Chapter 188: Joy

"You mean that there are people in Guan Ju Palace who betray the master." Zong Zhengjin followed her words.

The concubine was also unsure. It's just that Jun'er is in good health. Why did it only take a few hours to catch the wind chill? The concubine also specially reminded her. It's just that...... It's just that the concubines can't be sure...... "Su Jingxi can't be sure. It's a little not so confident to speak.

It's just that I don't have the confidence anymore. But she couldn't let fear hurt herself. Got yourself in trouble. And chose not to speak out about it. If it's your own, you're all soldiers. She was willing to be punished. But if your guess is correct. Then she needs to find out this person anyway.

It is a felony to frame other concubines. She knows. But she wasn't afraid.

Guan Ju Palace is under her rectification. It's not an exaggeration to be as strong as a copper wall. But at least the people who are still staying in the Guan Ju Palace now. She could guarantee that no one would have the guts. There was that opportunity to make Zong Zhengjun catch a cold.

Zong Zhengjin nodded. "I know. Leave this matter to me. You take good care of Jun'er. Don't worry. ”

Zong Zhengjin didn't believe her. It's just that what she doesn't know is. He had already put several secret guards in the Guanju Palace. She and Zong Zhengjun both have them by their side. Stay by their mother and son at all times. If someone actually did something. You'll be noticed by the Dark Guards. But at this point. The Dark Guard didn't report back. This means that the man escaped from the sight of the guards.

And in the palace. Someone who can escape the sight of the guards. He thought it wasn't.

Su Jingxi didn't worry too much about this. She just wanted him to put more thought on Zong Zhengjun. If only he had protection. Zong Zhengjun will definitely be able to grow up safely. And obviously. She's not enough.

this night. Su Jingxi barely slept. Waited by Zong Zhengjun's side all night. Watching him sleep uncomfortably. Her heart is also uncomfortable.

It's all because of her negligence.

Zong Zhengjin has also been with him for a long time. It wasn't until the third watch that I went to bed and lay down for a while. And didn't fall asleep. There are a lot of things going on in my head.

If something really happened to Zong Zhengjun today. I'm afraid that she will definitely not be able to forgive herself. The rest of his life must be spent in guilt and self-blame. Panic lived. There will be no more smiles.

And what about him.

No children. There is no beloved woman. What else is left.

He was sure of his heart. I know that I am not the same as before. It's about where the heart belongs. In addition to the rivers and mountains of Chu and Zhou. He also stuffed her in his heart. He didn't know how big her position was. But he knew there was no her. He won't be happy anymore.

She is his happiness.

It's just who the hell is this person.

Zong Zhengjin will be the concubine in the palace. Including the Queen Mother, who was already paralyzed in bed in Cining Palace, thought about it again. Still can't find this person. In a daze, I heard Su Shunxian calling him outside. I had to get up from the bed.

After freshening up. I don't care about breakfast. And he went to the side hall. It's still the same way he was when he left. Nothing has changed. Zong Zhengjin didn't know what to say.

"Tired or not. But I'm going to sleep. Zong Zhengjin said to her. His eyes were on the little man on the bed. Touched his forehead. The temperature has returned to normal.

In fact, he is the person who should blame himself the most. He was her husband. It's his father. But he didn't hold them up when they needed him most. And because of their own reasons, they are afraid and uneasy.

Su Jingxi shook her head. "Nope. The concubine didn't feel tired. ”

There are noticeable dark shadows under the eyes. Zong Zhengjin naturally saw it. But he said nothing. Sit next to her. "It's not good. I promised you that I wouldn't let Jun'er have any trouble. But it still made him sick. ”

I also made a wish that you would be happy in my arms for the rest of your life. But I still lost my word.

Su Jingxi's expression was a little relaxed. Hearing this, he turned his head to look at him. He shook his head slightly. "Not really. It's not your fault. It's me who is bad. ”

"You're not wrong." Zong Zhengjin turned her body around. Word by word.

You're not wrong.

Zong Zhengjin didn't know how to explain it to her. When I was thinking about how to speak. But I heard her bow her head and say. "Actually, Jun'er is infected with the wind cold. This is normal. No one tried to harm him. It's that I'm too nervous. If...... If you want to punish me, punish me. ”

Su Jingxi thought about it all night. Like Zong Zhengjin. Screen carefully. But it excludes everyone. No suspicious candidates were identified. If it had been before, there were naturally many people who were skeptical. But now it's a harem. It's been a long time ago.

Zong Zhengjin was slightly suspicious in his heart. He had already guessed that this was the case. Not unexpected. It's just that he originally planned to find one of those concubines to be a scapegoat. lest she blame herself for it. Or uneasy.

"I won't punish you. You're doing a great job. Jun'er will be fine. He'll grow up in peace. Zong Zhengjin looked at her. Said seriously. There was a pause. "I promise. Guaranteed with my life. ”

"No, ......" Su Jingxi wanted to stop. But he had already finished his words. "You and Jun'er. I don't want anything to happen to you. ”

He and Zong Zhengjun. That's all she has. If you can. She'd rather be the one who has something to do.

