When I got home, I saw everything I hadn't seen for a long time, and I touched the furnishings of the room, and the inexplicable strangeness and sourness rushed to my heart.

Shi Yanyu sorted out his things and said, "Rest first, and I'll send it when the meal is ready." ”

Lin Hao walked to the window, lifted the curtains, the dazzling light shone, looked into the distance and said indifferently: "Thank you for taking care of you for so long." ”

Shi Yanyu was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "Why are you so polite, okay, there is still wind outside the window, you are weak now, don't be blown cold, go back to bed quickly." ”

Lin Hao turned around and looked at Shi Yanyu, his eyes were lifeless without waves, he didn't speak, and lay back on the bed silently.

Shi Yanyu chuckled in his heart, at a loss.

Why is Xiao Hao so strange and so ...... now? Alienate.

The evening breeze was blowing slowly, Lin Hao felt tired, this sleep, it was dusk, rubbed his hazy eyes, got out of bed and put on his shoes and prepared to go downstairs to eat.

As soon as the door opened, Shi Yanyu was holding the bowl with a smile: "You're awake, it's just right, the soup that has been stewed for a day, drink it quickly." ”

Shi Yanyu walked into the room, and Lin Hao returned helplessly.

Shi Yanyu put the bowl on the table, steaming, Lin Hao touched the bowl suspiciously, and pulled his hand at the moment of the hot.

Lin Hao frowned and said, "You will serve it if it's so hot?" Won't you wait for it to cool down? ”

Shi Yanyu said: "Mother Liu said that it doesn't taste good when it's cold, come, drink it while it's hot." He picked up the spoon and put it to his mouth and blew, feeling that it was almost in Lin Hao's mouth.

Lin Hao was stunned.

Shi Yanyu smiled: "Come, ah......" He opened his mouth to guide.

Smack!

Lin Hao waved off the spoon, and the porcelain spoon shattered to the ground.

Shi Yanyu was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "It's okay, I'll go down and get another one, you wait for me." ”

Shi Yanyu was about to leave, but Lin Hao grabbed his arm and said in a low voice, "Why bother? ”

What a helpless voice, what a ruthless word, why bother, cut off the beauty on the surface, and all the deception, use, and pain in it are presented.

Shi Yanyu didn't want to face it, so he pretended to be stupid and said: "What nonsense, let me go, the soup won't taste good when it's cold." ”

Shi Yanyu struggled, Lin Hao angrily pushed Shi Yanyu to the ground, he knelt on Shi Yanyu, grabbed his collar, and said angrily: "Don't you understand what I mean?" I told you to ignore me, don't be nice to me, don't you hear? ”

"Fool, what nonsense, who else can I be good to you if I'm not good, good, don't be angry if you're not in good health."

With a crisp sound, there were five more finger prints on Shi Yanyu's face.

Lin Hao gasped: "Shi Yanyu, don't deceive yourself, okay, I don't love you, I, Lin Hao, have never loved you, what are you doing like this?" Does it make me feel guilty and feel sorry for you? Tell you, no, you are as hateful as Hua Ke, I really regret it now, why did you go back to save you in the first place, why didn't you drown, why didn't you drown! ”

Lin Hao trembled excitedly.

Shi Yanyu hugged Lin Hao: "Okay, don't be angry, I was wrong, don't be angry." ”

"Shi Yanyu, it's okay to be sober, stay away from me, I don't want to see you." Lin Hao got up from Shi Yanyu and resolutely turned his back on him.

Shi Yanyu said: "I'll sleep in the study tonight, you calm down by yourself, but you must not leave, the house is full of bodyguards." He begged helplessly: "Don't run, don't leave." ”

Lin Hao angrily pointed to the door and shouted, "Get out!" ”

After Shi Yanyu left, Lin Hao cried silently. Even he didn't know why he was crying, why he couldn't bear to be low when Yan Yu was low, why he was so distressed that Yan Yu sacrificed his life to save him.

Obviously, everything is Shi Yanyu's fault, but in the end, it was him Lin Hao who was the most uncomfortable.

"Dad, Xiao Lin told me, what should I do? Why do I love Shi Yanyu a little bit now, love that bastard? Lin Hao muttered distractedly.

From the moment he was conscious, his mind kept coming to the scene of Yan Yu sinking to the bottom of the sea to find the key, it was not a joke, the slightest mistake would kill him, if the identities were reversed, he was sure that he would not sacrifice his life to save people. It is precisely because of this rare love that he wanders, how deep the love is and how deep the hatred is, his hatred was built on the basis of love before, and those hatreds are now dissolved into formlessness with the sea, and all that remains is love......

But this love was too heavy, and he wandered again, whether to admit it or deny, he was at a loss.

Shi Yanyu didn't go back to the study, took a few bottles of wine and sat on the sofa, drinking bottle by bottle.

Shi Ba walked over, looked at him and didn't say anything, and sat next to Shi Yanyu.

"Child, let it go, Lin Hao is not the most suitable for you, break up with him." When domineering.

Shi Yanyu suddenly got up, smashed the wine bottle angrily, and roared angrily: "I want to too, but I can't let it go!" ”

"Your feelings are not pure, mixed with life and death, love and hatred, you can't bear such complex feelings, in the end you will still be separated because of all kinds of things, long pain is better than short pain, break up now, you remove those bodyguards and let Lin Hao go."

"Impossible, I said that if you don't let go, you won't let go, Dad, don't force me, otherwise I don't know what I'll do in the end, I'm going crazy now, don't force me."

