223. Marry me
Qianqian . , the fastest update to talk about the situation, the latest chapter of the reckoning!
The air is condensing.
I will never forget Hua Ming's hurt eyes at this time, which made me feel that I am the worst woman in the world, and the most unsparing woman.
"I love you." When he said these three words, his tone was filled with deep love and request.
In the past, when I pressed him, he would say this, but every time it was a little reluctant. I know it's not that he's not sincere, it's that he's not good at expressing these three words. Now, when I hear him take the initiative to say this, my heart is even more like a knife.
"I love you too." I said as I went over and hugged him, tightly.
He didn't speak, he just hugged me hard.
How nice it would be if time could stop at this moment.
After a long time, Hua Ming whispered in my ear, "Let's figure it out together." ”
I choked up like a child: "What else can be done?" ”
He held my face and looked at me steadfastly: "We can do a lot of things if you want." ”
I believed in him, and always did. It's just that how can he solve Tong Yu's hatred for the Hua family, and how can he solve his love for me?!
"Hua Ming, do you believe me?"
He nodded without thinking.
I shook his hand: "If I said I wanted you to wait for me, would you do it?" ”
Hearing this, Hua Ming was stunned at first, and then asked seriously: "How long will you wait?" ”
"One year." I replied.
"Have you thought about it?"
I nodded: "This year's time, I will leave your side." We...... It's like I've never met before, no contact, no meeting...... "Just thinking about it makes me feel bad."
"Tong Keke, are you breaking up with me in disguise?" He immediately wrinkled his eyebrows.
"It's not. It's not a breakup, it's a separation. You go on with your life, and I've spent the year dealing with the issues that should be dealt with. A year later, whether or not I get the results I want...... I will all come back to you. Provided, of course...... You're still mine. ”
"I don't guarantee it." He said directly, his anger unabated.
I pinched my chest, and I could only reply: "I'm not qualified to ask you to guarantee anything, such a selfish request, it's me, and I have already gone to find a new love." ”
Seeing my pitiful appearance, he folded his arms. "Why?"
"In this year's time, I have to do three things." I replied seriously, "First, I want to reinvigorate Tong Yu. At the end of the year, if he still doesn't appreciate it, it will be when I pay off my love for him and my promise to my grandmother; Second, I want the Hua family to give Tong Yu an explanation! Not as Hua Ming's girlfriend, but as Tong Yu's sister. Third, I want to see at this time how deep our relationship is, whether it is as we each think, and we can no longer be separated from each other. ”
He stared at me intently: "I need time to think about it. ”
“……”
"If you want to help Tong Yu, if you want to ask for an explanation, I don't have any opinion. But Tong Coco, feelings can't stand the test. You never know what's going to happen in the next second. So I just want to hold your hand, just like now, without the slightest accident. As he spoke, he took my hand again and held it tightly.
"Hua Ming, I know that feelings can't stand the test. But now, I feel very hard, my heart is full of baggage, and the hard work is not like me at all. You may think I'm doing it, but I can't think of a better way than that.
"I don't blame you for grandma's business. I don't blame you for Tong Yu's matter. These have nothing to do with you in the first place. Now, I'm to blame myself. In order to stay with you, things have developed to the point where I can't feel at ease with you anymore. I'm not a savior, but you're not the only one I've cared about. It's me who is selfish. At this time, I can only stand on the side that needs me more. ”
"Tong Keke, I need you too."
"I know, I know." Who can understand the pain I feel right now, "But you can take care of yourself no matter what, it's your instinct." Even without me...... You're a flower too.
But Tong Yu can't. Chances are, he'll get better on his own. But what if? Before my grandmother died, she held my hand, and I still remember the last temperature of her palm. ”
Hua Ming looked to the side with a heavy heart.
And I didn't say anything more.
On the way back to the apartment, we were silent, and when we returned to the apartment, we also went on after each of us washed up. The bed rested.
I turned my back to him with my heart full of thoughts. I knew he hadn't slept, but I didn't dare to talk to him.
He needs time to think about it, and I need time to reconfirm. Thinking about it, I can't think of any other way. As long as I'm with Hua Ming, things will continue like this.
"I agree."
Suddenly, I heard Hua Ming say these three words, and I thought I had auditory hallucinations. Turning his head, he also turned his head to look at me, and he couldn't believe it for a while.
My eyes were hot, and I turned completely around and turned over to face him.
