Chapter 140: The Stupidest Man in the World!
Three brothers, their parents are alive, what a perfect family this is, even so perfect that Zhan Rin envies, but such a family was destroyed by himself and his eldest brother, as long as you put yourself in your shoes, it is not difficult to imagine how much Yu Zi hates him.
The tragic deaths of the elder brother and younger brother, together with the mother's stimulation and madness, and the father's loss of life for saving his mother, are linked one after another, like a vicious circle, and like dominoes, they will all be wiped out.
And the rest of the things happened because of He Haoran's death!
Zhan Rin crushed the burning cigar on his arm, and after a slight 'snort', a visible smoke scar was left on his arm, if he could, he also hoped that Qianyu would not die, if Qianyu did not die, at least Yu Zi would not hate him so much, right?
But Qianyu has already been buried in the sea of fire, and Yu Zi's hatred is not without reason.
Zhan Rin, who once agreed with everything his eldest brother did, complained about his eldest brother for the first time, why he didn't let He Haoran go in the first place, why he hurt the relatives of the man he loved the most, and why he forced them into this situation!
Zhan Rin's gaze shifted to the only photo that captured Yu Zi, which should have been inadvertently taken by someone else, only the upper body and a side face, and the rest of the place was covered by someone he didn't know.
The girl who covered Yu Zi may just be a tourist who went there to play, and her smile was very bright, and the contrast with Yu Zi with a sad expression was even more heart-wrenching.
At that time, Yu Zi's side face still had the youthfulness of a teenager, a touch of sadness and a dazed stinging eyes, he was holding a box in his hand, pure black, Yu Zi just lowered his eyebrows, staring blankly at the urn in his hand.
Yu Zi's money was not enough to buy a good cemetery, and only one urn was left after his father was cremated, Yu Zi remembered that his father liked the sea the most during his lifetime, and he also said that he hoped to return to the sea after death, so Yu Zi only planned to find a place to bury the empty box, and the ashes inside were sprinkled to the sea.
That photo took such a picture of Yu Zi, and I don't know what means Yan Leng used to find this photo from where, Zhan Rin looked at the person in the photo and felt heartache, at that time, Yu Zi had almost lost all his relatives, and the only mother who was left was just a burden to spend money, and she couldn't recognize anyone at all.
Just a teenager, he lost everything in an instant, and the burden was much heavier than that of a normal child, Zhan Rin learned that the most vulnerable and helpless time of Yu Zi was spent by Ji Zheqian with him, a cold and proud teenager, and it was Ji Zheqian who dragged him out of the abyss of despair little by little.
Zhan Rin had to admit that if it weren't for Ji Zheqian's existence, maybe the Yu Zi he met would not be like this.
Zhan Rin kissed his favorite side face in the photo sadly, at this moment his heart was like a knife, Yu Zi must have known that He Haoran's death was related to his eldest brother, he didn't say it all the time, and endured his pain, is it because of him?
Zhan Rin wanted to believe it, but he didn't dare to think so, even though Yu Zi never mentioned it, but repeatedly said that he wanted to leave, Yu Zi wanted to leave, which was undoubtedly the heaviest punishment for Zhan Rin.
"He won't forgive me...... Big brother, tell me what to do? Zhan Rin stood up abruptly, it had been a long time since he thought of his eldest brother, this man who was more important than his father in Zhan Rin's life, and it was this man who supported Zhan Rin who was once a child.
Reasonably, Zhan Rin can't hate Zhan Die, so he can only hate himself, hate himself for doing too much evil, and the old genius is so retaliating and playing with him!
After struggling all night in seemingly endless pain, Zhan Rin's whole person was dyed with a sense of decadent vicissitudes, and a pair of eyes as sharp as a falcon lit up and dimmed several times, proving that Zhan Rin's heart was shaking, like a puppet walking on a tightrope, swaying from side to side.
It was not easy for Zhan Rin to make such a determination, after all, he had thought that he would never be able to let go of Yu Zi...... And this time, it seems that only letting go is the best compensation for Yu Zi.
Two of the three brothers have been ruined by themselves and Zhan Rin, and Zhan Rin asked himself: Zhan Rin, do you still want to destroy Yu Zi?
The answer is that he doesn't want to, so no matter how painful it is, he has to force himself to let go.
took out the materials belonging to He Haoran and sorted them out, and walked back to the palace with heavy steps.
Every step he takes, he can't wait to retract his feet, and he wants to turn around and run away in the next second, or, destroy all the secrets, since Yu Zi has never mentioned it, then he simply treats it as if he doesn't know, swallows everything into his stomach, and locks Yu Zi by his side all the time, no matter what, can they live like this for the rest of their lives?
But once this kind of thought appears, and the professional words of Liefei burrow into Zhan Rin's brain like a magic spell, what will happen to the golden silk bird that has been locked in a cage all this time? He had only imprisoned Yu Zi for less than a year, and Yu Zi was already so emaciated......
