Xiao Xiaoman casually ordered two dishes and asked for a pot of water.

Qing Ci looked at Xiao Xiaoman and said slowly: "I didn't realize it ten years ago, but today looking at her bloody, I finally ...... I finally realized that this is true! ”

"What are you talking about?" Suddenly hearing such a sentence, Xiao Xiaoman didn't understand at all, she asked, "Qingci, tell me what happened, who are you talking about?" ”

Subsequently, Qing Ci explained the cause and effect of the matter.

"You know that we are in love, we just want to be together, she refused to do it back then, and we let it go, but ...... I can't let go, I've lived alone for so many years, and the people around me keep asking me why I don't find a partner and don't get married, physical pressure, psychological pressure, I'm going crazy, but how can I get married? I haven't forgotten him for a moment, how can I get married in this situation? I can't do it! I don't have that ability, I can't do it! ”

Xiao Xiaoman handed her a few pieces of paper and comforted: "Okay, don't cry, don't cry, let's talk slowly." ”

"I really can't let it go, that's why we'll ...... after we meet him again I never had the luxury of the future, I know that she loves Subo very much, she committed suicide, so I didn't think about asking them to divorce and have Subo alone, I just ...... I...... I don't think I've done too much, but now I feel full of sin, she ...... Qi Qingqing almost died, do you know? Xiao Xiaoman, I will never have a chance with Su Bo again in my life...... No more! ”

Seeing her crying bitterly, Xiao Xiaoman took out a few more tissues and handed them to Qing Ci, looking at Qing Ci's desperate appearance, Xiao Xiaoman smiled: "Maybe it's better this way." ”

Qing Ci was stunned for a moment, and choked up: "What did you say?" ”

Xiao Xiaoman said calmly: "Let me ask you, Qing Ci, if you can travel back to ancient times, a man can have three wives and four concubines, are you willing to marry Su Bo?" ”

“……”

"Answer my questions seriously."

Qing Ci was silent for a long time, she thought about this question seriously, and finally shook her head, she still couldn't do it if she made compromises for a person and completely trampled on her dignity.

Xiao Xiaoman asked again, "Do you want to have a child with Su Bo?" ”

Almost as if reflexive, Qing Ci replied: "That can't be! ”

"What if?" Xiao Xiaoman asked, "Although you don't want to, what if you accidentally get pregnant?" Would you choose to give birth? ”

"Can't!"

"That's choosing to have a miscarriage, if you are really pregnant with Subo's child, can you really beat it? No psychological burden? ”

Qing Ci was silent.

Xiao Xiaoman said: "Human nature is greedy, when you like him, you want him to like you as much, after ten years of separation, you want to see him, after seeing him, you want to get him, and after you get him, you want to live together, so you live together for a long time." ”

"It's not like that!"

"Isn't it?" Qing Ci subconsciously opened his mouth to retort, Xiao Xiaoman was stunned, and asked rhetorically: "Isn't it?" Why did you separate 10 years ago? You all strictly abide by the bottom line of morality, never be a junior, never destroy other people's families, what happened later? ”

Qing Ci was silent again.

"Since it is called the bottom line, it is not something that can be discarded all at once, it is eroded little by little, just like the loneliness of these ten years has made you discard the principles of ten years ago, and you will never get close to him if you are ten years ago, knowing that he is married. Qingci, let me ask you, if Su Bo's wife hadn't made this scene, would you still be with Su Bo? ”

Qing Ci raised his eyes to look at Xiao Xiaoman, and there was already some panic in his eyes.

"If it continues, will there be more serious consequences? It's better than that, it's better now, it's just a fight, and her wife's life is not in danger, is it? ”

Qing Ci lowered his head and never spoke again.

After being quiet for a while, Xiao Xiaoman opened his mouth and said softly: "I'm sorry, Qingci, I suggested that you promise Su Bo to go to Beijing, I just want you to face it, ten years, can change a lot of things, and we love someone often...... What I love is the image of that person in my heart, so I thought, maybe it's good to let you get the break from the care, as long as you cross this hurdle so that it doesn't really cause you to have any psychological disorders, but I didn't think of it...... I'm sorry for the resignation. ”

Qingci shook his head: "You haven't been sorry for me, you've been helping me all the time, you know?" I like to chat with you the most and learn about psychology, this matter has nothing to do with you, it's me, it's me who is too greedy. ”

After sitting in the restaurant for a while, it was not until Qing Ci's mood gradually calmed down that the two of them checked out and left.

Qing Ci walked home, and Xiao Xiaoman also followed.

After walking for about half an hour, Qing Ci stopped, and she finally spoke: "Xiao Xiaoman, I know what you're worried about, go back, I won't run the red light again, and I won't commit suicide." ”

Xiao Xiaoman is not at ease, many people who really want to commit suicide say that they will not commit suicide, just like drunk people like to say that they are not drunk, it is often those who are clamoring for suicide that they don't really want to commit suicide, they want to make the people around them compromise and get the satisfaction they want through these behaviors.

Seeing that Xiao Xiaoman still looked uneasy, Qing Ci smiled and didn't say anything more.

Y City is only a third-tier town, and after ten o'clock, there are basically no people on the streets, especially the small roads are very quiet.

The wind blew in the evening, and it was still a little cold.

"Xiao Man, why are you in Y City?"

"Hmm......" Xiao Xiaoman replied, "come and see my boyfriend." ”

"Your boyfriend?"

"Hmm."

"Where?"

"Downtown kindergarten, when I went to see him today, he just had a fight with other children, and he was dirty, and I had a slight cleanliness habit and couldn't stand being so sloppy, so I broke up."

Knowing that she was joking, Qing Ci curled the corners of her mouth to reveal a slight arc.

After walking for about ten minutes, they finally came to the community where Qing Ci lived, and when they went upstairs, Qing Ci found that the light in his room was on.

Qing Ci immediately pulled Xiao Xiaoman to stop.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Xiaoman followed Qing Ci's gaze and looked up, she only saw a residential building, which was not unusual in her eyes.

"He's at home."

"Subo?"

"Hmm!"

"That'...... Are you still going up? ”

"Xiao Man, accompany me to the hotel to open a room!"

Xiao Xiaoman immediately covered his chest with his hands and pretended to be afraid: "I have a normal sexual orientation and don't like women." ”

Qing Ci couldn't help but chuckle.

Xiao Xiaoman also returned to his seriousness and smiled at Qingci.

They turned around and left the community and walked on the way to the hotel, Xiao Xiaoman suddenly remembered something and asked, "Qingci, have you lost your mobile phone?" ”

“？” Qing Ci glanced at Xiao Xiaoman, began to touch his pocket, and found that the phone was really lost, "How do you know?" ”

Xiao Xiaoman sighed, sure enough, she said: "You lost your wallet on the road without noticing, you didn't hear me call you, and it's not uncommon to lose your phone, besides, Su Bo, you said that he was at your house, now the mobile phone is so convenient, where will you run directly to the house if you find someone, shouldn't you call to find it first?" I dare say, he must have called you and no one answered, so he ran straight to your house. ”

"Is the phone anti-theft?" Xiao Xiaoman asked.

"It doesn't seem to be ...... Never have I ever lost my phone. ”

Xiao Xiaoman shook his head speechlessly: "All people have never lost their mobile phones before losing them for the first time. ”

Qing Ci didn't care and said, "Let's buy another one tomorrow." ”