Chapter 434: Right and Wrong
How long has it been since my daughter has been like this? Bai Yumei sighed lightly, since she entered the palace without a face, she had never been so close to her like this.
It's just that she didn't expect to send her daughter away so soon, she was really reluctant in her heart! How can a mother see enough of her daughter? You can never get enough of it!
If it weren't for the fact that she wanted to guard this home, she really wanted to just forget it with no face. It doesn't matter whether she wants to find Gu Zhenhai or Gu Wanwan, as long as she can follow her daughter, she doesn't care in her heart.
But as the mother of the family, she could only choose to stay and send her daughter away.
On the second day, Wuyan and Qingcheng set off. Bai Yumei sent Wuyan to the carriage, she almost burst into tears, and repeatedly instructed Qingcheng on the side: "Qingcheng, you must take good care of Yan'er, she is not in good health, she can't be in a hurry, she will be tired." ”
"Madam, you have said this to Brother Qingcheng many times, you can rest assured! Brother Qingcheng will take good care of me, and I will take good care of myself. Wuyan let go of his mother's hand and took the lead in getting into the carriage.
"Brother Qingcheng, let's go!"
Under the urging of Wuyan, Qingcheng quickly said goodbye to Bai Yumei and got into the carriage.
After the carriage drove far away, Wu Yan poked his head out to look, and could vaguely see the figure of his mother standing at the door, she raised her hand from time to time, as if wiping away tears.
"Since you are reluctant, why don't you say a few more words to the master?" Qingcheng half-sideways looked at her in the carriage.
"Talking more will only make me more reluctant, you also know that my mother can't stand the parting scene the most, I don't want to see her cry." Wuyan turned his head, but his brows were tightly furrowed.
"If you really can't bear the master, just stay, I'll go to the junior sister and them." Seeing her face, Qingcheng still wanted to persuade her again, he knew that Wuyan's heart was also very reluctant to teach her mother.
"I know it's okay for you to go alone, and I'm just slowing you down." Wuyan lowered his head and whispered.
"Yan'er, I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong, I just want to say......" Qingcheng hurriedly explained, he didn't want Wuyan to misunderstand him.
"I know, Brother Qingcheng, you don't dislike me, you just really want to think about me and my mother." Before he finished speaking, Wuyan took over the topic, in fact, she didn't misunderstand Qingcheng.
"If only you understood." Qingcheng breathed a sigh of relief.
"I'm just hating myself." Wuyan bit his lip and buried his head deeply.
"Why? Why hate yourself? Qingcheng felt very incomprehensible, and he felt even more that the word hatred was too serious.
"If it weren't for me, the Prime Minister's Mansion wouldn't have encountered so much trouble at all, all because I fell in love with Yun Zixiu...... "She would have fallen in love with such a person, not only wanting to kill her, but also wanting to bring down the entire Prime Minister's Mansion.
The man had been with her for purpose from the beginning, but she was so stupid that she never saw it. also helped Yun Zixiu do so many bad things, she is simply stupid.
"People will make mistakes in their lives, and no one has not done anything wrong, as long as they have the heart to change." After all, she still can't forget the past, especially after meeting Yun Zixiu.
She had been pretending not to care before, and he could see it. But he still wanted her to be able to say it, and he didn't want her to force a smile all day long.
"Does anyone make mistakes? I don't believe it, Brother Qingcheng, you won't make mistakes. Shameless raised his eyes and looked at him and said.
"No, Yan'er, you're not right, I've made mistakes, I'm not the kind of saint you think." Qingcheng shook his head and smiled.
"Really? Tell me what you've done. Shameless looked at him with interest.
"When I was young, I didn't like that Master always forced me to practice, so I always pretended to be sick and even bathed in ice water for this purpose. Later, when the master found out, the master whipped me with a very thick whip. Actually, Master asked me to practice martial arts for my own good, and it was really wrong for me to do that. There's a lot of stuff like that, but I was actually pretty naughty when I was a kid. ”
Thinking of the stupid things he did when he was a child, Qingcheng couldn't help blushing and didn't want to go on.
"That's all when I was a kid, and every kid is very naughty when they're young. As for me, I have been bad since I was a child, I have loved to bully Gu Wanwan since I was a child, and I always take bullying her as happiness. "When she was young, she relied on the favor of her father and mother, and she always loved to bully others, but Gu Wanwan was the one who was bullied by her the most.
"Like you said, it was already when I was a child, and it was inevitable to make mistakes when I was a child." Qingcheng felt that what she said was very reasonable, so he used it to persuade her.
