After all, Mrs. Fang is old and weak, and when she went out of the palace gate, she was blown by the cold wind, and her body shook a little, which made Xia Hong hurriedly support her. Eight? One Chinese? Net? (a)?.

"If you don't worry, you just sit for a long time, and you will get dizzy together."

That being said, where did Xia Hong dare to be careless. I heard that the emperor's illness was blown by the cold wind, if Mrs. Fang had another three long and two short, how could it be good?

Mrs. Fufang entered the house and sat down, and Xia Hong was busy inviting the imperial doctor. In the Yong'an Palace, in addition to Li Zhiling, there are now three imperial doctors here, considering the prescription, saying that they do everything in the medicine decoction. As soon as Xia Hong went, he invited Li to sign the order.

Mrs. Fang leaned there and squinted her eyes, and only when she heard the sound of footsteps did she open her eyes, and saw that it was Li who ordered her to come over, and said disapprovingly: "It's different who you want to come, why do you want to run this trip yourself." ”

The emperor is also inseparable from anyone, and Li Zhiling is older than Mrs. Fang.

"Your Majesty, there's nothing to do there for the time being."

Li ordered Mrs. Fang's pulse to be checked. In fact, Mrs. Fang is also tired, plus she is overly worried, she doesn't need to take medicine, she can rest well.

Mrs. Fang said: "I know in my own heart, and I'm fine." But just when the order of Li came, Mrs. Fang saw that no one was in front of him, and asked him softly: "Is the emperor's illness and his life in the way?" ”

No one else dared to ask this, she couldn't ask, but she didn't have to be taboo about that.

"As long as the fever goes away tonight, it's fine."

Mrs. Fang didn't ask any more, and Li Zhiling said it very clearly.

If the fever doesn't go away by tomorrow morning, it will be really bad.

"Why did you get so sick all of a sudden......

Li ordered to sit in front of her, and if she wanted to move forward, the knees of the two would be pressed together.

"The emperor has always been too strong, too tight, this looseness ......"

It is too rigid and easy to break, and Mrs. Fang also understands this truth.

That's her own son. Meditation was born and forced to separate, and it has only been a long time since we met each other, so it is difficult to ...... Could it be that she wants a white man to send a black man?

***

Princess Yuyao took the vegetarian porridge served by the palace maid and held it to Xie Ning: "Let's use some porridge for Niangniang." ”

Xie Ning turned his head to look at her and took the porridge. The porridge bowl is not big, there is half a bowl in it, Xie Ning didn't need to adjust the spoon, he took a few sips and drank it.

At this time, she really didn't have the mood and strength to pay attention to manners.

Princess Yuyao took the bowl and put it down, and persuaded her: "Niangniang, rest for a while, I will guard it for you here." You can rest for a moment and a half, you can't stay up like this. You're going to be tired and sick, who can we rely on? ”

Shainin said: "I'm not tired. ”

But Princess Yuyao's temperament is not ordinary stubbornness, and she said directly: "If you don't worry, let someone move the soft couch and put it in front of your father, even if you don't sleep, close your eyes and recuperate." Could it be that if you keep staring at people all the time, your father will wake up immediately? ”

The emperor had already used the medicine again, and Li ordered that the medicine should be used again every two hours, and Xie Ning was afraid that he would miss the time to give the emperor the medicine, so he kept sitting aside.

Qinghe and the others really moved the soft couch over, Princess Yuyao couldn't help but say, let Xie Ning hold her and let her lie down, and took the silk quilt to a bed and put it on her body, saying that it was good for her to close her eyes and recuperate.

Xie Ning couldn't, so he had to close his eyes temporarily.

Her heart felt like she had overturned a hot oil pot, where could she lie down. From time to time, she opened her eyes and glanced at the emperor, and on two occasions she asked Yu Yao to catch her, and she had to close her eyes.

Until now, Shainin is indeed a little exhausted. The tiredness of the body is secondary, and the key is anxiety and worry. When she closed her eyes, she thought, has it been an hour since she took that bowl of medicine? Even if there is not an hour, it is not much worse, then the next time it will be another hour, and someone must be ordered to prepare the decoction. If you don't need it, that's even better......

In a trance, Shainin listened to someone talking. She just followed the sound and walked forward, the wind outside was blowing so cold that her feet were bare, and she didn't even wear shoes.

The surroundings were blurry and dim, she couldn't distinguish the direction, and after carefully recognizing it, she realized that she was actually in the Ting Palace. It was the place where they lived when they were first elected to the palace, and the room assigned to her at that time was not oriented well, not ventilated, and there was always a musty smell in the house.

How is she here?

She shouldn't be here......

Shainin thought as he walked out.

She didn't think she should be here, but she couldn't remember where she was.

Out of the Yeting Palace, there is not far from the Lingering Fragrance Pavilion. It was empty, and she hadn't seen anyone along the way. Where have all the people gone?

