Not long ago, it was in this study that Su Mo met Xiao Zhendong for the first time.

This person, in addition to being Xiao Nanye's grandfather, is also a respectable senior.

At that time, the shock in Su Mo's heart can be imagined.

At first, she was still a little scared, but after getting along, she realized that her grandfather looked fierce, but he was actually a very good person.

Every time she saw Grandpa Xiao, she remembered her grandfather, at that time, grandpa held her in the palm of his hand and liked to take her with him wherever he went.

Su Mo stood at the door for a while, thinking of her grandfather's tolerance and maintenance of her when she was in the Xiao family, and her heart ached faintly.

On the mahogany coffee table in the study, there was still the previous set of tea sets, and the tea in it was already cold.

Su Mo clenched his fists and walked over, both knees seemed to be broken, and the wounds were stuck to his pants, and every step touched the flesh and skin.

In such a hot weather, I was stunned and broke out in a cold sweat.

Su Mo endured the pain and sat down and made tea seriously.

After the tea was brewed, Su Mo poured a cup, brought it to Xiao Zhendong, and stood behind him respectfully, "Grandpa, please drink tea!." ”

As if for the sake of this cup of tea, Xiao Zhendong finally turned around and looked at her with a pair of cloudy eyes, "I thought that you were the most suitable for Ah Ye." ”

Those old but still sharp eyes make it impossible to look at them directly.

Su Mo's eyes were hot, and he lowered his head and choked up: "I know it's useless to say anything now, but grandpa, as long as you don't let me leave Ah Ye, you can do whatever you ask me to do." ”

Xiao Zhendong looked at her and sighed in disappointment, "Xiao Su! You still don't understand! ”

He took the tea from Su Mo's hand, but didn't drink it.

He put his hand on the desk next to him and said to her, "Let's go!" Ah Ye, I will tell him in person, don't come to the house in the future. ”

When Su Mo drove out of Xiao's house, the sun had already set.

On the way back, she was in a very bad condition, and her whole person was in a mess.

She also admitted her mistake, she even knelt down for her grandfather, but it was still useless, her grandfather refused to forgive her, she really didn't know what to do.

Maybe Xiao Nanye has to come forward to explain this matter.

When Su Mo remembered that he was about to call Xiao Nan at night, he found that when he came out at noon, he didn't bring his mobile phone at all.

Tears washed over his vision, and he raised his hand to wipe it, but he wiped it more and more.

When she left Xiao's house, Su Mo couldn't help but cry, but now, she was the only one in the car, and the tears couldn't be stopped.

The road down the mountain was very long, and watching the scenery outside the car fade back, Su Mo suddenly remembered that in the first month, Xiao Nan took her to climb the mountain at night.

At that time, she was still sick and couldn't blow the wind, so Xiao Nan said at night that she would take her when she was well.

Now that her grandfather drove her away, she and Xiao Nan had a quarrel like this at night, and I don't know if there will be a chance to see the scenery with him in the future.

The cloth of the blood-soaked clothes on the knees pulled the pain nerves when I moved, and the feet seemed to be getting weaker and weaker.

When I felt that the speed of the car was a little too fast, I wanted to brake, but I found that the brakes failed.

The feeling of powerlessness at that time swept in all directions, making Su Mo distracted.

Su Mo sat in the car, and when he watched the car rush down the hill uncontrollably, he suddenly felt a little relieved.

She could even smile wryly and think, is this a disaster?

That's it, so be it!

She has been really tired all these years, and since the accident in the Su family, she has not had a day of ease and stability.

During her years abroad, when she slept every night, she either dreamed of her aunt's tragic death or the poor child.

He stood in front of her covered in blood, looking at her with cold eyes.

The child, the child she gave birth to from a one-night stand.

When she first learned that she was pregnant, Su Mo thought about killing the child.

But at that time, her aunt had just passed away, and she wondered, could it be because her aunt was reluctant to give her up, so she was reincarnated in her belly?

Su Mo suddenly realized that this might be the only relative in her life, so she decided to give birth to this child.

That year was the hardest year Su Mo had ever had.

Her physical fitness has not been very good since she was a child, and the Su family's affairs have been hit, so the situation is not optimistic when she is pregnant.

During the prenatal check-up, the doctor was worried about her physical condition and would probably not be able to afford the child, so he advised her to have the baby aborted.

Su Mo did not listen to the doctor's dissuasion and insisted on giving birth to the child.

So she took a leave of absence from school and went to a remote place to give birth.

Although the Su family was defeated, Su Mo was pampered since he was a child, and he couldn't do anything, so he could only make money by helping others paint or playing the piano in a bar.

