Lin Xi was in a daze with "Comfortable • I Like This", and fell into the memories of the past, and she didn't even notice that Xie Zhexi walked to her side.

Xie Zhexi sat next to Lin Xi and said, "This book was recommended by Miss Nurse, I think you might like it." ”

Lin Xi didn't expect that Xie Zhexi brought it to her intimately, but she just remembered all the things she had with Luo Mingchuan at the beginning, and when she saw Xie Zhexi, she couldn't help but feel sad in her heart, and she also minded Xie Zhexi a little.

If it weren't for him, wouldn't everything be different?

If he hadn't chosen to take her away at her wedding, but in a roundabout way, wouldn't everything have been different?

But after she married Luo Mingchuan, how could she be willing to have a child with Xie Zhexi? Even if the birth of a child is to save Xie Zhexun.

Therefore, Xie Zhexi took her away at the wedding in such an extreme way, which was actually a kind of helplessness.

But no matter how helpless he is, Lin Xi will not forgive him.

Seeing that Lin Xi's face was not very good, Luo Mingchuan thought that she was not feeling well, and just wanted to ring the bell to find a nurse, but Lin Xi stopped him: "Don't look for a nurse, I'm fine." ”

Fortunately, Xie Zhexun came over at this time, and he was very happy to see Lin Xi wake up: "Mom, you are awake!" ”

Xie Zhexi sat on the side of Lin Xi's bed with Xie Zhexun in his arms, Lin Xi touched Xie Zhexun's smooth head, and said softly: "Mom is fine, I'm worried about you." ”

Xie Zhexun stretched out his hand and stroked Lin Xi's lower abdomen: "And my sister is fine." ”

Lin Xi grabbed Xie Zhexi's little hand and kissed him on the forehead: "Zhexun, chemotherapy hurts, right?" ”

Xie Zhexun shook his head: "Forbearance is over." ”

Prior to this, Xie Zhexun had already experienced the first stage of chemotherapy, and although Lin Xi couldn't empathize with the pain at that stage, she had seen the pain experienced by her former college classmate, Zhu Zhu, who died of leukemia.

Lin Xi kissed Xie Zhexun's little hand: "This time, my mother will always be by your side, and my sister is also there." ”

Xie Zhexun smiled and looked at Xie Zhexi and Gong Shuyi: "Dad and grandma are also here, and our family is here." ”

Lin Xi looked at Xie Zhexi, and he was looking at Lin Xi with a soft gaze.

Gong Shuyi sat aside and held Lin Xi's hand: "Lin Xi, thank you." ”

Lin Xi knew what Gong Shuyi meant by saying thank you - thank her for bringing Xie Zhexun into this world, thank her for being willing to give birth to a child to save Xie Zhexun, thank her for being willing to fulfill such a lie, and thank her for everything.

It's just that they all thanked her, but she could only say "I'm sorry" to Luo Mingchuan and her parents again and again.

Who the hell owes whom?

Lin Xi didn't want to think about it.

Chemotherapy is very painful - chemotherapy can kill some cancer cells, but it can also kill some cells in the body, causing extreme pain, but with Lin Xi and Xie Zhexi by Xie Zhexun's side, no matter how painful he is, he will not show it directly - Xie Zhexun's understanding of the facts is too distressing.

Although Lin Xi has recovered, and the child in her womb has grown up very healthily, she has not been discharged from the hospital, but has been accompanying Xie Zhexun in the hospital, and Xu Feng has arranged their VIP wards together, just separated by a wall.

In the past, Lin Xi was not able to be by Xie Zhexun's side, and appeared when he was sick and needed support and maternal love the most, and this time she would not be absent no matter what.

Taking Xie Zhexun for a walk in the park of the hospital, Lin Xi sat on the bench next to him when he was a little tired, while Xie Zhexun sat on the green space with his new little girl, Zhou Ning, who also suffered from leukemia, and didn't know what to whisper.

Lin Xi couldn't help but caress her belly, she was five months pregnant and pregnant.

If it is said that when I was pregnant with Xie Zhexi in the past, it was because I carried too much and was too young to ignore the feelings of being a mother, then this time Lin Xi felt very obviously about the child in her womb, there is a child connected to her life who grows up day after day, and breathes and shares the same blood with her, which is a very magical thing. Although this child was not born as the crystallization of the love of her parents, her birth was expected by many people, and she also had a mission to save her brother's life.

Lin Xi's feelings seem to change day by day as the child in her womb grows up, but for Xie Zhexi, she still can't be relieved.

Lin Xi, who lowered her head, found that there was a shadow in front of her, and when she looked up, she found that there was someone, but after lowering her head for a long time, Lin Xi was a little dizzy, and her eyes were dark and she couldn't see who the person standing in front of her was.

Lin Xi thought it was Luo Mingchuan in a trance, because she remembered his outline, but how could Luo Mingchuan be here? Was she really hallucinating?

"Lin Xi."

