Qin Shu returned to the apartment and lay on the sofa tiredly.

Su Xiaoya was called home by Mu Qian tonight, and she was the only one in the apartment, which seemed a little deserted.

Qin Shu leaned back on the sofa and suddenly wanted to get drunk.

There were more than a dozen beers in the refrigerator, and she took them all out.

Syllable!

Qin Shu tore open the pull ring of the can, raised her head and took a big sip, the cold liquid slid down her throat, and there was still a trace of bitterness in her mouth.

She didn't drink very well, and she drank violently, but only a few cans of beer, and her cheeks burned slightly.

By the time more than a dozen beers were drunk, Qin Shu really felt dizzy.

She lay on the sofa and thought in a daze: Don't they all say that you can sleep comfortably when you are drunk? Why is it so headache and so uncomfortable now?

There seemed to be a breath of breath in the chest, and there was nowhere to vent.

"Bastard!" Qin Shu muttered and cursed, suddenly sat up, picked up the bag on the ground, and flipped through it in a daze for a while before finding the phone.

She wanted to call Ling Mohan, she wanted to hear his voice, even the kind of command that she hated the most before.

It took a while for the phone to be dialed before anyone answered.

She heard Ji Nanya's cold voice: "Hey, Qin Shu, Akan is taking a bath......"

Qin Shu hung up the phone in embarrassment.

It's bloody.

She thought to herself, shielding her moist eyes with her hands, leaning lazily on the couch, unable to drink any more beer, and her mouth was full of bitter taste.

Maybe Ling Mohan and Ji Nanya didn't have anything to do, they just simply helped answer the phone, but when they heard it in Qin Shu's ears, they felt extremely harsh.

She had never felt so embarrassed, as if she was the third party.

Su Xiaoya called over and asked happily: "Baby, will you be lonely without me sleeping with you tonight?" ”

"You're thinking too much." Qin Shu tried her best to make her tone sound the same as usual, "If you're not there, it's okay for me to sleep horizontally, or vertically, the whole big bed is mine." ”

"So unconscionable." Su Xiaoya snorted unhappily, "Hey, why didn't I hear your voice was wrong, did you cry?" ”

"No, my throat is not very comfortable, maybe I am too tired today."

"Hee-hee, I thought you wanted to cry."

Qin Shu heard Mu Qian's voice on the other end of the phone, vaguely urging Su Xiaoya to go to bed early, and then heard Su Xiaoya complain in a low voice: "Did you hear it?" He doesn't know what medicine he took wrong, and he's been taking care of me lately. ”

"Didn't you really want him to take care of you before?" Qin Shu said.

Su Xiaoya sighed: "That was before, and now I don't want to provoke him again." ”

For some reason, Qin Shu heard a bit of sweetness in her words, and then felt that she was thinking too much, after all, Su Xiaoya was not so attached to Mu Qian.

After hanging up the phone, Qin Shu sighed heavily and lay down on the sofa again.

It didn't take long for the phone to ring again.

Qin Shu was too lazy to move.

The phone rang for a while, then stopped for a moment and rang again, as if she had to answer.

Qin Shu propped herself up, took the phone and looked at it, and was stunned when she saw the name on it.

Ling Mohan.

Why did he call?

At this moment, Qin Shu's mind was a little dizzy, and she couldn't turn around for a while, staring at the name for seven or eight seconds before she reacted to answer the phone.

"What's the matter with me?" Ling Mohan asked indifferently, his voice did not have a trace of ups and downs, nor a trace of temperature, sounding emotionless.

"Mistaken." Qin Shu came up with the most clumsy excuse.

Ling Mohan was silent for a few seconds, and then sneered, hearing that Qin Shu's cheeks were even hotter, as if all his thoughts had been seen through by him.

She said in a bit of a panic, "I'm sorry to disturb you." ”

After saying that, I wanted to hang up the phone.

"You dare to hang and try!" Ling Mohan suddenly warned sharply.

Qin Shu's hand shook and she almost dropped her phone.

She said sneeringly, "No." ”

Ling Mohan asked again, "What are you looking for me?" ”

Qin Shu was silent, and then heard Ji Nanya on the other end of the phone say, "Akan, supper is ready." You taste it, it's my first time doing ......."

She didn't have the courage to listen any further, so she jerked off the red button on the screen and pressed the power off button again, and the screen quickly went black.

Tears snapped and fell on the screen.

Qin Shu was not originally a crying person, but since she separated from Ling Mohan, she always shed tears at every turn, and she slept messily at night, as if everything had become terrible.

She couldn't help but think of the picture of Ling Mohan and Ji Nanya walking side by side at the end of the banquet, and guessed why they were still together so late, and Ji Nanya also made him a supper, which sounded like a couple.

These thoughts made Qin Shu's heart extremely uncomfortable and painful.

If...... If it weren't for her chromosomal abnormality, if it wasn't for the pain three years ago that caused her body to become like this, then everything would be different now.

Why did she have to endure all this pain?

Qin Shu wiped a handful of tears vigorously, staggered to his feet, and called Aunt Wang on the landline.

"Aunt Wang, can't I really get pregnant again?" She asked eagerly.

