Chapter 171: Concubine Rou's Wish

Holding Lan Linger's hands tightly, Concubine Rou said softly: "Everything the emperor does is for the sake of Amaterasu's country, and all I want is for my children to be healthy and peaceful." ”

Lan Ling'er's eyes flashed slightly, and she said, "Concubine Rou doesn't need to worry too much, Yan Gongzi will naturally be healthy and peaceful." ”

Shaking her head, Concubine Rou said quietly: "No, he may not." ”

Facing Lan Ling'er's puzzled eyes, Concubine Rou chuckled and said, "I love the emperor, but I love my children even more." Over the years, I've been in nightmares almost every night, and I've always wanted to avenge him, but I can't. You still don't understand that sometimes when you fall in love with someone, you lose yourself. ”

Seeing that Lan Ling'er opened her lips and was about to say something, Concubine Rou took the lead and said, "You listen to me first." Yan'er likes you, I saw it a long time ago. It's just that one of your hearts has long been left on Mu Xinghan's body. If it had been before, I would have fought for everything he wanted for him, but after going through so much, I realized that everything in the world may be forced, but only feelings can't be forced. ”

Lan Ling'er couldn't deny Concubine Rou's words, what she said was not unreasonable.

"Therefore, I do not force you to fall in love with him, but I only hope that, if you can, one day, you can persuade him to leave this land of right and wrong. I used to think that love was the holiest thing in the world, but when I entered the palace, I realized that the most precious thing was the freedom to live happily outside. I'm sorry Dongfang Su, it's a good thing that Zhi'er can marry Lan Xuan. ”

"Concubine Rou, you..." Seeing the tears sliding down Concubine Rou's face, somehow, Lan Ling'er's heart softened inexplicably, perhaps out of sympathy for this woman. She is a bird that flies freely outside, and finally locks herself in this cage for the so-called love, and she can't live in fear.

Patting Lan Ling'er's little hand, Concubine Rou burst into tears and smiled, "Somehow, when I saw you, I wanted to tell everything." You have a feeling of comfort, quiet and peaceful, no wonder Yan'er is willing to go against the emperor's wishes to save the woman who broke into the palace at night. ”

"Against the Emperor's wishes?" Lan Ling'er was puzzled.

Concubine Rou chuckled, with an indissoluble disappointment in her eyes, "In this life, I fell in love with a man who only had power in his eyes. Although he has done a lot for me, I am not uncommon to this day. The emperor was not using Yan'er to create unlimited wealth for him. He didn't inform me in advance because he didn't want me to know and insisted on taking Yan'er back to the palace despite his objections. ”

"As for what Yan'er has compromised for you, you will know in the future."

Lan Ling'er's eyes flashed slightly, and she didn't want the emperor to count everyone around him, including the woman and child he loved deeply. It's no wonder that in the end, he went to the Begonia Hall less and less, maybe all this was just because every time he went there, he would think of his debt to them.

"The most sorry thing in my life is Jiaoyang and Qi'er, they are my children, but I didn't take good care of them."

Facing Lan Ling'er's puzzled eyes, Concubine Rou said faintly: "The mother of the sun, Concubine Xin, was actually killed by me, and at that time, I wanted to take revenge on the emperor, so I was already drugged when she was waiting to give birth." It will create the illusion of dystocia. I've been trying my best to compensate for the sun, but I also know that it's all insignificant. ”

"The Third Prince?"

Shaking her head, Concubine Rou continued: "The mother of the third prince was not harmed by me, it's just that he is a boy, and every time I see him, I think of my own child. Often if I can't control it, I will hurt him, and afterwards, I will regret it, but the damage has been done and cannot be repaired. He hates me. ”

"Does the Third Prince have any tricks in your hands?"

Hearing this, Concubine Rou paused suddenly, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "At that time, I had already lost my mind, and Qi'er was only superficially obedient, but my revenge needed someone to help me complete it, so when I found out that Qi'er had a woman I liked, I made an excuse and let her enter the palace." I fed her a unique poison, and Qi'er's healer inherited it from me, and I taught him everything, but the secret art of the Duanmu family did not teach him. ”

"Where is the woman now?" Lan Ling'er asked, Dongfang Qi is not an easy person to control, Concubine Rou chose this way to threaten him when she found out about his strange appearance. I think this is also the reason why he knows the crux of the problem between Concubine Rou and the emperor, but he never breaks it.

He is like an outsider, watching the competition between the various princes and concubines of the royal family, if it weren't for the fact that the woman he likes is in danger, he would have already found a way to get out of this place.

"In the lotus pond of the Three Princes' Mansion, he has been soaking her in potions, but he has only maintained a trace of breathing."

Shocked, Lan Ling'er never thought that the lotus pond in the Three Princes' Mansion actually had such a motive, "She... Still alive? He asked tentatively.

