Chapter 175 A man who is not emotionally and physically single-minded
Cheng Ruoke looked at the sunny boy in front of him and was grateful.
Although she knew that even if it took more time, she would not agree to him, but now, she really, couldn't bear to say the words of refusal at such a time.
"Let's sleep." Eric covered the quilt for Cheng Ruoke.
When Xiaocui came in the evening, she carried a bird's nest porridge.
"Madam said, I want you to take good care of your body, don't hurt your mind too much, the second young master's side, she is persuading."
Why bother? The twisted melon is not sweet, and from the moment Zhan Leyan drove her away, she had no hope for their relationship.
Why do others care so much about things that I think are impossible?
She Cheng Ruoke starved to death and didn't eat the food that came to her.
Even if Zhan Leyan comes to apologize in person, she will not accept a person who is no longer emotionally and physically single-minded.
Now, the only thing she had to do was to stop dreaming of him.
Last night's dream was so real that she thought that the touch on her lips and the affectionate title were real, and Zhan Leyan seemed to be real.
Hehe, Cheng Ruoke was amused by this idea of her own, how could it be, Zhan Leyan had broken with her unilaterally, maybe she was with Zhou Xinyi all the time, how could she have the heart to come to the hospital to see her.
However, in the dead of night, when everyone fell asleep, Zhan Leyan reappeared in front of Cheng Ruoke's bed.
He reached out and touched Cheng Ruoke's forehead and found that her fever had subsided.
"Ruoruo, it's a lot better today."
Under Zhan Leyan's deep eyes, there are heavy dark circles under his eyes, and on his much thinner face, stubble grows wantonly, and if you look closely, you will find one or two white.
If he was in the hospital, how could he rest assured?
"Good night." He imprinted a kiss on her lips and reluctantly left the room.
"Have you drunk the porridge?" Zhan Le Yan asked Xiao Cui.
"After drinking, my wife has eaten a lot, and she is much more energetic today."
Xiaocui is very strange, obviously the second young master cares about his wife so much, why did he divorce her, and find a junior?
The bird's nest porridge was given to her by the second young master, and he boiled it himself, why is this?
Forget it, she's just a subordinate, just do her duty, and do so much.
Early in the morning, Cheng Ruoke opened his eyes and was a little annoyed.
Why do you dream of Zhan Leyan again?
Xiang Ling sat on the edge of the bed, talking about the company's affairs while peeling an apple for Cheng Ruoke.
"The projects in cooperation with the Zhan Group have been basically completed, Director Gu was called back, and Lao Tian studied the next plan together, I heard that the company of the Eric family will take over the mess left by the Zhan family, so that the results of your hard work will still be seen by everyone."
That's something to be happy about, but what's the use, she's been fired.
"Ruoke, you have been dismissed, it stands to reason that they can't use your works anymore?" Xiang Ling was also struggling with this matter.
Cheng Ruoke shook his head.
"It's okay, just take it as my compensation to the company, after all, Zhan's sudden termination of the contract was because of me."
"In this case, you, as the chief designer, were going to attend the scene that day, but you ......"
She has no identity anymore.
"It doesn't matter if you don't go, with you and Chi Cheng, anyway, the later work is done by the two of you."
Xiang Ling didn't say anything more, after all, she didn't count this matter.
Cheng Ruoke's body recovered quickly, and she looked no different from usual, but as a best friend, Xiang Ling still noticed her changes.
"Do you feel like you're getting more and more silent?"
Since she was discharged from the hospital and moved into her house, Xiang Ling found that Cheng Ruoke was not as interested and attentive as before when dealing with some things, and it seemed that there was a little more indifference in her personality, and that feeling was very similar to Zhan Leyan.
For example, in the matter of dealing with prosperous wealth.
Before she left for work, she told her that she was going to take Wangcai to the park, this matter was in the past, Cheng Ruoke did it a lot, but when Xiang Ling, who came home from work at night, was dragged out by Wangcai, she knew that Cheng Ruoke took her words as a deaf ear for the first time.
"The more willful it is, the more you can't get used to it, and one day when you are led away by it, then your positions will be reversed."
Xiang Ling was stunned by Cheng Ruoke's words, isn't it just walking the dog? Whose dog doesn't have to be pulled out every day?
Besides, every time she goes out, isn't it all Wangcai who pulls her away!
"That's not right, Xiao Ruoke," Xiang Ling pointed at Cheng Ruoke with a fly swatter, "I found out how did your ideological consciousness become so perverted?" ”
"It's not a pervert, I just want to tell you, don't be afraid that every time someone wants you to do something, you're afraid that if you don't agree, the other party will be sad and disappointed, and sometimes maybe refusing is the best choice." Cheng Ruoke touched Wangcai's head, and couldn't help but think of Qiuqiu's appearance in his mind.
People are pampered, and even dogs are happy.
