Three hundred and seven thoughts

Princess Yuyao sullenly took off the badly written piece of paper, crumpled it into a ball and threw it aside. οΌ»? Eight? δΈ€({Chinese[net< [ ]〉. The palace maid standing on the side hurriedly removed the paperweight and spread out a new piece of paper again.

The weather was so hot and stuffy that people couldn't sit still.

But she still has ten big characters to write. It's not that you can just deal with ten cards, these homework for the emperor and the concubine are all for purpose. Even if the emperor is too busy to read one day, these will be placed on the table in the imperial study early the next day.

The emperor not only reads it, but also annotates her as seriously as he treats the homework of the eldest prince. The good writing will be circled, and the poorly written will also be circled, and there will be a note on the side where the word is not well written.

That's all the emperor's criticism.

Princess Yuyao felt a little distressed by being stared at so closely by the emperor, and she couldn't be lazy if she wanted to. On the other hand, I can't help but be a little happy. Hey, not everyone can make the emperor so attentive.

But I don't know what's wrong today, the words are just not written well, the first few are always wrong, and the last one is not wrong, but the words that are written are ...... Not to mention letting the emperor and the concubine see it, even she felt uncomfortable watching it herself. Why are you so tall, short, fat and thin? If you take it out one by one, it can be regarded as stable. But when you look at it together, it's just a separate policy, it's not a word at all, but like a broken wall, not to mention how much it is an eyesore.

She wrote two more words, and she didn't feel that she had made any progress at all, but felt that the more she wrote, the more wrong it became, and she couldn't even recognize what it was when she looked at a word.

Gan Xiyun's words have already been written.

She was enlightened earlier than Princess Yuyao, and she had read "Poems", "Thousand" and "Hundred" before entering the palace, and even the four books were slightly dabbled, and she was not humble to say that she was a talented woman in Juanzhou, and she was not embarrassed to write a few words a day.

Besides, she is an accompaniment, whether she writes well or not, the emperor and the concubine don't care about her, only Master Yang can see it alone.

Seeing that Princess Yuyao hadn't written a word for half a day, Gan Xiyun came over and whispered, "Princess, why don't we go out for a walk?" I heard that the osmanthus in the imperial garden is about to bloom, and the lotus canopy is also ripe, let's go to see the osmanthus, and then pick two lotus pods to eat, and it's not too late to come back and write. ”

Princess Yuyao put down the pen: "Then come back and write." ”

She was upset, and she couldn't write well no matter how much she rubbed it, so she might as well go out and play for a while.

It is said that two people go out, but in fact, how can there be only two people? As a princess, Yu Yao has three or four people around her at least. If you want to go to the garden, there are even more people. But Princess Yuyao herself doesn't like this posture of hugging back and forth, and always says that it is like patrolling the streets, how can there be leisure and fun for walking?

But it will definitely not be possible to let people follow, so after she lied to the emperor and the concubine a few times, the compromise method was to let people follow farther away, instead of clinging to each other and not leaving an inch.

There was no sun outside, but the weather was extremely hot, and the two of them had a cool breeze when they were almost to the lake.

Princess Yuyao loosened her collar slightly, picked up a small group of fans to fan herself: "This weather is very stuffy, and it doesn't rain or shine." ”

Gan Xiyun comforted her: "Endure it for a few more days, it will be almost mid-autumn, and after the Mid-Autumn Festival, the weather will be much cooler." ”

Princess Yuyao was a little distracted.

The weather will be cool in the Mid-Autumn Festival, but the concubine ......

At that time, the concubine will add another heir to the emperor, I don't know if it will be a little prince, or a little princess like Yuyao herself?

She heard Guo Shanggong say that the emperor had already asked people to renovate the palace room over there in Huiwen Pavilion, and maybe the imperial brother would move out soon. After all, he has already reached the age when it is time to move the palace, and there are more and more people in Yong'an Palace, and he can't squeeze it out.

Are you moving out too?

Princess Yuyao looked at the jasper-like lake, she didn't want to think about it, and every time she thought of it, she felt uncomfortable.

Gan Xiyun realized early this morning that Yuyao had something on her mind, and it was not an ordinary matter, otherwise she wouldn't be able to write well.

"Princess, let's sit here for a while and rest." Gan Xiyun pointed to the pavilion by the lake: "It's just cooler here." ”

The palace maids came quietly, laid out the mattresses, and placed a small smoker in the wind, and threw a small piece of incense into it, but before waiting for the incense, Yu Yao waved her hand, and they cleverly removed the incense burner.

The tea was poured, and the snacks and fresh fruits were arranged. Gan Xiyun washed his hands in the basin brought by the palace maid, peeled a tangerine and handed it to Yu Yao, and asked softly: "I see that you have something on your mind today, what are you so worried about?" ”

Princess Yuyao shook her head.

