Ji Zeyan finished the phone call and slowly put down the phone, as if he was thinking about something.

"Shaochen, I said...... Why are you looking at me like that? ”

Rong Shaochen retracted his gaze and reminded lightly: "You are too enthusiastic." ”

"I just want her to give birth in peace."

"Really?"

"Or else?"

Ji Zeyan walked around as he spoke, stood beside Rong Shaochen's chair, leaned on the desk and asked in a low voice, "Was she really drunk last night?" ”

"Hmm."

"Really?"

Seeing that his eyes were shining with a strange luster, Rong Shaochen's face was slightly gloomy: "Do you want her to get drunk?" ”

"No, it's just that I think if she's drunk for me, it means she still has me in her heart, doesn't it?"

"It's normal for a toy she doesn't like to be picked up by a scavenger, and she feels a little lost, but it doesn't mean that she will get the toy back." Rong Shaochen unceremoniously poured cold water.

"If she feels lost, it means she cares about the toy." Ji Zeyan's eyes darkened slightly, "I thought she didn't care about me at all now." Every time I am with her, that insurmountable sense of distance really depresses me. ”

"But she said," Rong Shaochen paused, but still spoke up, "It's the past between you, and she blesses you." ”

"No!"

"She's going to be in charge of a project with our company, and she'll come and explain it to me later."

Ji Zeyan's lips trembled slightly, but he couldn't say a word.

"If you want to talk to her, I'll leave time for you."

Ji Zeyan still didn't say anything, just slowly sat down in front of the sofa and sat down, putting his hands in his hair in pain.

Rong Shaochen walked over, sat down beside him, patted him on the shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "It's useless to escape, face reality." ”

"I can't put it down."

"Because you don't want to let go, you can't let go, it's all up to you."

Ji Zeyan shook his head, his eyes were sad: "She is the only woman I have ever loved, from the first day I was with her, I made up my mind to spoil her until I was old, and I never thought that we would become like this." I haven't been to a bar since the midnight incident, and I've even quit drinking. I tried my best to restrain myself, just to keep telling myself not to make mistakes again. I know that a mistake is a mistake, and I can't change it, but I really want to make up for it, I want to make up for it with a lifetime of being good to her, why does she always refuse to give me a chance? Why? ”

"Calm down."

"I can't calm down! If I had an interview with her today, she would have asked me to let go completely! Shaochen, I really love her, I love her very much. ”

"Feelings go both ways."

"I know, I ......"

A knock on the door interrupted their conversation: "Boss, Miss Su is here." ”

Rong Shaochen glanced at Ji Zeyan and responded, "Let her in." ”

"Okay."

The door opened immediately, and Su Xuanyan walked in with a smile on her face, but when she saw that Ji Zeyan was also there, the smile on her face disappeared instantly.

"You talk." Rong Shaochen got up and went out.

"Brother Shaochen, what I said before ......"

"As you say." Rong Shaochen said and closed the door.

"...... Suanwan" Ji Zeyan stood in front of Su Wanwan and looked at her stupidly.

At this time, Su Xuanwan had exquisite makeup on her face, her long wavy hair was naturally draped, and she was dressed in Chanel women's clothes that showed her figure just right, obviously extremely capable and feminine, which was completely different from the expression when she went to see Jing Xiaotian before.

"Mr. Ji, please speak directly if you have something to say." She raised her head slightly in response to Ji Zeyan's gaze, looking businesslike.

"Wanwan, I want to explain to you about me and Jing Xiaotian."

"The children are all there, what else is there to explain?"

Ji Zeyan lowered his eyes: "This matter is my fault, I ......"

Su Feifei interrupted: "I have emotional cleanliness, even if there are no children between you, I may not be able to accept you, and now that there are children, it is even more impossible between us." While I haven't hated you to the extreme, please stay away from me, or the love you once had will turn into hatred now! ”

At this point, her eyes were fogged over, and in order to prevent tears from falling, she threw her face up at a 45-degree angle and kept blinking.

Ji Zeyan was extremely distressed when he saw this, and took her hand and begged: "Wanwan, you are the only woman I have ever loved, without you I really don't know how I will survive the rest of my life, if you give me another chance, I swear that I will use my life......"

Su Feiwan shook him off violently and asked in a choked voice, "Can you make that incident not happen?" Can you make a child not have one? Can you make me act like I don't know anything? You can ignore these things, but I can't! Can't do it! Did you hear clearly? ”

Ji Zeyan was dumbfounded for a while, looked at her dejectedly and turned away, not wanting her to walk to the door and pause and turn back, his spirit suddenly sank, and a glimmer of hope was rekindled.

"When you see me in the future, please call me Miss Su, not everyone can shout Wanwan's name."

Su Xuanwan said that, and resolutely left, leaving Ji Zeyan standing in place in despair, looking at the tears that she threw down on his arm in a daze.

"Zeyan?" Rong Shaochen came in and looked at him with concern.

Ji Zeyan raised his head slowly, looking extremely lonely.

"Drink with you?"

Ji Zeyan smiled bitterly and shook his head: "Let me be alone." ”

Rong Shaochen patted him on the shoulder, he had nothing to say to comfort him for a while, and when he saw him walking out quickly, he immediately asked, "Where are you going?" ”

"Just go for a walk."

Ji Zeyan went out without looking back, Rong Shaochen left at present, walked to the desk and sat down slowly, his eyes fell on the stack of materials on the table, and his eyes were a little complicated.

*

Ji Zeyan wandered aimlessly on the streets.

