After Helian Yao finished dealing with the matter, he rushed to the hospital without even taking care of eating.

Arrived at the hospital a little late, Helianyao pushed open the door of the ward, Shen Qianqian was already asleep, Helianyao exhaled, quietly walked to Shen Qianqian's bedside, helped her lift the quilt, and gently stroked her hair.

Maybe because she slept too much during the day, Shen Qianqian didn't sleep too heavily now, and as soon as Helian Yao's hand touched her face, she opened her eyes.

There was still a hint of apprehension in her eyes. I was stunned for a while before I said, "You're here?" ”

After speaking, Shen Qianqian wanted to hold herself up and sit up.

Helian Yao hurriedly went to help her, afraid that she would tear the wound because of too much movement, even so, Shen Qianqian still broke out in a cold sweat.

Helian Yao looked at him and frowned, lowered his head and asked, "Is the wound painful?" ”

Shen Qianqian nodded.

Helian Yao helped her to lean on, he couldn't stop feeling distressed, he couldn't wait for Shen Qianqian's injury to be inflicted on him tenfold, she was so small, so fragile, this injury would definitely not be better.

Helian Yao: "Then you don't move casually, and you can't take painkillers casually." Seeing Shen Qianqian like this, Helian Yao couldn't help but entrust.

Shen Qianqian leaned on before she raised her head to look at him: "You go and rest, don't worry about me." ”

His eyes were a little blue under his sockets, and a prickly stubble appeared around his mouth. It doesn't look very good. Also, after all, he has been busy with the army since what happened to him that day, and he hasn't seen it at all.

Helian Yao shook his head: "I don't worry about you, I still have to come and see you." His eyes were a little red and a little wet, but there were no tears, and Shen Qianqian knew that he felt sorry for himself.

Shen Qianqian smiled and said, "I'm fine, maybe the wound will heal in two days." ”

Helian Yao stretched out his hand, took Shen Qianqian's slightly cool hand into his palm, and held it carefully with both hands.

"Yes, the wound will heal, but there will still be scars, are you afraid?"

Shen Qianqian felt that Helian Yao's appearance was a little funny, just like a giant dog, cautiously begging for the master's love. But comparing Helian Yao to a dog doesn't seem so authentic. If Helian Yao knew what Shen Qianqian was thinking at this time, he might be angry.

Restrained and pondered, Shen Qianqian replied: "I'm not afraid. ”

Helian Yao smiled, other girls might be worried about scars on their legs, but Shen Qianqian was not even afraid of such a big hole on her shoulder. He really didn't know whether to praise her for being informal, or what.

He carefully pulled open the collar of Shen Qianqian's clothes with his hand, and saw the bandages wrapped inside, the thin collarbone, her neck was so thin, and the cyan blood vessels were extremely obvious under the skin, she was so thin, such a big wound, I really didn't know how big a scar would be left in the future.

Helian Yao withdrew his hand, and something flashed in his eyes: "Qianqian, I will be responsible for you." ”

He kissed Shen Qianqian's hand gently, pious as if he was praying.

Shen Qianqian hadn't heard it clearly at first, and waited for a while before coming back to her senses.

Shen Qianqian's mouth was a little bitter, and this bitterness spread to her heart through the tongue coating.

Charge? How to be responsible? Did Helian Yao think that everything he did was just to want him to be responsible for himself? Then he really overestimated himself and underestimated her too much.

All of this is done by herself, and she is the only one who should be responsible. No one can be responsible for her, she is not anyone's baggage, she does not need anyone to be responsible for her. No one needs it.

She silently withdrew her hand that was being held, her expression was not happy or angry for a while, she lowered her head and said, "I don't need you to be responsible for me, I do all this myself, I have the ability to bear it myself." It's just a scar, it doesn't matter. ”

When Helian Yao saw Shen Qianqian's expression, he knew that she must have misunderstood what she meant.

In the past two days, Helian Yao has thought a lot, he is very tired, but he doesn't want to close his eyes, because as long as he closes his eyes, he can see Shen Qianqian lying in his arms, covered in blood. He would always remember how Shen Qianqian looked in a coma, and she was still calling her name in a coma.

Every scream made his heart throb, and he had no way not to blame himself for his carelessness, no way to forgive himself.

Helian Yao wanted to see Shen Qianqian's eyes, but she always lowered her head and was unwilling to look at herself.

He couldn't straighten her shoulders with his hands, he could only pick her chin with his hands.

Helian Yao's eyes looked at Shen Qianqian's deeply, and Shen Qianqian had no choice but to see herself in his eyes. Then she heard him say again, "Qianqian, look at me." What do you think I mean I'm responsible? ”

What do you mean? Isn't it because I'm injured that I feel that I should be responsible?

The loss in Shen Qianqian's eyes flashed, and she turned her eyes away from looking at He Lianyao.

