"When I met Captain Yu, I was moved. But because of that incident, I was afraid of being moved by you, and how many times I made up my mind to stay away from you, but the time with Captain Yu was so happy that I couldn't leave. ”

"That day, the day Captain Yu kissed me, it really moved my heart for a long time. But...... Because of that, scared, scared to come to you. I didn't want to leave, and I didn't dare to get close, so I could only choose to escape. ”

"However, if Captain Yu must have an answer......"

Su Li said this, and the answer was obvious without saying.

"No, don't say it, I don't want to know the answer, we're like this, the same as before, not far or close, that's it." Yu Fei said that he regretted it, regretted taking that step that day, regretted asking those words today, and even regretted that he appeared in her life.

For a long time, he felt that such a relationship that was not far away made him very painful, and today he realized how determined Su Li was to maintain such a relationship that was not far away. He thought that he must have loved Su Li a little more, but now he realized how insignificant his love was compared to her.

"No, if that's the case, it's too unfair to you. So let's stop here, whether it's tempting or painful, that's it. ”

Saying these words, Su Li didn't know how determined he was, and he didn't know how painful he was in his heart. But what can be done? She has a hurdle in her heart that she can't cross, and she can't keep dragging Yu Fei, just like she said, it's too unfair.

Not all encounters will have a future, and not all beginnings will have a result. It's just that they still met and they started, but since they can't have a happy ending, why start? Is it too beautiful at the beginning, or people are too greedy, knowing that there is no ending, or they still violate each other's territory and leave too beautiful wounds in each other's hearts. Red blood slid down the wound, and crystal tears slid down her cheeks......

If you know that it will be the end of today, it is better to miss each other on the day of meeting, rather than unforgettable, it is better to become a passerby, even if you think about it in the future, what you can remember is only the amazement brought by that short moment, so amazing time, let your heart ripple.

But because I missed it, I could only bury that fate in my heart. When I think about it many years later, although I will have regrets, at least it will not be heartbroken, and I still only have a bright smile when I think about it.

It's just fate, it seems that I'm afraid of missing out, so even the fate that shouldn't have started again has a beginning, and I found out after I started. Ah, it shouldn't have started. So I started to save, so I wanted to separate, but I didn't expect it to be easy to start, and it was so difficult to separate. Who hurt whom, or both of them hurt, in short, is not a happy ending.

Even if it's not a happy ending, there must always be an ending, and there must always be someone who goes first.

In the story of Yu Fei and Su Li, it is obvious that the person who left first was Su Li, but the pain she suffered first was no less than the pain of Yu Fei who stopped in place. If that's the end, I'll let go of your hand and watch you go......

After hearing Su Li's answer, Yu Fei slowly let go of the hand holding Su Li. At that moment, he seemed to have lost all his strength and the courage to stay, only the feeling of heartache proved that he was still alive, that he was still in love, and that he didn't want her to leave.

"What are you doing here?" Nie Zhenfeng's arrival was beyond everyone's expectations.

Jiang Tong hurriedly saluted and said, "Chief of Staff, why are you here?" ”

Ye Siyin and the three of them also consciously and respectfully stood aside.

At this moment, the door of the office opened, and Su Li came out of it, the tears on his face had not yet been wiped away.

"Enough fun, go back and pack your things, and come back to the city with me tonight." Your work here is over, tomorrow Weng Hua will come over to take over your work, you, go back to China tomorrow morning. Nie Zhenfeng looked at Su Li and said.

He wanted to teach Su Li a good lesson this time, but he had just heard Su Li's words, and he had always felt guilty about that incident, not to mention that he regarded Su Li as his own sister, how could he bear to talk about her at this time, so he only said that he wanted him to return to China.

"yes, got it." Su Li replied obediently, and then left first.

After Su left, Nie Zhenfeng said to Jiang Tong: "Call Yu Fei tomorrow and go to the headquarters." ”

After Su Li finished dealing with the matter of the reporter's station and packed up his salute, it was already evening. After packing up all the things, Su Li didn't say hello to anyone and left silently.

Yu Fei stood on the balcony outside the office, looking at the photo in his hand, the person in the photo was Su Li, this photo was taken on the day of making dumplings, and it was given to him by Su Li when he was in the office during the day.

"Haven't you been asking me for this photo, keep it as a souvenir. Later...... Maybe you won't see it really. Su Li took out a photo from his notebook and handed it to Yu Fei.

"That's right, it's this picture. When I think about that day, I think it was yesterday. Yu Fei took the photo and pretended to smile, but in fact, he was just using a smile to hide the sadness in his heart.

