64 Secrets
Su Li felt a sadness in her heart, and suddenly she couldn't suppress it and crawled on the table and cried, after a while, she felt more comfortable in her heart, and when she raised her head again, where was An Yanzhe's shadow, and there was only Dr. Char sitting opposite.
"Reporter Su just ......" Char asked when he saw Su Li's unusual behavior.
But before she could finish asking, Su Li suddenly stood up from his seat and said, "I'm sorry, I still have something to do, so I'll leave first." After saying that, he walked out.
When Su Li passed by him, Char said what he didn't finish just now: "It's a hallucination."
Su Li had already taken a step to continue walking, but suddenly stopped after hearing Char's words.
"This is not a good phenomenon, since I am entrusted by someone, I will definitely do my best to cure you, Reporter Su doesn't want to go on like this forever, please take some time to talk to me." Char saw that Su Li was a little shaken, and continued to persuade.
Char's words succeeded in keeping Su Li, and she continued to sit down in her seat, looking at him without saying a word.
Char asked, "Can you tell me what you just saw?" The question was completely in a tone of discussion and request, and he was not sure that Su Li would answer, but Su Li replied unexpectedly:
"An Yanzhe."
Why was something that had never been mentioned to anyone suddenly said to Charl? When Su Li looked back and thought about it later, he felt that maybe it was because he saw through his own mind, maybe it was because he was an excellent doctor, but more importantly, he should be the only person who could recall and talk about An Yanzhe with him.
Nie Zhenfeng returned to the office from the drill venue, pushed the door and saw Father Su inside, he was a little surprised, and asked, "Dad, why are you here?"
Father Su sat on the sofa, glanced at Nie Zhenfeng, and then said, "Sit down first."
His tone was no longer as cold as the last time they met in South Sudan, which made Nie Zhenfeng surprised and delighted, and he sat on the sofa as Father Su said.
"I came to you because of my departure." Father Su spoke.
"Her business? It can't be, what happened to her in South Sudan, right? Nie Zhenfeng asked.
"She already knows about me letting Yu Fei change jobs." Father Su said, his voice was low, and he couldn't hear joy, anger and sorrow.
When this matter was confirmed, Su Li had already called Nie Zhenfeng, so he was not very surprised when he heard the news.
Father Su is an observant person, and when he saw Nie Zhenfeng's mediocre attitude, he said, "I don't think you're surprised at all, you should already know."
Nie Zhenfeng said sincerely: "It's not that I don't know completely, it's just that Su Li asked me about Yu Fei's change of career, and I probably guessed it."
Father Su just glanced at him lightly and didn't continue to speak, as if he was thinking about how to speak the words later.
"And what are you going to do?" Nie Zhenfeng asked cautiously.
"She called me and said a lot, and I promised her to think about it." Father Su said, and after a short pause, he continued: "I thought about it last night, and I think it's okay if Yu Fei doesn't change jobs."
Hearing Father Su's words, Nie Zhenfeng suddenly felt a lot more comfortable in his heart, and his face also revealed a happy expression, and said, "If they knew, they would be very happy."
It's just that Su's father didn't think so, and said leisurely: "That's not necessarily."
"What do you mean......" Nie Zhenfeng didn't understand Father Su's words and asked.
"It's okay if you don't change jobs, but special forces are a dangerous profession in the end, I don't like him to be involved in the future, and I don't want him to be sad if something happens to him, so transfer him to serve in the ordinary army." Father Su said.
Nie Zhenfeng frowned when he listened, and remained silent for a long time after listening, and after the silence, he said: "Leave this matter to me, I'll persuade him."
Father Su was originally hopeful that Nie Zhenfeng would agree with his idea, but he didn't expect him to agree like this, which was a bit unexpected to him. However, he understood Nie Zhenfeng's character and knew that if he promised something, he would definitely do it, so he put his mind at ease.
"During this time, let's send him less dangerous things. When Li'er called last night, he said that he was injured and went on a mission, and he could hear that Li'er was worried about him. Father Su said again, maybe he didn't really hate Yu Fei's work, but hoped to better protect Su Li.
"Why did you do it when you had predicted that something would happen?" Su Li asked.
The freshly served coffee on the table was still steaming, the surroundings were tranquil and perfect for chatting, and the beautiful soft music echoed in their ears to accompany their conversation.
"Because I still have a glimmer of hope, and because I want you to think of him next time you are not afraid, but in a different mood." "Isn't he doing it now?" When you think of him again, you're not scared. ”
"Afraid, how can you not be afraid." Su Li said, she kept looking at the cup in her hand when she spoke, "I'm afraid to see him, I'm afraid that he will appear in a dream, after all, ...... He died because of me. At that time, his last words turned out to be ......"
At this point, she looked at Char with teary eyes and continued, "The last sentence turned out to be like that...... How do I bear that grief? ”
Her words were intermittent, but Char still understood, because she was too sad to think of An Yanzhe, so she was afraid to think of him.
