Chapter 194: What Is the Truth?
"I'm not afraid of being infected when you're sick, I'm sleeping in a bed with you, I'm carrying you when you're tired of walking, you're climbing trees and picking pears, I'll be a ladder for you, you're accidentally in trouble, I'll give you a black pot, you saved a strange man, I didn't dare to take it home and was reluctant to throw it down, I took the risk and carried it into my room to help you serve, and after being discovered, my parents scolded my subordinates and talked about it, saying that I was not serious at a young age, how could I ever say a word about you? For this, I can only be forced to marry him, you think that I am intervening between you and destroying your happiness, you don't know at all, I already have someone I like, I don't want to marry him at all. ”
Zhao Xueqi's eyelids jumped fiercely, and she suddenly raised her head, looking at Tang Xueying in shock, and her eyes gradually turned red.
"I want to run away from marriage, whether it is King Ning or him, I don't want to marry, but you tell me that you tell him the truth, he is willing to marry you, and you have promised to marry him! If you want to get married, make it clear to your father and mother, although you are not their biological child, but up and down the family, who doesn't regard you as a real Miss Guogongfu? How can your father and mother not fulfill you, but you won't forget what you said to me, right? ”
Tang Xueying recalled, tears flowed down at once, "You say, sister, please, marry him with me!" I didn't say yes, I don't love him! ”
"How do you do that? You committed suicide by cutting your wrists, I never knew that my sister was so ruthless, but were you cruel to yourself, or to me? You're using this method to force me! Can I still say yes? Can I watch my sister die? ”
"For so many years, I have buried my happiness because of a ridiculous act of yours! I've always felt guilty for interfering in your well-being, but do I really need to blame myself? Am I the one who caused this situation? ”
"Zhao Xueqi, over the years, what do you think I have given in again and again? Because my once little soft sister is so dependent on me! She will bear everything with me, although there is no blood relationship, but the relationship between us is even stronger than Xue Wei's own sister! We said we would be good sisters for the rest of our lives! ”
"For this, I buried my life. You know, because of this wrong marriage, I buried my original love, but in this wrong marriage, I got love again. ”
I don't know what I thought, a happy smile appeared on Tang Xueying's face, and then it disappeared, and she continued, "But my love is once again buried because of your madness." ”
The memories are so heavy that the two of them are breathless, Tang Xueying said that in the end, the last regret and depression were consumed, family affection and love, and in the end, only thick tiredness remained.
"When your son dies, I will never have another child, and I know you don't want to see another child born. I always think that you are confused for a while, and you will turn back when you figure it out, and I don't want to wait for you to turn around, and there is no one waiting for you in the same place. But I'm overestimating myself, you've been lost for too long, I've exhausted all my spirit and strength, I can't wait. ”
"Sister......" also seemed to sound from the old days, Zhao Xueqi closed her eyes heavily, and there was a strong feeling in her voice.
"If you still call me a sister, then I will treat you as my sister who desperately wants to defend. Xueqi, tell me, is the poison on Qi'er's body related to you? ”
Tang Xueying's voice was very nervous, she wanted to find out the truth, but she was afraid that the truth would be unbearable, she hoped that everything could be remedied, and she could still pull Zhao Xueqi out of the abyss of sin.
Zhao Xueqi's face changed, and she was in disbelief, "You doubt me?" How can you think of me like that? How could I possibly harm him? That's Xuewei's son! Xue Wei is your sister, and she is also my sister! How could I possibly hurt her? ”
Tang Xueying was stunned fiercely, all the doubts on her psychological side were shocked by Zhao Xueqi's resolute and injured words, and she said in a trance, "It's really not you?" ”
"Sister, you don't believe me so much? In your heart, did the kind-hearted Zhao Xueqi really become so vicious? Although I haven't seen that child, I feel sorry for Xuewei! The Zhenguo Mansion is my home, and you are all my relatives, why do you even doubt me so much? Zhao Xueqi fell on the bed and cried bitterly, her voice was intermittent and not sad.
Tang Xueying took a step forward, but she paused again, looked at Zhao Xueqi in disbelief, and said self-deprecatingly, "I don't know, can I still trust you now?" ”
"I didn't hurt Ning Qi, sister, why don't you believe me? I, I don't have a reason to harm Ning Qi, did someone say something beside you? You wouldn't have doubted me before! Zhao Xueqi cried in despair.
"In the past, I would believe you in whatever I said, but now you are, do I dare to believe it?" Tang Xueying said sadly.
