Ai Changhuan was thoughtful. Candy floss. [t]

When she returned to the bedroom, Lu Zhanke hadn't come back yet, and she secretly thought that when Lu Zhanke came back, she must have a good talk with him.

I don't know how long she waited, but when she was about to fall asleep by leaning on the head of the bed, she suddenly heard a soft knock on the door, it was Lu Zhanke who came back.

She immediately jumped out of bed and ran towards Lu Zhanke, smiling flatteringly: "Why did you come back so late?" ”

Lu Zhanke glanced at her and said lightly, "It's okay, you go to sleep first." ”

Ai Changhuan couldn't detect a trace of warmth in his eyes, and her heart was even more uneasy, she asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with you?" Am I making you unhappy? ”

Lu Zhanke looked at her and didn't say a word.

Ai Changhuan was even more worried: "Could it really be that I did something wrong?" Then I apologize to you, I said I'm sorry, don't be angry, okay? ”

Lu Zhanke's palms clenched again and again, why was she so cautious?

"It's fine." Lu Zhanke retracted his gaze and stopped looking at her, "Nothing happened, don't think about it, I'll take a shower." ”

Ai Changhuan immediately followed: "I'll help you undress." ”

Lu Zhanke grabbed her hand stretched out to his neckline, and said with a gloomy face: "No need, I can do it myself." ”

He's not a waster, he's not!

Ai Changhuan felt that Lu Zhanke was so terrible now, his eyes were so scary, and the cold aura that emanated from her body made her freeze in place, unable to move, she could only watch Lu Zhanke turn around and enter the bathroom, and then close the bathroom door in front of her.

Ai Changhuan bit her lip, feeling extremely aggrieved in her heart, she turned around and returned to the bed, sat with her knees crossed, and waited for Lu Zhanke to come out.

Lu Zhanke's heart was also uncomfortable, he didn't expect that his dearest person would lie to him, in the afternoon Ai Changhuan said that his hand was useless, and it couldn't get any better, he thought it was just her drunken words, so he was only half-convinced, and rushed home in a hurry, he immediately went to ask Old Man Lu and asked him if his hand was really useless.

Old Man Lu was silent, and he knew that his hand was useless.

This news was like a catastrophe to him, he walked out of Old Man Lu's study like a walking corpse, and then locked himself in his study, and after sitting for a long time, he finally smashed all the things inside in anger.

His anger, his pain, could only be digested slowly by himself, and he couldn't help but wonder again and again what she was staying with him for, and when she looked at him with that kind of pity and pleasing gaze, his heart was like a knife.

If...... If that's really the case, he'd rather ...... Rather......

He reached for the buttons of his shirt, clumsy and sluggish, as he would for decades to come. Read the full text of the latest chapter

After taking a shower, Lu Zhanke thought that Ai Changhuan had fallen asleep, but he didn't expect that she was still waiting, and when he met her gaze, his steps subconsciously paused, and he stepped forward after repeated hesitation.

Ai Changhuan wanted to speak, but he was afraid that he would say the wrong thing again, so he could only look at him silently.

Lu Zhanke lifted the quilt, lay down beside her, closed his eyes, and said, "Sleep." ”

Ai Changhuan also lay down, and the whole person nestled into his arms.

Lu Zhanke raised his hand to push her away, but Ai Changhuan wrapped his whole body, wrapped his legs around his legs, hugged his waist tightly with both hands, and said stubbornly: "I'm afraid of the cold, I want to hold you." ”

Lu Zhanke's movements stopped, his hand rested on her shoulder, and he didn't make any more movements.

Having achieved a preliminary victory, Ai Changhuan was a little happy.

"What a fool." Lu Zhanke closed his eyes and said.

Ai Changhuan lay softly in his arms and snorted: "Who are you calling stupid?" ”

"I said myself." He's a big idiot, and he can't refuse any of her approach.

Ai Changhuan laughed, she mistakenly thought that Lu Zhan Keken had slept with her, and the two of them were reconciled, but they didn't know that there were more unknowns waiting for them ahead.

When he got up the next day, after breakfast, Ai Changhuan didn't go to work, and Lu Zhanke asked why.

Ai Changhuan asked rhetorically: "Isn't there a rehabilitation therapist who will come over today?" Of course I'm going to be with you. ”

Lu Zhanke's eyebrows moved: "She won't come, you go to work." ”

"Huh? What do you mean? Ai Changhuan hurriedly asked, "Do you think the salary is too low?" It doesn't matter, I can come out double, as long as she can come. ”

"She won't come, I don't want her to come, because it's useless to come." Lu Zhanke said with a cold expression.

Ai Changhuan's heart suddenly changed, she suddenly understood, Lu Zhanke knew the extent of his hand injury, and knew that the possibility of recovery was very small, so she was so angry yesterday.

She licked her somewhat dry lips and smiled stiffly: "Who said your hand is not good, I promise to kill her, the person who said this must be a quack, so we have to find a more powerful and clever doctor, don't you say?" ”

"Don't lie to me, I know everything, and I know my own body best, since the injury, my hands have no strength at all, and I can't even do something as simple as hooking my fingers." A trace of pain flashed on Lu Zhanke's face, and his cheeks moved, which was the only action he could have when he clenched his teeth, and he tried to swallow all his pain, so his expression was so sad.

