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Hua Ming stared intently: "You didn't misunderstand. ”

The sound of the waves, like my heartbeat at this moment, suddenly became chaotic.

I looked him in the eye, and he didn't hide from it, it was so deep that it seemed like he was trying to suck me in.

He also has my ...... in his heart But why am I not excited at all?

Probably because of ...... That's not what I wanted.

"It's three hours until midnight." I smiled, changed the subject, and patted my stomach, "So soon, I'm hungry again." I want to eat your cooked noodles again, is that okay? ”

……

In the last two hours, we went back to Hua Ming's apartment.

He was wearing the same cartoon apron I bought, and he was cooking noodles in front of the stove.

And I sat at the bar, holding my cheeks, and watched quietly.

I want to remember this back of him.

"Why do you still have instant noodles? Didn't I take all the things I had saved at the time? I asked.

Hua Ming turned around, continued to cut the ingredients, and replied lightly, "I bought it." ”

I opened my eyes wide and smiled, "What? Is it no longer junk food? ”

He glanced up at me, not answering, but enough to express his helplessness.

It can be seen that Hua Ming also made a lot of money, and actually put seafood in this bowl of noodles. Such a bowl of instant noodles suddenly became high-end. After taking the first bite, I said that his craftsmanship was good.

He took off his apron and sat across from me, looking at me intently, his eyes very soft.

"Today, I'm really making a fortune." I said with a smile.

"Why?" He asked.

I smiled and looked at him, and then at the noodles in the bowl......

"What do I want to do...... It's all done. ”

“……”

I looked at him again, and there was a faint pain in my heart: "I once thought that if I had someone I liked, I must go with him to eat all the things I thought were delicious." ”

Hua Ming's eyes sank and he didn't speak.

"Then, on a good sunny day, hang out with him. It's like this in the afternoon, bullying him and forcing him to collapse, you have to watch him cry to count. ”

Speaking of this, I laughed to myself. That's right, that's how I like people.

Hua Ming also laughed, but couldn't cry or laugh.

"I also want to take a big head shot with him, drink the same drink, eat an ice cream, go shopping hand in hand, all the things that a couple does, I want to be with him."

Speaking of which, my nose is inexplicably sore, and my desire to eat is gone.

"But we all know that. You can't be what I like, and neither can I. All of this now, just fleeting emotions, will not last long. At the end of the day, we really regret it. ”

"Coco." It was the first time he had called me by my name, and it was so gentle that I couldn't resist.

"Let's not see each other again." I preemptively preempted him and said, in a calm and rational tone, "The reason why people are unwilling is because of desire. In the past 12 hours today, I have no regrets.

"It doesn't matter how I like you or how you like me. You don't have to worry about me anymore. I'm a child, even if I don't have you, I will definitely live my own life. ”

Hua Ming listened quietly and did not speak.

"You are a sensible person, but I am also a sensible person." I put down my chopsticks, left the chair and stood still, with my hands in them. put it in his pocket and smiled, "We are not people from the same world, we love each other...... It's actually quite naïve! So, today you are willing to accompany me, I am already very satisfied. ”

As I spoke, I lifted my cuffs up, revealing the blue crystal bracelet, and slowly placed it on the bar counter.

At this time, I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, because I didn't have the confidence to be 100% absolute.

"You once cast a spell." I burst out with a smile, "It's going to be zero again...... The magic is over, and it's time for you, the magician, to disappear. Thank you, sincerely.

"Now...... That's it. I don't need your magic anymore! You'll have to let go and let me go on my own. I have my own life, and so do you. With that, I plucked up the courage to look at him.

His eyebrows were full of solemnity, and my heart was pinched together.

"Rest assured. If I really have big. If it's troublesome, I'm sure I'll still ask you for help! I patted the seam of my pants and suddenly I felt like I couldn't breathe, but I could only keep smiling, "You know, the last thing I like is parting." That...... Not much more. Take care. We really don't see each other anymore. ”

After saying that, I quickly grabbed my backpack and was about to leave.

"Tong Coco."

I heard him call me.

As soon as he stopped, he felt a surge of air behind him, and after a rush of footsteps, the whole person was tightly circled by him from behind.

I curled up in a ball, tears already welling up in my eyes.

His breath was in my ears, and his body temperature was like poison through each other's clothes, seeping into my skin and blood, and I couldn't move.

"I have you in my heart." He suppressed his voice, and every word seemed to be very forceful.

My heart pounded so hard that I couldn't speak.

I confess that he was a great temptation in front of me. But...... What's the use of that?

"You let me go." I came to my senses, wiping tears with one hand and trying to break free with the other.

But he worked harder and roared: "Let go, I'll never see you again!" ”

I......