Zong Zhengjin was a little helpless. "Are you hoping that the person in trouble is you?"

See that she does not deny. Zong Zhengjin wanted to be angry, but he couldn't get angry. The voice is deep. "But I don't want anything to happen to you."

You don't want anything to happen to me. I don't want anything to happen to you either.

Su Jingxi listened to his voice coming slowly. into the heart. I couldn't help but tremble. "Is the emperor pleased with the concubines?"

Zong Zhengjin hooked the corners of his mouth. Funny glance at her. Turning his head away from her.

Su Jingxi didn't feel embarrassed at all. If you say before. She wouldn't necessarily be obsessed with the answer. I don't even think it matters if I know it or not. It's just that he doesn't respond to her in this life. I don't feel bad about it.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't love her. It's enough for her to love him.

Maybe the atmosphere is too delicate at the moment. Once you ask for such words, you can say it. She was desperate to get an answer. Whether his answer is yes or no. She won't change her mind. I just want to know his answer.

It's as simple as that.

Su Jingxi moved her body to the place where his gaze could reach. Blinked. He smiled as well. Look at him. There is a posture that will not give up without giving the answer.

Zong Zhengjin couldn't bear her burning gaze a little. got up and wanted to leave, but she grabbed her sleeve. Raise eyebrows. "Gotta know."

"Hmm."

Zong Zhengjin's gaze looked straight ahead. "Yes. Joy. ”

After speaking, he didn't wait for her to react. Walked out directly.

Su Jingxi sat on the side of the bed. See his back disappear. Cai Nene's reaction came over. What he just said was heartjoy.

He was pleased with her.

He was pleased with her.

This realization was enough to make Su Jingxi happy for several days. In addition, Zong Zhengjun's illness recovered. She had been happy for both days. The minions of Guan Ju Palace were a little confused. Only listen to Yao clearly. But she told no one.

It is a miracle that an emperor falls in love with someone. It's something that can't happen. If anyone else says so. Listening to Yao, you will definitely think that she is alarmist. But it happened to the emperor and his own mother. She prefers to believe it's true.

Two years of pepper room favorite. Maybe it lasts longer.

Su Jingxi was in a good mood. He doubled this year's silver prize generously. Now there are many more people in the palace of Guan Ju Palace. It's not a little bit of silver. But after Zong Zhengjin knew. He did not express any dissatisfaction. On the contrary, he sent a lot of rewards to Guan Ju Palace. made up for Su Jingxi's losses. And in addition, the palace people of Guan Ju Palace doubled.

Pleased the people of Guan Ju Palace. In other palaces, there is only envy and jealousy. Even if it's the end of the year. The New Year's mood is still not much. Compared with the harmony of Guan Ju Palace. It's a little lifeless. Can't lift up. Whether it is a master or a minion.

Su Jingxi doesn't care so much. The weather is getting colder and colder. She was already lazy by nature. Except that Zong Zhengjin occasionally summoned her. He only stayed in the Guan Ju Palace. Especially because last time I let Zong Zhengjun catch a cold in order to go to the plum garden. It was enough to make her stop.

Zong Zhengjin naturally knew this reason. It is usually him who comes to the palace in person. Occasionally earlier. Occasionally later. Just no matter how late. Su Jingxi will order someone to leave the door for him. A lamp in the house. The faint light of the candle was enough to illuminate his way to her.

It's Chinese New Year's Eve in a blink of an eye. When Su Jingxi got up from bed in the morning. There is some inexplicable melancholy. Maybe it's the time that has passed. Year after year. made her a little unable to keep such a happy moment.

Zong Zhengjin's answer that day. It made her extremely relieved and excited. It's not the joy of long-term effort being rewarded. It is not that there is the stability of the amulet from now on. It's that I love you. You happen to love my tacit understanding and excitement too.

How to rejoice.

Su Jingxi discussed it with Zong Zhengjin last night. Chinese New Year's Eve dinner. did not let Zong Zhengjun participate. It's snowing these days. Easy road slippery. And if he is allowed to participate. It will inevitably attract the attention of many people. Of course, this is not a big deal in Zong Zhengjin's eyes.

Zong Zhengjun was the healthiest and brightest of his only two sons. If nothing else. It must have been cultivated as a prince. How the emperor of the future will not be able to withstand the gaze of others.

It's just that Su Jingxi insisted that Zong Zhengjun was before enrolling. You shouldn't be tied to those things too soon. Before the simple study. You should have your own childhood. Zong Zhengjin couldn't understand. Just as she said it. I can't help but recall my childhood. There doesn't seem to be anything happy about it.

Agree with her proposal. Because he also didn't want his son to be as unhappy as he was.

Zong Zhengjun is smart. It's okay to learn those things in a few years. And it's too early, after all.

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