Chapter 113: Concubine Ning's resentment
King Qing was also very angry, he didn't expect Concubine Ning to come over to make trouble, and his good impression of her disappeared little by little, he said in a deep voice: "You haven't taken her ring?" ”
Concubine Ning looked at him with tears in her eyes and said faintly, "Do you think I will take it?" Now that I'm Concubine Ning, what do I want, what do I want her ring for? I didn't intend to make trouble today, because the Chinese New Year needs to be used everywhere, so the girl can come over tomorrow, thinking that there may be a lot of things to be busy with in the new house, so I took a few girls to come over to see what needs help, originally I didn't think about entering the new house, I listened to the two girls complain about the master, and I lost my sense of proportion when I was angry, so I went in and wanted to say a few words to the snow goose, so that she didn't have to be too indulgent to the next person, maybe it was fate, and I said a few more words for a while, as for the tent on the ground, I accidentally swept it to the ground, how could I not know that these were mascots? Because of this, I remembered that I was not good at entering the new house, so I left in a hurry. As for the ring you are talking about, I have never seen it at all. ”
King Qing said in disbelief: "Really? Do you dare to say that you don't have a bit of a grudge? ”
Concubine Ning raised her head sharply and said coldly: "I don't dare, because I have resentment in my heart, I really don't like snow geese, not only snow geese, but I don't like any woman in the house." But they were all before me, and even if I didn't like them, I couldn't say anything. I feel uncomfortable, I don't understand why you say you love me at the same time, and marry another woman at the same time, if love is like this, I suspect that my heart is not love for you at all, but sin, I never thought that I would like another man in this life, and even another man looked at me, I felt sorry for you. You want to marry a lady, although I am very unhappy in my heart, but I tell myself, you can't be jealous, you just like freshness, sooner or later you will come back to me. We are different, we have known each other since childhood, we have a deep emotional foundation, and I have always believed that there is love between us. But if you come to me now and ask me whether I stole her ring, it may be an investigation from your standpoint, but it seems to me that you are suspicious of my character. I suddenly felt that it was not interesting to stay here, so you should give me a letter of resignation and let me go out of the house and beg to go. I'd rather never meet you, so at least what remains in my heart is the good old days. Before you are completely disgusted with me, let me go, during this time in the house, I am very unhappy, every day I hold my fingers and wait for you to come, but every time, I wait until the third watch, your footsteps do not sound, I don't want to repeat this kind of day. As she spoke, she burst into tears.
King Qing's heart shook, and his former love was aroused by her words, and he looked at Concubine Ning with some pain, yes, since marrying her, his whole mind was on Mao Leyan and snubbed her. He felt that after the reunion, she had changed a lot. In her heart, she must also think that he has changed a lot, isn't she more uncomfortable than what she has done to her?
The concubine also heard it sadly, glanced at King Qing hatefully, and complained to herself a little, and said: "It's all my fault, I think about hugging my grandson all day long, but I ignore your feelings, there are so many women in the house, which one is not lonely?" He was busy with official duties on weekdays, and he spent little time in the house, and many people did not see him for a month. If there really is an heir, there is a wife, and if there is none, a hundred are in vain. The snow goose is the last one, and there are enough women in the house. ”
Concubine Ning stubbornly tilted her head, the tears in her eyes turned for a long time, and she couldn't help but not fall. The tears shed before made all the makeup, she reached out and wiped it, and then refused to shed tears, she is a lonely woman, even if she loses, she must lose decently.
Such an appearance, in the eyes of King Qing, is also very uncomfortable. I remember that she was so stubborn before, once she injured her foot, and the blood kept flowing, she was stunned not to cry, she tilted her head and let the tears roll in her eyes. No matter what they have become now, they have loved each other deeply in the past. He stepped forward to help Concubine Ning up, and said with some guilt: "Forget it, don't say it, you do have something wrong in this matter, but if you want to be guilty, you can't escape the blame for coming to this king." ”
Concubine Ning refused to get up, nor did she answer, just now those words came out, she did not regret it, even if it was known that she was not a virtuous woman, but she didn't want to live a false life like this anymore, if she wanted to fight, she had to use her past feelings as a bet, but as long as he had half a thought of the old feelings in his heart, he would definitely be moved. Now that he has won the bet, but he is not happy in his heart, he has to use such means every time to win his attention, how will he live in the future?
The concubine said loudly: "Get up, it's cold underground, don't kneel." There have been dead people here, unlucky, order someone to move the garden for the bride, now empty, where else? ”
Concubine Ning replied, "Only the most remote Linglong Garden remains. ”
"Order someone to clean up immediately and move over immediately, Xian'er, you will accompany the snow goose tonight, and you are not allowed to go anywhere. She is probably scared enough tonight, so you should comfort her, so as not to fall into any psychological problems. The concubine looked at King Qing majestically.
