Chapter 194: Farewell (2)
Yunru's life has come to an end, this is her own choice, I used to be with his soul, even if I am separated now, I can feel the desolation and sadness from his soul, the scenery is a lifetime, but when I get old, I am alone and old alone, this desolation is not what I want to see.
So I still told the nine-year-old about it, and the nine-year-old learned Yunru's thoughts, and he was silent for a long time, he quietly stared in the direction of the west, and at this moment the golden crow had fallen, and there was only a trace of deep mist left in the distance. The nine-year-old took a deep breath several times, his eyes mixed with many shimmering lights like broken glass, and then he didn't say a word, he jumped up and turned into a black mist, and he didn't know where he went.
I sat in the main hall of the Yun Clan, waiting for the return of the nine-year-old, who had waited for the night and the dawn to come. It's just that he didn't say a word, and there were many strange things in his eyes when he looked at me. My heart fluttered and I asked him how he was doing.
The nine-year-old nodded slightly, "Yunru walked very quietly, and I have already buried her." ”
"Don't you have anything to say?"
My heart trembled a little, Yunru's love for the nine-year-old was persistent and great, and she could even sacrifice herself again and again, but the nine-year-old hurt her again and again, even if I loved the nine-year-old, I couldn't bear him to treat another girl like this. Maybe it's really like what Yunru told me at the end, her life is already nine years old, but I am not, maybe I should really choose other happiness, and I can't restrain myself for the sake of being nine years old.
"Yunru is a good girl, for her, I can't pay her back in a few more lifetimes, so what should you let me say?" The nine-year-old shook his head bitterly.
"Then why didn't you treat her well in the first place? Is this white lotus really heavier than all reincarnations? For so many years, just because of your selfishness, this Heavenly Dao ban has not been broken, have you ever thought that these may be because of your fault. I asked excitedly.
The nine-year-old was silent, he didn't speak, and I said excitedly, "Compared to the white lotus, we are also a living life, we also have our own joys, sorrows, and sorrows, we exist independently, not as an opportunity for you to resurrect the white lotus, although I don't know about the white lotus, but if the white lotus knows that you treat her reincarnation like this, maybe she will be very disappointed." ”
The nine-year-old was still silent, and after half a sound, his voice was hoarse, "It's been a lot of pain over the years. At first, I missed Bailian, and later I had Yunru, and there was another person in my heart, for nearly a thousand years, I often missed many people, all over the world, everywhere with memories, do you think I want to do this? I can't let go of someone's obsession, I can't quit and forget, I can only let the snowball get bigger and bigger, and finally become a shackle embedded in my body. It hurts and hurts. ”
Well, I didn't expect to say such a thing at the age of nine, I have the impression that he has always been a decisive and cold person, and he once seemed to be invincible, indifferent to everything. But now after listening to the words of the nine-year-old, I suddenly understand a little, in fact, the nine-year-old will also be painful, and he also has a lot of pain and troubles, but he didn't show these troubles, in front of me, he always looks like he resists the wind and rain, and wraps himself in invulnerability.
I understand this, but I don't know how to comfort Nine-Year-Old, his plight deserves sympathy, but I can't forgive him for what he did.
"Bell~"
The bell outside the main hall rang, dawn came, the Yun clan began a new life, and the nine-year-old also escaped into the White Lotus Tail Ring. I sighed helplessly, I really don't know how to solve the nine-year-old thing, leave him? I couldn't bear it, and if I didn't leave him, I always felt that I wouldn't have anything to do with him.
"Wang~"
There was a big black dog outside the door, it stood with his big body, like a big bear, I smiled slightly, it seems that Zou Yao told me to get up for morning exercise. Since I returned to my physical body, my physical strength has returned to the middle stage of the earth-level realm, and in order to complete the agreement between me and the Murong clan, I must work hard to cultivate and reach the Heavenly Extreme Realm to break through the Human Emperor Realm.
