Seeing Lu Caier's strange expression, Shui Wei seemed to be very sad, and asked a little inexplicably, "Miss Lu, what's wrong with you?" Okay, why are you crying? ”

"Can you stop calling me Miss Lu? Just call me Cai'er. Lu Caier hurriedly diverted the topic.

"Okay, Cai'er. We've known each other for a while, and we're confidants. I still call you Miss Lu like this, I'm really ......" Shui Mai said with some embarrassment.

Lu Cai'er slowly opened her mouth: "Shui Mai, there are some words that have been held in my heart for a long time, and I want to talk to you." Hearing Shui Mai say that they were confidants, she decided to talk to Shui Mai about her heart. Otherwise, she has been blaming herself.

"Cai'er, I just have something to ask you." Shui Mai said, seeing Lu Cai'er staring at her, she added, "You say it first." ”

Lu Cai'er hesitated again and again, and finally asked: "Shui Mai, you are so open to the sky, is it worth it if you are willing to sacrifice everything for him?" Do you regret it? ”

Shui Mai didn't have time to think, as if the answer was to memorize it well: "I think it's worth it." If I can save his life, even if I exchange my life, I am willing. If he is not in this world, what is the fun of my life? Do I regret it, you ask? I certainly don't regret it. This is what I willingly did for him. ”

Lu Cai'er blamed herself very much, and her voice contained tears: "Shui Mai, the person who was originally tortured by the nailboard should be me." You have borne it for me, and I am deeply ashamed of you. ”

"Cai'er, don't blame yourself like this. Just let it go and don't mention it again. I'm fine now, you should let your worries go. Shui Mai had a faint smile on his face, and he said words of comfort to Lu Cai'er.

Lu Caier blurted out: "Shuimai, you are so good, why should God be so unfair to you and make you fall in love with Tiankuo......" At this point, she hurriedly covered her mouth.

She said the wrong thing, and at this time, she couldn't say these words that stimulated the water veins.

Shui Wei didn't seem to understand the deep meaning of Lu Cai'er's words. She followed Lu Cai'er's meaning and asked Lu Cai'er: "Cai'er, there is something I have always wanted to ask you." Can you answer me honestly? ”

Lu Cai'er nodded with great certainty.

Next, Shui Wei began to ask, "You knew my senior brother Chi Le before Ayatama, right?" ”

At the mention of Chi Le, Lu Cai'er's eyes flashed with a trace of inexplicable emotion, and the ghost nodded in a daze.

Shui Mai asked, "You liked him back then?" ”

This question is very difficult for Lu Caier to answer positively. That's right, she fell in love with Chi Le at that time. However, she was not so desperate for Chi Le at that time.

Because, before Chi Le met Lan Ayayu, he had the reputation of a wanderer. The Wind Wanderer, as the name suggests, is similar to a playboy and is amorous.

She liked him at that time, but she was hesitant and didn't want to entrust her life to him. On the one hand, the inferiority complex brought by the woman in the wind and dust, I am afraid that he will look down on her. On the other hand, she is afraid that he will be amorous and act on the spot. On the other hand, and the most important aspect, Chi Le did not clearly express his affection for her.

Shui Mai's inquiring eyes fell on Lu Cai'er's face.

After a while, Lu Caier took a breath before she reluctantly said: "I won't tell you, I've always been devoted to him, but with the passage of time, my love has become firmer." To put it bluntly, she appreciates it more and prefers Chi Le, who is now infatuated and single-minded.

Shui Mai said with a tone of regret: "Cai'er, do you regret it?" If you had confessed to him earlier, maybe he would have fallen in love with you before he met Ayatama? ”

Shui Mai's words seem to be asking Lu Caier, but she is actually asking herself. She has known Chu Tiankuo for 12 years, and Yanxiang has been with him for 10 years. Counting the days, it was she who met Chu Tiankuo one step earlier.

From the first time she saw Chu Tiankuo, she had a special affection for him. At that time, she was still young and ignorant, and she didn't understand that it was feelings, that is, liking, and love.

And as the years passed, they gradually grew up and slowly understood the things about men and women. She began to understand that what she had always felt about him was love.

It's just that out of the reserve of the boudoir woman, she didn't dare to confess to him, nor did she want to confess to him. She waited for Chu Tiankuo to speak first, because her admiration for Chu Tiankuo could not be hidden, and it was always revealed unconsciously, even senior brother Chi Le and her father could see it.

How could Chu Tiankuo not see it?

However, Chu Tiankuo has never been able to understand her thoughts. He has always regarded her as a confidant, a friend, and even a relative. He just doesn't see her as an object of admiration.

Senior brother Chi Le and her father were anxious for her, and wanted to reveal her thoughts to Chu Tiankuo, and thought of a way to match them. It's just that she has always refused sternly, out of a woman's reserve, out of natural strong self-esteem, she is unwilling to speak first.

So, she hoped that Chu Tiankuo would find out that she liked him, she hoped that Chu Tiankuo would also love her, and she hoped that Chu Tiankuo would confess to her first.

She has always been very confident, with her appearance, talent, character, and family background, no matter what is impeccable. She felt that she was a good match for Chu Tiankuo.

It wasn't until a few months ago, when she saw the incense of cigarettes, that she felt a little in crisis.

Later, she couldn't wait for his confession, and she couldn't help but confess herself. The confession that was finally mustered up ended in disappointment.

That's when she realized that it was too late.

Sometimes, she wondered if everything would have been different if she had opened up to him sooner. Will he fall in love with her?

And Lu Cai'er has the same fate as her, she knew Chi Le first, but she was taken first by Lan Ayayu.

The problem of the water vein really blinded Lu Cai'er. She herself has thoroughly analyzed this problem. At first, she thought that it was Lan Aya Yu who snatched Chi Le. Later, she figured out that the problem was not with Lan Aya Yu at all. Without Lan Ayayu, there will still be other women to take that place.

She has known Chi Le for many years, and if Chi Le would like her, she would have been tempted by her a long time ago. Therefore, she only blames herself for her thin life.

Lu Cai'er said quietly: "To be honest, I have never regretted it. He didn't like me, he had nothing to do with her. Perhaps, as you said, confess to him earlier, then he may accept me or reject me. At the beginning, I didn't do that because of self-esteem, because of low self-esteem, because I was so strong, because I was afraid of being disliked. I was afraid of rejection. But even if he accepts me, how much sincerity will he have? ”

"To put it bluntly, I didn't love him enough at that time, and I loved myself more, so I had a lot of concerns. At this point, I don't regret it. ”

In fact, Shui Mai didn't really want to hear Lu Caier's answer regret, or not regret it. This answer doesn't matter. She wanted to know yes, if she had the opportunity to choose again, how would Lu Caier choose?