37 Dilemma
"You don't have to worry about the TV station, Dad will help you solve it, come back to China with me this time."
After the heart-to-heart exchange between father and daughter just now, Su Li and Su's father sat on the sofa and chatted, and Su's father said with a kind face.
"Dad, I don't want to go back now." Su Li said that because he wanted to stay with Yu Fei for a while longer, Su Li wanted to stay in South Sudan for the time being until Yu Fei's troop dispatch expired.
"Why don't you want to go back?" Father Su asked, but after thinking about it, he thought of the reason, and said with a smile: "It's for the child named Yu Fei, it seems that you really like him."
He said this without showing any dissatisfaction, as any father would with some joy and relief when he knew that his daughter had someone he liked.
Su Li smiled shyly and asked, "How did Dad know?"
Father Su smiled mildly and said, "I heard about you before I came." Yu Fei is a good child. ”
"You've already met him?" Su Li said in surprise, obviously this was something she didn't expect.
I don't know what Yu Fei said to his father, but judging from his father's expression, he should be satisfied with Yu Fei. Thinking like this, Su Li carefully observed Father Su's expression, and when he looked at it, he always felt that there was no displeasure in his expression, so he felt that Father Su was still satisfied with Yu Fei.
"I saw him first when I came yesterday, and it was all good, and my father was very satisfied." Father Su said, "It's just ......"
Su Li was very happy when she heard the front, but after hearing Father Su say "just", her heart skipped a strong beat, for fear that Father Su would say something that was unsatisfactory.
"Just what?" Su Li asked cautiously.
Father Su guessed that Yu Fei should not have told Su Li about his request, so he decided not to say it yet. After all, this is a matter between the two of them, so leave it to them to settle it.
So he smiled and said casually: "It's nothing, I believe he will choose to take good care of you, my daughter's vision is definitely not wrong."
Hearing what Su's father said, Su Li's hanging heart finally settled, and he said with a proud smile: "That's because it's my father's daughter, so I can't be wrong with my vision."
"Are you really okay? Don't you feel anything strange at all? Cheng Shiyang looked at Weng Hua worriedly and suspiciously and asked.
Weng Hua thought carefully for a moment, then shook his head and replied, "No."
This time, Cheng Shiyang was even more puzzled, and said, "It's so strange, how can it be okay?"
Seeing her tangled expression, Weng Hua couldn't help but smile, pulled her arm, let her sit beside him, and said, "What's strange, it's okay and it's not good, do you want me to be infected like Vice Captain Jiang to be willing."
It turned out that Weng Hua was also in close contact with an infectious disease patient that day, and he was also scratched by the patient's skin with his fingernails, this level of contact would normally infect the virus, but Weng Hua was very healthy, no matter from the blood sample test results or his state, he did not look like a person who was infected with the virus.
"No, I'm just curious, as a doctor, seeing your special case, of course I want to study it well." Cheng Shiyang said.
Originally, there was nothing wrong with what he said, but I don't know what the reason is, when he heard his girlfriend say that he wanted to study himself, Weng Hua instinctively felt awkward, and he immediately remembered the scene where he was tied up on the hospital bed with five flowers, and Cheng Shiyang was holding a scalpel and preparing to operate on him......
Thinking of this, Weng Hua couldn't help but shudder, he always felt that this was too weird, and even a little crazy, so he shook his head and cleared the thoughts just now out of his brain.
"What's wrong?" Cheng Shiyang paid attention to his actions and asked with concern.
"Huh? Oh, nothing? Weng Hua said.
Cheng Shiyang didn't care, and said, "By the way, I want to discuss something with you."
"What's the matter?" Weng Hua asked.
Cheng Shiyang pondered for a while, and then said very formally: "Hmm...... I think that in that case, you didn't get an infectious disease, probably because you have a special constitution. As you know, doctors are very curious about such conditions, so I would like to ask for your opinion if I can study your body. Cheng Shiyang said very sincerely, and after speaking, he stared at Weng Hua with a pair of big eyes.
"Research ...... Studying the body? Weng Hua looked at his clothes as he spoke, and asked, "Do you want to take off your clothes?" ”
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"Take off ...... What do you want to take off, what do you want? It's not like that, it's research, studying your physiological responses. Cheng Shiyang explained, but her explanation was even more strange.
"Physiological reaction?"
"Oh, no, it's not what you think, yes, pathology, yes, it's pathology, it's simply to see why you can't be infected." Cheng Shiyang finally found a suitable way to explain, because Weng Hua thought about it, so she couldn't think of what terms to use to explain for a while.