He looked at me tenderly and said four words firmly: "You are mine." ”
"I love no one but you." I've been crying so much lately that my skin hurts when I cry.
"If you dare to love others, I will arrest you at your own risk." His eyes were red, and he said viciously.
I slipped into his arms and cried for a while.
Until he touched my head, wiped my crying face again, and showed me a smile of surrender.
"Really don't meet, don't contact?" He asked.
I nodded.
"See you once a month." He said.
I was stunned and shook my head.
"You woman, so ruthless?!"
Looking at his unhappy face, I sniffed and said, "I'm afraid I'll miss you more when I see you." ”
Only then did he smile a little again, sighed, and said with emotion: "Which god sent you?" ”
“……”
"Obviously I was kicked by you in this way, I'm still afraid to see you unhappy, and I'm looking forward to the end of the year, and you will return to me."
I'm wronged this time.
"If I really wanted to kick you, I wouldn't use this method. I'm just going to ask you what poisoned me, I can't leave you anymore, I just want to be with you. You've watched the TV series, right? We are now 'enemies'! But I still want to be with you. In this year's time, more things may happen, and I'm going to cross the catastrophe. ”
Hua Ming laughed angrily and helplessly, put her arms around me, and imprinted a kiss on my forehead.
Then I heard him sigh: "I shouldn't have promised you, this is an irrational decision." ”
"You don't believe that I still love you the same after a year? Or, do you fall in love with someone else? "I panicked.
He smiled, "I don't believe it...... It's your ability to get into trouble! ”
“……”
"We haven't seen each other for a year...... How else can I protect you. ”
Hearing this, I wanted to cry again, I really don't know what kind of virtue I can have, and I can have such a man love me.
"I'm just going back to my old life, not going to war."
"I don't want to talk anymore...... It hurts to think about it. "He hugged me tightly, his chin against my forehead.
In this way, we hugged each other and slept all night.
Get up, I said I would pack my luggage today and move to Jiang Mengting. He took me by the hand and said to take me somewhere. He took me to the dilapidated chapel once. Walking into this chapel this time, the inside has been cleaned up.
Hua Ming told me that he was going to use this church for weddings, so he asked someone to fix it.
"Why?" In my concept, I thought it would be a very serious and solemn ceremony. After all, this chapel is purely small and fresh, and men and women who marry here only need a pair of rings.
"Here, I told you what I hid the most from the bottom of my heart." Hua Ming explained softly, "In this place, I have no reservations. I want to let you know that I am completely open when I have a ceremony with you. Every word spoken here is also sincere. ”
I believe in his sincerity, and I have always believed it.
Immediately afterward, he lit the candle in front of the altar and returned to me with a very serious expression.
"Tong Coco." He whispered my name, "Our one-year covenant begins here." Leaving this church, we will no longer see each other, we will no longer be in touch, but you must remember that I miss you every moment. ”
My nose was so sore that I nodded.
"I'm here to show that I won't fall in love with any other woman in your absence. But if I find out that you are with another man, the one-year contract will be terminated immediately. I will do whatever it takes, not to rule out extreme methods, to arrest you back. My style, you know. ”
I nodded again.
"This year, you still have to promise me. Take care of yourself, don't get into trouble! Speaking of this, his tone was even more solemn, "The card I gave you will cost less than 4 figures per month, and I will appear in front of you immediately." If I hear that anything bad is happening to you, I will be there for you right away. If you don't want me to break the agreement, you have to cheer up and take care of yourself. ”
I was so moved that tears were pouring out of my eyes.
"Don't be moved, this is my condition."
"No, no, no." I shook my head like a rattle, "Just rush to spend 4 figures a month, I'm going to be moved." Don't worry, you are such a good big golden turtle, I must come back and hug it well, and never let it be given to others. ”
I giggled and made him angry and funny, completely out of control with me.
After collecting my emotions, I shook his hand and cleared my throat: "Mr. Hua Ming, in this sacred place, in front of these sacred souls that we can't see, God, I solemnly ask you to marry me, okay?"
"After this willfulness, if we meet again in a year, I promise that I will obediently listen to you, respect you, and love you. Everything you say, you are right, take them as holy decrees.
"From now on, cultivate my self-cultivation, avoid trouble, make you less angry and sad, and regard you as my only reliance and belief in the rest of my life. Right here, marry me, okay? ”