Chapter 13
A person's life may require a lot of courage. γLatest chapter reading. γ
But this kind of courage, for her, may only be once in a lifetime.
First there is a lengthy crush and a mutual understanding, then there is the naivety of a foreign country determined to keep in touch forever, and then it is found that the frequent contact not only does not slow down the longing, but the young heart becomes more and more lost, so he wants something substantial to fill it.
She never imagined she would have the courage to say something like that after he shared photos of his Easter holiday in the Netherlands.
It is no longer the subtle and obscure of the past, and only the "good" and "bad" choices are left straightforwardly.
However, Ye Qingting has always been Ye Qingting.
His answer was never limited to "good" and "bad", an understatement of "don't you think, is it good like this now" shattered all her expectations and wishes, an unspeakable embarrassment and shame eroded her, she was almost annoyed and angry turned off QQ, and couldn't help but sneak in the next day, only to find that he didn't send him another message.
So she angrily decided that as long as he didn't take the initiative to send him a message for a day, she wouldn't pay attention to him anymore.
Then, for a long time afterward, she understood how long the time on the other side of the ocean was.
Maybe he has a different social circle, a girl he likes more, regional differences, untouchable distances, everything, she lost the bet, not even a sweet coax.
She studied hard, actively participated in various extracurricular activities, and met many friends, hoping to use this as her spiritual comfort, and then she never wanted to think of the boy in her memory, along with everything in junior high school, buried in the deepest part of her heart.
It's just that she never thought that emotions are such an ethereal existence, inextricably integrated into her life, she can't really forget, and she can't let go, she can only secretly in the corner where no one can find out, fantasizing about the boy who made her fall in love with her, will be the same as her, just afraid to take the initiative to contact herself, instead of completely stepping out of her own life.
But the truth is still cruel, his figure is so tall and slender, he is no longer the one who can be seen by looking up slightly in his memory, he has grown up and has his own life.
His world really doesn't have her anymore.
Ling Xiquan suddenly felt deeply tired, and his hands ran through his long hair, burying his head in his hands.
"Ling Xiquan, why are you sitting here?" I don't know how long it took, Qin Zuo's voice sounded with a hint of doubt, she looked up and found that Qin Zuo had walked up to her at some point, leaned over and waved at her.
She put away her loneliness, and a smile appeared on her face, "The jet lag hasn't come back, I'm a little sleepy." β
Qin Zuo sat down beside her and nodded understandingly, "It's like this when you just came back, how is it, how does it feel to take a class?" β
"It feels okay." She honestly said, "The classes are relatively small, and it should be relatively easy." β
"After all, it's a senior year, and I don't have any good classes." Qin Zuo smiled, "Actually, if you don't intern, you can participate in the clubs in the school, and there are a lot of club activities at the National University, otherwise you will find how boring this day is." β
Speaking of clubs, Ling Xiquan thought of the person he had just met in the football club, and couldn't help pursing his lips and changing the topic, "What about your friend?" β
"Xiaoqiao, she's in a hurry to go to work after class." Qin Zuo sighed and said, "I finally have a vacation, and she can't walk around with me." β
She chuckled, "It can't be helped. β
"By the way, I almost forgot to tell you something important." Qin Zuo suddenly patted his head with self-reproach, turned to Ling Xiquan, and said solemnly, "I'm going to get engaged next week." β
Ling Xiquan thought he had misheard, "What did you say?" β
"I said, I'm getting engaged next week." Qin Zuo repeated, looked at the surprised look of the girl in front of him, and smiled, "Are you so surprised?" β
"Yes." Ling Xiquan nodded subconsciously, realized his rudeness, and hurriedly explained, "No, I mean there is no one around me who is engaged." After thinking about it, she felt that it was not appropriate to express it like this, she thought about it and tried her best to express the surprise emotion, "It's shock, it's surprise, it's surprise, but it's good, it's shocking and unexpected." β
"Ling Xiquan, you're so cute."
She swore an oath with her fingers out, "I mean seriously." β
"I'm serious, too." Seeing this, Qin Zuo burst out laughing, "I didn't expect to run into you again, it's still so coincidental here, so I forgot to tell you about it in the morning, I was going to send you WeChat, but I didn't expect to see you here, do you say it's a coincidence?" Speaking of this, she said sincerely, "Ling Xiquan, I solemnly want to invite you to my engagement banquet, don't refuse me." β
"How, I'm honored." Ling Xiquan looked at her with blessings, "When exactly?" β
"Next Saturday, since you agreed, you can't regret it when the time comes, and I'll send you the invitation tomorrow."
"Okay, I'm very curious about the groom, what kind of person can win your heart." Hearing the good news, Ling Xiquan's mood was much lighter, and he jokingly teased.
Qin Zuo blinked, "Prospective groom, you also know each other." β
Know?
Ling Xiquan was puzzled, "Who is it?" β
Qin Zuo was just about to answer, when the mobile phone rang, she glanced at the caller ID, and a hint of sweetness floated on her cheeks, "Hey? β
Ling Xiquan looked at her appearance, and his heart was at the bottom, and he faintly heard a low voice from the other end of the phone, pursed his lips, and turned his face with a light smile.
It's always good that someone is happy.
But envy is also quietly entangled at the same time.
She sighed in frustration, Qin Zuo quickly hung up the phone, and said to her with a smile, "It's Xie You." β
"Oh." Ling Xiquan nodded, thinking that Qin Zuo was telling him who was calling.
However, looking at the way she answered the phone, something was wrong.
Ling Xiquan's eyes widened consciously, he was speechless for a while, and after a long time, he asked in a daze, "Which Xie right?" β
"Well, don't doubt it, it's the Xie right you you think." Qin Zuo looked at her shocked look narrowly and nodded.
No way.
Although Xie You's appearance is already vague in his memory, in his impression, he is a cold and arrogant teenager, and Qin Zuo, except for the incident before graduating from junior high school, seems to have nothing to do with it?
Or maybe there are other intersections, but I can't remember them clearly, or I don't understand them.
She wasn't sure, but she didn't want to ask about the ** between others, she opened her mouth and shook her head in disbelief, "Oh my God, fate is really a wonderful thing." β