(Cat flutter Chinese) Shen Yunyou hurriedly went over and took the two out of the room, squatted down to wipe the tears on their faces, Shen Yunyou asked softly; "What's wrong? What are you crying about? ”

"Mother." Chen'er wrapped her arms around Shen Yunyou's neck, tears couldn't stop falling, and she asked pitifully with a pout, "Is Uncle Xiang sick?" ”

Shen Yunyou was speechless when asked, this little ghost usually only quarrels when he meets Yang Boxiang, but now he cries more than anyone else. "Well, don't cry." Shen Yunyou didn't answer him, but directly hugged the two children into his arms, feeling uncomfortable for a while.

Since Bai Moyan returned to the villa, he has always locked himself in his room, refusing to come out no matter how others knock on the door. Even when Yang Boxiang was buried, she did not show up.

This was the case for several days in a row, which made Shen Yunyou and the others nervous. Ye Zixuan ordered Duan Hengchou to take people to Yunchuan Country, vowing to catch Wen Zimo, the thief.

Shen Yunyou had food in his hand and knocked on Bai Moyan's door again. Like the previous times, she still didn't hear a response from inside, but this time Shen Yunyou didn't turn around and leave, but walked in directly.

Looking around the room, Shen Yunyou found Bai Moyan on the bed. Putting the food on the table, Shen Yunyou looked at Bai Moyan, who was sitting in the corner of the wall, with a haggard and embarrassed face, and felt distressed.

Bai Moyan slowly raised his head and looked at Shen Yunyou, his eyes were red, but he couldn't say a word. Shen Yunyou leaned over to her side, patted the top of her head gently, and whispered, "Don't think about it, it's all over." Eat something, if he is still here, he will definitely be reluctant to see you like this. ”

"It's gone, what's the use of saying this." Bai Moyan opened his mouth hoarsely and said leisurely.

Shen Yun looked at Bai Moyan steadily, it was obvious that Bai Moyan had not slept for several days, did not eat or drink, and was already in an extremely weak state, and if he continued like this, he would definitely not be able to endure it.

"Mo Yan, you can't do this." Shen Yunyou said to her earnestly: "The body is your own, understand?" ”

Bai Moyan chuckled, and his sloppy eyes slowly gained focus. Looking at Shen Yunyou in front of him, Bai Moyan sighed lightly, leaned his back against the wall, and looked up at the roof.

Many images flashed through her mind, fast, so fast that she wanted to grasp but couldn't do anything. In this way, she sat in that position for a long time, and only then did Shen Yunyou open her mouth again and said, "In the years when you disappeared, and when you had an accident in the Heavenly Kingdom, I also persuaded Zixuan like this. But now I realized how useless what I said at that time was. ”

"Ink ......"

"I've known him for so many years, and I've been thinking about whether I'll be happier if he dies. I almost killed him with my own hands, but he still came back to life, so I also wondered if I would be defeated at his hands in my life and couldn't escape. ”

Bai Moyan looked at Shen Yunyou sideways, and asked with a smile: "Do you know, what does it feel like when something you thought would never disappear suddenly disappears in front of your eyes?" ”

"Don't talk about it." Shen Yunyou stretched out his hand and wiped the tears dripping from Bai Moyan's face, he couldn't bear to see her torture herself like this.

"Usually, none of you scolds him as much as I scold, and I don't beat him as hard. However, he was really killed, and I was so unwilling. Knowing this, I would rather kill him with one stab back then than be like this. Bai Moyan ignored Shen Yunyou's obstruction, she had thought about it for a long time for so many days, and she thought about it a lot, but she couldn't figure it out, the person who was always like a fly and couldn't get rid of it, how could she say that it would be gone? If I really love him, shouldn't I go with him? After all, he died for me, right? ”

"This matter has nothing to do with you, don't think nonsense!" Shen Yunyou hurriedly stopped Bai Moyan, afraid that she would do something stupid.

"I think the most ridiculous thing is that I still can't let go of my cheap life, and I still can't believe that he is really dead." Bai Moyan's emotions collapsed little by little when he was talking to Shen Yunyou. "Yunyou, tell me, what should I do? Kill Wen Zimo? Will killing him solve everything? ”

The silky long hair slipped off her shoulders with Bai Moyan's movements, and Bai Moyan forced Shen Yunyou to look at her and give her an answer. Ling Ren's momentum is a little weird on Bai Moyan, who is always gentle to people. Her tone was steady, but every word seemed to hide a blade, trying to push herself to a dead end step by step.

Bai Moyan looked at Shen Yunyou, waiting for her to answer him. Shen Yunyou looked at Bai Moyan's expression for a long time and did not change, turned over and sat next to Bai Moyan, Shen Yunyou said slowly: "The dead have passed away, and the living live well is the most important thing to do." ”

"What about you? If something happens to Zixuan, can you still say such a thing? Bai Moyan asked sharply.

"Yes." Shen Yunyou was silent for a moment, and then replied affirmatively.

