The first time Li Zixin saw him was in the lounge after school, where the boy was sitting lazily on the sofa, turning the basketball with one hand, and staring at the rolling basketball with a casual gaze. 【Fengyun Reading Network. 】

The sunlight behind him spreads gently, and the eyebrows and eyes against the light are lazy and handsome.

Her gaze turned to his slender fingertips.

Lounge, boys, basketball.

I don't know how I have the illusion of a glance for ten thousand years.

In a trance, I thought I saw the spring flowers.

"He's my nominal 'fiancé'."

Until many years later, Xie Xiaoyue's words that came out of her nose weighed on her heart like a heavy stone.

How could she fall in love with her best friend's fiancé?

However, from high school to college, the classmates around me have changed and changed, and the spring flowers in my memory are blooming, even if a handsome boy who has pursued her for two years kneels on one knee on the ground covered with roses to offer her bouquet, full of delicate and beautiful, it is still irreplaceable.

Xie Xiaoyue didn't like Lu Yuzhuo.

Li Zixin knew about it.

But she also knew that even if she didn't like him, she shouldn't like him.

Not to mention what happened to the fiancé of a good friend.

So, in the face of the boy who seemed to be dangling in front of her eyes everywhere at any time, she became sensitive and attentive, as soon as he got closer, she would jump away in shock, and as soon as he spoke, whether it was right or wrong, she would be excited to refute.

It seemed that as long as he was there, she didn't feel like herself.

Hidden feelings are always painful.

Until the prom at her high school graduation, she staggered and stepped on her high heels after drinking too much, but was pulled into a warm and firm embrace, and a deep and beautiful voice sounded in her ears, "Why did you drink so much?" ”

A familiar minty flavor.

There's more of a sense of realism than usual that she never dares to approach.

Perhaps it was alcohol, she closed her eyes with fluttering eyelashes, and let him help her walk to the closed door at the end of the porch.

The intoxicating fragrance dances wildly in the air of the bar.

She closed her eyes and bit her lip nervously, but in the next second, a gentle caress swept over her lip.

Hazy opened her eyes, white and clean fingers slid across her lips in an ambiguous rhythm.

There are also boys' eyes that are so deep that they seem to be able to hook people's hearts.

He licked his lips, which were as bright as roses.

It seems to be very thirsty, very.

Li Zixin stared blankly for a few seconds, and his mind suddenly had a moment of clarity.

What is she doing?

So he pushed him away with all his might, and jumped to the side of the sofa in evasion.

Her long heels sank into the soft leather couch, and she nearly fell.

The boy quickly grabbed her, "Tina, don't make a fuss, you're drunk." ”

His voice carried a hint of coaxing and abduction, which was particularly intoxicating in such a fragrant ambiguity.

So she half-pushed and half-fell into that nostalgic bosom.

At the same time, a moist and cool kiss seemed to fall gently on the back of her neck with an endless lingering.

"Li Zixin, look at me, who am I?"

Almost a spirit, she turned over and wanted to break free from his embrace, "Lu Yuzhuo, you are sick!" ”

However, before the words fell, a dense kiss fell on her lips, with an intoxicating minty scent.

The effects of alcohol are taken to the extreme at this moment.

Her heart was restless, and the gentle lingering of her lips and tongue churned with love in her slightly open mouth.

Her throat slid and the heat peaked in an instant.

She lost her mind.

She was also very thirsty, very.

But the golden glow of the daylight shines through the cracks in the visor and is projected on the sleeping cheeks of the boys.

After sobering up, she sat in a strange box.

Didn't return overnight.

The residual memories are so clear.

Last night, she had allowed herself to fall to the ground and overwhelm him, kissing him wantonly, and even the longed-for satisfaction remained deep in the deepest part of her mind.

However, she held her breath in despair, closed her eyes tightly, and two lines of tears slipped silently.

But how can it be?

How can it be......

And this person, on, up, bed.

She went behind her back on her good friend and her fiancé.

Why not reject yourself?

She thought resentfully.

But the boy was lying next to her, but she didn't dare to look at it again, gritted her teeth, endured the pain, dressed neatly, and then walked out of the box with a bump.

In the bar, the waitress with the plate came and went, and found her walking out of the box in the room, all with a familiar smile.

But it pricked her nerves at the moment.

Remorse, pain, guilt, all kinds of emotions eroded her nerves, more heart-rending than the physical tearing.

She almost collapsed when she returned home like a lost soul.

The house was empty, her parents were not at home, and neither was her cousin.

She rushed upstairs alone, crying and bathing over and over again with shower gel.

The shower surrounded her from start to finish.

There was only the sound of water falling endlessly.

and the mixed sound of crying.

Unexpectedly, the boy quickly found her and asked her why she was hiding from her.

