Chapter 142: Congratulations, Free
"When you recover from your illness, this time, I will let you go!"
Yu Ziman's mind swirled with Zhan Rin's words, and it wasn't until a long time later that he realized that he seemed to be free.
From the time he staged the fierce exercise in front of Ji Zheqian that made Yu Zi want to die headlong until last night, Yu Zi did not say a word to Zhan Rin, but at that time he asked Zhan Rin to let him go, but after Zhan Rin said that it was impossible, Yu Zi never thought about it again.
After learning the truth about his brother, Yu Zi's whole person fell into a trance, but no matter what happened to his brother and Qianyu back then, Yu Zi knew that they had left him, just like when he stood by the sea and put his slender fingers into the urn and took out his father's ashes and sprinkled them on the blue sea.
Yu Zi leaned on the pillow blankly, he didn't sleep all day, he couldn't sleep, as soon as he closed his eyes, the pictures in his mind would be mixed, and his head would hurt violently.
He was so homesick.
He was the only one in this huge palace, Yu Zi pulled the quilt and surrounded himself, but there seemed to be a steady stream of cold wind blowing in around him, so cold, he was so cold alone, even his teeth were chattering up and down.
The wings of freedom that he had been longing for were finally returned to him, but Yu Zi still remembered those words in his heart.
I remember the sentence "Even if you want to, I won't let you go", I once thought that he and Zhan Rin would definitely rest until death, whether they love it or not, they will not be able to escape for the rest of their lives, but they didn't expect that Zhan Rin would agree to let go when he was most caught off guard.
Oh, yes, yes.
This was indeed the freedom he longed for most, and now Zhan Rin was just giving it back to him, and this cold palace would never be able to imprison his soul.
It's been almost a year since he was brought back from abroad, and Zhan Rin has only let Yu Zi go out once, and even the only time he let him go out after careful planning in order to let him see Ji Zheqian's family of three together.
If you let him go, why not? Leaving is not a new beginning.
It's just that what hurts Yu Zi's heart the most is that Zhan Rin, who originally said righteously that he would never let him go, suddenly let him go, is it because of that...... A woman who can help him give birth to an heir?
Yu Zi didn't want to be spineless and jealous with a woman, and he tried to avoid thinking about it in that direction, but Zhan Rin had obviously said so resolutely that he would never let him go, but now he suddenly wanted to let him go, it was hard not to think about it.
Could it really be that because he had asked to leave, Zhan Rin agreed so easily? Yu Zi was deeply skeptical.
No, don't think about it anymore, love or hate, it will all disappear with his last departure! He had nothing to lose anymore.
"Ahem-ahem...... Hearing Yu Zi's cough, Liefei, who was guarding outside, brought in a glass of water and syrup to moisten his throat, and quickly retreated silently.
After taking a sip of the sweet syrup, the burning lungs finally felt a little more comfortable, Yu Zi hugged himself in the quilt, his eyes shining like obsidian looked at the black railing outside in confusion, and what had happened before flashed like a flash, more than nine years, nearly ten years.
How did he spend the last ten years? It seems that he has never lived for himself, Yu Zi opened his eyes, tried to ignore the throbbing pain in his heart, and seriously thought about what kind of life he should live after leaving the palace......
Brother, Mom, Dad, Qianyu, I'm sorry, I'm really tired, I can't do it after killing Zhan Rin, and when we meet, I'll make amends to you in person, how good it would be if nothing happened.
Yu Zi is tired, he is really tired, he has been entangled with Zhan Rin for so long, whether it is true or false, whether it is love or hate, he is powerless to tell the difference......
Zhan Rin looked at Yu Zi in the surveillance, picked up a glass of liquor in his right hand and drank it all in one gulp, how much strength did it take to hold him into his arms?
The eyes that lost their luster were so hollow that they made their hearts palpitate, and Zhan Rin even wanted to take back his words and not let him go! Never! But as soon as he saw his pale face and his back curled up slightly and coughing, Zhan Rin's heart ached faintly, and there was no way to imprison him......
promised to let Yu Zi go when he got better, Zhan Rin knew that his time was running out, Zhan Rin walked to Yu Zi's bed with a bowl of porridge with the smell of meat, and gently helped Yu Zi up and sat on the pillow.
Not accustomed to being served like this, Yu Zi subconsciously refused this gentle feeding, his dark eyes glanced at Zhan Rin quickly, and a low voice poured out from between his lips: "I think I can..."
Zhan Rin quietly dodged Yu Zi's hand that stretched out to snatch the porcelain bowl, stared at the wrist that still had bruises, and said softly, "Your hand is not good yet." ”
Yu Zi also subconsciously looked at his hand, it was just a trauma to his wrist, so he couldn't even hold a bowl, right? "Just wrist ......"
Before he finished speaking, Yu Zi was stunned, because he saw that Zhan Rin's black eyes became extremely sharp, hiding a trace of sadness in the depths, and he couldn't say the words of refusal anyway, so he had to accept it by default.
