Chen Jieyu sighed first: "I'll go out?" What am I going out for? My parents are old, my brother and sister-in-law are not close, Sister Gao knows, my family is just well-off, the land is tenant out, and I also eat according to the year, I am now this body is medicine all day long, and it is okay in the palace, the size is a Jieyu, rice and medicine are indispensable to me, I want to go back, where can I afford to eat. Eight? One Chinese?? Net ≤≈=.≤8≈"

"Don't say that, I'm just asking you, do you want to?"

Gao Jieyu was so obsessed with this issue, which made Chen Jieyu a little surprised.

Gao Jieyu entered the palace earlier, and that was the person who served by her side before the emperor ascended the throne. Could it be that as soon as the holy will came out this time, even Gao Jieyu's heart was in chaos?

"Do you want to say it...... Actually, I thought about it. ”

Chen Jieyu really said what she was saying at this time, and she never mentioned a word to others.

"Sister Gao knows me, she was born well since she was a child, and she is also spoiled at home, but she didn't expect to be selected into the palace and become the emperor's concubine.

Gao Jieyu couldn't help laughing when she said this.

"You really weren't likable."

The spirit is vivid, there is no one in the eyes, and the tail is about to be cocked to the sky.

Chen Jieyu also smiled: "It's not." I'm not afraid to tell my sister, I still think at that time I might be able to be a queen one day. After only two years in the palace, Jieyu was sealed, and she was promoted step by step, and one day she will enter the Kunning Palace......"

But falling out of favor seemed to be a blink of an eye, and she didn't even understand what was going on, so she rolled all the way down from the clouds. At that time, she was ashamed, annoyed, hated, hated for taking away her beloved Xie family, and hated the emperor for being so affectionate, and he changed when he said it.

In fact, she already understood in her heart at that time that the emperor was not affectionate, but he had never used affection for her at all, she only relied on a few good looks to be pampered, and she had never entered the emperor's heart at all. And Xie is the one who really moved the emperor's heart, for her, the emperor no longer summons other concubines, that is, the people outside, with surplus money, the man still has an outside heart, resting on the emperor, the harem is full of his women, but he no longer cares about any of them for the concubine, even when the concubine is pregnant, the emperor would rather be empty than find someone.

This is called true love, so what is true love?

Chen Jieyu used to only think that the concubine was not more beautiful than her, nor was she necessarily more clever and likable than her, how did she win her favor. Later, she didn't think so. For the emperor to treat her like this, this is definitely not something that can be done by virtue of her face and figure, or by a few pleasing words.

It's not that the emperor doesn't have sincerity, it's just that that sincerity didn't fall on his head.

"It may be that I don't know how to be a man, I am regarded as a target, I make mistakes repeatedly, and finally completely fall out of favor. At that time, I used to think that I could leave the palace and never come back. But that thought never came to me again. This time, the emperor said that he could let people out, but I didn't want to go out, but I couldn't help but think, if I hadn't entered the palace at that time, what would it be like now? What kind of life is it? I have a bad temper, if I marry someone outside the palace, I am afraid that my in-laws and sisters-in-law will also have discord, and I will never learn to be obedient if I don't fall a few times. ”

But she fell too much in the palace, and once she fell, she couldn't get up in this life.

Gao Jieyu listened on the sidelines, stunned.

Chen Jieyu's words are sincere, not adulterated at all.

It's really like it came out of Gao Jieyu's own heart.

Every sentence spoke to her own heart.

She had all these thoughts.

Why doesn't the emperor favor her? Why does the emperor spoil others? Why can't she conceive a child if she doesn't have a belly?

If she didn't enter the palace, what kind of life would she live? If you can leave the harem, what kind of life will you live in the future?

When you are alone, when you are lonely at night, when you vomit with others, when you are sick and uncomfortable...... These thoughts kept spinning in my heart.

Just like this time, the emperor issued such a decree, exempting the draft, saving another young and delicate girl from being selected into the palace to undergo this kind of devastation. If you want to release the unfavored palace concubines out of the palace, it should also be out of good intentions, and you don't want them to be killed in the palace...... But this must be more for the concubine, right? I don't want her to endure the jealousy and conspiracy of others anymore, for fear that someone will take risks to hurt the emperor's heir.

There is nothing to do with these favored concubines of them. Of course, the women who have served the emperor, in addition to staying in the palace, can only go to the nunnery and Taoist temple.

Gao Jieyu was very confused. She also knew that she couldn't go out again, even if she died, she would die in the palace, but she couldn't control her heart, and she always had to think crankily.

Chen Jieyu could see that she was upset, and persuaded her in turn: "It's hot, I see that my sister is not in good spirits these days, she must have a bad appetite, and she doesn't sleep well at night." Our life has been good, the emperor is generous, and the concubine is needless to say. There are examples of pioneers, and you can't find anyone who can treat people better than her. I don't know about others, just say I'm here, I've offended her a lot, and more than once, I want to change my heart and eyes, can I still sit here and enjoy Qingfu safely? The amount of medicine I take every day is not a small amount, if the concubine doesn't take care of it, can the hospital do its best? Everyone outside has their own suffering. Small families are worried about their livelihoods, and the female dependents of large families are not comfortable, and they are a lot of wives, wives and concubines. ”

People are always satisfied. Chen Jieyu now wants to say that there is something good, that is, she has learned to be content. Her days are not enough, more than the bottom, and there are not as many people as hers. Besides, the people who used and assassinated her did not end well now, and her heart gradually calmed down.

"By the way, does Sister Gao know the news of that one? But I haven't seen her in a long, long time. ”

Gao Jieyu knew who she was asking, and said while rubbing her nails: "You won't see her in this life, if it weren't for the New Year, and Mrs. Fang's happy event, she would have died a long time ago." ”

However, being locked up like this, I don't see the light of day, and I don't know which is more uncomfortable for Concubine Shen than living and sinning, or death.

Now no one in the palace has mentioned Concubine Shen, there is no will, but everyone knows that she is like a prisoner, and she has never come out again in her life.