Chapter 21: There is more than one kind of pain in life

"I have passed by your whole world, like a meteor across the sky of fate, and many words have been held back, unable to speak......"

At this moment, the milk coffee from your world passed by, the phone was from Ningge, Qing Ci sorted out his emotions, and answered the phone: "Hey, hello." ”

"Qingci is me, where are you?"

"I'm strolling around the road."

"Have you had dinner?" Ninger said, "I just finished planning for a customer, and I haven't had time to eat yet, so let's eat together?" ”

Qing Ci refused: "No, I'll just eat a little." ”

"Don't be so polite, you invited me to eat hot pot last time, this time I invited you, what do you want to eat? Western or Chinese? Why don't we go eat Cantonese food, Shen Ningzhi just introduced me to a particularly delicious Cantonese cuisine, accompany me to taste it, I'm embarrassed to go alone. ”

There are always so many reasons for his invitations to refuse, Qing Ci sighed and said, "Let's go eat a street barbecue." ”

Ningge was a little surprised, suspecting that he hadn't heard clearly: "Huh? ”

Qing Ci said: "How about the kind of roadside barbecue stall, and then call two ** liquors?" ”

"Liquor?" Ning Ge heard that there was something wrong with Qing Ci's tone, and he hurriedly agreed, "Okay, you share the location, I'll go to you immediately, and then we'll go to have a barbecue together." ”

"Okay." After Qing Ci hung up the phone, he shared the location with Ningge.

In this city, Ningge came to Qing Ci's side at the same speed as flying, Qing Ci looked at her phone, and it only took twenty minutes for Ning Ge to appear in front of her after they hung up the phone.

After opening the location sharing, Qing Ci didn't pay attention, she didn't know where Ningge came from, she looked at Ningge and said in surprise: "You ......"

"Oh." Ningge touched his nose and said, "I happen to live nearby, I didn't expect it...... Uh, isn't it close to you? ”

Seeing that he was stumbling in his speech, Qing Ci replied, "It's not too far." ”

"Well, that means we don't live far away, hehe...... Beijing is so big, we live so close, it's a coincidence. ”

"Ahh

Just seeing Qing Ci's stunned appearance, he was also stunned, Ning Ge secretly adjusted, and said fluently: "It's cold outside, let's get in the car first, I'll check where there is a barbecue around here." ”

"Okay." Qing Ci answered, Ning Ge hurriedly stepped forward to open the car door for her, and Qing Ci said politely, "Thank you." ”

Sitting in the car, Ningge pulled on his mobile phone, worried that the roadside barbecue was unhygienic, and deliberately said: "There is no roadside barbecue here, let's go to the store to eat barbecue?" ”

Turning his head, Ning Ge found that Qing Ci's cheeks were a little red and swollen.

Qingci insisted: "Then it's okay not to eat barbecue, I want to eat the roadside stalls outside, let's go eat skewers!" ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Ningge's hand stretched out, and Qing Ci was surprised: "What are you doing?" ”

"What's wrong with your face?" Ninger brushed her hair away, and faintly saw red fingerprints, and he asked angrily, "Someone hit you?" ”

"It's fine." Qing Ci hurriedly explained, "When I was shopping just now, I accidentally had physical contact with a man and was misunderstood by his girlfriend, it's okay." ”

Ningge casually continued: "Why is this little girl so crazy now, don't you ask the reason?" ”

After saying that, Ningge reacted, what kind of physical contact should you have with a stranger to be misunderstood by your girlfriend? Being slapped in the face inexplicably by a stranger, how would she react? It was clear that she had received some blow from such a low mood, and this blow would never be a slap from a stranger.

Ningge saw that Qing Ci was lying, but she deceived him naturally because she didn't want to tell him the real reason, and he didn't ask anymore.

"I remember I have a potion in this car, wait for me to get it for you." As he spoke, he was about to get out of the car and go to the trunk to get his medicine.

"No need." Qing Ci grabbed Ningge's hand and said indifferently, "I'll be fine tomorrow, don't worry about it, let's go eat." ”

Ninger hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

In the end, they still found a barbecue restaurant that set up a stall outside, ordered a few dishes, and asked for ** liquor to eat and drink at the same time.

The light rain outside gradually turned into ice particles, and the cold wind poured in one after another, but Qingci was holding a glass of white wine and drinking happily.

Ning Ge looked at the environment of the stall, and then looked at the cleanly dressed Qingci, and always felt a little awkward sitting here.

Qing Ci noticed Ningge's discomfort, she held the cup and smiled, "You know what? In the past, I liked to eat at roadside stalls on cold days, because the colder it was outside, the warmer the bowl of noodles and soup in front of you, just like the wine in this glass. ”

When he ordered wine, he wanted to order beer, but Qingci insisted on white, but at this time, seeing that her face was red and her speech was a little floating, Ningge was a little worried: "Qingci, drink less, you will get drunk." ”

"I'm drunk, will you leave me here?" Qing Ci asked.

"Of course not," Ninger said. ”

"What are you afraid of?" Qing Ci smiled, "It's delicious." ”

Qing Ci looked at the white snow particles floating outside, and said slowly: "At our house, I once chatted with a boss who did this kind of business, and he said that they set up a stall outside, and they got up at four or five o'clock every morning, and they were busy outside until ten or eleven o'clock in the evening before they could go home, and the money they earned every month was about ...... About a quarter of the rent has to be paid, just on this kind of road, there is so much rent to pay, once, I thought that the hardships in life were like this, just like this, poverty, struggling for survival, but today I found that no, the hardships of life are far more than poverty, the pain of life, the pain of life is always more than one, far more than, woo woo ...... "said and cried.

Ningge hurriedly moved the bench to sit down beside her, held her in his arms, and asked with concern, "Qingci, what's wrong with you?" Can you tell me, what the hell is wrong with you? What happened? ”

Qing Ci grabbed Ningge's clothes and threw herself into his arms, wiping all her tears on his body, she has someone she loves, but why can't she never say it in front of outsiders, why can't the person who is with her go shopping with her openly and brightly, see the people around her, the two of them are obviously very happy together, but why are there tears and pain?

Why did she give her pain but couldn't comfort her, why was she sad, it was other people who drank with her, why did she cry, it was other people who wiped her tears, why?

"Qingci, can you tell me why you're crying? What's going on? I'll be worried about you like this. She cried like this, but he didn't know why, this feeling made Ningge crazy, she grabbed Qingci's shoulder and asked, "Tell me what's wrong, you tell me Qingci." ”

As soon as he roared, Qingci stopped crying, she got up from Ningge's arms and glanced at him, and said calmly, "I'm fine." ”

"It's all like this and you still say you're fine, what's wrong?"

But no matter how Ningge asked, Qingci was just silent.

Ningge's expression gradually darkened: "In your heart, am I this kind of weight?" You can't say anything to me. He poured a glass of wine and dried.

Qing Ci pressed his wrist and said calmly, "You still have to drive." ”

Ningge took Qingci's hand away and said, "I'm looking for a substitute driver." ”

Qing Ci looked at him and said slowly: "You can drink with me, not everyone can drink with me." ”

Ningge paused with his hand holding the wine glass, and looked at Qing Ci in a daze and waited for her to continue.