Xie Ning left the familiar and unfamiliar Lingering Fragrance Pavilion. This is the place where she lived for three years after entering the palace, and she should be familiar with every grass and tree here. But the place where people have gone to the empty house now seems to only feel strange.

No, not here, this is not her place.

She arrived at Yong'an Palace again.

It's also empty. The courtyard was deserted, and there was even a thick layer of dust in the pavilion, and everything looked dilapidated and withered.

What about the kids...... Where did the kids go?

Also, what about the emperor?

She panicked suddenly.

By the way, what about the emperor?

Where did the emperor go?

Xie Ning was anxious and panicked to find it, but there was no Yong'an Palace, and neither did Changning Palace. There was no place for the emperor, no one for the emperor, no one for the voice, Xie Ning ran barefoot and scattered on the palace road, and the great loneliness and panic were clinging to him like a vicious beast.

She blurted out and shouted: "Your Majesty! ”

This sound woke Xie Ning himself.

Princess Yuyao was sitting on the side holding her cheeks, and she was startled by Xie Ning's sudden shouting, and hurriedly stood up and came over: "Niangniang? Is the mother okay? ”

Xie Ning opened his eyes, frightened, panting rapidly, and he didn't know whether he was in a hurry or frightened in a cold sweat.

The candles in the hall were bright, and in front of her was Princess Yuyao's concerned face, Xie Ning was very flustered, and he was anxious to turn his head to look.

Seeing that the emperor was still lying there, she really came to her senses.

The emperor didn't leave...... He's still here.

Xie Ning's hands and feet were sore, and he had no strength in his body. Qinghe brought water and she drank most of the cup, and she didn't want to rest anymore.

Everything in the dream is too realistic, and too terrifying.

The feeling of not being able to find it, not begging for it, and leaving her alone in the vast world was so terrible that she was still frightened and unsettled.

"I'm really not tired, you go and rest."

Xie Ning asked Princess Yuyao to be sent away and sat down beside the emperor.

The medicine to be taken for the second time had already been decocted, and Xie Ning had only fallen asleep for about a quarter of an hour, which was not long at all, and could only be said to have taken a nap. But in this short quarter of an hour, she experienced such horror and despair.

If there is no him in this world......

If there is no him in this world, everything in the dream is reality.

Without him, her world would no longer have brilliance, no more voice, no more companionship, no more joy.

Without him, all she had left was despair, and her world was crumbling and desolate.

Xie Ning pressed his cheek to the back of his hand and called softly: "Your Majesty." ”

After a while, she called again: "Your Majesty." ”

Can he hear it? Can you hear her calling him?

Did he know she was by his side?

"Don't leave me."

Don't leave me alone.

She didn't know when, a heart would not be her own, if it weren't for today's events, she probably wouldn't have felt it.

At first, she was fortunate and favored by the emperor, but she didn't take it very seriously. There are so many women in the emperor, and she is not the only one. Maybe in three days and five days, he won't feel fresh, and naturally there are others waiting for him to pamper Linxing. Later, the emperor treated her very well, so good that she felt ashamed, and she also wanted to be good to him, but she didn't know what she could do for him. He is the Son of Heaven, rich all over the world, he lacks nothing, and there are so many people who are sarcastic all day long thinking about how to figure out the holy will, how to please him without a trace. She's dumber than others, and she's not so clever about it, and when you think about it, it's as if she's done nothing for him. There may be some, but she can give him too little compared to what he can give her.

Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, wetting the backs of his hands.

"Don't leave me alone."

It wasn't the first time she had faced such fears.

She was still ignorant when her father went, but she remembered that her grandmother and mother left one by one. She still remembers how the people of the Xie family scolded her, saying that she was a mourning star, she killed her father as soon as she went out, and she had to follow her bad luck wherever she went.

When her mother went, she secretly took her hand and prayed, no matter which god it was, let her do anything, as long as she could keep her side, let her live or die, let her do anything......

When my grandmother went, she held her hand tightly, which was not reassuring her. The other children of the Lin family don't need her to worry about it, even if it is a younger uncle, there is an eldest uncle who takes care of him. But Xie Ning is a lonely and helpless child, and the Xie family doesn't care about her, even if the Lin family can take care of her, how many years can they take care of her?

Shainin would already comfort the old man in turn at this time, she said that she would definitely be fine, please rest assured that her grandmother.

In the end, my grandmother's eyes were not closed when she went, and it was my aunt who closed her eyes for her.

The emperor took the medicine again, Xie Ning held the medicine bowl, Jiang Yicheng and Bai Hongqi helped on the side, and fed the medicine with some effort, seeing that the emperor's throat moved and the medicine was swallowed, Jiang Yicheng wiped the sweat on his head.

Xie Ning wiped the medicinal juice on the emperor's mouth, and asked people to come in with warm water to wipe the emperor's body, and fed warm water again.

After tossing this experience, Xie Ning sat on the edge of the couch again, holding one of the emperor's hands, feeling as if she was holding a piece of coal, burning her heart and pain.