Chapter 37: A Life's Mistakes

Wei Changying was silent for a long time before saying, "I just don't like it." ”

"But you don't count." Such cruel words, if Mrs. Song was reluctant to say it in the past, but now she must say that if she does not break the 'daughter's consistent idea, it may be perfunctory to ask her to meet Shen Zhou, but if she is asked to marry the Shen family with such an idea - it will hurt her, Mrs. Song endured her distress and said indifferently, "You only see your grandmother's majesty and indifference now, even your grandfather has to let her!" But you didn't see your grandmother's forbearance and filial piety in front of your great-grandmother, how many times your grandmother cried and wept in 'private' with the swaddling clothes left by your uncles, didn't see your cousin Changyun and Chang Sui being born, and her frustration and sadness when our big house was still empty, didn't see when she invited Ji Qu's illness to her home with the last glimmer of hope, but was surprised to learn that if he had been a few years earlier, he could actually make your father heal...... How your grandmother's heart hurts! ”

Although he was talking about major events related to him, the name Ji Qu's illness was mentioned again and again, and Wei Changying was still distracted: "Ji Qu's illness? Who is he? ”

“…… He is the eldest grandson of Ji Ying, the former judge of Tai Hospital. Mrs. Song was silent for a moment, and then said faintly, "The Ji family has practiced medicine for generations, and has produced imperial doctors from generation to generation, although it cannot be compared with a 'door' like ours, it can be regarded as a hundred years of reputation in the imperial capital." Ji Ying's medical skills are very clever, when he was there, our family was like this, and the imperial doctor was invited to invite him...... It's just that the battle between the abolished concubine Huo and the noble concubine Deng involved the violent death of the six princes from Deng Guifei, and Ji Ying was involved, not only was she given to die in the palace, but even her wife and daughter' descendants also suffered! At that time, Ji was eleven years old, thinking of Ji Ying's affection, a few of our families said something, and he was exempted from the disaster of Zhulian at a young age, but the Ji family was afraid of the Deng family's momentum and did not dare to contain him. This season, I can only live in the market and struggle to grow up. ”

Although the Rongcheng Deng clan cannot be compared with the six valves of Shen and Wei, it can be regarded as a first-class Hua Yu and a serious family. It is not comparable to the Ji family, who practice medicine on behalf of others.

Wei Changying was surprised: "Since this season is in the imperial capital, why is it late to invite him back then?" "She heard that Wei Zhenghong was late for Dr. Ji to ask for this doctor, and thought that Ji Qu's illness was so remote or that he had no fixed place to live, which caused such a tragedy, however......

Before she finished speaking, she saw Mrs. Song's face change! Obviously, it was said that it was a sore spot, Mrs. Song endured for a moment, and then said with difficulty: "Shinong industry and commerce, medical family workers, although because of the Ji family's excellent medical skills, the valve reading family does not look at ordinary workers, and the status is not high in the end - but despite this, such people also have their own rules, the most common is that the skills in the family are passed on to men and not to women, and to pass on the elders but not to the young!" Although Ji Quzhi is a man, he is also the eldest grandson, according to the rules, Ji Ying's stunt at the bottom of the box will be taught to him, but when Ji Ying had an accident, he was only eleven years old! Even if Ji Ying taught him, how much could he learn?! ”

Mrs. Song raised her head slightly, closed her eyes, and said with a wry smile, "Who would have thought that the many descendants of the Ji family in a hundred years would take Ji Qu's illness as the first when it comes to medical talent." Although Ji Ying didn't have time to teach him anything when he was alive, with Ji Ying's handscroll of practicing medicine in the past dynasties that was hidden when he raided his home, Ji Qu's illness was able to be self-taught? He was eleven years old and left penniless, although the Deng family gave us a few families face and did not continue to murder him, but no one dared to help him, it would be very good for our families to help him speak and avoid the pain of exile, and he would not remember anything again...... It was because he was very embarrassed, and after tying his hair, he played his grandfather's medical sign. However, although the century-old Ji family took Ji Ying's medical skills as the first when Ji Ying was there, Ji Ying went, and the rest of the Ji family were afraid that he would come out to practice medicine and 'provoke' the Deng family again, and the other was that they wanted to ask for Ji Ying's medical practice handbook, which was obstructed in many ways, and our family also believed what the Ji family said, thinking that Ji Qu's illness was just embarrassing and wanted to bluff people by the name of the Ji family......"

