Yanxiang suddenly laughed, and rolled on the bed with laughter: "Sister Shuimai, you tease me." Master and Senior Brother were children when I was a child. I didn't expect you to treat me as a child. ”

Chu Tiankuo's mood fluctuated with the mood of cigarette incense. At this moment, the smoke is smiling, and he is also comfortable. Just now, he still felt that the cigarette was mature and sensible, and after a while, her child's heart ran out again. She is always so funny, always amuses him, always surprises him.

Shui Mai's gaze swept over the cigarette incense, and a trace of melancholy passed through his eyes. She sighed before she said, "I want to be like you, happy and happy, laugh when I want to laugh, cry when I want to cry, and don't hide my joys, sorrows, and sorrows." Really, I especially envy you. ”

The smoke was puzzled, and he looked at Sister Shuimai inexplicably. In the impression of Yanxiang, Sister Shuimai has always been gentle and virtuous, with a good temper. On Sister Shuimai's face, what she sees is always a gentle smile, or a quiet face. I've never seen her resting. Isn't that her innate nature?

Next, Shui Mai told Yanxiang about the bits and pieces of her growth. When she was very young, her mother passed away. Her father, who was busy with business and often traveled around, asked someone to send her to learn art.

When she worshipped Su Fan as her teacher, she was not yet eight years old, which was the age of innocence. At that time, she was also like an ordinary child, playing with her senior brother Chi Le. I also laugh when I'm happy, and cry when I'm sad and wronged. However, her master, Su Fan, asked her not to cry at every turn.

Master Su Fan taught her that crying is the behavior of the weak. No matter how much you are wronged, you have to endure it. No matter whether there is joy or sorrow in the heart, it cannot be revealed on the face.

At what age can a child deliberately hide his emotions? It's not that I want to cry when I'm wronged.

As soon as Master Su Fan saw her crying, he would punish her. scolded lightly, beaten at worst, and over time, she stopped shedding tears at will.

Since she was a child, Master Su Fan taught her the rules; Teach her to understand the general situation and take into account the overall situation; Teach her to be forbearing, and her joy and anger are invisible.

Not only that, Master Su Fan also taught her piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, female red embroidery, poetry and songs. even, taught her to scheming. It's just that the nature of the water vein, she is kind, and she can't learn to schem.

However, who is also Su Fan's apprentice, Chi Le's treatment is relatively better. She never criticized Chi Le and doted on him.

Chu Tiankuo, who was outside the house, suddenly realized when he heard this. It's no wonder that the water veins often hide their emotions. It turned out that when she was growing up, Su Fan was so harsh and harsh on her.

After hearing the cigarette incense, he sighed. Unexpectedly, what happened to her and Sister Shuimai was somewhat similar. Their masters are all so patriarchal.

I sighed for a while, and soon, the smoke reacted. Su Fan was a concubine in the palace, and was framed in the palace before she was forced to leave the palace. She taught Sister Shuimai so much, obviously treating Sister Shuimai as a concubine in the palace. Etiquette rules, talent and strategy, tenacity and forbearance, aren't these the magic weapons for survival in the palace?

I'll go. No wonder Master said that the water vein was the best candidate for the future.

Su Fan did this, nothing more than hoping that Shui Mai would enter the palace in the future and gain a firm foothold in the harem. Or maybe it's not that complicated. It's just that Su Fan is too pessimistic about his life experience. I was afraid that the water vein would suffer in the future, so I cultivated her since she was a child and cultivated her stoic temperament.

Isn't there a saying that love is deep, and responsibility is keen? At the beginning, Su Fan was dedicated to facilitating the marriage of Sister Shuimai and Senior Brother. If Su Fan really wanted Sister Shuimai to enter the palace so much, how could he expect her to marry Senior Brother?

Wait, something seems wrong? Su Fan saw the senior brother and said that he was very similar to a man surnamed Hong, that is, the current saint. In this way, Su Fan had already expected that the senior brother was the crown prince.

Oh, my God! I see. If Su Fan is bent on asking Sister Shuimai to marry the senior brother. Then she will be completely out of action.

Su Fan has been training Shui Mai as a palace concubine since she was a child, and cultivating her skills for survival in the palace. If Su Fan and the current saint release their previous suspicions, they will re-ascend to the throne of the concubine. Then, Shui Mai has her master's backer, Chi Le's tough backstage, to be her mother's family, and then to her master, an appreciator.

What about her? It seems that she can only rely on her senior brother. What is she fighting for?

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt disheartened. There are thousands of troops who support the water vein. But she was alone. As long as the mentality of the senior brother is slightly tilted, she will lose completely.

It's just horrible! Just thinking about it makes my scalp tingle.

Ay. He's dead. The heart is dead. Is it possible to die early and be born early?

Originally, what I said before was just to persuade Sister Shuimai and persuade her not to become a monk. There was not much sincerity. At this moment, Yanxiang was suddenly discouraged, and he felt like he had lost his armor and abandoned his armor: "Sister Shuimai." You marry the elder brother. I decided to follow Brother Xu to wander all over the world. It's quite interesting that he wrote that legend. He's so talented, it's not boring to follow him. ”

Chu Tiankuo outside the house, a drop of cold sweat broke out. Yanxiang mentioned Xu Xiucai again and again, is he angry, or is he really thinking? It's a real headache for him.

The water vein didn't hear anything unusual, just that the smoke was a joke. She smiled, raised her eyebrows, and said in a mocking tone, "Smoke." You're talking about fairy tales again. If you really go with Xu Gongzi, then what can you do with your senior brother? His heart is on you, and if you leave him, I'm afraid his soul will be gone. ”

Chu Tiankuo heard it and smiled faintly. Shui Mai really knows him very well. It's a pity that he can't do it twice.

Yanxiang was in a bad mood, too lazy to go around in circles, and said bluntly: "Sister Shuimai, you care so much about my senior brother, I hope he is happy, don't you go to the monk's house, okay?" If you can't let go of her, I'm willing to quit and fulfill you. I mean it. Please trust me. I know him. If you really become a monk and he is with me, he will have a troubled conscience for the rest of his life. In that case, what happiness can there be, what happiness can there be? ”

Since she may not be able to have the last laugh, she and the senior brother may not have results. She might as well give up at the beginning. At the very least, she didn't have to hit her head and bleed. You don't have to lose. A life with regrets is beautiful.

Persistence is not necessarily victory, giving up is not necessarily admitting defeat, rather than hitting the wall gorgeously, it is better to turn gracefully. Give yourself a roundabout space, learn to think, learn to wait, learn to adjust. In life, there are many times when you need not only persistence, but also the freedom to look back and smile.

After a while, Shui Wei smiled suddenly: "Smoke." I decided to become a monk because I saw through the red dust and had nothing to do with him. I wish you and him a lifetime of affection and love. ”