Chapter 200: The Doctor [4]

With Yu Zi's unconsciously expressed intimacy to Ji Zheqian. Rumors of the school began to grow like a madweed. What's the same as that. Sexuality", what "disgusting". Sexual issues are on the verge of exploding like a bomb. This is not a completely open society after all. Able to understand the same. There are very few people who love sex. Most people don't take it lightly. It's disgust and disgust.

Meanwhile. There are also some boys who have been interested in Yu Zi but have not been able to get Yu Zi, and Ji Zheqian sneered at him when he was not by Yu Zi's side. Even the girl who had brought him a bento before began to point fingers at him.

Yu Zi is popular with boys and girls at school. But before it didn't matter for boys or girls. Yu Zitong treated him indifferently. But now he is so close to Ji Zheqian. It's just that Ji Zheqian is a man again. Many girls' views on Yu Zi have changed dramatically.

Like a pool of water. Finally muddy. Yu Zi's quiet world. Finally gone forever. Those sharp, ugly words. It makes Yu Zi feel terrible. He vaguely felt. No matter how good Ji Zheqian is to him. No matter how much he longs for Ji Zheqian's warmth. But. There is no future between them.

Future. Fragile like a candle that can be blown out by the wind at any moment. That little bit of light has no power to illuminate the whole future.

At the same time, Yu Zi was also shocked by his thoughts. Since when. He would have thought about it. He did not establish a relationship with Ji Zheqian. Ji Zheqian has never officially confessed to him. But he already thought that they had no future......

Maybe Ji Zheqian just sees himself as lonely and pitiful. It's just that I'm so good to myself.

This thought once arises. It was as if a pair of hands were tightly gripping Yu Zi's heart. Some pain. People come and go. Everybody talked and laughed. And his pain. became someone else's joke. Lively life again. Nor does it belong to him.

It's like being caught in a terrible maelstrom. What kept shaking in front of Yu Zi's eyes was Ji Zheqian's gentle smiling face. Slender fingers clenched into fists. Yu Zi subconsciously went to escape. It doesn't matter if everyone scolds him. But he didn't want Ji Zheqian to suffer the same harm caused by gossip as himself.

Books are scattered all over the place. Yu Zi didn't have the heart to pick it up. Flew away from the classroom like an arrow. He needs to be quiet. The noise around him made his heart numb.

He's afraid.

He was afraid that Ji Zheqian would change because of the gossip. He was afraid that Ji Zheqian would no longer be good to himself. Why. If you are destined to go back to the lonely life you used to have. He would rather Ji Zheqian never appeared.

Unknowingly, I ran to the back hill outside the school. Ji Zheqian once took him here to see the blue sky and white clouds. Soft grass. He had fallen asleep on it without removing all his defenses. Yu Zi panted and stopped in front of a big tree. A punch slammed into the uneven trunk of the tree. The fist was caught by Ji Zheqian, who ran over in a hurry. Yu Zi turned around and saw that familiar face.

No more sunny smiles. Ji Zheqian frowned slightly. A distressed look. Said softly: "Yu Zi. You're afraid of pain. Why do you want to hurt yourself so much."

Yu Zi never said that he was afraid of pain. But Ji Zheqian just knew that Yu Zi was afraid.

When a blood test is taken at school. Ji Zheqian inadvertently saw Yu Zi's deep frowning brows and his extremely difficult face. Even the beautiful lip flap was bitten by Yu Zi and bled out. This fear is not something that can be easily disguised. There's no need to disguise it. But Yu Zi used his stubbornness to suppress the fear deeply. Silent. This made Ji Zheqian feel even more distressed.

Later, Ji Zheqian found out that Yu Zi was not only afraid of injections. And it seems to have a very low pain. Even the level of pain that ordinary people can accept is difficult for him to accept. Every time I saw Yu Zi, he frowned deeply. Ji Zheqian couldn't wait to rush up and block all the damage for him. This stubborn, strong, but fragile teenager. Ji Zheqian wants to protect him for the rest of his life.

After hearing those gossip at school. Ji Zheqian is worried that Yu Zi will be hurt. Asked many people along the way. Finally made sure that Yu Zi ran to the back mountain. When running, Ji Zheqian secretly swore in his heart. He wants to love and protect Yu Zi for the rest of his life. Don't let him suffer, don't let him cry. He loves him.

Maybe sixteen years old. It's too early to say love. But at that time, Ji Zheqian took this oath deep in his heart. Anyone who has seen his determined eyes at that time will never think that this is child's play.

Yu Zi saw sadness in Ji Zheqian's eyes at this moment. He gritted his teeth and said coldly, "You don't want to follow me anymore. Don't be nice to me anymore. I'm not worth it. Do you know what they say about you. You know what."

"I know." Ji Zheqian's face was serious. But that's them. Not me. I want you to be good. I want you to be happy. YU Zi. their perception. Do you mind. You tell me. Do you mind?"

Yu Zi shook his head with great certainty. in this school. Rumors about him have been complicated and confusing. He never minded. No. I used to mind too. Later, Yu Zi separated herself from everyone. No matter what others say. He should not hear at all; But he was afraid that Ji Zheqian would mind......

Same. Sex is no joke. The moral bottom line of the worldly gaze and contact to be borne is beyond imagination. He doesn't mind anything. But he didn't want to ruin Ji Zheqian. Ji Zheqian was so good to him. He was reluctant. So he hurts. Heartache. I was overwhelmed by the pain. It's like. He wasn't even sure how he felt about Ji Zheqian.

"I don't mind, either." Ji Zheqian held Yu Zi's hand and stroked his cheek. Changed to a gentle smile again." You told me not to follow you anymore. Don't be nice to you anymore. Is it what you really think. If you say a 'yes' word. I'll hide in the shadows and continue to be nice to you. But it will never bother you again......"

Yu Zi didn't speak. Subconsciously bow your head. Those black eyes glowing with arrogance and brilliance revealed helplessness and reluctance. Ji Zheqian sighed. YU Zi. Nothing is not worth it. I said value. It's worth it. Because it's something I willing."

Yu Zi looked up suddenly. Gentle and determined eyes to Ji Zheqian. Suddenly stunned. Thoughts turn a thousand times. Ji Zheqian was kind to him. It is better every day. Follow him from day one to now. There are already at least eight. It's been nine months. This moment. Every moving picture is played back like a movie in front of Yu Zi's eyes. Yu Zi suddenly felt as if they were in love. Although no one is a little broken. But they know each other tacitly.

The original words of "making a friend" have been forgotten by them with the passage of time. The hazy feelings in my heart have long crossed the boundaries of ordinary friends. Crossed over with the same. Sexual boundaries......

The moment Yu Zi raised his head, he amazed Ji Zheqian's gaze. In Ji Zheqian's eyes. It was as if he had seen the most beautiful pair of eyes in the world. Dreamy as glass. It is as deep and moving as obsidian. Ji Zheqian suddenly touched Yu Zi's face. Walked a few steps forward. Yu Zi naturally retreated. Finally pressed against the trunk of the tree.

"Yu Zi. I can...... Kiss and kiss you." Ji Zheqian stared at Yu Zi with a longing expression. But before Yu Zi had time to react. A hot lip. was covered gently by Ji Zheqian.

First, a woodpecker-like kiss. Then the lips are gently swallowed. Ji Zheqian was afraid that Yu Zi would be frightened. He didn't forcibly pry his lips open. Just tracing his beautiful lip line with his tongue over and over again. Patiently waiting for Yu Zi's permission.

Yu Zi's eyes widened. The mind goes blank. It was Ji Zheqian's lips that were warm and warm...... Ji Zheqian was kissing him.