28 I love you
Su Li's request made Yu Fei hesitate and embarrassed. On the one hand, as a soldier, he can't just let go of the enemy; On the other hand, Su Li was in front of An Yanzhe, he was afraid that if he shot himself, he would hurt Su Li, but if he didn't shoot, An Yanzhe could easily leave. When love and mission can't be both, it's hard for Yu Fei to make a choice. I don't know if there will be a moment when Yu Fei will think about putting down the gun in his hand for Su Li?
When An Yanzhe saw Su Li blocking Yu Fei's muzzle for himself, he was full of emotion in his heart, and at this time he finally understood that he was no longer an enemy in Su Li. He wondered if if they had given each other some more time, and if the outcome would have gone in a different direction. It's just that now, it's too late.
An Yanzhe's next move was really unexpected by Su Li, he took out the pistol he was carrying, quickly loaded it, and pointed the muzzle at Yu Fei.
Su Li turned her back to An Yanzhe and was very surprised when she heard the sound of the bullet being loaded, in her cognition, An Yanzhe should not be like this. In order to confirm, Su Li turned to look at An Yanzhe. At this time, her body had already staggered, and An Yanzhe and Yu Fei shot bullets at the same time during this interval.
Su Li saw that two bullets grazed in front of her eyes, and when the bullets passed by with bullets, would she have any thoughts? It seems that it won't, because after passing by, they still shoot at different people. Yu Fei fell to the ground after being shot, and his injuries are unknown. Behind An Yanzhe is the vast sky, maybe the impact of the bullet, maybe it is his own choice. In short, after being shot, An Yanzhe fell behind him. Behind him was a vast, blue sky.
Because Su Li turned around just now, the first thing he saw was An Yanzhe, and when he saw An Yanzhe falling backwards, Su Li rushed forward to grab his hand without thinking about it.
At this time, Su Li's actions were unthoughtful, instinctive, and subconscious...... No matter what the reason is, she has a strong hope that An Yanzhe can live. This strong feeling made her make a hand that grabbed the falling An Yanzhe.
When Yu Fei fell down after being shot, he saw Su Li stepping forward to grab An Yanzhe. The mood is a little complicated, but he doesn't blame Su Li for this. Because he knows what a kind woman he loves.
At the same time, Ah May, who was tied up by Su Li, also saw the scene of An Yanzhe's fall. She was crazy, desperately trying to break free from the confinement, wanting to run up and catch An Yanzhe, even if she couldn't save An Yanzhe, at least she could jump with him.
But now, because her hands were tied, she couldn't even do such a simple and humble wrong. All this made her resentful of Su Li.
Fortunately, Su Li still grabbed An Yanzhe's hand, the wind outside was very strong, blowing her hair flying, and the height below was very deep, just looking at it made people feel dizzy. So Su Li thought that he must hold him firmly.
Think about it, if you fell from an airplane and someone caught you, what would you say? Save me? Let it go, right? Or is it something else...... I don't know what you will say, what I do know is that An Yanzhe said something like this to Su Li - "I love you".
At first, the needle pierced the epidermis of the heart, which did not cause much pain, just a small piece of pain that was pricked by the needle, and later, the needle pierced deeper and deeper, and the range of pain became larger and larger, until the needle pierced into the depths of the heart, and the pain swept the whole heart, and every time I thought about it, I couldn't help but cry.
I think An Yanzhe didn't say this to make Su Li pain, but to say his final goodbye to her. I think Su Li didn't know at first that she would feel sorry for this sentence, just like ten years ago she didn't know that one day in the future she suddenly wanted her enemy to live. On which day did it start? Su Li didn't know, just like An Yanzhe didn't know when he fell in love with Su Li. But the only thing that is certain is that whether it is Su Li's mood of wanting An Yanzhe to live or An Yanzhe's love for Su Li, it is so strong. That's why Su Li desperately grabbed An Yanzhe's hand, so An Yanzhe let go of Su Li's hand.
After saying the sentence "I love you", An Yanzhe took the initiative to let go of Su Li's hand. Although Su Li tried his best to grab his hand, he could only watch his hand get out of his hand little by little. Until, he completely let go, Su Li's hand hung in the air, and there was a feeling of empty nagging, this feeling went straight to the bottom of his heart, as if he was going to hollow out the whole heart.
Looking at An Yanzhe's sinking body, at first, you could still see his face, and gradually ...... No, it shouldn't be gradual, it should be fast, very fast, how can the speed of a person's fall from a high altitude be described as gradual?
