Chapter 10: For Human Dignity

"You know...... Is it the hardest time for a murderer to kill the first few people? Qing Ci walked in slowly, walked in front of Su Bo, reached out and hugged Su Bo, and the bath towel slipped off as a result.

"The first person, before killing the first person, he was a good citizen, and after killing the first person, he became a murderer, and from then on, whether he killed two, three, or four more people, he was a murderer, and he will not change again." Qing Ci said softly, "What shouldn't have happened has happened, and if you don't want to continue, it's over." What are you like this? Does that bring things back to where they were before they didn't happen? ”

Su Bo smiled bitterly: "You mean, since this is already the case, I should be a murderer with peace of mind?" ”

The murderer is just a metaphor, Qing Ci smiled and said, "I just don't like the way you smoke, I hate it." ”

It was clear that he shouldn't have made a wrong decision and shouldn't hurt her, but she persuaded him in turn, Su Bo kissed Qingci on the forehead, hugged her and asked, "Have you decided to go with me?" ”

"I ......" Qing Ci was still a little hesitant, far away in Da S City, this place far away from the two people who lived, they could be bold together, what about after arriving in Beijing? This will disrupt his life, but she really doesn't want to be separated from Su Bo, in the past two days, although morality and feelings have been fighting and tormenting her, but with Su Bo, she has an unprecedented experience.

The feeling of being in love, the experience of falling in love, which made her unbearable to let go.

After a night, Qingci was still hesitating, until she received a call from her travel friend Shen Ningzhi, which made her make up her mind to go north.

"Ahh Qingci, I'll tell you good news, I've held a photography exhibition, ahh!!hhh I'm so happy, you must come, and your photos are on display, you must come. ”

Early in the morning, Qing Ci was woken up by Shen Ningzhi's screams, and she asked, "What's wrong?" Are you going back to work? What about your big treasure and two treasures? ”

"No, no, I'll tell you." Shen Ningzhi said, "Since I had these two little guys, I haven't been at home and haven't gone out to work, and I'm bored when I'm idle, so I sorted out the photos I used to take when I went out to play, and after a simple process, I put them on the Internet, but I was discovered by a very discerning photographer, he said that I was very talented, I told my husband about it, and then he decided to help me hold a photography exhibition, are you so excited?" It felt like I was hit by an easter egg falling from the sky. ”

Qing Ci sighed: "What fell from the sky, it was dung, not an easter egg." ”

"Ahhh Stinky green words, aunt and grandmother, I kindly invited you, you even hurt me, I have been aggrieved at home for two years and finally have something decent to do, you can't praise me! ”

"Just kidding, you open a photography exhibition, I am sincerely happy for you, I will definitely go, don't worry, I still want to hug your big treasure and two treasures."

"Okay, that's it, I'll send you the address of the film festival, you have to come that day."

After discussing, Shen Ningzhi hung up the phone.

Su Bo was woken up by Qing Ci, and he asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Qing Ci looked at him and smiled sweetly: "I'll go to Beijing with you." ”

Su Bo looked at her in surprise, he didn't understand why she paid attention, it was clear that she was still so embarrassed last night, Qing Ci smiled at him, and didn't say anything.

After deciding, the two packed up and immediately booked a ticket for the night.

On the plane, Qing Ci tilted his head to look at the starry sky outside the window, Su Bo sat beside her and looked at her, he patted Qing Ci's hand and asked, "Who helped me?" ”

Qing Ci glanced at him with disgust and said, "What does it have to do with you when I go to Beijing?" ”

No matter why she made such a decision, she accompanied him to Beijing after all, he was not good at flirting and scolding, so he held Qing Ci's hand tightly and smiled happily.

A little more than two hours later, they arrived at the capital's airport.

Get out of the airport and take the bus to the subway station, and then transfer to the subway to B University, Qingci, who is not used to crowds, has been frowning since he got on the subway.

Someone squeezed towards them, Su Bo hurriedly protected Qing Ci with his body and hugged her into his arms, Qing Ci raised his eyes to look at him, and didn't feel smiling.

When there were still two stops left from B University, the two came down.

When they got out of the subway station, neither of them spoke, and they both understood that according to the relationship between the two people, it was impossible for Su Bo to go back to school with Qingci.

Su Bo booked a hotel for Qing Ci, and after carrying his luggage to the hotel, Su Bo said to Qing Ci: "Stay for two days first, and I'll rent a house for you nearby." ”

Qing Ci was silent for a while, and said: "It's still not necessary, although the emperor is very big, but I ...... I should stay away from you, just in case...... It's not good for you or me. ”

I didn't think it before, but after I got here, I suddenly felt that my identity was really Su Bo's mistress, although she didn't eat him and use him, but he wanted to find her a house, which was very close to him, so that he could have time to come and see her.

No matter how she thought about it, she felt very bad.

The sweet mood that was still there before has disappeared at this moment, and suddenly, Qingci regretted it, she didn't want to stay in Beijing, let alone sneak around his back like this.

"Let's stay first, I'll contact the publishing house for you tomorrow, send me a copy of the manuscript, and I'll talk about it for you." Su Bo didn't answer Qingci's words and changed the topic, but Qingci was really hesitating to stay and leave, Su Bo saw this and added, "Mention some disciples." ”

Their relationship is not an exchange of interests between a mistress and a financier, it is love, even if it is not the love of men and women, there is also the love of master and apprentice.

This is what Su Bo wanted to tell her, Qingci smiled and said, "Okay, I'll send it to you later, then you have to help me sell it for a high price." ”

"Don't worry."

Su Bo nodded and turned around to leave, but Qing Ci hesitated, but still stopped him.

"Subo."

Su Bo looked back at her, looking at each other, Qing Ci couldn't help but bow her head to avoid, she did have Su Bo in her heart that couldn't let go of Su Bo, but now this really made her feel like a little junior without dignity, before morality failed to defeat emotion, now dignity has prevailed.

Once emotions are overcome, people will come back to their senses, there is no doubt that this is a wrong relationship, and it should not be continued, Qingci said, "This morning it was a friend of mine who lives in Beijing, she is going to hold a photography exhibition next week, I promised her to participate, and when the film festival is over, I ...... I just went back, so there was no need to rent a house, I could still afford to stay in this hotel for more than a week, I didn't want to stay here, so ...... After the photo exhibition, I will leave. ”

After Qing Ci said these words, she breathed a long sigh of relief, this man, she just can't let go anymore, and she shouldn't abandon her dignity as a human being.