Snowflakes slowly fell a layer of white on the ground.

The north wind was blowing, and the snowflakes were falling all over my hair and shoulders, and I was almost unconscious.

Su Bo walked over and patted the snowflakes off Qing Ci's body and said, "Go back, it's too cold outside." ”

Qing Ci hesitated and said, "Send me back." ”

"Qing Ci?" It always means something to a man to send a woman home, and this is especially strong between the two of them.

Hearing the hesitation in Su Bo's words, Qing Ci then said: "Ningge is not here, he went out and will not come back until the day after tomorrow." ”

"Green Resignation ......"

"Send me back."

Su Bo wanted to refuse, but Qing Ci added another sentence, and finally, Su Bo nodded.

The older generation always likes to tell her that love is a lie, and in this world, only marriage is true. I've heard a lot of these words, and Qingci has also seriously considered it, what is marriage? If there is no love, on what basis is marriage built?

Some people get married because of profit, some people get married because of power, some people get married because of their name, and some people get married because of the ** that rolls in the body. There are many people who get married just because they are old enough to get married.

And they themselves did not even think about what marriage is.

Qingci is just an ordinary person, but she can't use the above reasons to convince herself to get married, so she works hard, works hard to become excellent, works hard to improve herself, and works hard to earn money, so that she doesn't have to reluctantly get together with anyone for material things, she has to become strong enough to face the storms of this world alone.

But Qingci is just an ordinary person, and there are times when she is lonely and sleepless, the hormones in her body surge and drown her, and when she sees the handsome guy with eight-pack abs, she will also be moved, when she is driven crazy, she doesn't want to find someone to comfort herself, but she can't go further, she will subconsciously escape, so she has wondered countless times if there is something wrong with her.

Qingci will go for a physical examination once a year, and there has never been any abnormal data in the physical examination list.

She went to see a psychiatrist and told Xiao Xiaoman everything about it, Xiao Xiaoman said that she just had a hurdle in her heart, and if she didn't face it, then she would be trapped in it forever until the real abnormality of her psychology occurred.

Endocrine disorders, the battle between heaven and man in the middle of the night, the strange eyes of the world, the incomprehension of family members, and the loneliness of the soul...... All of this drove her to the brink of collapse, she read, wrote, traveled, used the world of art to neutralize the real world, and used reason to resist all impulses.

But few people understand her, and it is becoming more and more difficult for her to open her heart to who she loves.

Unconsciously, she imprisoned her soul, the deeper this imprisonment, the more desperate she became, she clearly knew that people can't just live, but to live, but she can't find life, what is life? She couldn't touch the breath of life, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't touch the breath of life - until she and Su Bo reunited.

To solve the bell, you need to tie the bell, this is a common saying that everyone has heard, and the bell-tying person of Qingci is Su Bo.

So that day, when she heard that she had a signing meeting, Xiao Xiaoman persuaded her to go back to Beijing, face Su Bo, and then cross this hurdle to find her real life, but she didn't seem to have crossed that hurdle, but fell deeper.

When he was entangled with Su Bo, what flashed in Qing Ci's mind was Ningge.

Qing Ci thought that she should also be Aininger, there are many topics to talk about between them, and the three views are quite similar. But there's always something missing.

What is it?

Qing Ci had never been able to figure it out before, but when she met Su Bo again, she understood.

It's not that Ninger lacks something, it's she who lacks something.

Ningge is always full of passion, like a beating flame, an inexhaustible flame, which makes Qing Ci feel that he is old.

Qingci's heart is like a flower blooming in spring, unable to withstand the cold wind or heat.

Ningge's fire is gradually igniting her, but this is not a flame full of vitality, but more like a **, squeezing out the last light and heat, burning quickly and finally turning into ashes.

She can bear Ninge's love, but she can't bear Ninger's life.

What Qingci needs is that the years are quiet and the fireworks bloom once in a while, rather than the high temperature all the time.

She always felt this way during the days she spent with Ningge, so when she saw Subo again, she couldn't hide her true feelings deep inside.

She still wants to be with Su Bo, live with him, read books together in the afternoon sun, drink tea together, take a walk together, even if the two of them are immersed in their own things, it is also warm.

Love is the foundation of two people together, it is an important cornerstone of two people's life together, but it is not all cornerstones.

On this day, Qingci understood this truth, so she made the wrong decision.

……

Get up early in the morning to send Su Bo out to B University, Su Bo opened the door of the hotel room, Qing Ci found that her tie was forgotten on the bed, Qing Ci stopped Su Bo and tied it for him at the door.

Just then, the elevator rang, the elevator doors opened, and Ninger, who was carrying a travel bag, stepped out of it.

The narrow corridor turned into a dull tombway, the oxygen seemed to be drained in an instant, he had some difficulty breathing, and the lamp above his head glowed dimly, getting darker and darker step by step.

Ninger blinked, wishing he had been dazzled and mistaken that the woman in the bathrobe at the door was not the one he loved.

As he approached, the figures of the two men were reflected on his retina in ultra-high-definition pixels.

Qing Ci was wearing a bathrobe with wet hair, wearing a tie for another man, and her sweet look was so real, unlike when she was with him, whenever the two interacted intimately, her eyes always seemed to be covered with a veil.

"I'm leaving." When he turned to leave, the man naturally left a light kiss on Qingci's forehead, and the movements were so smooth, as if he had developed a habit for many years.

The moment he saw the man's face, Ningge felt familiar, and after thinking for a while, he finally remembered that the person in front of him had appeared in Shen Ningzhi's photography exhibition, and he remembered that Qing Ci said that this was her teacher.

It seemed like a century had passed, and Qing Ci's eyes finally appeared in his figure, and she was a little surprised: "Ningge, why are you back?" ”

Ningge stepped forward and stared at Qing Ci carefully, and he found that Qing Ci was wearing nothing in his bathrobe.

He opened his mouth to speak, but he couldn't say anything, and finally kicked Su Bo under the crotch.

There seemed to be a sound of broken eggs, and Su Bo immediately fell to the ground in pain.

"Subo." Qing Ci nervously stepped forward to help Su Bo, but was slapped in the face by Ningge, and he used a lot of strength to directly knock Qing Ci fan on the door frame.

He gasped for breath as he watched as they still had something to say but couldn't.

There was a sweet smell of blood in her throat, Qing Ci swallowed it, and stood up against the door frame, her eyes red with tears.