I think I am, because of love.

So, I look forward to your reciprocation.

I will wait for you.

At this time, it was already the first day of April, and it had been more than 20 days since that sudden afternoon, but these three short and clear sentences of that day were still in the warm and cold spring night, the midnight dream, or a bright sunny spring day, it was a lazy and leisurely time - just like now, it was just a gust of wind that lifted the curtains, rolling up the beautiful scenery and slightly warm to the ears.

And so suddenly, it rang in her ears.

In a room of paper and ink, the girl's spring shirt is thin, half leaning on the red sandalwood, and a book in her hand is still in her hand, but her eyes have wandered between the lines.

Over the past few days, she has felt the strange sudden heat of her ears countless times, and then affected a whole face, whether it is the light and crisp fall of the beaded curtain jade, or the green bamboo moaning in the spring breeze, the gentle murmuring of the swallows between the beams, and the momentary silence, only in her chest, hastily and loudly echoed, with the three words in her memory, filling her hearing.

Immediately after, there was a pain that swept through my heart, vague and not clear, but always felt.

She recalled countless times that the response she gave was nothing more than panic.

Yijing felt that she was really pretentious.

What's there to panic about? His intentions, she has always understood, although, once ignored.

But she was indeed flustered from the bottom of her heart, when he blew these three words into her ears with such intimacy and force.

And then what happened?

She forgot if she was struggling slightly.

He let go of her and only looked firmly into her eyes, but she subconsciously lowered her eyes.

- It's time for me to see the hangover tea.

Just flee in such a hurry......

When she got outside, she stumbled in frustration, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she was prepared early tomorrow, she had clearly thought about how to respond, she shouldn't hide anymore, she shouldn't let him down again.

Fortunately, he didn't seem to feel sad, and when she returned to the house with the completely unnecessary hangover tea, she was greeted by his stretched, heartfelt smile.

- I'm not drunk.

This sentence actually seemed to have a promise meaning, he wanted to tell her that when he said those words, he was sober.

Later, Yijing finally found a reason for her panic - not because she didn't dare to accept it, but because she was not sure that she would not owe it again.

In fact, since last May, when she returned to the old days, she has been avoiding this thing - always saying that she wants to make amends, and she wants to make up for the past debts with all her might, but she has always ignored what he wants most, and she has not thought about whether she is sure to give.

He used to comment on Wen Jun and would not accept simple guilt and sympathy.

Then she should have understood that he had the pride of his own insistence.

Affection, can she give?

If he didn't have the memory of his previous life, how would he treat him, and would he still ignore it?

She couldn't find an answer.

Therefore, I don't dare to promise easily, for fear that he will be disappointed, for fear that he will think that he is perfunctory, and that in the end, what he will give him is still harm.

In this life, Su Yijing's last unwillingness is to perfunctory deception, the man named Yu Feng.

Wisdom and sensitivity as he should have seen her hesitation and hesitation, so he said, look forward and wait.

These days, the only thing she is sure of is that when he is happy, she may be relaxed, but when he is in pain, she will definitely be more painful than him.

So, even if she wasn't sure, she wouldn't stop there.

Yijing didn't notice the book in his hand at all, and he had fallen on the soft felt unconsciously, and when he saw the bamboo curtain lifted, he subconsciously picked it up.

Xia Ke entered with a post with a picture of spring begonias, and saw that the master was concentrating on reading, his eyes couldn't help but move to the upside-down book, and shook his head helplessly - how many times has this been?

"Why did you send the post in again? Didn't you say that they all excused themselves? Yi Jing put the book that leaked the secret of heaven on the table with some shyness, coughed lightly, and looked at the very beautiful invitation post.

In Shumei Building that day, in addition to that confession, Yu Feng also reminded her to embankment Zhen Mo, Yi Jingshen thought so, and took advantage of the three wedding banquets at home these days, and refused all the spring banquets that followed, until Su Lian's personal welcome ceremony ended three days ago, and did not go out again, only invited Xiao Man to come a few times to enhance the friendship of the boudoir.

Because of Yijing's instructions in advance, whenever there was an invitation, a few maids in the spring dusk dealt with the reply and did not send it to her.

"The slave doesn't dare to refuse this post at will, Wu Niang will take a look first." Xia Ke insisted on handing over the post.

It turned out to be sent by the Chu Palace-A Hui's sixteenth birthday.

An Hui's marriage has gone through some pickiness, and finally decided that the maiden nephew of the concubine Chen, it was the brother of Liulang who was fascinated by the demeanor of the girl in red, I heard that the wedding date was set in August, she also had to be married at home, and she could no longer go out to "show her majesty", even this year's birthday, in order to show the reserve of the boudoir to be married, it could not be as publicized as before, An Hui felt very depressed, and simply did not plan to organize, or under the persuasion of Yu Zhou, she "reluctantly" agreed to invite several cousins of the Guogong Mansion to have a small gathering.

