingming is like that poet, I don't know how to cherish the people in front of me, and I don't experience any happiness?" ”
Duan Qingming held Du Qingluan's palm and said sincerely: "Qingming feels very happy now...... With my brother by my side and my mother and father by my side, I am very happy! ”
Du Qingluan said: "But, Qingming, parents and younger brother, will not be able to accompany you for the rest of your life." Do you understand? ”
The expression on Duan Qingming's face finally froze for a moment, she lowered her eyebrows and said, "In Qingming's heart, the happiness of relatives is more important!" ”
Du Qingluan sighed slightly and said, "Come, Qingming, let me tell you that the little story I just told me was told to me by the Zen master in the temple. At the time, he asked me what the story meant. I said, this story shows that I have lost the past, and I know how to cherish ......."
Duan Qingming nodded, but Du Qingluan continued: "But the Zen master told me that this is actually a story about giving and taking!" ”
Duan Qingming was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized something. She smiled at Du Qingluan and said, "Mother is really good at teasing Qingming, what will be the trade-off in this kind of story...... It's just a story of happiness and unhappiness! ”
Du Qingluan looked at Duan Qingming, just laughing, but he didn't say anything!
Duan Qingming looked at Du Qingluan, suddenly his eyes lit up, and said, "Mother, I also have a story here, why don't I tell it to you?" ”
Du Qingluan nodded, and Duan Qingming said: "My story is not told by a Zen master, but I just saw it in a book by chance, and I thought it was good, so I wrote it down." ”
Duan Qingming said: "The name of this story is called [What You Can't Get, and What You Lose]!"
Du Qingluan nodded!
Duan Qingming said: "A long, long time ago, there was a Sheng'an Temple, and many people went to worship the Buddha every day, and the incense was very prosperous. There is a spider on the beam in front of the temple, and the spider has developed a Buddha nature because of the daily exposure to incense and devotional worship. After more than a thousand years of cultivation, the spider Buddha nature has increased a lot. ”