Nodding, Concubine Rou suddenly felt a trace of pain on her face, and said, "I'm still alive, but I'm about to die." ”

"Is there no help?" Lan Ling'er's heart tightened, she admired Dongfang Qi at first, and later Lan Yuan's matter added hatred to him. It's just that Lan Yuan is not dead, and he wrote to say that Dongfang Qi also contributed to this.

Anyway, he gave Lan Yuan an excuse to leave, and from the beginning to the end, he didn't think about really hurting Lan Yuan. The reason why he showed his guilt for Lan Ling'er was because of the two inseparable little guys around him.

At that time, when the two of them went out hunting, hiding behind the bushes and avoiding the pursuit of the little servants, he hinted to himself that these were not his people. At that time, he seemed to be a stubborn child, rebelling against the fate arranged for him by his parents.

There is no one right or wrong in this matter, the emperor hurt Concubine Rou for the sake of the country, and Concubine Rou hid all her past conscience just to take revenge on the emperor. But Dongfang Qi was a victim between them, and finally harmed his beloved woman.

Once a person's obsession is formed, all kinds of behaviors after that, harming others and themselves, are still unaware. If Concubine Rou is crazy, it can also be interpreted from another angle, her hopes for the emperor are too great, so that despair comes too suddenly, enough to lose her mind.

"There is salvation, but there is still a lack of a mandala flower, which is the symbol of the Northern Desert, only the royal family of the Northern Desert exists, and they often regard this flower as a holy relic, how can they give it?"

"Does Dongfang Qi know?" Lan Ling'er asked softly.

Shaking her head with a wry smile, Concubine Rou said: "This poison is unique to the Duanmu family, and it has never been passed on, Qi'er knows that I have been dispensing medicine, but I don't know that there is still a taste of medicinal herbs." ”

"If you don't tell him, you're worried that he will mess up and go to the Northern Desert to rob it." Concubine Rou may have been harsh on Dongfang Qi, but she is a child she raised, so she naturally has feelings. Maybe she had her helplessness in poisoning the woman at the beginning.

The woman in the harem, if she wants to stretch her hand to the front court, it is naturally extremely difficult, Dongfang Qi has seen too much of the hot and cold world since he was a child, he has already retreated, and Concubine Rou is just when she is employed, how can she let him retreat so quickly.

A woman's revenge is enough to destroy the world, but fortunately, Concubine Rou still has a trace of conscience.

"What are you going to do in the future?" Lan Ling'er asked unconsciously, she actually wanted to know how Concubine Rou could change so much? Could it be that it was made because Dongfang Yan didn't die? Can a person's hatred and grievances really be resolved so easily?

It is not an exaggeration to say that the emperor has been deceiving her all along, knowing that his child has not died, but he has been hiding it from her, which is no less harmful than directly killing Dongfang Yan.

Glancing at Lan Ling'er, Concubine Rou had a little smile on her face, her bare hands stroked her white face, and the dark purple Kodan and watery skin reflected each other, but at this time, her eyes were a pool of stagnant water, without a trace of life.

"The load on my body has reached its limit, and I know that Qi'er may have known all this early on, but she is just hiding it from me, watching me and the emperor hide it from each other. Finally, watch me walk towards this place of no return. It's just that I don't blame him, he's also my child. I hope that if I can, Ling'er can give this prescription to Qi'er and tell him that I actually love him, even if sometimes it is not so correct. ”

took the paper in Concubine Rou's hand, there was a dense prescription on it, Lan Ling'er didn't know medical skills, but she could vaguely know that this thing was difficult to find.

"Why don't you give it to him yourself?" Lan Ling'er wondered.

With a wry smile, Concubine Rou said lightly: "Perhaps, he doesn't believe in me anymore." ”

She is not a good mother, because Dongfang Yan hurt the other two children. It's all her fault.

Coming out of Concubine Rou's palace, Lan Ling'er frowned slightly, what Concubine Rou had endured and what she had done made it impossible to judge the quality of this person. In the end, she is just a woman, and the emperor ruined her faith, so she wanted to destroy the emperor, but after all, she couldn't bear it, but she hurt the people around her.

"Coming out?"

The sudden sound in his ears made Lan Ling'er pause instantly, and when she turned her head sideways, she saw Luo Yan standing by the red wall in a purple robe, and the sun was shining on him with a hint of tenderness.

Nodding with a smile, Lan Ling'er stood in place, waiting for Luo Yan's figure to appear beside her before moving forward.

The two walked side by side in the palace, and under the oblique rays of the sun, their figures stretched on the ground, "Are you hungry?" Let's go grab a bite to eat. Luo Yan suggested.

Hearing him say this, he was really hungry, Lan Ling'er smiled and nodded.

In the 'leisurely residence', people came and went as always, but when the figures of Luo Yan and Lan Ling'er appeared, there was silence in all directions. Obviously, everyone has not woken up from that rumor, and Miss Lan has changed from the quasi-princess of Mufu at the beginning to the princess.

Lan Ling'er glanced at the audience, her eyes flashed slightly, but she finally followed Luo Yan's steps and came to the private room upstairs.

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