"It wasn't until Ji Qu's illness spread his reputation among the common people, especially one of the common people also had a congenital deficiency of 'daughter', after a few months of recuperation, he not only recovered as an ordinary person, but later married and had children, this matter took more than a year to reach our family's ears, at that time your father had already ......" Song Gu said bitterly, "There is really no way, your grandmother said to invite him to come and see, horizontal and vertical...... There is no shortage of consultation fees in our family! I don't want him to sigh when he looks at your father, and the reason for this sigh is that your grandmother tried to ask after the fact, and the word was a few years in the morning...... Even if it's two or three years, he's sure you'll be cured! You must know that Ji went to practice medicine for seven years before our family invited him, so ...... Too late! ”

Wei Changying couldn't help but be stunned on the spot, although she didn't experience great despair and hope like Mrs. Song and Mrs. Song, and then regretted it, now she feels cold in her heart - two or three years, just two or three years late, staying in the Le Yi Yuan for a long time, and seeing each other once or twice a month, the father who always suffers from illness but has fallen countless times with grace, originally had a chance to recover?

It's just that......

Valve's inherent cognition and the obstruction of the Ji family made him miss this opportunity.

From Ji Qu's illness to practice medicine to his Wei family's diagnosis and treatment of Wei Zhenghong, it was seven years! In the first five years of Chenguang, the Wei family did not invite doctors, including the doctors of the Ji family...... However, he was extremely talented but was affected by the battle of the palace and abandoned by the family, so he had to put down the century-old Ji family's shelf and 'mix' the real clever doctors among the common people, completely ignoring them......

Like Old Madam Song and Mrs. Song, when she learned about this past, her huge unwillingness almost immediately filled Wei Changying's heart!

"You can't do this with your grandmother anyway, you know?" When Mrs. Song saw the 'girl' like this, she regretted it a little in her heart, and said softly, "When your grandmother heard the news, she was seriously ill, and she almost ...... It was thanks to Ji Qu's illness that he was saved, and I heard that although your father could not be cured, it was not hopeless, and your grandmother had a business again! But the three words 'Ji Qu's illness', and the Ji family can't listen to it! ”

Wei Changying said solemnly: "I know the severity. ”

Even she, a young 'girl' who has not personally experienced this kind of "girl" from despair to hope to despair, feels that her heart is "tide" and unsettled, not to mention the old lady Song who is old and is still Wei Zhenghong's biological mother.

…… Mrs. Song is such a son who has lived to adulthood.

But because of prejudice and rumors, he missed this son for a lifetime, which is equivalent to mistaking Wei Changying and Wei Changfeng - if Wei Zhenghong had been diagnosed and treated for Ji Qu's disease two or three years in advance, and he would have recovered as usual, now the big house may have more than two heirs, and maybe Wei Zhenghong will also take a concubine, but in the same way, Wei Changfeng does not have to bear the pressure now.

Because with Wei Zhenghong's demeanor and the identity of his eldest son, everything about Wei Huan is naturally his. Wei Zhenghong can't be cured, and the responsibility and pressure of revitalizing the big house are directly pressed on Wei Changfeng, who has just tied his hair!

And that's not all...... Wei Changying, who is about to leave the cabinet now, also has to face the protection of not having a father, and can only count on his younger brother to come out in the future!

Although Mrs. Song can't be blamed for these, as a mother and grandmother, Mrs. Song can't help but blame herself for everything! Therefore, Mrs. Song has been particularly loving and conniving with her granddaughters and grandchildren over the years, not only for her hard-won blood and blood for her relatives, but also out of the guilt of missing the opportunity for the eldest son to recover and making her grandchildren lose their father's protection.

It can be seen from this that Mrs. Song will be very worried about this matter? Even Wei Changying speculated that it was really not appropriate for his grandfather to leave Fengzhou when he resigned and returned to his hometown, or could his grandmother no longer be in the imperial capital, so as not to always hear the words of Ji Qu's illness or the Ji family?

However, in the courtyard of the deep house, the news that Mrs. Song doesn't want to hear, who can still force herself up to her? Maybe that's not necessarily the case?

Wei Changying was thinking about her own 'chaos', and Mrs. Song calmed down and turned the topic back: "The village 'women' in the mountains and wilderness don't have to worry about their husbands taking concubines, because the common people are not qualified to take concubines!" And these people are still having enough food and clothing, so how can they have extra money to support them? But some of them have fallen into business, and they have received some money, and they dare not say that they are concubines, so why don't they buy a few handmaidens with outstanding "beauty" to "serve" by their side? ”

“…… I know. Wei Changying sighed and said whimsically.