"That'...... Goodbye. After Su Li finished speaking, he turned around and left.

"It's my luck to meet you." Yu Fei said.

Su Li suddenly stopped when he heard this, and was about to cry, but he still left ruthlessly.

The memories continued to move forward, and on the day of making dumplings, the atmosphere was very good and joyful, and it was the first time Su Li learned to make dumplings.

Su Li is really a good student, after Yu Fei handed her the dumplings, she started her own attempt, although the bag is not good-looking, but in the very serious bag, I don't know how to get it, the face is all flour, Yanran became a little flower cat.

Yu Fei sat next to her, and naturally saw all this clearly, and suddenly he saw the camera placed next to him, and as soon as he had an idea, he picked it up and walked to the opposite side of Su Li to take a picture.

"Reporter Su" Yu Fei shouted after posing.

"Huh?" Su Li raised his head with a dumbfounded expression.

Yu Fei seized the opportunity, clicked, and filmed this moment.

Thinking of the previous incident, Yu Fei smiled unconsciously, but this smile was very short, and only bitterness remained after that.

"That day, it was cute." Yu Fei looked at the photo and sighed.

"Reporter Su is leaving, isn't he going to deliver it?" Jiang Tong walked over and said.

Yu Fei smiled bitterly and said, "I've said goodbye all day, now what excuse do you have to find to pass." ”

"If you want to go, you can always find an excuse." Jiang Tong said.

"No, no, let's just watch her leave here." Yu Fei said, his eyes kept looking down, if Su Li came out, he would definitely be able to see it for the first time.

Jiang Tong looked at Yu Fei and asked, "Did you just give up?" ”

"What else can I do? That reason is a reason I can't refuse. Yu Fei replied that it was not easy to give up, and it could better reflect his love for Su Li.

"Didn't you think about trying to keep that from happening?" Jiang Tong asked.

Yu Fei smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Isn't the chief of staff working hard enough?" I think I worked hard, but I still couldn't hold on. As a soldier, I want to work hard to complete every task and defend my motherland. As a man, I want to work hard to love and protect the people I love. However, my love will bring her danger and will make her miserable. Even if there is a 1 in 10,000 chance, a 1 in 10,000 chance that I can't hold on to her, I can't go to her. Ten years ago, she was lucky enough to hold on to her life, how could I let her be in danger like this again. I can't be so selfish. ”

I don't know how Su Li will feel after hearing Yu Fei's words, anyway, Jiang Tong was very moved when he heard it, he seemed to see the Jiang Tong who had to give up Ye Siyin at the beginning, Yu Fei should be in the same mood as him at that time.

It's just that what will happen to him and Su after they leave? Will it be like himself and Ye Siyin?

"Are you really leaving?" Ye Siyin stopped at the door and asked Su Lidao.

"Well, I'm leaving." Su Li said, "Congratulations, you can finally have one person in one room." ”

"I'm used to you, how can you leave me behind, how lonely it is to leave me alone." Ye Siyin said.

Su Li smiled bitterly and did not speak.

"Don't you go with Yu Feidao alone?" Ye Siyin asked.

"No, it's no longer necessary, it's even more uncomfortable when you say goodbye, so let's go like this." Su Li replied.

Ye Siyin sighed, wanting to keep but there was no excuse.

"Then I'll send you." Ye Siyin proposed.

"No need, I want to go by myself, and I'll contact you when I return home." Su Li said with a smile.

Ye Siyin sighed and said, "Okay, I'll watch you go." ”

"I'm sorry, I brought you and Reporter Su together today, I thought you could have a good chat about any problems between you, but I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it to be like this." Jiang Tong said apologetically.

"I don't blame you, how could I not know that you mean so well. It's just a matter of time, sooner or later she and I will have to face this. Yu Fei said.

After a while, Su Li walked out of the dormitory, and Yu Fei's eyes never left her from the moment she came out. Although I don't want to admit it, I have to admit it, this is ...... It was the last time they saw each other.

Because it was the last time they met, Yu Fei wanted to watch it for a while, see it more clearly, and wanted to keep her appearance firmly in his heart. However, it was very unfortunate that there was fog tonight, and the fog obscured his vision, and Su Li's figure became hazy in his eyes.

Vaguely, he saw Su leave the dormitory, and saw her walking towards the door, her posture was graceful, and her back looked lonely. And then...... Faintly, he saw that Su Li turned his head to look at him, he wanted to try to see Su Li's expression clearly, but he couldn't see clearly, the mist made everything hazy.

Even such a hazy look at each other is the last time, right, what will happen in the future? When you meet in the vast sea of people, can you only pass by?