King Qing had no choice but to say, "Yes! ”
Snow Goose's purpose tonight has been achieved, but when she thinks of Koharu's death, she can't be happy. She didn't want to make a fuss, in the end she was just a weak woman, and bullying her subordinates on weekdays was just out of her temperament, not really so vicious. Even if she really wants to kill someone, she doesn't want to be the people around her, she brought a total of two people over, and she has to count on them in the future, but now one is dead, and only Xiaolan is left.
She gave a salute: "Concubine Xie loves it!" ”
Xiaolan also got up to help her, her face was blank, and there was unacceptable pain in her eyes.
The concubine stood up, looked at King Qing and said: "Don't investigate the matter of the ring, since the girl said that it was not her when she was dying, look for it when she was buried, and if she didn't have it, she would return her innocence, even if the ring was lost, there was no need to worry about it." Send some silver to the girl's house, help make up for it somewhat, and order the housekeeper to take care of her aftermath and bury her. She took two steps, then turned back sharply and said, "You, get me back eighteen at once." ”
King Qing was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "Eighteen? Which eighteen? ”
"It's the living treasure I see every day, you go to King Jing's Mansion tomorrow to bring her back, if you can't bring it back, you don't want to come back." The concubine said that, and was helped away by Aunt Yu.
When Snow Goose heard this, she was mixed with joy, and the joy was that King Qing didn't even remember who the eighteenth was. I was worried that I couldn't imagine that the concubine really doted on her so much. Now that this has happened, the concubine must think that she is unlucky, and it seems that if she wants to gain a foothold in the palace, she has to rely on that woman. I was aggrieved in my heart, I thought that I was a lady, and I could show her face in the future, but the concubine said that when she returned to the house, she would let her help the princess to assist in the affairs of the palace, if so, wouldn't she look up to her in everything?
When Concubine Ning saw that the concubine was gone, she didn't even look at King Qing and left with the girl. She is not angry, but really sad, when those words are held in her heart, she can still persuade herself to be patient, and when the words are opened, she knows how sad she is in her heart, and how unwilling she is to accept it.
I moved late at night and tossed until the end of the night before I was able to sleep.
King Qing and Yi were lying on the bed, so upset that they couldn't sleep. The snow goose lay beside him, and it couldn't inspire him a trace of **. He knew that he couldn't live with Xue Yan, because of his momentary anger, he married her, and unlike other women, she was Mao Leyan's sister, so he felt a little more guilty in his heart. But even if he was guilty, he didn't want to touch her tonight, and he was a little sad to find that he was slowly changing, and he began to be like Mao Leyan said, only willing to face a woman for the rest of his life. He even thought about it, if Mao Leyan was really willing to marry him, would he be willing to only face her for the rest of his life? The answer is yes.
But it's unrealistic, he already has such a concubine, and it's impossible to get rid of them all. The reality that cannot be changed, he can only work hard to change Mao Leyan's thoughts.
The difference between men and women is that women will only willingly do it with someone when they love that person; And whether a man loves this woman or not, he will sleep with this woman, and men's sexual concepts have nothing to do with love, for them, it is like a sport, even if they don't love this person, they are willing to do sports with her. Even if a woman scratches her head, she can't figure out why a man's structure is so special, or that a man doesn't respect love or commitment.
Xue Yan sat up, looked at King Qing shyly, and said, "Lord, the concubine is a prince." ”
She stretched out her hand to untie King Qing's clothes, but King Qing took her hand off and said lightly, "Sleep, you are also tired." ”
Xue Yan's eyes were red, and she asked weakly, "Did the concubine do something wrong?" Or does the prince not like concubines? ”
King Qing sighed and said: "No, don't think about it, it's just that this king is tired, busy for a day, and he still makes this matter, where do you still have the mind?" ”
Snow Goose had long hair and a shawl, and Chu Chu said pitifully: "However, if we don't have a round house, the concubine will be laughed at." ”
King Qing closed his eyes and said, "Let's talk about it in two days, I'm really tired tonight." ”
Xue Yan lay down aggrievedly, and subconsciously moved closer to King Qing, King Qing wanted to dodge, so she put her hands around King Qing's arm and whispered: "Lord Wang, the concubine is afraid." ”
King Qing snorted and said, "Hurry up and sleep, there is this king here, don't be afraid!" ”
But she was extremely aggrieved in her heart, and for the first time in her life, she had to pretend to sleep to avoid the cave room, and the woman took the initiative one by one. He remembered that his mother had said that Mao Leyan was unhappy before, maybe she was really a little unhappy, otherwise why didn't she come back for so many days? Thinking of this, my heart is mixed. The joy is naturally that the root is no longer wood, and the worry is that she has only made an oath to one person for the rest of her life.
It was white, and he hadn't slept yet. It was the snow goose, after being wronged for a while, probably really tired, with his face against King Qing's arm, and fell asleep.
King Qing wanted to pull out her arm several times, but she seemed to wake up again, and she pulled it tightly, so King Qing had to let her sleep with her arm in her arms. Looking sideways at Xue Yan's quiet sleeping face, he sighed lightly in his heart: In fact, he is a half-grown child, and if this happens, he will inevitably be afraid.