Chapter 32: We can't decide who we'll fall in love with
Ningge's movements paused, and Qing Ci then shouted, "Don't you know anything but use violence?" I want to talk to you, not to sleep with you. ”
Ningge got up in frustration, and he smiled: "Actually, you never thought about sleeping with me, right?" You don't like me at all, you hooked up with that guy long before we met, what's his name? I remember the day you called him Subo, who used to be your teacher? Don't you feel ashamed to hook up with your own teacher? Well? ”
Qing Ci huddled on the bed with his shoulders in his arms, and said with teary eyes: "Ningge, you are sober." ”
"Sober?" He grabbed the glass on the table and slammed it to the ground, "I've been squatting in prison for two days, I'm sober!" ”
"Ningge, did Ning Zhi tell you that the reason why I have never had a boyfriend and is not married is because I have someone in my heart."
Needless to say, he knew who that person was, and Ningge whispered Su Bo's name, and then chuckled, "Hehe...... So, you're not single for so many years, but you've been a mistress for someone else for so many years, right? Hehe...... I've checked, I checked when I was at the police station, Su Bo, the graduate tutor of B University, was married, married and fucked with his own female students, which is a professor who teaches and educates, this is a fucking well-dressed beast, scum, scum, even pigs and dogs are not as good as ......"
Listening to Ningge insulting Su Bo, Qing Ci raised his hand and slapped him, and then he was about to go out.
Ningge immediately grabbed Qing Ci: "What are you doing?" ”
Qing Ci looked at Ning Ge sadly, she wanted to say it well, she didn't expect Ning Ge to forgive, she just hoped that he could know what she really thought, after all, they were boyfriend and girlfriend, and at least let Ning Ge know the reason for making a fuss like this.
But Ningge's performance was too chilling for Qing Ci, he started beating people, cursing viciously, and didn't give her a chance to speak at all, he just wanted to vent his anger with violence, and even used violence to possess her.
Maybe it's because I know in my heart that I can't possess her heart, so I take a rough way to try to possess her body.
"I have nothing more to say."
"Stop!"
"Let it go!" Qing Ci shook off Ningge's hand and said, "Ningge, I opened this room with your **, and your things are also here." ”
"What?" Ningge realized that Qing Ci was not staying in this hotel at all, and just when he stepped forward to grab Qing Ci's hand again, Qing Ci had already gone out.
Ningge caught up with Qing Ci in three steps and two steps, and asked, "What do you mean by this?" Are you going to break up with me? ”
"Yes!" Qing Ci nodded.
Her hand he was holding was smooth, without any foreign objects, and Ningge lowered his head to find that Qing Ci had taken off the ring he had given.
Qingci said: "We are just boyfriend and girlfriend, we will separate if we don't want to continue, we have nothing to do with each other legally, we are free people who have nothing to do with each other." ”
"I don't agree, Qingci." Ning Ge held Qing Ci's hand stiffly, not daring to relax at all, so far, this is the favorite person he has met, "Feelings are a matter of two people, you can't say separate and separate, I don't agree!" ”
"But you can't accept what happened that day, can you?" Qing Ci suddenly raised his voice and said with a sad expression, "I can't face you anymore, we can't continue, can we?" ”
"I ...... I can not care! ”
"Don't lie to yourself!" Qing Ci cupped Ningge's face and said bitterly, "I'm sorry, Ningge, I thought it was all over, but when I see him again, I ...... I can't help it, I miss him, I love him. ”
Something was flying around in her head, how could she say she loved someone in front of him? They are boyfriend and girlfriend, Ning Ge pushed away like crazy: "No, don't say it, Qingci I won't break up with you, I like you and I don't want to break up with you, where did you throw the ring?" Get it back for me and put it on! ”
Looking at his crazy appearance, Qing Ci couldn't bear it: "Ningge, listen to me......"
"I don't listen!" Ninger shouted, "Who hasn't slept with a few people these days, this is not a fucking feudal society that pays attention to chastity, I should be ...... I don't know about it, I'm not breaking up with you. ”
"But this is different, Ningge, you should be sober, it is different to talk about friends after a breakup and go to someone else during the conversation with friends, this is betrayal and cheating." Qing Ci sighed, "I'm sorry Ningge, I don't love you, I tried but I don't love you, or I love him more, people like me don't deserve your love, break up!" ”
Tears slipped from Ninger's eyes, and he said disappointedly: "You didn't love me at all? You've never been serious about this relationship? ”
"You know...... What is it like to love someone who is impossible to get for ten years? "I don't want to do this, but we ...... There's no way to decide who we're going to fall in love with, isn't it? We don't have a way to decide and control love, do we? Ten years of lonely torture, the sins we have borne after being together, believe me Ningge I want to break off our relationship more than you, but I can't, I can't. I think I like you, that's why I'm with you, I think there should be a future between us, but I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, compared to him, it's all unimportant, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”
Qing Ci bowed to Ningge and quickly turned around and ran, she ran to the elevator and pressed the elevator and then entered the staircase door, and then climbed upstairs, he listened to Ningge push open the staircase door and went downstairs with a long sigh, and then went downstairs with another elevator.
After breaking up with Ningge, Qingci returned to Su Bo's side.
She tried, but she still didn't want to leave Su Bo, even if there was another person around her, as long as she saw Su Bo, nothing mattered.
It's like taking drugs, once you get addicted, you will always have an attack every once in a while, and it's too difficult to quit drugs.
It is said that there are many possibilities in life, if Ningge didn't find out about her affair with Su Bo, if she and Ning Ge were together for a longer time, maybe she would completely cut off contact with Su Bo.
Life may be possible but there is no if, when the relationship between the three of them unfolds in front of her in such a fierce way, her choice is Subo.
Even if Su Bo couldn't give her a real home, and they couldn't really live together, she still chose Su Bo.
Xiao Xiaoman always said that human nature is cheap! That's probably it!
After this happened, Lin Mo once asked Qing Ci on the Internet why the hotel room was suddenly returned, Qing Ci lied to her that she had returned to Y City, and then ignored her.
Maybe it's because they have lost again, but this time, Su Bo and Qingci are extremely cherished.
At the beginning, Su Bo rented the house for Qing Ci, but he was not in a hurry to return it, so Qing Ci moved back again.