Zhan Rin fed Yu Zi with satisfaction, just like that, before letting Yu Zi go, they got along well, leaving some good memories like this, at least when Yu Zi recalled him in the future, he would not always think of his former violence and cruelty.
At least, at least, there are some good memories, for Yu Zi, and for Zhan Rin himself.
During Yu Zi's recuperation, Zhan Rin has always been very gentle, and he does everything for him personally, whether it is feeding food, vegetables or medicine, taking a bath or going to the bathroom, Zhan Rin seems to be afraid of missing every second, and it can be said that he will not leave Yu Zi.
Because he refused to take injections, he could only take Western medicine, and too much Western medicine made Yu Zi's body a little weak, so recently Zhan Rin specially invited a nutritionist to match Yu Zi with a reasonable diet to supplement his body, but perhaps because of the decline in resistance, this disease is menacing, so it has been difficult to get better.
For Yu Zi coughing from time to time, Zhan Rin was both distressed and a little lucky, if he was sick for a day, Yu Zi could stay by his side for one more day, even if it was just cuddling Yu Zi to sleep and smelling the unique smell of Yu Zi's body, it was also a rare happiness for Zhan Rin now.
Yu Zi didn't say anything, but his heart was throbbing, why was he so kind to him at such a time?
"Ahem-" Feeling an itchy throat, Yu Zi frowned and covered his mouth and coughed, and the big stove behind him was suddenly awakened, and the big palm took the trouble to caress Yu Zi's smooth back and patted it gently.
Every night, Zhan Rin would be awakened countless times by Yu Zi's coughing, but every time there would be no extra words, just raise his hand and gently pat Yu Zi's back to make him more comfortable.
This has almost become a tacit understanding that does not need to be spoken, Zhan Rin fell asleep with Yu Zi in his arms, and buried his face in his shoulder socket every night with great affection, and did not do anything to him, and even sometimes Yu Zi obviously felt that Zhan Rin's body had changed, but Zhan Rin still did not force it.
It's the first time in nearly a decade that the two have gotten along so well, and it's undeniably a short but beautiful time.
A month has passed, Yu Zi's illness has basically healed, and even the more difficult cough has been cured, because of the days of cooperating with the nutritionist to regulate the body, Yu Zi's face is no longer as pale as paper, but presents the healthy fair skin in the past, and even a faint red.
Zhan Rin, who hugged Yu Zi to sleep every day, obviously felt that Yu Zi was no longer as awkward as before, and he was a little sad while being happy, maybe Yu Zi knew that he would be able to leave after he got well, so he recovered so quickly, right?
Thinking that Yu Zi might want to leave his arms a second earlier, Zhan Rin felt painful, even if he was kind to him earlier and better to him, would he be a little reluctant to leave this time?
Zhan Rin shook his head vigorously, no, he shouldn't think so, compared to the sick Yu Zi, Zhan Rin prefers Yu Zi's energetic and energetic appearance, that kind of Yu Zi will bring a fatal temptation to people, making it difficult to divert people's attention.
From birth to the present, it was the first time that Zhan Rin was so painful and entangled, and the first time he was so uneasy, but Yu Zi was already well, and he looked at the stairs outside the cage-shaped palace with his smart black eyes in a healthy manner, and although Zhan Rin was heartbroken, he still ordered himself to say words against his heart.
"Looks like it's fully recovered, congratulations...... Free. Zhan Rin couldn't help but hold Yu Zi's face with both hands, imprint a kiss on that white forehead, and even despicably hope that whatever he left for Yu Zi would never disappear.
Even if it's the smell, the feeling, the mark, or even the pain, or the top that the two of them have climbed together.
Zhan Rin hoped that Yu Zi would not forget, even though these memories might make Yu Zi painful, he still hoped so.
Listening to Zhan Rin hoarsely announcing his freedom, Yu Zi's face was smiling, but his heart was trembling, he was trying to maintain his pride, and he couldn't reveal a trace of reluctance.
If it weren't for the last resort, Zhan Rin wouldn't let go, Yu Zi had this intuition, since Zhan Rin decided to let go, it was even more impossible for him to be stubborn.
Yu Zi nodded lightly, and Zhan Rin pretended to be relaxed: "I'll let Liefei personally send you away tomorrow, and I'm going to Chicago at five o'clock tomorrow morning, so I won't send you." ”
Yu Zi's obsidian-like eyes blinked, and his right hand, hidden behind his back, grabbed the sheet hard, still nodding slightly.
"Rest early tonight." Zhan Rin said this with difficulty, and prepared to walk away.
After taking a few steps, he turned sharply and returned to the bed, the man's stiff face with heavy pain, and his eyes, which were usually as sharp as falcons, became a little dark.
Zhan Rin looked condescendingly at Yu Zi who was sitting on the big bed, and asked cautiously in an almost pleading tone, "Can I ...... Will I hug you again? ”