At that time, her Renchen reacted very much, and it was harder than ordinary pregnant women, morning sickness was a common thing, and she couldn't eat at all.

And I didn't sleep well all night, and the whole person was thin.

At that time, she had nothing, only this one insisted, and she felt that this child was a treasure given to her by God, and she was her only relative.

She lived in a village next to the town, where the people were simple, and everyone was very kind to her when they saw her living as a woman.

But even so, she still has to make money to support herself.

During the day, she would wake up early and walk two hours to the town to work.

When the weather is good, she finds a beautiful place, sets up an easel, paints for the passing travelers, and charges only one euro for a sketch.

Sometimes when she didn't have a business, she would go to the restaurant in town to help wash the dishes and wash the vegetables, and it was during that time that she learned to cook.

In the evenings, she also goes to the town bar to play the piano.

It was the hardest time because the bar was not good and noisy, and at first, she could hear the noisy sounds even when she was sleeping.

Living next door to her at the time was a young couple named Morris. Durand, the woman's name is Julie.

The Durand couple are very good, and when they see Su Mo working so hard alone, they will take the initiative to help her do something, sometimes help her make delicious food, and ask her to come over to eat together.

At the beginning, Su Mo was still a little defensive and always refused the other party's kindness, but over time, she was not so resistant.

It is said that pregnancy in October is the happiest time in a woman's life, but the time when Su Mo was pregnant was the hardest time for her.

But even in such a difficult environment, she never gave up on this child.

The doctor's warning, at the age of 200 days of pregnancy, slowly manifested itself.

During that time, Su Mo's physical condition deteriorated rapidly, and she had no way to go out to earn money again, or even to take care of herself.

There were a few times when Su Mo fainted in the vegetable patch behind the house, and it was Morris who found her when he came back and saved her and her children.

At 240 days of pregnancy, the belly is already very high.

Some symptoms of dizziness and chest tightness began to appear frequently, Su Mo could only lie in bed every day, and she even felt that she was about to lose her life.

That's when she started to think about it, and Julie said it was prenatal depression.

The situation is not too bad after all, but fortunately there is the concern of the Dulands.

On the day the child was born, it was raining heavily.

The rain has been falling intermittently for several days, and the quilt has not seen the sun for a long time, and it is a little damp, and it is very uncomfortable to cover the body.

It is said that the mother and son are connected, and the child seems to feel her uneasiness, turning over in her stomach all night, making her sleepless all night, and thinking that what will happen today?

My stomach starts to hurt in the morning, sometimes it hurts after a long time, sometimes it hurts for a while, and sometimes it hurts for a while, and I see red when I go to the toilet.

At that time, Su Mo didn't understand anything, she was very hard, but she didn't dare to ask Julie to come over to help.

In the afternoon, the amniotic water broke, Su Mo was very scared, she felt that the child was leaving her.

I wanted to call someone to help, but the rain outside was so loud that no one could hear her shout.

It wasn't until late in the evening that the Dulanders came to see her with freshly picked fruit, knocked on the door for a long time and no one answered, that they realized that something was wrong.

When Morris slammed the door and came in, Su Mo fell to the ground, already in a semi-shocked state, and the mother and son only had half a life left.

When she was sent to the hospital, Su Mo was awake for a while.

She refused to enter the delivery room, and took Julie's hand and said, "If I die, please scatter my ashes into the sea, so that I can go back to my hometown, I want to go back." ”

Julie is more than ten years older than Su Mo, and when she saw her calmly explaining the aftermath, she cried like a child.

The pain of giving birth to a child is difficult for others to understand, at that time, Su Mo really thought that she was dead, but she was in that situation at that time, and she was not far from death.

After the child was born, Su Mo lay in the hospital for a full week, and during that time, the children were taken care of by the Durand couple.

After being discharged from the hospital, Su Mo suddenly discovered that this child was not an angel at all, he was a demon sent by God to torture her.

She is still a child herself, she has no experience with children at all, the child keeps crying, she keeps crying, I don't know what to do?

Throughout the day, she and her children did not eat or drink.

By the time Maurice and Julie came to see her in the evening, the child was crying and out of breath.

Slowly, Su Mo found that she couldn't face the child at all, and as soon as she heard the child's cry, she felt uncomfortable, and she wanted to die.

Julie noticed that something was wrong with her and took her to the doctor, who said that it was a manifestation of postpartum depression and that the recovery depended on each person's psychological capacity.

For a long time after that, Su Mo fell into a trough of extreme sadness.

I can't even take care of myself, let alone my children.

So almost from birth, the child has followed Julie, and even in order to take better care of the child, she even quit her job.