Wang Wenqing heard that her mood was wrong: "Xiaoshu, is something wrong with you?" ”

"I'm fine." Qin Shu shook her head, tears falling again, "Is there really no way?" I really want to have children. ”

She had never been so eager to have a little life in her belly.

"Xiaoshu, you know that it's not that there is no way, but that the way is very difficult." Wang Wenqing said distressed and helplessly, "Whether it is natural conception or IVF, the chance of successful conception is 1 in 100,000." In addition, the miscarriage rate after pregnancy is as high as 60%, and with your current physical condition, you and your child are taking a big risk. ”

Qin Shu was speechless in a daze.

The doctor also said these words when she went to the hospital for an examination before, but now when she hears Wang Wenqing say it again, it is like being stabbed in the heart again, and the pain makes her almost unable to breathe.

Wang Wenqing suddenly thought of something, and asked sharply: "Are you still with that kid from the Ling family?" Is he forcing you to have children? ”

Qin Shu didn't speak.

Wang Wenqing said angrily: "Didn't he hurt you enough? Now that your body has become like this, he is the one who caused it! ”

Qin Shu held the phone tightly and said with a miserable smile: "It's none of his business, I chose it on my own will." ”

"You kid." Wang Wenqing was very helpless, "Don't worry, take care of your body first, I will definitely help you, otherwise I won't be able to explain to your mother in the future." ”

"I'm sorry, Aunt Wang, I've let you worry about it again." Qin Shu said guiltily.

Wang Wenqing wanted to speak and stopped, but in the end he didn't say anything.

There are some things she can't do, so she can only rely on Qin Shu to figure it out by herself.

That night, Qin Shu slept very unsteadily, the heart-rending pain always lingered in her heart, and her clothes were soaked with sweat when she woke up in the middle of the night.

When they went to work the next day, Qin Shu and Yang Tezhu applied to be transferred from Lincheng to work in the division of the military industrial group.

Yang Tezhu frowned and looked at her: "Give me a reason." ”

Qin Shu said with a smile: "I want to change the environment, and I don't have enough ability to serve as the leader of Group A of the secretary group, so I want to exercise in the division." ”

"I don't accept that reason." Yang Tezhu took a thick document and handed it to Qin Shu, "Let's finish the transaction project in country K first, and then talk about it." Let me tell you, the above authorities attach great importance to this arms trade, which has a bearing on the long-term development of the two countries in the future. You must be more careful, stop thinking about the transfer to the partition, and forget about it! ”

Yang Tezhu rarely spoke to Qin Shu in such a stern tone, which showed that she was angry in her heart for Qin Shu kicking out Lin Cheng.

Qin Shu didn't seem to see it, and still insisted: "Yang Tezhu, I'm sorry, I really want to work in the division, and this project will be transferred to other colleagues to complete." ”

Yang Tezhu raised his head and looked at her fixedly: "I want to listen to the real reason, and stop fooling me with the boring excuse of lack of ability." ”

Qin Shu smiled: "Okay, it's me who is wrong, I apologize to you." As for the reason, I can only say that it is a personal reason, that I should not bring this emotion to work, but if you don't approve it, I can only resign. ”

In fact, she is very willful in doing so.

But Yang Tezhu knows that she has capricious capital, even if Qin Shu resigns, with her excellent work ability, it will not be difficult to find a good job again.

Yang Tezhu nodded, clasped his hands, and said earnestly: "Qin Shu, I know that you were under a lot of pressure some time ago, and you also helped me share a lot of work, but you were cultivated by me, so how can I be willing to let you go." ”

"I'm sorry." Qin Shu could only say these three words.

Yang Tezhu looked at her for a while and said, "That's it, I'll give you half a month's vacation, and you go out for a walk." ”

Qin Shu wanted to say more, but Yang Tezhu took the first step and said, "Okay, that's it, otherwise I won't even give you half a month's vacation." ”

Qin Shu had no choice but to walk out of the office.

Yu Qing saw that her face was not very good, and asked in a low voice, "Yang Tezhu said you?" ”

"Sort of." Qin Shu thought of Yang Tezhu's stern tone, and felt quite guilty, "Don't worry, it's nothing." ”

She thought about it for a while, and didn't mention the matter of transferring from Lin Cheng to Yu Qing.

In the afternoon, Tang Anru came back to work.

At yesterday's banquet, she was slapped several times by Bei Sichen, and it has not been swollen to this day, and her soft and moving face is swollen like a steamed bun, oozing a few wisps of blood, which looks shocking and can't bear to look at it directly.

If it weren't for the fact that there were many things on the side of the secretariat, Tang Anru would definitely want to take a week off and come back to work when the redness and swelling on his face were completely healed.

Her appearance caused many people to speculate, and they all asked what was going on.

The minister warned that this matter was not allowed to be spoken, and Tang Anru could only knock out his teeth and swallow blood: "It's nothing, I accidentally fell." ”

No one believes it, and they have never seen such a miserable fall.

But Tang Anru refused to say anything, and others couldn't pry anything out of her mouth, and the few people who only knew chose to shut up.

Someone wanted to ask Bei Sichen, only to find out that she didn't come to work.