Chapter 178: Don't Regret It
Murong Qiufeng's pupils shrank suddenly, a trace of bitterness flashed in his eyes, he turned his head slightly, and didn't look at Shangguan Ye again, "You're thinking too much,"
"It's how I think, Feng, you are indeed very smart, but your experience is still too shallow, you can't hide all your emotions, you actually already know Yun Feiyang's feelings for you, but you just don't dare to face it, and this factor that doesn't dare, I'm afraid it's me, if you don't have me, you will definitely accept Yun Feiyang immediately, right, in fact, the superfluous one is me, hehe,"
"No, it's not ......" Murong Qiufeng turned his head to look at Shangguan Ye, the pain in his eyes made his heart hurt like a knife, but he was a little weak to refute,
Shangguan Ye said it well, he did know his senior brother's feelings for him a long time ago, he had no contact with feelings before, he may not be able to see it, he couldn't think of it, but from the moment he understood Shangguan Ye's feelings and was with him, he knew,
Shangguan Ye looked at his eyes, that emotion was so familiar, because there used to be someone who always looked at him with this kind of eyes, that person was Senior Brother, Yun Feiyang, but before that, he was just guessing, and he didn't even want to guess, but what made him sure was the familiar kiss marks on the newlywed.
He is not a stupid person, he didn't know when he hadn't been in contact, how could he not think of it after contact, what kind of drinking allergies, it was all fake, but he didn't dare to ask Shangguan Ye or Senior Brother for verification, he didn't even mention this, and he didn't touch alcohol anymore,
For Yun Feiyang, his feelings are complicated, maybe there is a kind of admiration, a kind of dependence, a kind of moving and gratitude, but there is one thing that he himself knows very well, that kind of feelings are different from his feelings for Shangguan Ye.
He clearly knew that he was in love with Guan Ye, but his kindness and touching to his senior brother made him fall into pain, he couldn't and didn't dare to hurt his senior brother, and even if his senior brother also showed his feelings, he didn't know if he could refuse ruthlessly, in the end, no matter what, either Shangguan Ye was injured, or his senior brother was injured,
So he kept running away, deceiving himself all the time, pretending not to know,
The more he is with Shangguan Ye, the more he indulges in it, indulging in his tenderness, but the more he is like this, the deeper the guilt he feels about his senior brother in another part of his heart, but at the same time, because of that vague emotion, he also has a strong guilt towards Shangguan Ye, Shangguan Ye can give all his heart and feelings, but he is still wandering,
"Heh, isn't it......" Shangguan Ye looked deeply at the struggle in his eyes, mocking in a low voice, his eyes were full of deep pain and loss, as if he had lost all his strength and motivation, he turned his eyes away, turned over and struggled to get up,
His emotions made Murong Qiufeng shake again, as if there was something to break away from, his heart was instantly empty, panic filled the entire heart, making him subconsciously reach out and hold Shangguan Ye's shoulder, between the touches, the two of them paused slightly, and then there seemed to be a faint decision in their hearts, gritted their teeth, and pushed him up hard, but he didn't push away, but turned over and pressed on him,
Shangguan Ye looked at him calmly, the expression on his face didn't seem to exist, looking at his eyes, as if he was looking at a stranger, but who knew how worried and expectant he was in his heart at this moment,
The more he cares, the easier it is to be hurt, he can strengthen his feelings and never let go, but if Murong Qiufeng lets go before him, then although he can do his best to keep him by his side, the relationship between the two is destined to have an insurmountable rift.
Murong Qiufeng felt more and more pain in his heart, so painful that he wanted to tear it open, at this moment, he deeply understood that no matter what, he didn't want to, nor could he lose Shangguan Ye, lose this feeling, at this moment, even surpassed Yun Feiyang's status in his heart, even if he lost everything, he didn't want to lose him, lose this person, lose this person who brought him happiness,
bowed his head, kissed the cold lips heavily, and opened his lips abruptly,
Shangguan Ye remained unmoved, his eyes were still calm and cold, but he didn't refuse, feeling that the little tongue with a cool feeling was cautious in his mouth but seemed to be making up his mind to tease him,
His eyes fell on the closed eyes, looking at the crystal tears, along with the water on the hair, slowly flowing down, and being sent into the mouth together, his heart hurt,
In the end, he closed his eyes helplessly, sighed, pressed his neck, and deepened the kiss,
His actions are not to say that he wants to let go, but to force him with a hard heart, Murong Qiufeng, he will never let go, he also knows what Murong Qiufeng's feelings are for him, and what his feelings for Yun Feiyang are, he understands all of this,
He is so aggressive tonight, not to drill the horns, but to force him to understand his heart, understand what he wants to choose in the end, understand which one is the most important and indispensable, as he said, what he wants is his complete heart, he will not let his heart, leave any room for Yun Feiyang, or even others, even if that trace of affection is not love, he wants to completely withdraw Yun Feiyang from his heart,
Yun Feiyang can only occupy his memories and occupy a little of his emotions, but it is absolutely not allowed to engrave any special marks in his heart,
Yun Feiyang, the agreement of the year, our competition was based on the premise of not hurting him, so what are you doing now, you are vainly trying to force him to choose you, hmph, I don't care what the hell you want to do, since you have done so, then don't blame me for downplaying your status in his heart, little by little,
For them, Yun Feiyang is a thorn, a thorn stuck in the hearts of the two of them, this is true for Murong Qiufeng, and it is the same for him, what he wants to do is to slowly dissolve this thorn, so that it does not even leave the slightest trace of scars.
Yun Feiyang, he can use various means and another way to beat himself into Murong Qiufeng's heart, and he can also expel him,
Low wheezing echoes around this cold pool,
Murong Qiufeng gasped heavily, a pair of eyes opened, a little hazy, took a deep breath, closed his eyes again, reached out and tore off the belt around his waist, stared at the regained gaze, and said in a dumb voice, "Hug me," the simple two words show his heart, his resoluteness, his choice,
Shangguan Ye looked at him, his heart ached, if he could, he didn't want to use this hurtful way to force him, but he really couldn't control it, if he didn't untie his knot earlier, then Yun Feiyang would only get deeper and deeper in his heart,
Raised his head and kissed the corner of his mouth gently, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't regret it," he said, pulling his collar and pulling it gently, the white clothes flew out, the positions were exchanged, and the hot kiss kept falling on the skin that was almost driven away by the cold air,
There was not too much foreplay to enter deeply, but the pain was shared by the two of them, as if they wanted both parties to remember this moment deeply.
This time it is not like a lingering love, but more like two restless beasts, asking for peace of mind and stability, seeking a sense of refuge,