023 Xie Zhexun's life experience

"I didn't plan to have a child at the beginning, and the reason why I asked you for surrogacy was just to satisfy my mother's wish and to have an heir."

Lin Xi was not surprised by this, she knew Xie Zhexi's deep affection for Mu Yan, and Gong Shuyi also said that when she learned that Mu Yan's plane crashed, Xie Zhexi almost went crazy and wanted to spend her life to be martyred.

"It's just that since it was born by surrogacy, the identity of the child is a little embarrassing after all, so I want to announce Zhexun as an adoption in a timely manner and adopt it under my mother's name. So his name was similar to mine, and he was like a brother in his generation. ”

This kind of consideration may be considered truly comprehensive.

Xie Zhexi continued: "It's just that when he babbled, I regretted it. So, when I registered my household registration, I registered as a father and son, and his name did not change. As for the word 'Xun' in his name, maybe it was because I was in a confused stage and was still looking for a goal in life, so I naturally remembered this word when I named him. ”

So that's the case, Lin Xi didn't know that Xie Zhexi still had such a mental journey, but she was a little puzzled, why did Xie Zhexi find her a surrogate?

Now that the relationship between them has been clarified, Lin Xi doesn't have so many evasions, she asked directly, "Then why me?" ”

Xie Zhexi is also very calm: "I have had a strange disease since I was a child, except for the people who are very close to me, I can't get close to the opposite sex, especially young women, only Mu Yan, who grew up since childhood, does not let me reject it." ”

Lin Xi didn't even know that there was such a disease in the world, it was a stranger's allergy? Or is it not close to feminism? Lin Xi didn't expect Xie Zhexi to be able to talk about Mu Yan so lightly now, but did he really let it go?

"I thought that this would be the case with my life, but I didn't expect to meet you, and you are a young woman I can approach except for Mu Yan."

Lin Xi felt that this was simply incredible, how could there be such a thing in the world? How could it be such a coincidence?

"You may have forgotten the scene when we first met."

Lin Xi was very puzzled, shouldn't their first meeting be at Luo Mingchuan's wedding? The rest of the time, Lin Xi seemed to be in the light, while Xie Zhexi was observing her every move in the dark.

"I was invited to attend a business seminar at D University, when you served tea and water during the banquet, I don't know what happened, you poured the tea on my suit, and in a panic, you picked up your handkerchief and wiped it for me, and I didn't resist at all."

Lin Xi never remembered that such a thing happened, but she did serve tea and water at the seminar, which was specially arranged by the counselor, and she was happy to accept itβ€”she could meet many big names in the industry and learn a lot of things at the seminar. It's just what Xie Zhexi said, but Lin Xi didn't have much impression.

"However, I must admit that it was indeed your similar face to Mu Yan that caught my attention at the beginning, but what puzzled me was why your contact didn't make me resist."

Lin Xi couldn't answer Xie Zhexi's question, how could she explain the problem that was difficult to explain in medicine?

"Later, I heard that your father was sick and needed a large amount of medical expenses, although the school launched a fundraiser, but it was still a car and a salary, and a donation was launched in the media, but at that time, there happened to be a Wenchuan earthquake, who could pay attention to that small fundraising news? You fell into helplessness, and then I made a large donation. ”

Yes, Lin Xi was very helpless at the beginning, as long as there was any way to save her father, she was willing to try. In the most desperate moments, she even thought of selling herself. Xie Zhexi's donation at that time was undoubtedly a ray of hope.

With money, Lin Xi's father was transferred to a large hospital for treatment, and his condition gradually improved.

Lin Xi wanted to go to the person who donated a huge amount of money in person, but he never found it. And then, she received a phone call.

"I didn't think much about donating at first, but then my mother fell ill, and her hope in the illness was to be able to hold a grandson or granddaughter, I knew that she was forcing me to let go of Mu Yan, but for the sake of my mother's wishes, I was willing to try. I wanted to do IVF, but my medical condition didn't allow it. So I can only use the most primitive and natural way, and the person I think of at that moment is you. ”

Lin Xi smiled bitterly, it turned out that these things were destined in the dark.

"So I asked people to contact you, and although it was extremely unkind to threaten you with donations, I didn't have much time and patience at the time. It's just that I didn't expect you to say yes so readily, which was a bit unexpected to me. ”

Lin Xi thought to herself, what could she do at the beginning? If the donation is a transaction, then she can only carry out this transaction to the end, after all, it is a huge amount of money, no one wants to give it away for no reason, there is no pie in the sky, Lin Xi also understands.

"I have arranged everything in the UK, even the reason for you to come to the UK for a year - a one-year study tour award funded by Tiancheng Group."

Yes, Xie Zhexi was very considerate at this point, and no one doubted it. It is indeed very safe and confidential to do such a thing abroad.

"You know everything after that. I also thought that I would have nothing to do with you in this life, until Zhexun fell ill, and I didn't return to E City, but I learned that you were about to marry Luo Mingchuan. I'll admit that I was a little angry at the time, a kind of dissatisfaction that things were out of my control, maybe subconsciously I always thought of you as my woman, which is why I had the out-of-control side of the bar. ”

Lin Xi knew what Xie Zhexi said about the "runaway side of the bar" - Xie Zhexi forcibly kissed her.

"At Luo Mingchuan's wedding, I wanted you to leave with me for the sake of Zhexun, but I'm afraid it is also indispensable to my own selfishness. I thought you'd hate me, but I never regretted it. At that time, I felt that I had unusual feelings for you, but I didn't realize it myself. ”

Lin Xi was a little incredulous, but he still listened to Xie Zhexi continue: "The days in the ancient castle are the peaceful days that I have never experienced since Mu Yan left, and sometimes I think that this is how my life will be like this in the future. If it weren't for Luo Mingchuan, you would have grown old with me like this, but I didn't expect him to come to London too, and he would have nothing to do with you. ”

Lin Xi was a little funny, if there was no Xie Zhexi, she should have entered the palace of marriage with Luo Mingchuan. It was Xie Zhexi who stepped in sideways and caused their separation. She and Luo Mingchuan have always been innocent and have no entanglements, and it is Xie Zhexi who is not involved with her, not Luo Mingchuan. But Xie Zhexi automatically included her in his territory, and when Luo Mingchuan came to her, he violated his territory, so he would be furious.

"I've never been so angry, even a little sad, when I learned that you wanted to leave me and return to Luo Mingchuan. I admit that I was jealous and frustrated, but I still didn't dare to face my heart until you ended up in the hospital. ”

Lin Xi felt that she seemed to pay too little attention to Xie Zhexi, because she never planned to stay, and she had always only regarded herself as a passerby and would not observe the people around her, but she had never noticed that Xie Zhexi was special to her.

Is she wrong?