Yu Zi, who was once as addictive as a poppy flower in Zhan Rin's heart, is gradually losing his luster, and what really worries Zhan Rin is that Yu Zi's heart is too depressed, everything in people has a limit, and when that limit is broken, no one can predict what it will become.
Zhan Rin calmed down, clutched the materials in his hand, and slowly approached the pure black bed.
Yu Zi was still asleep, Zhan Rin breathed a sigh of relief, although this quiet time was tormenting, but he still had time to do a good psychological construction.
When the outside world was past noon, Yu Zi, who was in the palace where he couldn't distinguish between day and night, finally opened his hazy eyes, and his throat was much more comfortable after being forced to be fed a sip of water by Zhan Rin, and Yu Zi suddenly found that his wrist was free again.
No longer in contact with the handcuffs, this feeling was unfamiliar for a long time, Yu Zi stared at his scarred wrists, and stared at him for a full five minutes before he dared to believe that Zhan Rin had really untied the handcuffs again.
Yu Zi subconsciously looked at Zhan Rin, but Zhan Rin didn't look at him, just threw all the information on the bed with a calm face, the most conspicuous thing in it was the photo of He Haoran, Yu Zi lost his mind for a moment.
My brother rarely takes pictures, and I can hardly find a photo with my brother in my previous home, Yu Zi's slender fingers stroked the man's handsome face in the photo, and he couldn't help but have hot eyes.
A sudden slap knocked Yu Zi to the big bed, Yu Zi raised his face in shock, and what caught his eyes was a fierce and fierce look, "He is your brother He Haoran, you have always approached me with hatred, not only because of Qianyu, but also because of He Haoran, but also because of your parents, so you hate me." β
Yu Zi lowered his head and didn't speak, he had long expected that Zhan Rin would find out at any time, and he didn't investigate, just because he trusted himself, not because he couldn't find it, there was no impermeable wall in the world at all.
Yu Zi's silent acquiescence almost broke Zhan Rin's heart, and his trembling hand grabbed Yu Zi's pajama collar and lifted the person up, "If you hate me, you hate it to the end!" Why didn't you give me a stab when you held a saber seven years ago?! Why didn't you put me to death when you had my lethal evidence in your hands?! Should I say you're naΓ―ve or what's better? Do you really think that a life sentence can lock me up for the rest of my life? Stupidity! You stupid man! β
Yu Zi's dark eyes revealed a touch of sadness, and her tight lips moved, but she still didn't say a word, what should she say?
From beginning to end, he couldn't play Zhan Rin, once Zhan Rin trusted him so much, he didn't do it when he could easily put Zhan Rin to death, and he was doomed to the fate of being suppressed for the rest of his life, this is as early as seven years ago, the moment he heard that Zhan Rin was sentenced to life imprisonment, Yu Zi already had the consciousness!
He used to be entangled, uneasy, and afraid, but he still couldn't defeat his own heart, and that heart had moved closer to Zhan Rin uncontrollably, and had fallen to the point where he couldn't watch Zhan Rin die even if he hated, what could he do? In this world, any choice that can be easily made is almost not a choice!
Family affection and love like deep and shallow love unfolded one tug of war after another in Yu Zi's heart, and the result was not at all something he could control, if he could choose, if he could, he would not be tormented in nightmares every night!
If he could, he wouldn't have begged his relatives so much, apologized so much, and borne those unknown guilt in his dreams!
"Haven't you always been smart? In the legal profession, I am afraid that no one can have a more unique vision than you, but why are you so stupid this time? If you had killed me earlier, you would have gotten rid of me forever, wouldn't you?! Stupid! β
Zhan Rin opened his scarlet eyes angrily, looking at Yu Zi's indifferent expression, why? Why suffer so much in silence? Obviously so fragile, so pitiful, and even lost everything, why do you still pretend to be a strong and unyielding man?
Zhan Rin even hoped that Yu Zi could take revenge on him fiercely, even if he wanted to die by himself, at least it was better than letting Zhan Rin watch Yu Zi torture himself!
But this stupid man hides everything, whether he is imprisoned or tortured, he doesn't even mention it, why do you have to embarrass yourself so much? Zhan Rin was so angry that his lungs were about to explode, how could there be such a stupid man in the world!
All the ignorance became clear in an instant, why did Yu Zi apologize to his loved ones in his dream, because that sense of guilt was about to drive him crazy, because Yu Zi was so soft-hearted that he couldn't kill himself, he was in a dilemma!
Because it's embarrassing, it's tangled! Hard to choose! Even helplessly choosing to punish himself after making a bad decision, Zhan Rin finally realized how weak Yu Zi's psychological defense had been during the seven years he was in prison, almost to the point of being vulnerable.
He just held on to the strong surface, and his inner world had already been corroded by those hatreds and entanglements, such a stupid man actually let go of the enemy and turned to embarrass himself!
"This is the punishment you give me! Biggest revenge! Do you know?! Zhan Rin's roar shook Yu Zi's eardrums, and the black eyes that had lost focus finally slowly focused, with a little ignorance, intersecting with Zhan Rin's burning gaze......