I shouldn't have said goodbye! What the hell do you want to do now?!

"Flower Shadow! You let go! ”

"Don't let it go!"

"What the hell do you want!"

"I don't know what I want!" He roared, letting go and backing away.

I staggered to my feet, told myself not to look back, walked straight out, but still turned my head.

Seeing that there were tears in his eyes, my whole person, my whole heart, was fallen.

Everyone has a time when their mind is not clear.

When I walked over and hugged him and kissed him on the lips, I was more awake than ever.

The so-called moths to the fire are just willing.

Maybe I'm crazy.

At this moment, I didn't want to think about anything but the man in front of me.

I just want to kiss him, I just want him to think only of me.

On this night, we no longer have any care or cover-up, just a pair of ordinary men and women.

Before, I didn't understand the meaning of the word 'confused'. This night, I got to know it deeply. Whether he gets mine or I get his, I don't regret it.

I will remember the temperature of his lips, the feeling of every inch of his skin, the strength of every time, and the ......

My shyness, my clumsiness, my gentleness...... I have everything I have to him.

This is not the same as getting drunk for the first time.

I am a moth and a fire.

……

When sunlight comes in through the cracks in the curtains.

I opened my eyes slightly, looked at the incomparably clear sleeping face next to me, and couldn't help but reach out and draw his eyebrows, the tip of his nose, and his lips in the air...... Remembering last night's bits and pieces, I only felt that my face was feverish.

I didn't dare to look any more, rolled over slightly, got out of bed, and put on my clothes.

At this time, the mobile phone on the bedside table vibrated a few times, and the screen also lit up.

I leaned over to look at it, and I saw a text message prompt on the screen, and the content was directly brief: Go to see the printed invitation today?

It was sent by Ouyang Nana.

My body froze, as if I had suddenly woken up from a dream, and my heart was cold.

I looked at Hua Ming on the bed, my eyes tingled terribly, and I turned around and took my bag out.

I went downstairs and walked out of the door of the apartment, I had already walked across the road, and suddenly I heard Hua Ming shouting to me from the side of the traffic: "Tong Keke." ”

I turned around and saw that he was barefoot and had no shoes on, and his expression was complicated and anxious.

Finally, the light was green, and he was about to rush over.

"You don't want to come here." I drank him and took a big step back with my hands folded.

The sound of the green light is ticking, and we are relatively silent.

"Let's talk." His brow furrowed.

"What are you talking about?" I grimaced, "It's just that I slept again, and they were all adults, and no one forced anyone, and no one owed anyone." ”

Hua Ming looked at me incomprehensibly, I am now judging the two of them.

I took a deep breath: "You're going to talk to me, I know what." Do you want to hug left and right now, and enjoy the blessings of all people? ”

He didn't answer, there was no expression on his face: "I need time to process." ”

I snorted, "I knew you would say that." ”

"Let's talk." Again, he demanded.

"I don't think it's necessary." I smiled at him, "Hua Ming, I really like you." I also know that it is very easy for a man like you to keep a woman. You can have as many such women as you want. ”

The red light came back on and several cars drove between us.

I looked at Hua Ming's increasingly dark face and held back tears.

"Is that what you think of me?" He looked angry, "That was last night...... What is it? ”

yes, what's it.

Isn't that ...... Are you stupid?

I smiled: "Love routine, what do you say?" ”

Looking at his face again, he was stunned for a moment, he should be really angry.

"I'm not going to be small. Three's! You want to pack. If you raise me, you are destined to be in the soup. "I'm serious.

"I never said it this way!"

I snorted, "I mean you're not married?" Do you want to make it clear to Ouyang Nana? Are you so ruthless? Are you sure I'd be willing to be with you? What will you do if I don't want you too? Are you sure...... Is this a smart move? ”

Hearing this, Hua Ming's anger turned expressionless.

Do I want him to say, 'I'm going to get married'? Or do you want him to say 'not getting married'? I don't know myself.

Perhaps, this will be enough, I have seen it very clearly. Relative silence may be the best outcome.

"Go back, I beg you!" I yelled at him, "Just when I slept once!" I don't need any indication from you! Hua Ming, I'm going to do something more important! It's true! You are nothing to me, from now on. ”

Once again, the traffic passed between us......

I looked at his solemn face, turned around resolutely, and strode forward.

……

It turns out that how decisive it is to separate from someone you like at the time can be as broken afterwards.

I didn't eat or drink and stayed at home in a daze for three days, and my phone was turned off.

Until my grandmother knocked on my door and said that a man named Zhang Tiezhu had come to me.

I can only pull myself together.

At the coffee bar outside the community, Vani looked at me for a long time, sighed, and asked, "Do you want to help me?" I don't have a lot of miscellaneous people in my studio. ”