Text Chapter 402 I can't hold my breath

He tried to control his hand as much as he could, as if he was holding back something.

He finally understood what Wang Xichen's strange actions meant today, no wonder he would call him, just because he was afraid that he would fall asleep drunk and forget Pei Ran in the bedroom.

Seeing Pei Ran, who was now lying like a fish in his arms, he didn't know if he should be happy? Or should you be angry?

Although he drank alcohol, he was still 100% sober now, and he told himself very rationally that the person lying in his arms was Pei Ran, she was drugged, and now even if she did anything to her, she didn't know.

I don't know why, Yan Zhuolang would inexplicably have such a strange thought, the person he was thinking about was in his arms, if he didn't do something, would others say he was stupid?

But they had already broken up, and he actually wanted to do such a thing to her, Yan Zhuolang instantly felt that he was really too much.

Even if he liked Pei Ran in his heart and loved Pei Ran, he would not do such an unforgivable thing to her at such a time.

Yan Zhuolang took several deep breaths before he allowed himself to put away those messy thoughts, and he stood up, almost enduring a strange feeling in his body.

Yan Zhuolang had just gotten up and was about to buy some medicine for Pei Ran downstairs to sober her up, but he heard Pei Ran make a humming sound, and called out in a very low voice, "Ziming, don't go." ”

At this moment, the room was very quiet, Yan Zhuolang could hear it clearly, his face turned pale all of a sudden, and the whole person almost seemed to be unable to stand.

Whose name is Pei Ran calling? Did he hear it wrong?

Yan Zhuolang waited for a long time, turned his head, Pei Ran curled up there, his lips slightly opened and said, "Ziming." ”

If it was just Yan Zhuolang's hallucination just now, then what is happening now, he looked at Pei Ran who was curled up together condescendingly, only to see that her whole person was confused and dazed at the moment, he looked at her coldly, "Pei Ran, you can see clearly who I am." ”

Pei Ran was not conscious at all now, and her mind was still stuck on confessing to Jiang Ziming at night, so she said without hesitation, "Ziming, don't be like this, I'm uncomfortable." ”

She coquettishly called Jiang Ziming's name, what a painful blow to Yan Zhuolang now, originally he still had the last trace of affection for her, but with her every gentle shout, now it has become invisible.

His face was already distorted by anger, and now he sat on the bed and held her wrist hard, so angry that the whole person was in the same way, but what should he do, what could he do, how much he wanted to kill her, but she was the woman he loved the most, and he couldn't bear it.

What the hell is wrong with her, she is treated so cruelly now.

At this time, he didn't even think about taking advantage of her, but what about her? is full of thoughts about Jiang Ziming, can she really forget herself so indifferently after the breakup?

Maybe in her heart, after the breakup, the breakup is the breakup, the former sweetness has long disappeared, and she didn't think about it at all, there is another person in this world who is tormented because of her.

The more he thought about it, the more he hated, why did he die for her pain, but she could live so chic and comfortable, which was not fair to him at all.

Yan Zhuolang was really mad at her, so angry that his whole body was angry, so angry that he even lost his reason in the end.

He walked directly to the side of the bed with his long legs, and lifted the blanket on Pei Ran's body without thinking about it, Pei Ran was unconscious now, and subconsciously stretched out his long arms to Yan Zhuolang to hug her.

Seeing her like this, Yan Zhuolang gritted his teeth and said, "Pei Ran, you found this yourself." ”

Pei Ran couldn't hear what he was saying at all, his legs kept rubbing, intending to hug him tighter, Yan Zhuolang saw this, and he didn't pity Xiangxiang and Jade.

Since he broke up with Pei Ran, how many women think that they have a chance to become a phoenix, but only he knows that he would rather act with those people and make Yang Qian regret it, but behind the scenes, he has no heart for them, outsiders don't believe it at all, he hasn't touched a woman for more than half a year.

Yan Zhuolang didn't know how many women he used to numb himself, he didn't think about finding someone to numb himself, but every time he drank too much, he would become more sober, he hated the women around him, and he didn't want to have anything to do with them in his heart.

Fortunately, the people around him didn't know about him, otherwise they wouldn't know how many strange eyes they should have used to look at him.

Yan Zhuolang knew that his heart, body, and whole person were waiting for someone, and he was willing to reject all the ambiguities in this world for her.

He wanted to change himself countless times, but his heart could no longer control his body, but still controlled him to death, this heart may have left with her when he broke up with Pei Ran.

He dreamed back countless times in the middle of the night, dreaming that Pei Ran was still sleeping next to him like before, but when his dream came true, he wanted to kill her.

Yan Zhuolang's anger has reached its peak now, his mind is full of Jiang Ziming's name called by Pei Ran, he knows that if he is crazy, it must be forced by her, it must be her......