Helian Yao touched the corner of her eye with his hand, a little helpless, but there were some words he had to explain

Helian Yao: "Do you think that when I say this, it seems that I don't accept your affection at all, and treat you as my burden?" ”

Shen Qianqian heard Helian Yao say this before she began to look up at him: "Don't you mean that?"

Helian Yao smiled: "Of course I didn't mean that, I am responsible for you, not only because you were injured for me, but also because I regard you Shen Qianqian as my Helian Yao's woman." So I have to be responsible for you. ”

Shen Qianqian's eyes were deep and shining. She looked at Helian Yao fixedly.

Helian Yao seemed to be a little embarrassed by Shen Qianqian. He sat back and scratched his head.

Shen Qianqian: "Actually, I really don't need anyone to be responsible, I have always been responsible for myself, and I am very responsible." ”

All along, she is responsible for herself, working hard for her future life, running back and forth by herself, and enduring the cold. Just blocking a knife for Helian Yao, is it worth making him fully responsible for himself? Besides, he was also going to run out by himself at that time, and he was willing to block this knife for him.

Thinking of this, Shen Qianqian felt a little scared, felt a little stupid, if she continued like this, wouldn't she repeat her previous mistakes?

Shen Qianqian's heart was extremely complicated at this time, on the one hand, she was moved by Helian Yao's words, and on the other hand, she felt a little unrealistic, did Helian Yao know what responsibility was? If he just talks casually, then isn't he wishful thinking? Not stupid? Or does he think it's as simple as a responsibility to come and see her every day?

Helian Yao seemed to be able to understand Shen Qianqian's feelings: "Qianqian, in the past, because you were alone, you had to be responsible for yourself, but in the future, with me, I won't let you be so tired, I will always be responsible for you." I'm not just talking. ”

His attitude was a little tough, but his words were extremely gentle. Shen Qianqian was speechless for a while.

Helian Yao knew that Shen Qianqian's heart had been shaken at this time.

He rubbed the back of Shen Qianqian's neck with his hand, put his thumb on Shen Qianqian's chin, and exerted some force to make her raise her head.

Shen Qianqian had to look at the man in front of her.

She saw that his eyes were glowing and shining, like a star in the universe. makes people willing to drown in his tenderness. Sink and throw everything away. But can you do it yourself?

Helian Yao didn't have a chance to make Shen Qianqian hesitate, so he took away her snort. His taste invaded his mouth domineeringly, and he couldn't refuse, his soft lips rubbed against Shen Qianqian's, making Shen Qianqian's heart tremble slightly, and then beat more violently.

She thought: He was always different to her.

It's different to make yourself forget what your mission of rebirth is for. It's different to make yourself willing to be injured and use him as a knife. It's different to let yourself sink for him willingly.

Why? Shen Qianqian seems to have found a clue for a while, and that's because, for herself, everything she does is worth it.

Helian Yao let go of Shen Qianqian, Shen Qianqian lowered her head and gasped deeply.

Helian Yao buried his head in Shen Qianqian's neck, and said in a buzzing voice: "Believe me, okay?" ”

Shen Qianqian felt a little itchy, and pouted her head to let him face herself.

Shen Qianqian looked at his eyes, took his hand back and said, "I believe in you." ”

Since that night, Helian Yao has rarely come to the hospital to see Shen Qianqian.

Although Shen Qianqian was able to understand, she couldn't help but feel a little lost in her heart.

Since the last incident, the army seems to have been very busy, and Helian Yao inevitably has to report to his superiors and find out if there are still traces of individual Black Wind elements in the territory.

Even Nangong Jinyu was very busy because of this.

Even so, as long as Helian Yao is free, he will still come to visit Shen Qianqian as soon as possible.

When Helian Yao was away, sometimes Xiao Siya came back to see her, and the two of them talked together, and Shen Qianqian read a book for a while when she was bored, and she also felt that the days were not so difficult to pass.

Shen Qianqian's wound is also slowly healing, and it is not as painful as before, and when she sees the nurse applying medicine, she can still see the black scab on her wound.

On this day, Shen Qianqian and Xiao Siya sat in the ward together and chatted. Xiao Siya sat on the side peeling apples, and Shen Qianqian sat on the hospital bed looking at the scenery outside the window.

She had been in the ward for the past few days, rarely going out, she lifted the quilt, got out of bed, and stood at the window looking down. The view from the window is very good, the sun is about to set, and there is an artificial lake opposite the ward where she lives, and the red sunset is reflected on the lake.

This kind of day rarely occurs in City B. It's a bit of a waste not to go out and have such a view.

Shen Qianqian turned to Xiao Siya and said, "Siya, can you go down with me for a walk?" ”

Xiao Siya peeled the apple and divided it into small pieces, handed it to Shen Qianqian, and said, "Okay." But let's eat the apples first. ”

So the two of them quickly got rid of the apple and went downstairs together. Because of the injury on her shoulder, Shen Qianqian didn't dare to walk too fast. Afraid of involving her own wounds, Xiao Siya also followed her slowly.