Chapter 469: Consideration
"Perhaps, these two are not contradictory......"
Perhaps, these two are not contradictory......
Mu Li's pupils shrank, but her blank and chaotic mind instantly became clear at this moment, so that she knew what Xiao Nai meant almost immediately. He's ...... to himself Vindicate?
Be! Vindicate!
Her previous trial marriage relationship with him seemed to be just something he wanted to be responsible for and proposed to her, and there was no emotion involved. Mu Li was like this, and she thought he should be like this. But as soon as the word "like" is spoken, the relationship between such ...... It seems that there is another layer of more subtle ingredients in it.
This subtlety made Mu Li raise his head and look at him at the moment he reacted, and he unconsciously thought about the possibility of the content of his words. And...... She didn't realize it herself, and after she understood what he meant, the feeling of resistance and rejection in her heart just now was actually ...... Fade away little by little......
Repel? Collide?
What was the reason for such emotions before? It's because she clearly knows that this man has nothing to do with her. The trial marriage relationship between them is just an illusion she wants. She was very clear in her heart: this is just a fake trial marriage!
Even so, Xiao Nai was just a strange man in her opinion. Naturally, any intimacy seemed abnormal to her.
But...... What if it's not fake?
When such a rhetorical question suddenly appeared in Mu Li's heart, she herself was startled.
What was she thinking?
Did you really follow his assumptions?
Wait a minute...... He just said...... He knew that she didn't enter the Xiao family for a trial marriage, but had other purposes?
"Purpose?" Mu Li finally caught one of the points that she should have noticed after her thoughts were wandering.
At this time, Xiao Nai had already let go of her. Mu Li saw that he was staring straight at him at this time, there seemed to be a deep black vortex in his eyes that was constantly tumbling and circling, and she suddenly had a feeling that he was going to devour her whole person with her soul, and a sense of uneasiness that he had completely seen through as if her whole body was stripped naked. After these feelings were mixed, Mu Li's hands and feet didn't know where to put them uncomfortable. And in addition to this discomfort, Mu Li stared deeply at the pair of pupils in front of him that did not match his age, and felt that suddenly there seemed to be a suction force drawn in it, which actually made her understand his words, and she had a strange and subtle feeling of wanting to get closer...... Because, if his trial marriage relationship with her is not fake, then he seems to be a ......
"Oh, I mean, I learned from your classmates that you're not much of a conservative person. So knowing what happened that day didn't make you agree to the trial marriage so actively, plus you have kept a distance from me, I think it should be easy to think of an answer to guess that there may be other reasons for you to agree to the trial marriage. Although, I don't know the reason, but I don't mind. Seeing the doubt in her eyes, Xiao Nai's eyes flashed a trace of suppressed entanglement, and hurriedly explained.
In fact, of course, he didn't want to expose her for any purpose. But if she didn't confess to her that he didn't mind, Xiao Nai felt that under the premise that she thought that she was in a fake trial marriage relationship, her heart would definitely be sealed tightly in the dust, and she would never guess on other possibilities.
So, he said it directly.
didn't poke her real reason, just said that no matter what the reason was, he didn't pay attention to it, didn't care, didn't mind, and clearly told her that it wouldn't affect anything.
Xiao Nai's meaning, Mu Li understood.
Just know that you are not a conservative person? Was this an investigation into her? However, he investigated the person he needed to try to marry, and there seemed to be nothing unreasonable.
After thinking about it, Mu Li accepted this statement, and at the same time, she always had a trace of doubt in her heart.
Mu Li didn't feel embarrassed, she didn't respond to this topic directly, even if she neither affirmed his statement nor denied it. And Xiao Nai had no intention of delaying this topic with her. But another topic...... He wasn't going to end it so easily
"Ahem...... Do you refuse to fall in love? ”
He asked suddenly.
Mu Li shook his head.
"So, are you the object of rejection?" Xiao Nai continued to ask.
His hand was still tightly gripping hers.
Mu Li looked at his hand, and suddenly felt a little weak, "It seems to be ...... It's not ......"
Xiao Nai's words have indeed made Mu Li's mood change drastically.
She didn't push him away so quickly, proving that she was hesitating. The moment he felt his hesitation, Mu Li had already determined that his previous rejection and resistance were really because of ...... She knew very well that this was a fake relationship that she was exploiting, and she couldn't do that.
Be! No! Because the relationship is fake.
But if ...... Could it be true?
Xiao Nai was stunned for a moment, and also looked at the hand he was holding tightly.
That hand trembled slightly at the moment, which fully explained how nervous the owner of the hand was, and how entangled and hesitant he was......
Xiao Nai squeezed her hand violently, and the small movements also explained his emotions at this time.
"It doesn't seem to be, that's ......"
After a long while, Xiao Nai didn't see Mu Li say anything more, and finally couldn't help but ask again.
"I don't know."
“……”
Mu Li was a little embarrassed. Somehow, she hadn't been cramped with him before. But as soon as this question was put aside, Mu Li suddenly felt a sense of crampedness that he had never felt before. Such a sense of crampedness rose to its peak when Xiao Nai's eyes were reflected in his eyes at this time, and he was helpless.
Mu Li really felt that this atmosphere was too uncomfortable and uncomfortable. Finally, after thinking about this question for a long time without a clear answer, she pulled her hand out suddenly, dropped the sentence "I can think about it", and turned around and pulled the door open as fast as she could, ready to exit the space that made her uncomfortable.
Boom......
The door was slammed back shut, and there was a sudden deathly silence in the bedroom.
Xiao Nai clenched her fists tightly, her eyes fell on the place where Mu Li was standing just now, thinking about the sentence she had just left behind, although there was no positive answer, but it was slightly biased towards the "consideration" he wanted to answer, but her mood did not relax, but her gentle and moist eyes became gloomy and dark little by little.
Creak......
In the bedroom, the sound of bones being held is very clear.
On the man's face, accompanied by the sound he played unconsciously, the precipitated pain and entanglement were emerging little by little.
She said she could think about it, should he be happy?
Or if she really nodded, should he be happy?
Xiao Nai didn't know.
Because, he knows better than anyone that this could lead her to hell as well. Because, she is his sister. With him, he is destined not to have a good future. Even if he never returns to the Mu family, he and her may not necessarily have a future. At the very least, like a child or something, he can't give it to her.
And it's not that serious. But, what if one day, his identity is known to her. It's been exposed...... That day, isn't it, going to be hell......
However, he ...... In the end, it was not controlled!
Of course...... In fact, what he just revealed was impulsive, **, and at the same time, it was also ...... A test of his attitude towards her?
If she's completely insensitive, then ...... Obey the will of heaven and wish her happiness.
But......
Ah Li, if you also have the slightest will, then, I want to choose...... Sweat blood......
……
Mu Li felt that tonight, she had encountered the second major frightening thing in addition to the disappearance of her brother since she lived so long.
Vindicate?
She's certainly not untouched. It can be said that she is a little homely, and there is definitely no shortage of boys who surround her to confess. But there had never been a time when she had a sense of panic.
"It's not good......"
Mu Li felt that this feeling made her a little uncomfortable. The first thing she did when she returned to her room was to wash her face with cold water. It wasn't until ten minutes later that Mu Li felt a little calmer. Although, her cheeks ...... It's still very ruddy and hot.