Yan Zhuolang kept violently on her, Pei Ran felt the pain, but she couldn't do anything, she didn't know what was going on, and the people in her body were like crazy.

Pei Ran was tortured by him one night, and in the end she actually fainted.

After a few hours of consciousness, she slowly came back to her senses, her body was covered with cold sweat, and she was about to pass out with a headache, she opened her eyes dimly, and everything in front of her was unfamiliar, and a thick white was particularly dazzling.

Pei Ran felt as if there was something pressing on her, and she seemed to shout, but when that person saw her wake up, he took a piece of clothing and directly covered her head, and continued to abuse her like crazy.

Yan Zhuolang desperately hit her body, not love, but punishment, at this moment he imagined letting the two of them die together, so that even if she hated him, at least he was eternal to her.

The room was very dark, there was no light at all, her body seemed to be numb, there was only pain all over her body, and every cell was shouting how painful she was.

Pei Ran knew that she was being tortured by someone, and several times she felt that she would really die here, but every action of him reminded her that she was still alive.

Not only alive, but the pain is also increasing.

Yan Zhuolang seemed to have exhausted all his strength in her, and then he withdrew from Pei Ran's body, he lay on the bed and exhaled heavily, and he didn't care about her, he only knew that she was embarrassed at the moment.

Maybe he really hated it so much, so he didn't even have a little love, and he was really numb.

Pei Ran saw that no one was violently inflicting violence in her body, so she ripped off her clothes, and she was already soaked all over her body, and at this moment she turned around and saw Yan Zhuolang lying naked next to her.

He looked at her coldly, his eyes were red and terrifying, he had hardly slept all night, and said in a deep voice, "Is it enough?" ”

Pei Ran finally woke up at this moment, she was lying next to him, but she couldn't see clearly what the people around her were like, whether they had been separated for too long, so she forgot him.

Maybe this person is really not him, he can't be so cruel to himself.

Pei Ran froze there, but he didn't care about any of her feelings, his heart hurt to the extreme, tears rolled out silently, she opened her lips and tried to breathe, now she is no longer a little different from a fish that is about to die of thirst.

She struggled to tell herself that it wasn't true, that it was just a dream, that she was now at home, not in his bed.

If it was in the past, he would have panicked and been scared when he saw her shed tears, but today, Yan Zhuolang was only numb, as if the woman in front of him had nothing to do with him.

He simply turned his head sideways and told himself that the person in front of him was not her.

Both of them seem to be deceiving themselves, they don't want to believe that this is reality, they can only use this way to numb themselves, two people who are so strong, at such a moment, actually choose the same way to numb themselves.

The two of them fell asleep groggily, I don't know how long it took before she opened her eyes, the room still had a strong disgusting smell, she turned sideways and saw a familiar figure lying next to her, he curled up, like a very insecure child, Pei Ran immediately bit his wrist, and tears fell down.

How can it be a dream if it hurts so much?

The man who used to love her so much now wants to crush her, she should have known that he no longer has any love for her now, only hate, only strong hatred.

Why did he do this to himself, did he not hurt himself enough? Do you want to hurt yourself like this?

Her mind was blank, and she didn't know what to do, should she call the police now, or swallow her anger when today's events hadn't happened?

She began to become numb, and even guessed that if others knew about this, they would definitely think that she was water-based Yang Hua, and she wanted to climb into Yan Zhuolang's bed with all her might.

Oh, the reality is always bloody, she obviously planned to live her new life, but he didn't think about letting her go at all.

She didn't have any strength because of the pain in her arm, so she lowered her head and glanced down at her arm, only to see that all her hands were bruised, obviously he did it on purpose.

What did he have to do, how much did he hate him?

Pei Ran has already decided to break up with him completely, and she has even decided to start her own life, but why does he still haunt himself like a nightmare, does he hope that she will be entangled in his shadow for the rest of her life?

She clenched her fists tightly, and she was already eager to rush forward and kill him.

She has been gentle all her life, and she has never thought of doing it, but at this moment, she actually felt the taste of hatred, and she wished that she had never known this person.

She took a few deep breaths before she got up from the bed, and when she got up, she glanced at the man lying on the bed decisively, and she now wished she had a knife in her hand to kill him with one stab.

Pei Ran finally got up, she lifted the quilt and saw that she was covered in bruises, and her tears were in her eyes, and she almost couldn't cover it.

She got out of bed, picked up a shirt from the floor, and walked hollowly forward, now every cell in her body was like she was in purgatory, and she was dying in pain.

When Yan Zhuolang watched Pei Ran walk forward with his shirt draped in his shirt and recklessly, Yan Zhuolang turned over and said hoarsely, "What, do you want to leave?" ”