This is an extremely long process, as fast as a few years, or as slow as a few decades, it is very possible that it will take a hundred years, after all, entering the Heavenly Extreme Realm is not something that can be achieved with talent, but more about accumulation and chance.
Fortunately, I have the entire hundred clans as support, and this Murong clan does not hesitate to exhaust human and financial resources to let me cultivate quietly. The nine-year-old was immersed in the White Lotus Tail Ring for a few days, and after coming out, the nine-year-old unexpectedly proposed to leave. I was shocked why the nine-year-old suddenly decided to leave, and the nine-year-old said, "I used to think that there was no hope of resurrecting the White Lotus, but these days I have thought about it carefully, you have the Soul Coffin of the Six Reincarnations, and when you reach the Human Emperor Realm, you can completely separate your soul from the soul of the White Lotus, and the White Lotus needs a powerful physical body, so I want to find a suitable physical body." ”
"Casting the flesh of the White Lotus?" I frowned, and I have to say that this is indeed something that needs to be prepared. After all, if I can really break through the Human Emperor Realm, then there will definitely be a conflict between me and Bai Lian, but now that I have the Six Turns Back Soul Coffin, as long as Bai Lian's body is prepared, then this conflict may be avoided. It's just that to be able to carry the body of the Ghost Emperor, at least it needs to be in the Heavenly Extreme Realm, right? In this way, the search for the nine-year-old must be extremely long.
"Don't worry, I'll come back to see you often, you can cultivate with peace of mind." The nine-year-old smiled reluctantly, his face a little gloomy, obviously hurt by what I had said the other day. I sighed softly and touched his; The face said, "You pay attention to safety along the way, if you encounter a problem, come back, I will accompany you to solve it." ”
"Haha, when did I need Wanwan's protection when I was nine years old?" The nine-year-old suddenly smiled, he patted my forehead, this action made my heart throb slightly, how long has it been, how long has it been since the nine-year-old had done such an intimate action.
"Be careful along the way, anyway." My face was slightly red, and the nine-year-old threw me into his arms and said, "Don't worry, I'll be careful." ”
I hurriedly pushed it away and said, "If you have something to say, don't play hooligan, otherwise my friend won't be able to do it." ”
The nine-year-old laughed, he put his hands up and said, "Okay! Yes! Yes! Whatever you say is what you say. ”
My face twitched, and I didn't know how to open my mouth when I wanted to scold him, so I simply waved my hand and let him leave. Seeing the nine-year-old leave the Murong clan, and in the distance, Zou Yao sat on the big black dog and staggered towards me, he beckoned to me and said, "Let's go, there are not many fierce beasts in this Murong Forest, let's hunt." ”
I nodded, and jumped on the back of the big black dog. The back of this big black dog is extremely wide, so Zou Yao and I don't look crowded at all when we sit on it. I grabbed the hair of the big black dog and galloped across the plains, it was a nice feeling. Sometimes I think about it, I am very lucky to have Zou Yao by my side, he will not take the initiative to ask me about my heart, and will try his best to make me happy, such a man should be content with him.
But for Zou Yao, I can't always mention the word liking, and for him, maybe it's a little more friendship. Zou Yao also understands this, and he is also very careful to protect the friendship between the two of us. The days go on like this, and the cultivators don't have much concept of time, especially in this Murong clan, which is wrapped in aura all year round, so the temperature and hue are almost the same, and after living for a long time, the concept of time is even more blurred.
At the age of nine, he kept his promise and often came back to see me, but I saw that he was mainly to keep an eye on Zou Yao, for fear that Zou Yao would snatch me away. I pretended I didn't see it. Time is still a good thing, my relationship with the nine-year-old is healing little by little, and there is a faint trend of recombination, and on the other hand, my relationship with Zou Yao is also getting better and better, looking at Zou Yao's more and more tenderness towards me, my heart is a little heavy, after all, for Zou Yao, I really can't guarantee anything.
It's just that dragging it like this is not my style, I have to talk to Zou Yao well, otherwise if it drags on like this, Zou Yao will be delayed for life.