"It's because I'm too selfish, I only think about myself, I killed him, killed him who loves me so passionately, and arranged for you to treat me in advance, how can I repay this love."
"This love is not for you to repay, it is to atone for your sins, to atone for the debt you owed ten years ago." Char said.
"You may not know that he has the same disease as you. Because of the guilt of his parents' sister, his personality became eccentric, forming a dual personality, and in revenge, he killed your sister and nephew, thinking that those would make him feel better, but turned into another lingering nightmare. ”
"I'm the culprit for my sister's death." Su Li said and looked at his hand, and in a trance, his hand was stained with blood again, and the scene of himself holding a knife appeared in front of him.
In order to get out of that scene and mood, she almost panicked and took a sip of coffee to calm herself.
Yu Fei returned to the hospital after finishing his errand, found Ye Siyin, and said, "Let's go."
"Where?" Ye Siyin asked.
"Where is what? Aren't you going back? Why are you staying in the hospital when you're not sick? Yu Fei said.
"Alas~" Ye Siyin sighed and leaned on the table and said, "What are you doing when you go back, the person you met is not here."
"The person you met here is not here, are you sick, why are you in someone else's hospital, hurry up and pack up, and go back with me." Yu Fei said that it is not easy to take care of the eldest brother of his younger siblings.
Ye Siyin covered his chest and said with a sad face: "I am sick, it is lovesickness."
"He hasn't been gone for a day, what is lovesickness." Yu Fei said helplessly.
"I don't." Ye Siyin said resolutely, "I don't want to go back with the two of you, you guys are greasy and crooked along the way, how much it affects your mood, leave me a car, and I'll go back by myself." ”
"Reporter Su doesn't come back with us." Yu Fei said, "Aixi, it's true, now that I know, I don't know how you and Jiang Tong were crooked in front of me at the beginning." ”
"Won't Su come with us? Why did she go? Ye Siyin asked as he went out with Yu Fei.
"Well, she said to go to the reporter's station to find ......," Yu Fei said, and didn't say anything when he saw the person walking towards him.
"Looking for whom?" Ye Siyin asked.
"Ah, that's the person from the reporter's station, and I don't know who to look for." Yu Fei said as much as possible to hide his emotions.
When the two were talking, Weng Hua had already walked over, and after seeing Yu Fei, he said, "Is Captain Yu okay?" Yesterday I was really sorry, and I played a goof. ”
"Haha, I'm fine, but Reporter Su said he wouldn't let you go." Yu Fei joked.
"Captain Yu is going to help me stop it." Weng Hua also said jokingly.
After a few words of greeting, Weng Hua said, "I'll go to Shiyang first, and we'll talk another day."
"Okay." Yu Fei smiled and watched Weng Hua leave.
Thinking of the text message he received from Su Li before, he couldn't help frowning, when he just came out of the embassy, he received a text message from Su Li, saying: I'm going to find my senior brother, if there's something, you take Si Yin back first, remember to leave a car for me.
At this moment, he saw Weng Hua in the hospital, which meant that Su Li didn't go to him, so what did she do? Thinking like this is not because I doubt Su Li's whereabouts, but because I am a little worried and a little puzzled, is there something I can't know?
"What's wrong with you?" Ye Siyin saw Yu Fei staring ahead and asked.
Yu Fei replied casually: "It's nothing, let's go."
Along the way, Yu Fei just drove the car and didn't speak, Ye Siyin sat in the car, not to mention how stuffy it was, although the windows were open, and there was constantly a cool breeze blowing in, but she still felt that the atmosphere was a little depressing.
However, Yu Fei didn't say it, and it was inconvenient for her to ask, but seeing Yu Fei's expression seemed a little unhappy, Ye Siyin thought in her heart whether she should tell Su Li about it.
"Why are you looking at me?" Yu Fei didn't know when he noticed that Ye Siyin was looking at him, so he asked.
"Nothing." Ye Siyin looked away and said, "I just think you seem to be absent-minded from just now." ”
"Is there one?" Yu Fei asked.
"Yes, it's the same expression all the way away, and I wonder if I owe you money and haven't paid it back." Ye Siyin said jokingly.
"Yes, you do owe me money." Yu Fei looked at Ye Siyin and said seriously.
"Hey~ you're a person." Ye Siyin said speechlessly, "It's still a joke, it seems that it's okay, otherwise I would have planned to tell Su Li about your status today." ”
"You're a person, really, how can you make a small report." Yu Fei said.
"Who made you like this along the way, as a friend, of course I have to care." Ye Siyin said.
Yu Fei didn't want Su Li to know his current state, so he casually found an excuse and said: "It's nothing, it's just some things at work, don't tell her about this kind of trivial matter, so as not to worry about her."
"Then it depends on my mood." Ye Siyin said deliberately playfully.
Although Ye Siyin said this, Yu Fei knew that she would not tell Su Li about it, and she was also a lot more relieved. Although that incident was still pressing on his heart and made him unable to figure it out, he didn't want this little thing to affect his relationship with Su Li and the state of getting along.