My name is Feng Yumo, and I have known since I was a child that this name actually has two meanings.

"Yu" is the "Yu" of Qionglou Yuyu, and the ink is the "ink" of dancing and writing, which means that I can only be an idler who dances and writes ink in Qionglou Yuyu, which is one of them. "Yu" is also the same as "rain", "ink" is a word written in ink, referring to the blurring of the ink word by the rain, but the actual meaning is actually that I will eventually disappear in this palace with endless battles, until I am gone, and so on.

Whatever the meaning of the name, I can't see how much my father loves me. Rather, just disgust and disdain.

I don't know why my father hates me, but I don't hate him at all, but I want all of his affection. So for as long as I can remember, I have been angry and strong, doing the homework assigned by my husband, and trying to use these to attract the attention of my father. But everything went as expected, and my father not only did not pay attention to me again, but thought that I had the ambition to seize the throne.

"You will obediently stay in your mother's Muxian Palace for me, and don't come to the academy to study in the future!" Although my father's eyes showed a little impatience, I was still a little happy, because this was the first thing my father said to me since I can remember.

I myself was sent back to my mother's palace by the eunuch next to my father, but before entering the door, I heard the vicious voice of my mother, who had always treated him generously and had no quarrel with the world.

"Is the poison down? Did you succeed in blaming Huamei? ”

The maid beside the concubine nodded.

"That's good. Huameiren, a cheap woman, has a lower level than me, and dares to humiliate me in public with her honor. She must have been impatient. After that, a smile appeared on my mother's face that I had never seen before, and that smile was deeply imprinted in my mind, extremely ironic.

I thought that this was always a bad thing for me, and it affected my mother, who had always been favored. But I never thought that everything was because of the mother's concubine, and the prince who studied with me always said bad things about the mother's concubine behind my back, and I tried my best to explain it to my mother, and now I know the true face of the mother's concubine, I am really irrefutable.

I looked up at the gilded plaque. Heh, Muxian Palace? Is this the father and the emperor letting the mother concubine relax and not have to fight anymore or is it used to satirize the mother's dignified and skillful appearance? Knowing all the truth, I realized that the palace I was staying in had no favors, and some of them were all deceitful.

A year later, what my mother did was revealed and I was given death by my father, and I will never forget how terrible my mother looked at me before she died! I suppose she thought I was the one who snitched it all into, right?

After the death of my mother, I was taken to the Fengwu Palace to raise by the queen who had no children, and passed it on to the queen. The queen mother treated me very well, but my father was afraid that he would see me and think of my biological mother, so he didn't wait to see the Fengwu Palace. So even if it was a festive season, my father had never stepped into the Phoenix Dance Hall again. The palace walls of the Fengwu Hall are all cold and cold, without the slightest popularity. In this way, those endless Spring Festivals were spent helplessly with me and my mother. But I secretly swore in my heart that I would always protect the queen mother and not let her be hurt in the slightest.

The sudden death of my father was something I didn't expect, and I thought he would really live like those duplicitous courtiers said.

Obviously, although my father hated me, he still passed on the crown prince to me before his death, which I did not expect. So my identity as the nominally queen's son naturally deserves to be on this throne, although some people began to be unconvinced and made a fuss about my biological mother, but they were also suppressed by me and the queen mother.

On the day I ascended the throne, everyone in the palace secretly envied my luck, because I was born to a guilty concubine, but I could also be the Ninety-Five. I heard their discussions, and I couldn't help but laugh at myself, was it my luck or misfortune to climb this coveted dragon chair?

As I expected, not long after I ascended the throne, the queen mother took advantage of my father's words that he would marry Bing Yuhan, the daughter of the prime minister, to me as the empress, and also told me that this was to consolidate the dynasty that was not yet completely stable. But let me marry a strange woman I don't know to be my lifelong pillow person, I really can't do it.

Before marrying that woman, I asked Xiao Suzi to inquire about her, but I heard the news that the daughter of the Bing clan was like no salt. I'm happy because it gives me a reason to refuse. But the reality is the opposite of what I imagined. I thought that if I had been insulting her on the day of marriage, she would retreat or reason with the prime minister. But she didn't, she didn't have the slightest taste of a boudoir woman, on the contrary...... She is still neither humble nor arrogant in front of me.

[Fengyu Mo Fanwai will continue to ...... tomorrow]