The meal was finally over, and then, Shen Ningzhi went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, and the father of the two Bao'er went to the house to play with Bao'er, and Qingci and Ningge were left in the living room.

After a long silence, Ningge decided to say something, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he said, "Do you think it is appropriate to speak here?" ”

Ningge smiled bitterly: "I'm just afraid of you...... Don't really want to see me, don't really ......"

"Get out!" From the time of eating, Qing Ci knew that Ningge had something to say to her, and if it was a problem between them, it was best to find a place where no one was there to talk alone.

"Okay." Ningge got up a little crampedly and shouted in the direction of the kitchen, "Shen Ningzhi, let's go out for a trip and come back later." ”

Shen Ningzhi poked her head out of the kitchen, looked at them and said with a teasing smile: "Go, go, go." ”

Went downstairs and walked side by side in the small garden downstairs.

"Ningge, why did you say to Ning Zhi that you want to propose to me?"

"I do have such intentions." Ninger pulled out a ring box from his pocket and said, "Do you know why I came back early that day? ”

"Why? Want to surprise me? ”

"Hmm. I want to surprise you, I didn't expect you to give me a scare, when I was in college, I once told my parents to go home on Saturday afternoon, but a bridge broke on the road that day, so I didn't get home until 11 o'clock in the evening, when I got home, my parents were worried, because I didn't arrive at the good time, so I was very worried, from that day on, every time I went home, I always like to say the time later, so that even if something is delayed on the road, it will not make them worry, And it can surprise them. ”

"Actually, I didn't plan to come back that morning, I wanted to come back that night, but the day before, when I was taking pictures in a jewelry store, I saw a ring, it was beautiful, and I decided to buy it and propose to you. I know that we haven't known each other for a very long time, but there are always some people who know each other for a second and feel like half a lifetime. I thought I would propose and get married, you would be my wife, and I would be your husband. ”

"It's just that I didn't expect to see you and that Subo when I came back...... Qingci, even if this happens, I still can't let you go, are you willing to marry me? ”

"Don't lie to yourself, I've already told you, it's betrayal and cheating, no one can stand it, whether it's a man or a woman." Qingci rejected Ningge, "Maybe you really wanted to marry me before, but after discovering my relationship with Su Bo, it is impossible for you to still want to marry me, all this is written in your eyes, I can see it, I can see it." Ninger, so don't say that again. ”

"Can you tell from my eyes that I'm in pain?"

"Yes!"

Qing Ci looked back, his eyes were a little hazy, but the corners of his mouth were smiling: "Ningge, we can't decide who we will fall in love with, but when it comes, we know, oh, it is coming, as for when it will come and why, we don't know." ”

"I have a question for you."

"You say."

"Keep being my girlfriend, okay?"

"Hahaha......" Qing Ci looked at Ning Geyan's insincere appearance and couldn't help laughing, "Ning Ge, I just said that you can't accept what you saw that day, continue to be with me, hehehe......"

"I'm serious." Ningge said, "Do you know Qingci? I'm very angry about this, I swore I would forget you after you left that day, but I can't forget, I think about you every night, you and Subo won't have a result, okay? I'm going to try to make myself forget about it, I ......."

Qing Ci interrupted Ningge's words: "Let me tell you the story of me and Su Bo!" ”

She didn't want to listen to him, and Ninger fell silent.

"Ten years ago, Su Bo was my teacher, I liked his class very much, he conveyed a thought and a concept more charming than the knowledge he taught, we had a lot of interaction in and out of class, and then I found that I liked him, I thought about him every day, and when I walked with him, I couldn't help but want to hold his hand, want to hug him, want to kiss him......"

"However, Subo is already married, and when I met him, he had just been married, three months, only three months! I don't want to...... I don't want to destroy other people's families, I can't, morality doesn't allow me to do this, so I remind myself every day that Su Bo is a married man, and every day I remind myself that I don't take his classes anymore and don't go to see him anymore, but I still can't forget him. ”

"I tried to accept a senior who chased me, and we went out on a date together, but when he took my hand, I felt like there were 10,000 ants crawling, which was unbearable, so I obeyed God's will and obediently became a single dog."

"A year later, one summer, at night, it was raining heavily, and suddenly, I heard someone knocking on the door, and I went to open the door and saw Subo, who was drenched in the rain."

"As soon as I opened the door, he took me into his arms and said he liked me. I was living in a rented house outside the school, a small bungalow, with a big iron gate, and a lightning bolt struck the sky, and by the light of electricity, I saw a woman standing outside the big iron gate, with long hair and a white dress, and suddenly I thought I had seen a ghost. ”

"On the day of my wife, there was a lot of trouble, in order not to have any impact, before attracting more people's attention, Su Bo took her home, and the next day I heard that she was hospitalized, and the reason was - suicide by swallowing medicine."

Tears fell one by one like broken pearls, and Qingci smiled hard to calm his mood.

"The reason why my wife committed suicide was because Su Bo filed for divorce with her, don't you know...... When Su Bo and I met, he had only been married for three months, but he had only known his wife for five months, hehe...... Ha ha...... Ha...... They met on a blind date, and that year, Su Bo was thirty-two years old, and everyone around him was urging him to get married, and he also felt that he should get married, so he got married. ”

"Perhaps...... Originally, I could have let go of Subo, after all, none of us had said anything before that, I don't know what he was thinking, maybe ...... One day I will meet someone, I like him very much, and I don't resent his contact, we talk about a rehabilitated love, and then get married and form an ordinary family. As long as he hadn't told me he liked me, maybe it was all possible. ”

"I've been alone for so many years, because I can't forget him, I can't forget Subo, I can't forget that night, I can't forget that hug. Everything that happened that night was like a nightmare that stuck with me, I could no longer fall in love with anyone else, all my love and strength were exhausted in him. ”

"So when ......," Qing Ci choked up until she almost lost her voice, she slowed down and continued, "So when Subo appeared in front of me again, I wanted to catch him...... But...... Reality was between us, and then Subo proposed to break up, I didn't want to break up, but he was serious, I was sad, and then I met you on Christmas Day, I thought ...... I thought we could, after all, we had a good conversation, and I didn't resent you touching me, I thought I could forget about Subo, I thought we could go on, but that's just what I thought. ”