Her perfunctory concealment could not be concealed from Mrs. Song, and Mrs. Song refused to stop the topic like this: "You don't know! As the saying goes, those who can work harder, since you live a life of a hundred promises, brocade clothes and 'jade' food, there are troubles of such days! The things you are worried about now, even if your grandmother and I took care of them for you before you left the cabinet, we can't protect you for the rest of your life! In the future, you have to learn to send it by yourself - not only you, but you will also have children and daughters in the future, and when you become a mother yourself, at least half of the future of your children and daughters will be in your hands...... What kind of mother do you want to be? Is it like your grandmother and me who can protect you, or like your third aunt, who endures distress and watches Chang Yan being wronged by Chang Xian? ”

Mrs. Song took the 'girl's hand and said word by word, "Out of the pavilion, you are an adult!" It's time to put away the kids' tricks! ”

Wei Changying's face changed and changed, and he bit his lip a few times before he said, "Yes." ”

She lowered her eyes and whispered, "But I'm not out of the cabinet yet." ”

"It's out of the cabinet, as long as your mother is still alive, you will always be a 'girl'." With such a feeling of not wanting to grow up, how can Mrs. Song not understand? But she had to continue, "But your husband's family won't think so...... So why does everyone know that Shen Zhou is coming over this time, you can meet at most, say two or three words, and I will also let Zai Shui teach you? Because the Shen family regards you as a new 'woman', not only the new 'woman' - since Shen Zangfeng has been designated as the next lord, the Shen family's current requirement for you is the Shen family's housewife! So in any trivial situation, you have to show the ability to afford this position! ”

Mrs. Song sighed and said, "And there is another reason for letting Zai Shui teach you, that is, lest you learn the rules, it is inconvenient for her to find you to play, and she doesn't like to associate with Gao Cicada and Chang Yan very much, and she thinks too much in Mingseju alone." ”

Wei Changying asked sensitively: "Mother, where is my uncle?" ”

"You don't have to worry about this, and you don't ask too much." Mrs. Song knew that her niece and daughter, Song Zaishui, was 'shrewd' and meticulous, and Wei Changying had a good relationship with this cousin, if Wei Changying knew the news that Song Zaitian was going to come with Shen Zhou, she was tricked by Song Zaishui, don't ask Song Zaishui to try her best to coax her to do anything that shouldn't be done, the Wei family doesn't want to be charged with helping the future princess escape from marriage.

Although Song Zaishui is Mrs. Song's niece and nephew, in front of her own son, her niece and daughter, in the end, cannot be compared.

Mrs. Song feels sorry for Song Zaishui again, but unless Song Yuwang comes forward to dissolve this 'door' marriage, she will never disregard her family and her own son's 'daughter' future to help Song Zaishui escape from marriage.

Therefore, he immediately cooled his voice and said, "I haven't mentioned going out of the 'door' for many days since I arrived in Fengzhou, and now I suddenly want to travel...... When you serve a snack, you must not ask her to do anything stupid, which will not only harm herself, but also harm our family! ”

Wei Changying looked at her suspiciously, and paused before saying, "Since my mother is worried about my cousin, why do I have to agree to my cousin to go out?" In fact, when she came over, she speculated that Mrs. Song would not agree, after all, Song Zaishui's change was too sudden, and Shen Zhou pinched the time and it would come...... At this time, Wei Changying should stay at home and practice the demeanor when he saw Shen Zhou, Wei Changying is inconvenient to go out, there is no suitable person to accompany Song Zaishui, can't Song Zaishui be asked to take some people out to play alone?

It's a ready-made reason for rejection, and it's the least likely to cause trouble.

However, Mrs. Song said lightly: "Our family can't help her with her affairs, such a major life event, no matter how reasonable the water is, I can't help but be disappointed in our family in despair." Now I am afraid that something will happen and I will not be allowed to go out...... This is not what it looks like to be a relative, and it also attracts her hatred, so why bother? Besides, what she said is right, the Wei family made an agreement with the queen mother back then, and she was to leave the cabinet after Shui and Lu, and now it has been delayed for three years, I am afraid that she will marry into the East Palace as soon as she returns to the imperial capital, and she wants to travel in the future...... Where is it so easy? ”

"What she wants to do now, as long as it is not something that our family can't afford, it depends on her if she can rely on her." Mrs. Song said melancholy, "I, as an aunt, can only indulge her like this after all." ”

Wei Changying was silent - whether she was an aunt or a mother, what Mrs. Song was able to condone her nieces and nephews and daughters was only before leaving the cabinet......

After leaving the cabinet, it will be someone else's person.