The breeze was blowing a little cool, and he looked at it, just as a falling leaf swirled overhead, quietly falling at his feet, and he realized that autumn was coming.

The sound of the ambulance horn came from far and near, and he turned his head to look, only to find that he had come to Rongheng Hospital. Remembering that he had run here twice in three days because of Su Xuanwan's instructions, his feet involuntarily entered the hospital, and he came to Su Xuan's ward familiarly.

Once, like Rong Shaochen, he was disdainful of Su Xuanyi, who was a little sister, and always hindered Su Xuan's face to let her blend into their circle. If it weren't for her becoming a vegetative person, I'm afraid he wouldn't bother to say a word to her until now.

It's just that today, he suddenly felt that the girl in front of him who was lying motionless on the hospital bed was very kind, so kind that he wanted to vomit with her.

Having lost the woman he loved the most, he felt that he had become like a tree and his heart was like ashes. Although life has to go on, the sky of the future is completely overcast, which is really confusing and overwhelming.

"I don't know why it's the way it is, I'm really sad, I really love it." There was only an unconscious vegetative person in front of him, and Ji Zeyan finally couldn't help but hide his face and cry.

"Every night, no matter if you open your eyes or close your eyes, all you see is a beautiful look. Do you know what it feels like to be unable to sleep all night long, and your heart is always like being weighed down by a big rock? ”

"I can't blame Wanwan for causing today's situation, I just hate myself for not respecting myself and not cherishing her well. I'm sorry for her. ”

For the first time, he didn't restrain his feelings and cried like a child.

Maybe the red line that Yue Lao gave him and Su Wanwan was only so long, and it was at the end at this time, because he couldn't see a trace of nostalgia for the past in Su Wanwan's resolute eyes.

If she felt that it was a happy thing to leave him, he would do his best to fulfill it, even if his heart was like a knife.

went into the bathroom and washed his face with cold water, and when he came out again, the expression on his face was already indifferent, and he walked to Su Yiyi's hospital bed again, and whispered as if making a guarantee: "Don't worry, I will bless Wanwan, and I will persuade myself not to love her anymore, stop bothering her, and give her a free space." ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he turned and left, so that he did not see the tears that slipped from the corners of his closed eyes on the hospital bed.

When I returned to the accommodation arranged for Jing Xiaotian, it was already lit up.

When the car drove into the yard, he saw Jing Xiaotian standing at the door and watching, parking the car in the garage, he got out of the car and asked, "What are you looking at?" ”

"Just take a look." Jing Xiaotian replied in a low voice.

She certainly wouldn't tell him she was waiting for him. Unsure if he would come, she stood for a long time.

"It's windy, be careful."

"Hmm." Seeing him enter the house, she hurriedly followed.

"...... Today"

"Oops!"

didn't expect him to suddenly pause and turn around, Jing Xiaotian couldn't hold his feet for a while, and crashed into his arms.

"Be careful."

"I'm sorry." She hurriedly took a step back, bowed her head and apologized quickly, for fear that he would find out that her face was red and her heart was beating.

Ji Zeyan seemed to be used to her not looking up to speak, and continued to ask, "Is there any reaction today?" ”

"Nope."

"Have you had dinner?"

"I was going to eat."

"Can you use chopsticks with your hands?"

"Yes."

The maid Rao Xiaofeng immediately interjected when she heard this: "Boss, in the morning, Miss Jing's finger wounds were all cracked, and the white gauze turned into red gauze. Not to mention chopsticks, I can't even hold a spoon, I was going to feed her at noon, but she was embarrassed, and only drank a few mouthfuls of white porridge with a bowl. ”

Ji Zeyan asked in surprise, "How could the wound crack open?" ”

Jing Xiaotian didn't want to say that Su Xuanwan had come, so she hurriedly made an excuse to cover it up: "I originally wanted to move the coffee table, but I didn't expect it...... In fact, it hurts at noon, and now it's no longer ......."

"I'll see." Ji Zeyan motioned for her to sit down, and carefully untied the gauze on her hand to check.

As soon as she looked up, she saw his handsome face, and the focused gaze fascinated her, and her heart beat out of rhythm again.

"You hurt your knuckles, try not to bend these days, but you can't just eat porridge these days, you are already malnourished, if I am not at home, let Sister Rao feed it, just hold on for a few more days, you know?" Seeing that Jing Xiaotian didn't respond, Ji Zeyan immediately looked over.

Facing his gaze, Jing Xiaotian was startled, and hurriedly lowered her eyes indiscriminately.

"Let's eat."

"Oh. Thank you. ”

"What?"

"Xiaoyun told me."

"No thanks, that's just the money I lent him, and the interest will be calculated." Ji Zeyan smiled and walked towards the restaurant.

The latter sentence made Jing Xiaotian feel slightly relieved, and wanted to respond to his smile, but when he looked up, he only saw his back, and he couldn't help but secretly bared his teeth and stuck out his tongue.

Dinner was usually fed by Ji Zeyan, and Jing Xiaotian, who usually had a small amount of food, wanted to push his bowl away after eating a small half bowl, but he refused to stop the spoon until she was full of burps.

She wanted to lie down on the sofa, but was stopped by him: "It's not appropriate to lie down immediately when you're full, go to the yard for a walk." ”

So, she came out into the courtyard, followed by the man who always made her heart beat faster.

After walking with her and sending her back to the room, Ji Zeyan returned to his room next door, and as soon as he closed the door, he quickly took out his mobile phone to make a call.