"But even when I grow up, I'm still bad. Do you know how the ghost king Feng Jiu died? I set it on fire to death, so the way I am now, I deserve this retribution. "Repay her by killing Feng Jiu, and borrow God's hand, I really have to say that God is very fair when punishing someone.
She got such retribution, she couldn't blame anyone at all, she could only blame herself for being blind, she could only blame herself for being vicious, not seeing good people as one thing, but treating a bastard as more important than anyone else.
"Yan'er, I don't allow you to say that about yourself." Qingcheng's emotions suddenly became excited, "I don't care what bad things you've done before, but now you're a good person, so I'm willing to believe that you're a good person." I hope you can be happy and stop dwelling on the pain of the past. ”
"But I really did it wrong." She did something wrong, if she didn't remember it all the time, just ran away, she would feel so ashamed that she didn't even dare to face up to the mistakes she had made.
"As I've already said, everyone makes mistakes sometimes, no matter what time it is." Qingcheng raised his voice and emphasized.
If Wuyan is an obsessive person, he probably shouldn't have encouraged her so constantly, but Wuyan is a person who is full of guilt about the past, and she should be forgiven and tolerated.
"At least when you were growing up, you didn't make mistakes." Said stubbornly.
Although she also felt that she was digging into the horns, she also felt that it was true.
"Who's to say no? It's like I'm doing something wrong right now. Qingcheng sighed and furrowed his brows.
It didn't sound like he was trying to tell her, but there was something really anguish bothering him.
"Now? Brother Qingcheng, what are you doing wrong? You don't mean it's wrong to take me on the road, do you? Wuyan asked cautiously, an explanation she could only guess.
Qingcheng couldn't help but laugh after hearing this: "Yan'er, I'm really about to be made to cry and laugh by you." ”
"How could it be wrong to take you on the road? If there was no you on the way, only me, how lonely would it be? When I returned to Changle Palace alone that day, I had a deep experience. Caught in the memory, Qingcheng had a smile on the corner of his mouth.
When he was alone, he was in a hurry and in a hurry, and it seemed that he would never do anything else except hurry. Only with Wuyan will he feel that time is slow and meaningful.
If I didn't have you and I alone, how lonely would it be?
These words echoed in Wuyan's ears over and over again, as if some magic had been cast, and he couldn't stop, and Qingcheng's voice was so beautiful, it was simply the most beautiful music.
Wuyan didn't dare to answer, and he didn't dare to go to see Qingcheng.
I don't know if Qingcheng noticed the gaffe, he quickly changed the topic: "Actually, Yan'er, I really feel very embarrassed now, I don't know how to choose, should I choose to help my junior sister?" Or is it on Master's side? ”
"Still can't you make a choice?" Qingcheng has always been embarrassed by this matter, she knows it in her heart, but she didn't expect that he had already decided to find Gu Wanwan, but he still retained such confusion in his heart. She thought he had already chosen to come out.
Qingcheng shook his head, and his tone was very melancholy: "Master treats me like a father and son, and I have always regarded Master as my father, but my junior sister is my only junior sister, and she needs help so much." If I help Master hurt her again, how can she bear it? ”
"Brother Qingcheng, we should have the same concerns and choices in this matter, but do you know why I was able to choose it in a short period of time, and you took a long time?" After pondering for a while, Wuyan asked him rhetorically.
"Why?" Qingcheng looked at Wuyan, his eyes flashed, he really wanted to know this question, and he needed to know this question.
"In fact, this whole thing can't be seen from the perspective of identity relationship, we should look at it from the side of right and wrong, so that you can be very clear about your choice." From the perspective of identity relationship, it is indeed a master who is as close as a father and son on the one hand, and the only junior sister on the other.
But from another perspective, the whole thing is different.
"Right or wrong? But it's hard to tell who's right and who's wrong. Qingcheng was still worried, he still couldn't tell the difference, and he didn't know how to choose.
"You are wrong, everything can be right and wrong. First of all, it is because the father promised to send the merman tears to the princess, so the princess will desperately go to get the other three treasures, if she does not get his promise, the princess may be discouraged, and may continue to hunt for treasures...... But no matter what the reason, there will be no situation where her father cheats on her now. ”
Wuyan guided Qingcheng to put the problem at the most critical point.
"So you think it's the master's fault, that he shouldn't easily promise to the junior sister?" He didn't deny that it made sense for Wuyan to say this, but after thinking about it carefully, he still couldn't help but want to say a good word for his master.
"But the situation at that time was that the senior sister and Yan Wushuang both wanted to get the merman's tears, and the master made a promise that as long as anyone could get the other three treasures, they would send the merman tears."
Qingcheng said with calm eyes: "Actually, Master's decision at that time was not carefully considered, so it is normal to have regrets later." ”