As soon as Qingci stepped out of the elevator, her mobile phone rang, and it was Shen Ningzhi, a traveler who recommended her to come to this western restaurant to eat steak.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Qingci, how about a blind date? The sound of the piano in the dim light is endless, chewing a delicious steak in his mouth, looking at the handsome guy opposite, is it a special call? ”

Qing Ci sighed: "Yes, it's a rare species I've never seen before, of course, it's a special call." ”

"Huh?" Shen Ningzhi, a travel friend, was surprised, "Are you seeing the one that the aunt downstairs in your house often nagged you?" Doesn't it mean that you work in a foreign company, have a good income, and have a house and a car in Big S City? The conditions are okay, and I've seen the man's photos, a little fat, but it's okay, and the chubby one has a sense of security. ”

Qingci sighed lightly: "Yes, the hardware is good, it's just this software, it's not the right way with me." ”

"Is there really software in the world that is on your way? But...... Never mind! It's not the first time you've failed on a blind date. The traveler on the other end of the phone paused and changed the subject, "Then again, that steak is good, right?" When I used to work there, I used to go to eat, so nostalgic! ”

Qing Ci still agrees with this: "The taste is good, but it's a pity that I haven't finished eating, there is anything delicious around here, recommend it to me." ”

"Okay, no problem, I think I stayed in Big S City for a year, where is the delicious food...... Oops, my big treasure woke up and won't tell you. Suddenly there was a baby's cry on the other side of the phone, and without even saying goodbye, Shen Ningzhi hung up the phone in a hurry.

Listening to the blind voice on the other end of the phone, Qing Ci shook her head and smiled, she and this donkey friend Shen Ningzhi met in Kunming three years ago, when they met, Shen Ningzhi was still a single girl, and now she is the mother of a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses.

A taxi stopped beside Qing Ci and honked its horn to ask her if she wanted to take the car, Qing Ci shook her head slightly.

Suddenly, she really wanted to press the road and walk alone.

Qing Ci is 29 years old this year, single, never in love, no stable job, writes film reviews for a living, occasionally writes some novels, likes to travel around alone, has a somewhat withdrawn personality, and does not have many friends, but fortunately they are some true friends with similar interests.

She wore ten-centimeter high heels and stepped on the uneven blind road and counted the bricks and walked forward, until she came to a clothing store, the blind road was occupied by parked electric cars, and Qing Ci stopped and raised her head.

She glanced to the side, and a woman's figure was reflected in the tiles.

The slightly curled big waves hang down to the waist, the white lotus sleeve chiffon shirt, the red curled skirt, the convex and the thighs are slender, no matter how you look at it, she is a charming and beautiful woman.

But why is she single so far?

Qing Ci walked towards the shadow on the tile in a daze, she raised her hand to caress the face of the woman with delicate makeup on the wall, and sneered at the corners of her mouth.

Ten years ago, this face did not have such elaborate makeup.

Ten years ago, she was 19 years old.

Ten years ago, she met Subo.

In countless silent nights, when she was lonely and hugged herself, she often thought that if she had known Su Bo earlier, or had never met Su Bo at all, would the current Qingci also get married and have children like Shen Ningzhi?

But there are no ifs in life, when Qing Ci was 19 years old, she met Su Bo.

In the first semester of his junior year, Qing Ci took a course called the History of Western Philosophy, and Su Bo was the main teacher of this course, a newlywed teacher who had just gotten rid of his status as an older leftover man.

Su Bo is not tall, not handsome, does not speak humorously, is not funny, often wears a half-rimmed metal glasses, holds a book in his hand, is the type of man who is very unlikable to girls.

But he is full of wealth, his eyes often flash with the light of wisdom, he is a maverick and does his own thing, once he even took care of his bald head, he doesn't care about the eyes of others at all, he is broad-minded, full of humanistic feelings, transgender, homosexual, these people who are attacked by social opinion are the same as ordinary people in his eyes, no different.

Such a Su Bo attracted the attention of Qing Ci.

But in Su Bo's life, she was a step late after all.

When they met, he had just been married.

It can be said: I was not born, and I was old!

Qingci will never forget the night rain in his senior year, he rushed to her rented cottage in the rain, hugged her and said that he had the same thoughts as her.

To this day, she remembers the feeling of being held in his arms.

It's satisfying, but it hurts.

Whenever she thinks of that night, Qingci wants to laugh sweetly, and wants to cry even more painfully.

That rain really rained so much, so much......

The failure of the blind date, the happy family of the traveler Ning Zhi, the memories of the past, everything is giving birth to Qingci's sadness, but she has already learned to suppress the sadness in her heart.

Turning around, he stubbornly raised his head and continued to walk forward.

Despite the turbulence in her heart, her face was always as calm as water, and almost no one could see her true emotions on her face.

Qingci disguised himself very well, and he also protected himself very well.

But disguise is disguise after all, and the sadness in her heart is so clear, so Qingci quickened his pace, desperately wanting to restore his calm mood.