"Qianqian, how have you been doing all these years?"

Shang Zhuojia's words seemed to be torture from the soul, and her eyes were gentle.

Liu Qianzhou nodded: "Unload some things that I couldn't put down before, and then suddenly found that this is life." From the moment I let go, I have accepted my current self. I think you will also have that moment, I let go of the career that I used to prefer not to have a family to continue, and you are the resentment in my heart. I believe that you don't want to hate the Song family anymore, and you don't want that thing to occupy your heart anymore. Life is so beautiful, why let those bad things fill your heart? However, people are an emotional thing, and everyone understands the truth, but it is too difficult to really do it. ”

Shang Zhuojia was inexplicably moved at the moment, Liu Qianzhou is still Liu Qianzhou.

"No matter how time changes, you are still like this, seeing you, as long as I sit with you for a while, I can feel that the world is still so beautiful, and people's hearts are still kind. Qianqian, this is your charm, the charm that I have wanted to learn and imitate all my life. ”

Liu Qianzhou twisted his eyebrows slightly: "You are you, what do you do to imitate others?" I'm not that good, you don't need to imitate me, it's enough to be yourself. ”

"Yes, I found out later that when I was living alone, I became more and more narrow-minded and emotional without a reference. I'm always thinking about what you'd do if Qianqian were to meet something like me. Thinking about what you would do, I looked at myself again, and then I understood. In the past few years, I have always reluctantly come over under such self-suggestion. Of course, I know that everyone is a different individual, and it is impossible to imitate others. However, without you, I really wouldn't be as calm as I am now. So, I still want to thank you. You yourself can't imagine how important you are to me. ”

Shang Zhuojia confessed softly, and Liu Qianzhou looked at her, obviously beyond her surprise.

"Thank you for looking up to me like this, but with such an attitude towards the Song family, we are destined not to become good friends in the future."

Liu Qianzhou shrugged, "It's a pity, I hope that in the future, when you let go of everything, we will go back together." I also hope that by then, it is not too late. ”

"I know, I've thought about it. But now, even if I can pretend it doesn't matter, I'm ...... It's just that it doesn't matter if you pretend to be calm. In my heart, I can't let go, there are still traces like a soldering iron. Therefore, I don't want to force myself anymore, I've had enough of it in the past, and I don't want to let me live in depression anymore. If you don't like it, don't get close, don't force yourself to approach, and live as you like. Even if you hate, you must hate calmly and do not suppress your emotions. ”

Shang Zhuojia smiled and confessed that she really regarded Liu Qianzhou as herself, so she would say this in front of her.

Liu Qianzhou nodded: "I support you, support you to live a casual and chic life." Anyway, we even have children, what else can't we experience? ”

When Shang Zhuojia heard this, he laughed: "You're right, the children have been born, and we still have something we can't get by." ”

The two didn't talk much about family, only around physical and mental problems, and it was embarrassing to talk about family.

Liu Qianzhou's words just now have already made his position clear.

Because Shang Zhuojia is still unwilling to truly forgive the Song family, then, she is the daughter-in-law of the Song family, so she will stand on the side of the Song family.

I will wait for the day when Shang Zhuojia really lets go, and then get back to the old good.

"Did you give birth to a fat child? How much fat? Shang Zhuojia suddenly asked.

Liu Qianzhou was stunned, the topic changed a little quickly, but the two of them would only be more relaxed when they talked about this.

"I'm about twenty or thirty pounds heavier. Ninety-six pounds before pregnancy, now about one hundred and fifteen. Twenty pounds! ”

Liu Qianzhou pressed his eyebrows lightly, how can this be done, one hundred and fifteen!

Shang Zhuojia was surprised: "Eh, is it because you are too full, so you can't see it?" Your limbs are still slender. ”

Liu Qianzhou was stunned: "You didn't lie to me again?" ”

Shang Zhuojia laughed, "What did I lie to you for?" It's true, I can't see it, it's skinny. ”

Liu Qianzhou pinched a handful of thigh meat, alas, this body of fat.

Immediately raised his eyes and said, "You didn't seem to be fat when you were pregnant, did you get fat after giving birth?" How heavy? ”

"I was heavy before I was born, but I lost weight quickly, I wasn't fat-prone physique, I was still quite lucky." Shang Zhuojia said with a smile.

In that situation, in that environment, can she not be thin?

Living in the shadow of hatred all day long, thinking about revenge or incognito all day long, living an extremely tormenting life.

I can't sleep every day and night, I can't eat well, I am tired with a baby, I don't eat well, I don't sleep well, and I am tired, and I have a small amount of plumpness just out of confinement, and I have lost weight back to before pregnancy in just half a month after confinement. Because I didn't take care of the child when I gave birth, my body is still sick, and I guess I fell the root of the disease in the confinement.