It's just that in Su Li's heart, it's a gradual feeling! How long this moment was, An Yanzhe's face disappeared from his eyes little by little, his unhesitating and smiling expression, his angular facial features, and his deep eyes, Su Li saw and remembered them very clearly.
It's just that since then, she has never seen her again, and a sadness slowly rose from the bottom of her heart and occupied her heart little by little. Like a calm lake, there were no waves, and suddenly a tear fell into it, which actually caused ripples on the surface of the lake. The ripples grew larger and wider, spreading to the entire surface of the lake.
For Su Li, An Yanzhe may be the tears that broke into Su Li's life for no reason, making her originally normal life out of a normal trajectory.
An Yanzhe is no longer visible, maybe he has fallen into some unknown place, or maybe he is about to fall into an unknown place. In short, in front of Su Li's eyes, An Yanzhe could no longer be seen. This ending was too hasty, so rushed that Su Li didn't have time to prepare psychologically, this ending was too sad, so sad that Su Li didn't even know that he was crying.
She had imagined the ending and knew that there might be such an ending, but when everything really came, Su Li still didn't have time to sort out her emotions. It would be too sad if everything was predestined for them. Whether it is for her, or for An Yanzhe, or for Nie Zhenfeng, An Yanyue, or her sister and Xiaofan.
When you think about it, each of them was a victim of this tragedy. If there was really someone in control of their fate, Su Li really wanted to teach that person a good lesson. It's a pity that there is no such person, even if there is such a person, the ending is already like this, what can be changed?
After An Yanzhe let go of Su Li's hand, he fell from a high altitude. At this point, he didn't seem to have any ideas. Originally, he was carrying a parachute on his back, and there was still a chance of life when he opened it, but An Yanzhe gave up. Before he shot Yu Fei, he had already given up the desire to live.
At that time, he thought, this is how he ended his life. He had already seen Su Li's love for him, and he also knew that the fate of the two could only end today. Without Su Li's days, how could he spend a long night regretting it. So he decided to give up his life.
It's just that if he gives up like this, he knows that Su Li will definitely blame himself for his death, so in order to prevent her from having this thought, An Yanzhe decided to shoot Yu Fei. hurt the person she loves the most, and the only good impression she has for herself should disappear, and from then on, in her heart, he An Yanzhe is still an enemy-like existence.
Thinking of Yu Fei who was shot and fell to the ground, An Yanzhe suddenly felt a little sorry for him, for his own selfishness, although his shot would not kill Yu Fei, he would have to suffer some hardships after all.
"I'm sorry, please take care of her." This is what An Yanzhe wanted to say to Yu Fei, but he didn't have a chance to say it.
The wind whistled in his ears, and An Yanzhe felt as if he had fallen from the clouds, and white clouds drifted past him along the way. Feeling that he was getting closer and closer to the ground, An Yanzhe slowly closed his eyes, waiting for death to come.
The sky is blue, the waters of the White Nile are still flowing calmly, and everything is as green as it was when it came. It's afternoon, and the sun is setting in the west, and the sun is shining on the calm waters, causing a sparkling wave.
However, this calm was broken with the sound of a "plop".
What happened? No one paid attention to it, and they couldn't find out, only that the originally calm water surface splashed and rippled, and it took a long time to return to its original calm.
also didn't know what happened, as well as An Yanzhe who fell into the river. Now it's time to die, he thinks.
He thought of many, many things that had happened before. I thought of my parents, I thought of my sister.
"I'm sorry, it's all because of me. I'm sorry, but in the end I still couldn't get you revenge. ”
Thinking about it, he thought of Nie Zhenfeng again, thinking of when he let Nie Zhenfeng go fifteen years ago, Nie Zhenfeng said to himself: "You will regret letting me go." ”
"I ...... No regrets. I didn't regret it then, I didn't regret it afterwards, I don't regret it now, I never regretted it. Although I hated you and resented you, I still don't regret letting you go in the first place. ”
…… He remembered again when he kidnapped Su Li ten years ago. Everything that happened that day, although he did not do it himself, was ultimately because of his own orders.
"Ah Li, that's the thing I have ever done and regretted the most. I've always thought that if it weren't for those things, we wouldn't ...... Wouldn't it be easier......"
After that, as his body slowly fell into the depths of the river, An Yanzhe's consciousness also dissipated a little bit, until the end, he still regretted what happened ten years ago, and he was still saying sorry to Su Li.