He whispered, "I know, I'm a wreck." ”

He got it!

He really knows!

The secrets they had worked so hard to hide were still known to him. Ai Changhuan sat on the sofa like a loss of strength, his chest was stuffy as if he was about to breathe.

"You...... When did you find out? She asked with great difficulty, clutching the couch cushion under her.

"It doesn't matter anymore." In order not to make her blame herself, he didn't tell her about getting drunk and then telling her the secret, but just said it indifferently.

"So what?" Ai Changhuan turned his head to look at Lu Zhanke, "Just because of this, you said you don't want to be treated, right?" Lu Zhanke, when did you accept your fate like this, if you say that there is no hope that we will change if we can't cure it, and if we can't cure it at home, we will go abroad, you see, isn't this an expert? Why did you give up before you even saw each other? ”

"I just don't want to waste time, the last time I was in the hospital, the doctor should have made it clear to you, it's crippled, and it can't be cured, that's why you're trying your best to hide it from me, am I right?" Lu Zhanke said indifferently, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him, but he was like this precisely because he was sad and desperate.

He's giving up on his own.

Ai Changhuan couldn't help but be extremely angry: "Lu Zhanke, what are you talking nonsense, we didn't tell you, we just didn't want you to worry." ”

"Worried? I'm worried because I can't be cured, right? Lu Zhanke sneered, "You don't need to say it, I think it's ridiculous when I think of myself being full of hope like a fool these days, and even saying stupid things about going back to the army." There's no need, let one more person witness my pain, so be it, don't say it. ”

With that, Lu Zhanke got up, turned around and was about to walk upstairs.

Ai Changhuan immediately jumped up and grabbed his arm tightly: "Don't go, tell me clearly, what do you mean by that?" ”

Lu Zhanke looked at the hand she was holding her arm, and couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly: "Look, now even you can easily catch me, what am I useless?" ”

Ai Changhuan was so angry that he wanted to bite him to death: "Lu Zhanke, you are so good, you actually said such things, what if I can catch you, what if I can't hold you, isn't it because you love me, that's why you allow me to get close to you like this, and this has a dime to do with whether your hand is injured or not?" Don't make excuses for your self-abandonment, incompetence, and cowardice. ”

"It's not an excuse, it's a fact." Lu Zhanke shook her off and wanted to leave again.

Ai Changhuan simply wrapped his hands and feet together: "Don't think about leaving if you don't tell me clearly, I don't know what you think in your heart, I only know that hope is right in front of you, you have to give me everything to grasp, you can't give up, you can't escape, do you hear?" ”

Lu Zhanke reached out and grabbed her hand that was tightly wrapped around his waist, trying to break her hand away, but she wrapped it tighter, like a koala, and refused to come down.

Lu Zhan Ke couldn't help her, so he had to close his eyes helplessly and said, "I just don't want to be disappointed again and again." ”

It's like he thought his hand would be fine soon, only to be told that it was completely useless and that it couldn't be better, this feeling of falling from heaven to hell, he didn't want to try again.

What kind of famous doctor, what expert, no matter how powerful he is, he can't bring the dead back to life, right?

So, he didn't want to try again at all, and he didn't want to fall into hell again and again.

Ai Changhuan's face was pressed against his back, feeling the slight vibration coming from his chest, as well as the sadness that was quietly diffuse, and he couldn't help but hug him hard again: "No, I believe that your hand will be cured, no matter how slim the chance, you have to give it a try, right?" Why give up so easily? The Lu Zhanke I know has never been the kind of person who will give up easily. Give it a try, whether it's good or not, no matter what the result is, I will always be by your side and bear everything that follows with you. ”

Lu Zhanke couldn't help but clench her hand, his Adam's apple moved, and he spit out with difficulty: "What if...... If my hands ...... Couldn't it get any better? ”

"So what does it matter?" Ai Changhuan said with some eagerness, "Could it be that your hand is injured, aren't you Lu Zhanke?" Is it because of this that you don't love me? ”

"No......" Lu Zhanke said with difficulty, "It's just that I can't give you a hug anymore......"

Ai Changhuan's eyes turned red: "Fool, then I can hug you." Besides, is love just a matter of words? And what about the dumb? Love is not expressed by hugging, so, it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter, even if you can't hug me, but you can still hold me, right? Holding the hand of the son, and the son and the old, you once said this sentence to me, have you forgotten? ”

"Chang Huan ......" Lu Zhanke felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't express it, he was a man, and many things and emotions could only be buried in his heart.

Ai Changhuan let go of his hand, walked around to him, then stood on tiptoe, hugged his neck, and stared at his eyes firmly: "Lu Zhanke, promise me, will you give it a try?" Even if we fail, we will never give up. If we fail once, we try a second time, and if we fail ninety-nine times, we try a hundred more times, and one day we will succeed. ”

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