"Lu Yuzhuo, you'd better stay away from me." A cold voice came out of her mouth, and she almost didn't recognize herself.

"Why? We ......"

"Where did we come from?" She almost jumped up and said in a decisive tone, "I'll tell you, Lu Yuzhuo, I really hate you!" So! Please don't dangle in front of me again! ”

After saying this, it was not only she who was stunned.

The boy's eyes are more complicated than ever.

Like disbelief, like sadness.

How could it be sad, in such a cynical boy.

Li Zixin thought silently.

How could she not know how hurtful these words were, but ......

Whether he was sober that night or not, the mistakes they made were not to be forgiven.

This boy who attracts her like a poppy is so dangerous.

If it is not cut in time, her relationship with Xiaoyue is also on the verge of crisis.

How she cherishes the rare bond between good friends.

So whenever and wherever she was, she began to hide from every corner where he was.

And from that day on, the lazy and handsome boy, the boy who had always smiled wantonly at her, no longer took the initiative to appear in her sight.

Boys' self-esteem is not lower than that of girls.

He was silent and didn't say anything.

She had scruples and didn't say anything.

He and her, one hopes that the other party will take the initiative to apologize, and the other hopes that the other party will not look for her again.

So slowly, between the two people, there was no word at all.

However, after really being speechless, there was unspeakable pain in her heart.

She just didn't want to see her friend's disappointed and indifferent eyes.

But she didn't really want to lose contact with him.

Time just walked slowly and painfully.

Until she desperately followed the footsteps of another friend and returned to China for the happiness of her good friend.

I have to admit that she has selfish intentions.

If, she said that if Xiaoyue can find happiness according to her own will, is it that she and Lu Yuzhuo have a little possibility?

Such a thought has a dark side to it.

She couldn't stop thinking.

Unexpectedly, he also returned to China with him.

She didn't dare to think that the two people who were slowly alienated and indifferent would be chased by him.

Her heart was very entangled, because the handsome boy standing in the restaurant seemed to be waiting for her, and his face was the same lazy smile as before.

He should be familiar to her.

However, it was clear that they had not spoken for a long time.

So there was a blank in my mind for a moment, and then I didn't know which nerve was wrong, so I picked up the chair next to me and waved it at him.

The boy seemed to be startled by her, and actually stood still in place.

She was also shocked when she reacted, she didn't want to hurt him, but she didn't want to lose her momentum, so she had to make a mistake and smash the valuable gadgets in the store.

So much so that when Ling Xiquan came in a rage, she didn't dare to look at her eyes with a weak heart.

Seeing his silent follow-up home, after a few lip calls, she still acquiesced to him staying at her friend's house.

The love for him is probably always awkward.

On the one hand, it is moral bondage, and on the other hand, it is to follow the heart.

But she never thought that Li Zixin would know the secret that had been buried in her heart.

The moment she received Ling Xiquan's text message, her legs were weak while waiting for the subway on the platform, and her face turned pale in the surprised eyes of others.

She couldn't think about anything.

Interpretation? How to explain it?

Say to her, "I slept with your fiancé, but I didn't mean to?" ”

Or say, "I like Lu Yuzhuo, I hope you will fulfill it?" ”

She paced anxiously.

But she didn't expect that in the next second, Xie Xiaoyue's text message was also sent, and a habitual smile was added after the long sentence - Zixin, I already know about you and Lu Yuzhuo, I don't blame you, but I hope that if there is anything in the future, you can tell me frankly, instead of saying nothing in your heart.

It's as if the sins that have been suppressed in the deepest part of the heart have been redeemed, and the relief is that what has been hidden is unspeakable.

Can Xiaoyue really forgive her without any guilt?

She didn't know.

But what she does know is that she can finally live and be less tired.

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The full text is over.,Because it's in the public chapter, many people can't see it.,So I'll put it outside of this article.。

The ending was actually set a long time ago, which does not mean that the experience of Ye Qingting and Ling Xiquan is fake, but it is just that in the end, the realistic Ye Yi and Ling Yanqing finally separated, but she didn't want to leave such a regret to the readers, so there was an ending other than the ending.

Before this ending, I had already said that there was a high-energy warning, but unfortunately few people seemed to listen to it.

But I think that this kind of ending is the closest to reality and the most beautiful.

Regrets are life, and I just want to present the beauty to you while not forgetting to reveal the indifferent reality.

Those who understand will understand.

Then said that the follow-up will be written - Lu Xining and Qin Zuo.

As for Xie You, Nie Sihe, and Yin Junyu, there will be a separate form in the future, and the names will be slightly modified, because of the real dispute between Ye Yi and Ling Yanqing, they will also wear C in it.

So, such an ending, please spray lightly~