"You have Chen'er, and you have Yunxi. But I don't have anything. ”

Bai Moyan jumped out of bed and walked to the window. Raising her hand to push open the window, she looked at the view of the yard. Nothing had changed, just as she had left the lodge. But some people have been separated from her life and death.

Thinking back to many years ago, I remembered the young man I met for the first time, and said to her with an uninhibited smile that she should be responsible for him.

In a blink of an eye, things are no longer human.

The waist-length hair was gently blown by the wind, Bai Moyan closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were bitterly hooked for a while.

"I knew that the promise you made to me would never be fulfilled."

Bai Moyan's voice was faint, but it was still heard clearly by Shen Yunyou, who walked behind her. By now, everything is obvious. If Bai Moyan had to say that someone had lived in her heart, then that person was no longer Ji Chen, who died many years ago, but Yang Boxiang, who had been by her side all these years and never left her.

Love and hatred, fate and fate, ordinary happiness is always the easiest to be ignored, and the treasures at your fingertips are often regarded as garbage.

If only Bai Moyan could have understood these truths earlier.

If Bai Moyan could let go of his paranoia earlier, he faced the feelings in his heart.

If......

Too many ifs, and in the end, they all turn into impossible evidence. People have gone, fate has ended, from now on, I am afraid that every time Bai Moyan thinks of Yang Boxiang, he will have to add an "if" in his heart and an assumption.

Tears swirled in Bai Moyan's eyes, and two lines of clear tears fell silently in Bai Moyan's unconsciously. The body was gently hugged by Shen Yunyou on the side, Bai Moyan thought of Yang Boxiang, who was covered in blood, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out. Leaning her head on Shen Yunyou's neck, she had killed too many people and seen too many corpses, but she didn't want that person's death to make her so painful.

"Yunyou, I don't want him to die, don't ......"

Shen Yunyou bears the weight of Bai Moyan's body, and his sigh slowly sounds. Gently patting Bai Moyan's back, Shen Yunyou's unbearable gaze drifted out of the window and fell on Ye Zixuan's body who was standing in the corner and witnessing all this.

Ye Zixuan stood in the courtyard until Shen Yunyou walked out of Bai Moyan's room. Shen Yunyou walked straight in front of him, looked at Ye Zixuan with gloomy eyes and asked, "Isn't this too cruel for Mo Yan?" ”

"Or else? Do you have a way to save him? ”

Shen Yunyou, who Ye Zixuan asked, was silent and could only follow him back. Jingling Villa has lost one Yang Boxiang since then, and life seems to have slowed down a lot.

The Western Kingdom immediately dispatched a large number of men and horses to the border pass after Ye Zixuan returned, and Long Mingguo's side also made a corresponding cooperative move, which made Yunchuan Kingdom itchy and helpless. Ye Zixuan regarded everything he had negotiated with Yin Shangyu before as empty talk, and no one in Yunchuan Country could face it, so he was forced to have no choice but to agree to Ye Zixuan's request to launch a large-scale search for Wen Zimo in Yunchuan Country, and promised that once Wen Zimo was found, he would immediately hand it over to Ye Zixuan's people who remained in Yunchuan Country.

The days are so salty and indifferent, Bai Moyan doesn't listen to things outside the window, and just lives in his own small yard all day long. I forgot how many days had passed, but one day when Bai Moyan suddenly saw Mo Yuling passing by in front of her courtyard and walking towards the outside of the villa, she unexpectedly walked out of the courtyard and came to Ye Zixuan.

"Has Wen Zimo found it?" Bai Moyan asked straight to the point.

Ye Zixuan nodded, "Do you want to see you?" Or did you let me deal with it? ”

Going around and around, Ye Zixuan was afraid that if Bai Moyan really killed Wen Zimo, one day in the future, she would regret and feel guilty for killing Ji Chen's only relative.

"Let me meet him." Bai Moyan said to Ye Zixuan in a firm tone, Ye Zixuan looked at her seriously and agreed.

"Okay, I'll have someone bring him over."

"No, I'll go see him." Bai Moyan stood up and said softly, "By the way, go to his grave and have a look." ”

Who Bai Moyan was referring to before and after, Ye Zixuan understood in his heart. After Bai Moyan left the room, he immediately began to arrange everything. Sending Bai Moyan, who was ready to go, out of the villa, Ye Zixuan heard Shen Yunyou behind him ask, "Why don't you go with her?" ”

"I'm afraid I won't be able to help it and kill Wen Zimo." Ye Zixuan turned around, not willingly. "But whether he is dead or alive, can only be decided by Mo Yan."

Bai Moyan walked out of the villa under the leadership of Xuan Mo, and listened casually to Xuan Mo having nothing to say to make her happy, Bai Moyan just remembered the route along the way, and didn't say anything to him.

Xuan Mo saw that he was bored with himself, and gradually stopped making a sound. The carriage slowly stopped, Xuan Mo stretched out his hand and pointed in a certain direction in front of him, and said to Bai Moyan: "That's it." ”

【三更】Cat flutter Chinese