145. Forget it
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Lin Anqi's face sank, full of coldness.
"You're so smart, you should understand that going against me isn't a smart choice."
Phew, I look at my immobile legs. At this time, you should shed a few tears, looking aggrieved and pitiful. But...... I just feel tired.
"That's it." I smiled nonchalantly, "I really don't care what you say or do." Anyway, I'm leaving. ”
Lin Anqi was surprised for three seconds, and then straightened her back even more.
"Since you are leaving, then leave completely clean. The dangerous thing in you has put my two sons in danger because of you. I don't want that to happen again.
"I don't want the two of them to have any disagreement with you. None of them should be coveted. Everyone has a predestined fate, and the best attitude to live is to accept fate. Someone will pick you up tomorrow. ”
With that, she was leaving.
"Wait." I speak up.
"What I should do and what I shouldn't do, I don't have a word to say to you." I looked at her without fear, "I'm leaving because I have my own way of living." It's not a matter of admitting or not accepting fate! ”
Lin Anqi pursed her lips, didn't say anything, turned around and walked out of the door.
……
The rest of the day, I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling with my eyes open for long periods of time.
People say that if you don't die in a big disaster, you will have a blessing in the future, but I am "a great disaster and don't die to reflect on life".
What's the sin of liking someone only?!
Angry and aggrieved.
I don't want my feelings to be linked to intrigue and intrigue in their mouths, and I feel like I'm being blasphemed.
Regret it? I asked myself again. Do you regret liking Hua Ming? Not really.
As long as I think of that snowy night, Hua Ming hugged me and snatched me back from the hands of death, my heart hurt so much that I couldn't breathe, and I tried to keep the tears from pouring out.
Hearing the sound of the ward door, I quickly closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.
Smelling the breath that was not unfamiliar, I couldn't help but let go of my breath.
Hua Ming walked lightly and sat down on a chair beside the bed. Immediately afterward, I felt an air current running across my face, perhaps he reached over, but stopped there, and slowly withdrew it.
He whispered, "Get well soon." ”
It's like, knowing that I'm awake.
I never knew I was so vulnerable, but when I heard those four words, my eyes got wet.
Clenched fists, I didn't want to see his face. Otherwise...... Maybe I'm going to break down.
"Tong Coco. You don't have to say anything, just listen to me quietly. ”
My body trembled.
He was silent for a minute, then said, "I agree with you to end the contract early." ”
I felt something pressing on my chest and I couldn't breathe.
"I'm glad I can get you back safely." His tone was as flat as if he was deliberately suppressing, "I've never said anything like this, but I have to...... I'm just as happy to know you. You are one of the most optimistic and strong people I know.
"It's just...... I don't know when I'll be reluctant to let you go. Maybe I've been alone for too long, and I'm used to you being noisy. When Hua Jin said that she liked you, I was angry, really angry.
"You think I'm mad at you, but ...... I'm just mad at myself. While others can face their likes and dislikes and their feelings, I prefer to close myself off to my own world and analyze problems with reason. That's who I am.
"I admit that between us...... There is a peculiar feeling that makes me anxious. But I don't want to change anything because of that feeling. I've never been an emotional person, but I'm not completely insensitive, and I'm not as cold-blooded as you might think. ”
With that, I felt him take my hand and put something on.
"My sanity tells me that this strange relationship that surrounds us shouldn't be allowed to go on any longer. So I'll let you go and give you some peace. I hope you will stop clinging to unworthy people and things, and stop putting yourself in danger because of clinging. You are the only child in this world, and you should not be trapped by anything or anyone. In the face of people and things that are unlikely to have results, forget about it. ”
……
The door was gently slammed shut, and I opened my eyes filled with tears.
On his wrist is a lost blue crystal bracelet.
I didn't move, I looked at the ceiling, my heart was torn apart. He could only use his other hand to tightly cover the bracelet on his wrist and sobbed uncontrollably.
Is this the end?
Then have a good cry and end it happily.
As soon as the water in my head runs dry, I'll be normal.
……
When I returned to China, I did not follow Lin Anqi's arrangement to go to a high-end hospital for further treatment, but asked Tong Yu to pick him up and go home with him.
For the sake of my injury, Tong Yu did not scold me, but took care of me after taking me home.
He didn't mention anything about the Hua family again.
Even if Uncle Gen sent someone to send my luggage back, he had a tacit understanding and didn't ask.
……
New Year's bells ring.
Our family of four gathered around for a simple and warm celebratory meal. Then, Xiaoli and Tong Yu set up my wheelchair, and we went up to the rooftop together to watch the fireworks set off by other houses.
I sat in a wheelchair and excitedly made a wish.