After this conversation, both of them felt that the room seemed to be a little hot, which made them both blush.
After Cheng Shiyang explained, Weng Hua instinctively felt that he would become a lamb to the slaughter under Cheng Shiyang's scalpel, just thinking about that picture felt very strange, so he shirked and said: "Don't it, being studied by my girlfriend, why do you always feel weird, it may leave a shadow in my heart, forget it."
"Oh, don't wonder me, it's very simple, I'll study your blood sample or something, you can help, satisfy my curiosity." Cheng Shiyang stepped forward and grabbed Weng Hua's arm and said coquettishly.
In the end, at Cheng Shiyang's insistence, although Weng Hua did not become a lamb to be slaughtered under her scalpel, he also became a lamb under her blood needle.
After Su Li saw his father, he was in a good mood and was very happy on the way back. As soon as I returned to the station, I saw Yu Fei. Yu Fei watched Su come over from afar, and his mood was also infected, and he was unconsciously happy.
"How? Isn't it the same as I said, it's a good thing. Yu Fei stood in place and waited for Su Li, and asked after Su Li walked in.
"You're really not enough buddy, you already know and don't tell me." Su Li pretended to complain and said.
"I'm not a buddy either." Yu Fei's answer is as it should be.
Su Li smiled and said, "That's right, it's really not a buddy, then forgive you."
"Seeing you smiling, are you happy to see your father?" Yu Fei asked.
"Of course, you don't know, Dad has said so many things to me today, more than he has told me in ten years. And I never thought that he would come to South Sudan specifically for me, since my sister died, he has not even left the door except to see my mother and sister's memorial day. ”
"I used to think that Mom and Dad gave all their love to my sister, so they would be like this after my sister died. It wasn't until today that I realized that they loved me, but because the grief of losing my sister was so great, they couldn't get out for a while. ”
Dad also said that in the future, he will slowly return to a normal life, bring my mother back from the mental hospital, and our family of three will live a normal life. Isn't it good, I think it's beautiful just thinking about it, and I can't wait. ”
"Oh, by the way, Dad said he had already seen you, and was very pleased with you, and he allowed me to stay here and go back with you when you sent troops to the end of your period, and he also said that he would take you home for a meal when we returned home."
"It's good that everything is back on track and I'll be able to live a normal life in no time. Do you know? For the past 10 years, I've been wishing to fulfill the wish of being able to sit and have a meal together as a family, and that is a really nice feeling. ”
Su Li said a lot in one breath, with a happy smile on his face when he spoke, and he would hold Yu Fei's hand with his hand when he said that he was excited. She now looks exactly like a child, showing off her beloved toys. That kind of innocent happiness and smile, scorching in the sun, made Yu Fei not want to bother, just quietly looked at her and listened to her sharing.
Seeing her so happy and looking forward to the future, Yu Fei's heart became even more entangled. She counted herself on the road to happiness in the future, if the future of the two of them was blocked at that time because she didn't leave the army, would she still be happy now? Will the scene she has been looking forward to for ten years of a happy family eating together come true? Is he really going to be the one who stands in the way of her happiness?
Yu Fei couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear to destroy Su Li's happiness, he couldn't bear to make Su Li sad, and he couldn't bear to let what she was expecting become a disappointment. So what to do? Do I want to apply for a job change?
At night, in the dead of night, most people fell asleep, but Yu Fei didn't fall asleep for a long time. It was difficult to fall asleep after tossing and turning, so he simply put on his clothes, took out the application form for transfer from Nie Zhenfeng from the drawer, sat down at the table, put the application form for discharge, took out the pen, and wanted to put a pen on it several times, but he refused to put it down. He kept making choices before love and career, but it was too difficult to make such decisions.
It is his dream to become a soldier, and it is also what he has sincerely treated and worked hard for, not to mention any loyalty to the country and the people, and not to talk about the duties of a soldier. It is difficult for an ordinary person to give up the dream he has been chasing for many years, not to mention that he can't let go of his military duties and loyalty to the country in his heart. Once a soldier steps out of the door, I am afraid that there will be no chance to enter. What about Su Li? Once you let go, is there room for redemption?
The balance in Yu Fei's heart weighed and swayed between the two from time to time, and in the end he couldn't make a choice.
It was late at night, and the moonlight outside the window sprinkled on the table, and the application was white. Moonlight, moonlight, if it were you, what kind of answer would you make?