There is absolutely nothing wrong with this voice, it is Luo Mingchuan. Lin Xi was full of disbelief, but he saw Luo Mingchuan's face clearly, and he was also incredulous, staring straight at Lin Xi's bulging belly.

Lin Xi never imagined that one day they would encounter such a scene.

Luo Mingchuan's eyes were full of pain, and he looked at Lin Xi with a wry smile: "I see." ”

Lin Xi immediately stood up, grabbed Luo Mingchuan's hand, and didn't let him leave, her tone was full of anxiety: "Mingchuan, you listen to my explanation!" ”

Luo Mingchuan's pain was hard to hide, he looked at Lin Xi word by word and said, "Are you pregnant?" Answer me, Lin Xi. ”

This is an obvious thing, but Luo Mingchuan still asked, and Lin Xi nodded with difficulty.

"Is this Xie Zhexi's child?"

"Yes."

Luo Mingchuan couldn't help laughing, full of bitterness: "I heard a man call you sister-in-law before, I wanted to believe you, but now I can't trust you anymore." ”

Lin Xi's hand still grabbed Luo Mingchuan's hand, and his hand was cold.

"Mingchuan, listen to me explain, all this is not what you think."

"Lin Xi, how do you want me to believe it?"

Yes, how should Luo Mingchuan believe Lin Xi? How should Lin Xi explain to Luo Mingchuan?

They seem to be stuck in a dead end, one wants to believe but can't, the other wants to explain but can't.

It's a dead knot.

Luo Mingchuan broke Lin Xi's hand away and left step by step, his back was indescribably depressed.

Lin Xi stood in place in a daze, tears flowed unconsciously, but Xie Zhexun walked over and held Lin Xi's hand: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”

Lin Xi hugged Xie Zhexun all of a sudden, and couldn't help crying.

Luo Mingchuan didn't go far, he heard Lin Xi's cry, couldn't help but stop, looked back at Lin Xi, and saw her crying bitterly holding a child with eyebrows and eyes similar to his, and he also heard the child call her "Mom".

There is no doubt that the little boy looks very much like Xie Zhexi, and Luo Mingchuan also guessed at a glance that he was the child of Xie Zhexi and Lin Xi. He is six or seven years old, which means that Lin Xi and Xie Zhexi met seven years ago, and he Luo Mingchuan has only known Lin Xi for more than three years. In this way, you don't have to think much to know that Xie Zhexi and Lin Xi once had a past, it must be unforgettable, after all, even the child was born, and he never forgot to take Lin Xi away from his wedding scene, and now they have a second child.

Luo Mingchuan couldn't help but laugh mockingly, he was the fool who had been kept in the dark, but why did Lin Xi lie to him again and again? Why tell him everything after a year? But Luo Mingchuan didn't want to understand anymore.

He came to Maria's Hospital today because he was coming to see a doctor, but he didn't expect that he would discover such a cruel truth.

Life is too ironic.

Lin Xi didn't know how long she had been crying with Xie Zhexun in her arms, but she understood that crying would not help, but would only increase the annoyance, so she wiped away her tears, and then led Xie Zhexun back to the ward.

Sooner or later, Luo Mingchuan has to know all this, so it's better for him to die. Lin Xi, who was sitting on the hospital bed, thought so.

When Xie Zhexi appeared, Lin Xi was still in a daze, his eyes were still red and swollen, and he knew that he had cried at a glance.

"Lin Xi, what's wrong with you? What happened? ”

Lin Xi didn't look over his head and didn't look at Xie Zhexi: "I'm fine." ”

Xie Zhexi sat down, with an indescribable tiredness in his voice that showed concern for Lin Xi.

He hadn't heard a sound for a long time, and Lin Xi couldn't help but look at Xie Zhexi but found that he was sitting asleep, his head slightly lowered, supporting his forehead with one hand and his elbow with the other.

Lin Xicai remembered that Xie Zhexi had almost slept in the hospital these days, and he was running at both ends of the hospital and the group, even the iron man was just tired. Thinking of this, Lin Xi picked up the blanket on the side and covered it with Xie Zhexi.

For Xie Zhexi, Lin Xi has always been contradictory - hate him, but pity him, but Xie Zhexi doesn't need people's pity.

Lin Xi was never able to face Xie Zhexi, because she was never able to define the relationship between them. Xie Zhexi said that he wanted her to be his Mrs. Xie, but what kind of consideration did Xie Zhexi have, how could Lin Xi not understand - just for the sake of the child. It's just that this kind of marriage is not what Lin Xi wants, but such a marriage for the sake of the children is irresponsible to all three parties. Therefore, Lin Xi couldn't agree to Xie Zhexi. She can have a child with him in order to save Xie Zhexun, but marriage is impossible.

Moreover, the person in her heart has always been Luo Mingchuan, which cannot be changed, and it is impossible for her to completely cut off love and marriage.

Lin Xi can slowly reduce her hatred for Xie Zhexi, but she will not marry Xie Zhexi.