"It's good if you believe me, it's good if you don't believe me, I have never changed, my sister has been good to me in this life, I remember it clearly, I know that I have lived up to my sister's expectations and kindness, but in my heart, there is always a clean place, and there is a sister who treats me sincerely. Believe me, no matter what, I won't hurt my sister. ”
The coldness on Tang Xueying's face cracked, and Zhao Xueqi called her sister one by one, which really made her unable to ask ruthlessly, and even she was shaken, maybe Zhao Xueqi would not be so mad as to hurt Ning Qi, right?
endured and endured, Tang Xueying couldn't help but ask the question that had been hidden in her heart for many years, "Then back then, why did you force me to marry the emperor?" I can see that when you saved him, you liked him, but in that case, isn't it good for the two of you to live a happy life? Why drag me? ”
Zhao Xueqi fell into a long silence for a moment, Tang Xueying's eyes sank little by little, she laughed at herself, yes, for so many years, she has always wanted to know the answer, if Zhao Xueqi wants to say, do you have to wait until today?
Turning around suddenly, Tang Xueying's phoenix robe drew a cold arc in the air, as if it had ruthlessly cut off some kind of connection, and she walked out with heavy steps, asking her no more words.
This sisterly relationship, I'm afraid that it will be done today, and it can be regarded as a complete end.
No matter what, for this relationship, she has done her best to be benevolent and righteous, and she will never interfere with Zhao Xueqi in the future.
"Sister!" Zhao Xueqi seemed to be frightened by Tang Xueying's sudden determination, she pounced forward, but she pounced, the whole person tore off the dark red bed curtain, fell down like a butterfly, wrapped in the bed curtain and lay heavily on the ground, her bewitching body trembled in the air, her long black hair spread out like a dark cloud, her face loomed under the long hair, and she could only see the corner of her mouth hooked a mocking arc.
In the cold air, her voice was a little sad: "I was raped by him!" ”
Tang Xueying's resolute footsteps paused suddenly!
Her pupils constricted, her heart seemed to pause violently, she turned around suddenly, her pale face with a thick consternation, and asked tremblingly, "What did you say?" What the! ”
Zhao Xueqi was lying on the ground, her delicate body was full of seductive charm, she turned her head slowly, her sweaty long hair covered her face, her eyes were destructive and shattered, and her hoarse voice was like a ghost, "I said, I was raped by him!" On the night you were about to run away from the marriage, I was going to tell you that I was going to go with you, but I didn't want to meet him, and then ...... Then he tore my clothes, and crushed me under me despite my struggles, it hurt, I was so afraid, but no one came to pick me up, sister, you see, this is my retribution, I caused you to enter into a marriage that you hate, and then I suffered such retribution......
Originally......
Tang Xueying took a step back in shock, it turned out that this was the case! Zhao Xueqi wanted to accompany her to escape, it turned out that she did not betray their sisterhood, it turned out that Zhao Xueqi was treated like this back then! It turned out that Zhao Xueqi committed suicide back then, not to force her to marry the Emperor of Southern Chu, she was committing suicide!
It turned out that the culprit who caused all this misfortune turned out to be him, their husband, and the emperor of Southern Chu!
And this man, the man who ruined everything, in the day and night after marriage, she actually fell in love with him! This love has gone from sweetness to pain to despair today!
"Sister, blame me for not telling you the truth for so many years, at that time he told me that he was willing to be responsible and willing to marry me, but his marriage contract with you was established and could never be changed, and told my father and mother that I had brought such a shame to the Zhenguo Mansion, so naturally I had to obey my parents' orders, and I didn't want to embarrass my father and mother again...... So I married him in the name of his life-saving benefactor, and became the concubine of Nanchu, everyone respects me, I am noble in front of people, and I am in pain after people! ”
Tang Xuewei bent down and stopped in front of Zhao Xueqi, the thoughts in her mind rolled, and she was silent for a long time and finally asked a question, "Then why are you...... Make your face like this? Don't tell me it's what you look like! ”
"Hehehe......"
Zhao Xueqi suddenly laughed in a low voice, the voice was miserable and creepy, "Do you ask me why?" Sister, you are right, I have been in love with him for a long time, even if he has given me so much pain, after marrying him, I still love him. But...... But he loves you, he even calls your name in his dreams, sister, I'm really miserable......"
Tang Xuewei almost ran out of Zhao Xueqi's bedroom in a daze, her mind was even more chaotic, but her steps did not hesitate to go towards the emperor's bedroom, her chest was filled with hatred and the heavy blow brought by the truth.
On the one hand, she is a sister who is as close as a sibling, and on the other hand, she is a husband who still loves her deeply although she doesn't want to admit it, Tang Xueying trembles in pain, she needs an answer, Zhao Xueqi gave her such an answer, she wants to listen to him in person, listen to her husband, what happened back then!