Shi Ba stood up and said: "Lin Hao doesn't love you, he hasn't loved you since the moment he came back, why deceive yourself and keep him to torture yourself." ”

"I know, it's okay, he'll love me in time, Dad, I'm tired and go back first, good night." Shi Yanyu didn't want others to repeat the cruel truth again and again.

Shi Ba shook his head and kept muttering: "Wrong, really wrong, I was really wrong." ”

Lin Hao was lying on the bed tiredly, there was a knock on the door, he glanced at it and didn't make a sound, Shi Yanyu pushed open the door and walked in with a smile.

"You must be hungry if you didn't eat just now, eat this bowl of porridge and go to sleep." Shi Yanyu said.

Lin Hao said: "If you don't want to eat it, take it." ”

"How can this work, what should I do if I am hungry?" Shi Yanyu walked to the bedside.

"The body is mine, forget it if you're hungry, it has nothing to do with you."

"Xiao Hao, you know that I'm worried about you, don't say these angry words, hurry up." Shi Yanyu lifted the quilt.

Lin Hao angrily re-covered the quilt and said angrily: "Stay away from me and don't touch me." ”

Shi Yanyu's smile stiffened, and he complained: "Do you hate me to this point? ”

Lin Hao said sarcastically: "Shi Yanyu, don't pretend, is it because I deceived your feelings, and now you are ready to let me take the bait and abandon me again, and laugh at me when you see me embarrassed?" I tell you it's impossible, I can't wait to eat your flesh and drink your blood, get out of here if you know each other, let me go if you don't kill me, don't imprison me here! ”

Lin Hao had to convince himself on this reason that he could not forgive him for falling in love with the murderer who ruined his family. Even if the end of the lie is that he will be distressed for the rest of his life.

Shi Yanyu sneered: "It turns out that I am like this in your eyes, it's okay, it doesn't matter, as long as you can stay, whatever you say." ”

"Let me go, you know everything now, and there is no point in leaving me."

Shi Yanyu angrily smashed the bowl, pointed at Lin Hao and said, "Tell you, let you go, and wait until I die." It doesn't matter if you don't love me, I'll imprison you until the day you love me. ”

Lin Hao glared angrily and got up angrily.

Shi Yanyu said: "What are you doing?" ”

"Leave, I don't want to be with you madman." Lin Hao said and strode out of the door.

Lin Hao ran, and Shi Yanyu chased wildly.

Ran downstairs and opened the door, the black bodyguard blocked the door, and Lin Hao looked back at Shi Yanyu angrily.

Shi Yanyu pointed at Lin Hao and said, "Tie him up for me and send him back to the room." ”

Lin Hao struggled, in the eyes of the big man, he was just a thin chicken, he was tied up with five flowers, when the bodyguard was about to pick him up, Shi Yanyu came over, picked up Lin Hao, took advantage of the situation, Lin Hao bit his shoulder, at first, Shi Yanyu's figure staggered, and soon the pace was steady.

The bodyguards and servants were stunned when they looked at the faint bloodstains behind Shi Yanyu.

Lin Hao almost bit off a piece of Shi Yanyu's meat, but fortunately, after returning to the room, Shi Yanyu quickly put Lin Hao on the bed.

Shi Yanyu took off his clothes, looked at the injury and said: "Same as before, as long as you don't leave, everything is easy to discuss, if you want to take a step out of Shi Zhai, even if you bite you to death, I will imprison you." ”

The current Shi Yanyu is even crazier than at the beginning.

Compared to now, Lin Hao felt that Shi Yanyu was happier to kill him, he thought that Shi Yanyu knew that his feelings were deceived and he would kill him after he was angry, but he underestimated the power of love, and also underestimated Shi Yanyu's love for him.

But he doesn't want this love, he doesn't want this bloody love.

Shi Yanyu didn't sleep in the study as he said, after dealing with his injuries, he changed into a bathrobe, and lay down next to Lin Hao comfortably, covering him with a quilt considerately.

Xu was tired for a day, and Shi Yanyu fell asleep.

Lin Hao looked at Shi Yanyu's haggard face through the moonlight, and thought: Not for anything else, as long as Xiao Lin is still in this world, maybe he will be with him, he regards himself as more important than his life, such a man will never be met in his life, but unfortunately, if it is just if.

They are destined to love and kill each other, and there is no love in their lives, rather than this, leaving early is the best policy, he can't choose between family and love, because he can't choose.

"Xiaohao, I don't know if you slept or not, I just want to tell you, Tang Chu told me about Lin Lin, this is the reason why you are with me, I don't deny it, because I Lin Lin will die, I won't push this responsibility, but have you ever considered me, I was betrayed by Hua Ke, I was used by you, you trampled on my heart and my feelings, I am the most pitiful one, why do you only care about blaming me." Shi Yanyu didn't open his eyes, as if talking to himself.

When Lin Hao said the first word in Shi Yanyu, he closed his eyes in fright.

"In my life, I have never begged anyone, I have not begged others for anything, but you are an exception, I have begged you countless times not to leave, can you really not see my heart? Lin Lin is dead, Hua Ke is also dead, this grievance will dissipate with the wind, and you can't let go of everything and live a good life with me. My affection for you...... Just take pity on me, can't you stay with me? Shi Yanyu opened his eyes and waited for Lin Hao to answer.

What responded to him was Lin Hao's steady breathing.

"Hehe, I actually slept." Shi Yanyu reluctantly closed his eyes and continued to sleep.

Lin Hao opened his eyes.

I once chose love, and in the end I was ruined, and the pain was heartbreaking, love, is a joke. This time, no matter what, I won't ruin myself and my family for love.