Xiaoli also did the same.
Tong Yu laughed beside him: "How can anyone make a wish on the fireworks?" It's not a shooting star. ”
I opened one eye and slanted at him: "Don't forget it, anyway, I've already helped you by the way." ”
"What did you promise me?"
I smiled brightly: "Of course, my grandmother is healthy, you can make it to the finals and win the belt, and I can quickly recover my mobility and make a lot of money!" After speaking, I patted Xiaoli, "What about you?" What about you? ”
Xiaoli smiled like a nymphomaniac: "Hurry up and find a handsome and rich boyfriend." It's best to take me back to his house before the New Year, and get engaged! ”
"Cut!" Tong Yu and I are the same.
Xiaoli didn't care, she was still laughing there, very thick-skinned in my style.
"These wishes will definitely come true." Tong Yu smiled and hugged his shoulders, "I promise." ”
"This has to be done. My big house, big house, big house! I grabbed Tong Yu and yelled in his ear.
"Got it, got it." Tong Yu pretended to break free in disgust, "You wait for me here for a while, I'll go get some delicious food, let's talk while eating." Xiaoli, help. With that, he quickly ran downstairs.
I watched the fireworks rekindle in the sky, and suddenly the name that shouldn't have existed came to my mind.
You don't have to be scared anymore, you don't have to be afraid of hurting anyone, it's actually good. I couldn't help but mutter, "I hope he's doing well." ”
At this time, my mobile phone rang, and I clicked on it to see that it was a New Year's greeting MMS message from Hua Tian. She took a selfie with her hands together and a flying kiss.
I quickly took a picture of her and asked her to see how healthy and beautiful I looked.
In the past few weeks since I came back, I have only kept in touch with Hua Tian.
Listening to her, Hua Jin had been in trouble at home for a few days, and her relationship with Lin Anqi was tense.
The band had already made it to the finals, which were scheduled for the following weekend. Later, I also received a text message from Ah Hua, saying that Hua Jin's mood had been depressed, and he even had the idea of withdrawing from the finals, and they were very worried.
I don't feel good.
But, perhaps, as Hua Ming said, if he lets go, everyone can break free from that strange circle, but I have to work hard at the same time.
You have to be ruthless to Huajin, and you have to be ruthless to yourself.
I've been ruthless for so long, and as long as I think of Hua Ming, my heart still hurts as if I'm going to suffocate. You can only tell yourself that time heals everything.
Look down at your phone again......
Unexpectedly, I found that the software that was specially installed to supervise Huajin jumped out to locate the message, which showed that Huajin was nearby?
No way?
I clicked on it to confirm that it was.
This guy won't run away from home on Chinese New Year's Eve, right?
At this time, Tong Yu came up with a lot of delicious food, but I pulled him and wanted to take me to the gate of the community.
When I was about to arrive at the gate of the community, I walked forward with a cane, and sure enough, I saw the back of Hua Jin's slowly departing at the door.
I hesitated, but I still called him "Huajin".
At this moment, the salute roared in the sky.
Hua Jin stopped at dusk and turned around hesitantly, her expression unexpected.
Where can I manage so much, holding on crutches, and hurriedly stepped forward: "Huajin, why are you here?" Don't tell me, you ran away from home? ”
I asked myself if I was fierce.
But he couldn't help but laugh.
This guy, can't he be too depressed and psychologically abnormal?
"You're no longer my assistant, what does it have to do with me running away from home?" He tugged at the corners of his mouth.
"......" I was speechless for a moment.
I'm not...... I've watched too many movies, are you afraid that he won't be able to open them?
"I'm going to get to know each other." I had a valid reason, "How can I turn a blind eye?" ”
Hua Jin was stunned, and asked in disbelief: "You still treat me as a friend?" ”
I was silent for a moment, then pointed to the plaster cast on my leg that had not yet been removed, and said, "You threw my things, and the bastard was so angry with me, that he would trap me in a foreign country regardless of his strength, and that he would go around the ghost gate and turn back...... I broke a leg and couldn't even take care of myself when I went to the toilet...... Besides, I didn't oppress me less before......"
Hua Jin looked embarrassed and gasped.
"Although it is true that you have sinned heinously, I have a lot of them."
Seeing that his eyes slowly began to glow, I quickly affirmed, "We are not friends, don't think that this is a signal that I encourage you to continue that me!" We can say hello to each other on such a holiday, meet on the street and say hello, and that's it. ”
He looked down and laughed, as if he had been content.
"Now that the words are clear, ...... So they went back to their own homes, and each looked for their mother. "That's all I have to say.
"I'm doing some introspection." He kept me.