Shang Zhuojia said with a smile: "When I first gave birth to the garden, I refused the help of the confinement lady, because I was afraid that the confinement lady would not be good for the child, so I did everything myself, washing the child's diapers, changing diapers, feeding, bathing, etc., all for the sake of the child." But at that time, the weather was not good, and it was still a little cold, but I paid attention. So, now I have the root of the disease, and when it is cold, my knees and wrists are so cold that they hurt. I went to see a Chinese medicine doctor and said that I had a cold during confinement. In the past, when I was ferrying, it was the south, and it was too late to pay attention to keeping warm in winter. Now back to Yundu, the clouds are not like ferries, and Yundu is cold in winter, so now they are starting to be a little unbearable. So Qianqian, during this period, if your mother tells you not to do anything, you must not do it, they are all for your good, it is true. ”

Liu Qianzhou hurriedly asked, "Then are you okay now?" Yundu will gradually enter autumn at the end of October, and the weather will be cooler, are you okay now? Do you feel particularly cold? ”

Shang Zhuojia shook her head: "I'm fine now, I don't feel particularly cold." Only when it rains, I wake up in the morning and at night, and I feel a little cold. But when it's colder, it's a little more severe. But fortunately, life is much more convenient now, and many warm little things can be used. ”

"Yes, keep warm. Do you have heating in your house, in winter? Liu Qianzhou asked.

"Yes, specially pretended, when I came back, my husband and I couldn't stand the cold, he has been living on the ferry, and he has lived there for decades, so he suddenly turned to Yundu, and he couldn't stand it. Especially in the winter of Yundu, our place, neither north nor south, happens to be a place with no heating, but it is very cold. So I installed it in the first winter, and if there are children at home, it is better to be warmer. Shang Zhuojia smiled.

Liu Qianzhou nodded, "That's good, as long as the coldest winter is over, there will be no big problem." ”

"Yes, so you are in the middle of confinement, so you must take care of yourself. Otherwise, you won't know about regret until now. Shang Zhuojia smiled.

"I heard that the illness in the confinement has to be taken care of in the confinement, and there is another one, and a younger brother or sister is added to the garden, and you just need to recuperate again." Liu Qianzhou said.

Shang Zhuojia shook his head: "I really haven't thought about it, one garden is enough for me to toss, and if I add another one, I'm afraid I'll go crazy." The garden has grown older, and I look like I will soon be able to retire, and now I have another one, and I am a little afraid. I don't want to regenerate. ”

"But doesn't Mr. Shao have no children yet? The two of you are going to live for the rest of your life, so why don't you think about having another child? ”

Liu Qianzhou cares about Shang Zhuojia's current situation, but she hopes that Shang Zhuojia can forget the pain of the past and truly live a healthy life.

Shang Zhuojia smiled: "He hasn't yet, but he respects my opinion." It doesn't matter if you don't, the garden looks at him like his biological father, so ......"

"Isn't it allowed to have two now? Why not give birth? You're still so young, and my family has just been born, so what do you have to worry about. If we have another one, our children will not be much different. Isn't it? Liu Qianzhou persuaded.

When Shang Zhuojia heard this, he chuckled and shook his head: "I don't want to give birth, the first one is about to kill me, and the second one may not be tossed by something." It's you, it's right to choose to be in the confinement center, the people here are better than the experienced confinement sisters, at least look at your body recovery, complexion, and not too tired. If you keep it at home, you don't know what the problem is. ”

"Well, that's what I thought too, everybody's relaxed." Liu Qianzhou said with a smile.

Shang Zhuojia heard Li Liyuan's voice outside, and she also got up, "If you have a chance in the future, goodbye, take care of your health." Don't worry about weight loss, you look very good now, you look good, your body comes first. ”

Liu Qianzhou sent Shang Zhuojia away, and when he opened the door, Li Liyuan happened to walk in front of him, and he was startled when he looked at the person who came out.

"Hello Auntie." Shang Zhuojia smiled and said hello.

Li Liyuan nodded: "Eh, good, good ......" Seeing that the person was leaving with his bag, he hurriedly asked again: "Did you leave so soon?" ”

"yes, I have to go back to pick up the kids, so I have to go. Goodbye, Auntie, I will have the opportunity to invite you to dinner with Qianqian in the future. "Nice invitation from Chanjoka.

"Eh, that's so embarrassing, come often when you're free." Li Liyuan said politely.

Shang Zhuojia left, and Li Liyuan stood at the door for a while, a little strange.

"Eh, who is she...... That daughter-in-law in Cambridge, right? I haven't seen it for so long, and I was a little surprised when it suddenly appeared. Li Liyuan said.

I really didn't recognize it at the first time, but when I reacted, I remembered it, wasn't it the girl from the Shang family.

"Yes, it's a little different from before, it's not that it's changed, it's temperament. Now she is a mature lady, and she used to be a child. Liu Qianzhou sighed.

Li Liyuan nodded: "She really came here?" ”

Liu Qianzhou raised his eyes and said, "Come to see me and Fubao, I specially chose a time when no one was there, probably deliberately avoiding the Song family." ”