"Xiao Ruoke, sometimes, individuals have to be treated individually, especially... People like Zhan Le Yan should ignore him, but my Wangcai, he is just used to going out for a walk every day, and you are making too much of a fuss, right? ”
Cheng Ruoke was stunned, she just sighed inexplicably, why did she mention that name? Soon they will have nothing to do with each other.
Cheng Ruoke has his own plans.
She refused Eric's and Aunt Kim's kind invitation to move to Xiang Ling's house, it was just a stopgap measure, she would find a quiet house to live in a place where others couldn't find it, and wait for her son to be born.
He will be her only relative in this world.
Her father is an irresponsible man, so, as a mother, she will do her best to make her son a dignified man!
Although Cheng Ruoke said a lot, he still went out to walk the dog with Xiang Ling, the light rain was dripping, and Wangcai looked left and right excitedly, as if he had found something and struggled to rush out.
"What's wrong Wangcai?" Following the direction that Wangcai ran over, Cheng Ruoke and Xiang Ling saw Gu Daoyang walking out of the community with at least that friend's husky.
"What a coincidence." Gu Daoyang took the initiative to come over to say hello.
Cheng Ruoke smiled and nodded.
"Director Gu, long time no see."
"Listen to Lao Tian...... You quit your job? ”
Resign? Obviously didn't Lao Tian fire her, Cheng Ruoke didn't say much, only wrote lightly: "I'm not feeling well, I'm no longer suitable for this job."
"Well, that's fine." He didn't say anything or ask anything, three people, two dogs, walking quietly in the rain.
Xiang Ling suddenly became nervous, saying that she forgot to turn off the fire when she remembered that there was a soup stewing at home, and she handed over her wealth to Cheng Ruoke and ran home.
Cheng Ruoke couldn't stop it if he wanted to.
Now, it's embarrassing.
Sure enough, after not taking a few steps, Gu Daoyang asked, "You don't seem to be affected by that incident?"
That thing.
Obviously, it was ruthlessly dumped in front of people all over the world.
"Do I have to cry, make trouble, and hang myself? That's too ugly. Cheng Ruoke laughed at himself.
Gu Daoyang stopped and turned his head to look at Cheng Ruoke, whose hair was wet from the drizzle.
There was no expression on her face.
There were still influences, but she transformed them into another kind of power, imprisoning herself in that power.
"Life without twists and turns is not perfect, and women with stories are often the most beautiful." Gu Daoyang said very sincerely.
Cheng Ruoke smiled.
"I didn't expect Director Gu to still have a lover."
"I've always been emotional, but most of the time, it's all in vain. After all, the falling flowers are intentional, and the flowing water is ruthless. ”
Cheng Ruoke couldn't continue, and this kind of conversation scared her.
"I'm not trying to take advantage of people's danger, it's that you say I'm not a person of temperament and I'm not convinced." Gu Daoyang immediately explained, "However, ...... I told you that when I was needed, I would do my best. ”
Gu Daoyang's eyes were still as untouched as before, but Cheng Ruoke no longer had the heart to experience it.
"Director Gu, thank you, but now I just want to take care of the child wholeheartedly."
She lowered her head and looked at her already obvious pregnant belly, this is her child, it is the person she will love with all her might, this world makes it, except for this child, maybe there is no one who can let Cheng Ruoke love.
"I know," Gu Daoyang showed a helpless smile, "You still love him, even though he did such a bastard thing." ”
He, naturally, is talking about Zhan Leyan.
"It's his child. You're willing to give everything for it. ”
Gu Daoyang's words were like a needle piercing Cheng Ruoke's heart.
"No, the child belongs to me alone, and it has nothing to do with anyone." She suddenly felt a little nauseous, so she hurriedly said goodbye and left with Wangcai.
She cherishes this child because she is his mother and has nothing to do with Zhan Leyan!
Cheng Ruoke thought as he walked.
In the future, the child will be born with her surname Cheng, and she will never be surnamed Zhan!
Cheng Ruoke was suddenly distraught, she hurried back along the open road, but caught a glimpse of a white shadow around the corner.
The car...... It looks like a white Maserati.
This is...... Zhan Leyan's car?
Cheng Ruoke hesitated in his heart, but he couldn't help but look over again, but found that there was nothing there.
What's wrong with her? Why do you always think of him!
Cheng Ruoke hated himself for not being decisive enough. obviously resented each other in his heart, but he couldn't control his emotions.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Wangcai was a little anxious to go home, and he struggled vigorously in front of him to want Cheng Ruoke to go faster.
Cheng Ruoke himself didn't want to get drenched in the rain, but she couldn't run because she was pregnant, and she was afraid that she would slip and fall if she walked too fast, so she could only pull Wangcai hard and hide under a big billboard on the side of the road.
Zhan Leyan sat in the car, silently hiding in the alley, he saw Cheng Ruoke stumbling in the rain again and again, and his heart was about to die of pain.
He clutched his hand at the wheel. betrayed his mood at this time.