She and Gan Xiyun are very good, but there are some things that she will only say to another friend in the letter.

Lin Minsheng is not as considerate and sensible as Gan Xiyun, and sometimes he gives her some bad ideas. For example, when she said that she didn't like Master Yang, Lin Minsheng told her how he used to make a mistake and drive away the gentleman who invited him at home.

Although she didn't use these ideas, her mood changed after reading the letter, and sometimes it was not enough to read it once, and she would often read it several times, and laugh out loud while reading it.

Just like this time, in fact, Princess Yuyao wrote about her troubles in the letter to him.

She said in the letter that she would probably move out of Yong'an Palace and could no longer live with her mother and brother.

Lin Minsheng's reply actually came yesterday.

He was a little puzzled, and didn't seem to understand what Yu Yao was afraid of.

In his opinion, separate is separated? He has lived alone since he was three or four years old, but living separately is not a separate family, and his parents, grandfathers, grandmothers, sisters and brothers still meet every day, eat together, study together, and talk together, which is no different from the past.

If there's a difference, it's not the same at all.

"It's just a few more steps to separate......"

These are his exact words.

After all, Lin Minsheng is a rough boy, and he is not very old, he doesn't understand what Princess Yuyao is afraid of.

Princess Yuyao herself didn't really understand why she was so panicked and lost before. But when she saw Lin Minsheng's clumsy example, she suddenly understood.

Lin Minsheng was not uneasy, because he had confidence.

His parents are his biological parents, and he can be spoiled without scruples, make mistakes, and do whatever he wants. What are you afraid of living separately? Even if he lives on the edge of the sky, he is also the eldest grandson of the Lin family, and the elders will no different from him.

But Yuyao is different.

She is not the daughter of a concubine, she is the daughter of a concubine.

Just like the words she heard at the rockery that time.

The words kept spinning in her head.

"Concubine Shu's death is not unrelated to the concubine, on the day of the second prince's full moon, Concubine Shu was forced to commit suicide."

"To say that he committed suicide is just for the last bit of decency. Maybe it's the white silk that was given, or the ...... that the eunuch hanged directly"

When she heard those words, she wanted to rush forward and strangle the two people who were talking to death, so that they could no longer talk nonsense.

But she didn't move, and even she desperately wanted to hear more, more about the concubine.

She vaguely remembered some of the past, but it was messy and unclear. There are a lot of things to do during the day, and she doesn't think about it yet. But at night, I can't help but think about Yanning Palace. Now that the gate of Yanning Palace was closed, she once passed by the door and tried to look through the crack in the door.

From the narrow gap, she could see that the courtyard and palace were deserted, she felt that there should be flowers in the yard, and in her memory she seemed to have pulled down flowers, but now the courtyard was empty, and there was nothing.

Maybe she's misremembered. However, she did feel that there was a flower, and when she held it, it seemed as if someone was calling her, and she stood in front of the door of the main hall, and all she could remember was the bright red skirt that covered her eyes.

Although Princess Yuyao is not very old, if compared with ordinary little girls of the same age, she has experienced too many things, living in a harem full of dangers, and the word naΓ―ve is getting farther and farther away from her day by day.

She knows a lot of things.

Just like that time, why did someone talk about Concubine Shu not far from her so coincidentally? There are so many people and so many things in the palace, who is not good? But when she got there, those two people hid there and said these things?

She was stunned at the time, and did not catch the person who spoke on the spot. Later, she always thought about what she heard at that time, and her heart was very confused. On the one hand, she felt that those two people must not be good people, and she felt that what they said might not be credible. But on the other hand, she wanted to know more about the original situation.

Lady Princess...... Is it really the emperor and the concubine who forced her to death?

Yu Yao didn't remember her looks, she didn't remember her voice, and she couldn't even remember how tall she was.

Sometimes she would dream, and in her dreams she would see Concubine Shu in a trance, and she would talk to her, but when she woke up, she didn't remember it at all.

She didn't even say anything about Lin Minsheng about this matter.

It's not that she can't believe him, but Yu Yao herself doesn't know what she's thinking, and she lifts her pen to a blank piece of paper, feeling nowhere to put her pen.

She likes the concubine, her younger brother, and of course her father and brother. If she moves out of Yong'an Palace, she may not be able to see her father and emperor as a child, she can eat with him, she can be with her mother every day, and she is reluctant to have her brother and younger brother.

But she couldn't let go of Concubine Shu. That's her biological mother.

She felt that in Yong'an Palace, they were like a real family.

But deep down in her heart, she also knew that she was not born to the concubine, her mother had already committed suicide and was buried in the imperial mausoleum, and everyone in the palace was secretive about her, even if she wanted to inquire, she didn't know where to start.