The day happened to be April, and when Su Xun married his wife and Yichen left the cabinet, Yijing had no excuse and no reason to refuse again.

It's just that if you go to the palace of the king of Chu, naturally nothing dangerous will happen, and Yijing did not hesitate.

The general wrote a reply and instructed Chun Du to send it to the opposite door, and Banniang picked up the curtain and came in, with an anxious little face, as if she was about to ripple from the heart of her eyebrows.

Seeing her situation, Yijing thought that something terrible had happened, and when she asked, she realized that it was the eighth sister who was worrying about An Hui's birthday gift.

"Sister Hui is really a little picky, I really don't know what to give." Banniang lay on the tea table and sighed again and again.

In previous years, An Hui's birthdays were mostly very public, not only invited the daughters of the Xungui family, but also the women of the clan.

Banniang is such a concubine, she is disdainful and never takes the initiative to invite, except this year.

Yijing has no good advice, all because An Hui's temperament is really unpredictable, so she comforted Banniang: "The sisters are dedicated to each other, even if they give her priceless, she may not be satisfied, she doesn't hurt her brain, and in the end she will still be ridiculed, which is really thankless." ”

Yijing thinks that it is not good to please horizontally and vertically, so it is better not to be distracted.

Banniang drank a cup of tea, still anxious and left.

Yijing only felt lazy, and was about to take a nap, but Siniang came to the door again, compared to Banniang's anxiety, she was a little more impatient.

But it's not for the sake of birthdays.

"Fifth sister, Aunt Chen found me today, saying that my grandmother took advantage of the little aunt's gift to come home that day, threatened and lured her for a while, and forced her to give her the deadly gold pendant, forcing her to buy Chanjuan and fall into Aunt Mei's diet."

Siniang was very helpless, she finally persuaded Li's to hold it for the time being, but she didn't know that Grandma Li's bewitchment of Li's failed, and she actually found Aunt Chen.

Yijing felt suspicious: "Aunt Chen told you this?" ”

I have also heard of Aunt Chen's origin, and I know her "connection" with Grandma Li, but when it comes to this kind of thing, even if there is nothing to do, most of them will choose to discuss with Li, how can they find Siniang directly? Yijing suspected that Aunt Chen was not well-intentioned.

"She understands it, over the years, has never made waves, some time ago I watched me persuade my mother, I think it was in my heart, she said that she was afraid that it would be bad to tell her mother about it, in case her mother was moved, and forced her to act......" Siniang sighed: "I always feel unsteady, my grandmother will not die so easily, in case ......"

Yi Jingshen thought that Grandma Li was different from Rich's, and she would not consider her position in the Guogong Mansion, and she was ruthless, she didn't need anyone to provoke at all, she could poke a big hole herself.

With her arrangement, there is no effect at this time, Dr. Hu seems to have no surprise, and he has no contact with Mama Song's mother and son, but when Yijing thinks about it, he always feels uneasy.

At this time, Grandma Li simply sent all the medicine in......

"It's not like we can get over this with precautions, and it's always a hidden danger for Aunt Chen to have that gold pendant in her hand." Yi Jing thought for a while, and made an idea with Siniang: "I have to tell my grandmother about this matter, one is to take precautions first, don't let the second aunt be involved in it for no reason, and the other reason, according to Grandma's temperament, Aunt Chen will not be willing to act if she doesn't act, although that what Doctor Hu said was personally invited by the second uncle, Aunt Mei is also relieved, but we don't know what his character is, in case grandma buys him, what to do in the prescription of the fetus, the second aunt also has to be implicated, simply take this opportunity to persuade the grandmother, It would be better for her to personally invite a doctor to diagnose Aunt Mei's pulse. ”

Siniang thought about it for a while, felt that it was still safe, and went to Yuanying Hall in a hurry.

When the eldest princess heard this, she was naturally annoyed, but fortunately her granddaughter knew the severity, of course, she also suspected that Aunt Chen's motives were not so simple, so she simply asked her to come to inquire.

He also said that this Aunt Chen, who was just a beautiful maid raised by a wealthy businessman in the past, planned to use her to please Xungui, but was later bought by Grandma Li's righteous son and sent to the Guogong Mansion to give Li's "solid favor".

Li's jealousy is obvious to all, even if there is a threat from the Mei family, she actually can't tolerate Aunt Chen to get Su Ke's favor, Aunt Chen understands this first, and she knows how difficult her situation is, fortunately, Su Ke is not one of those sons and daughters who mess with flowers and grass, the reason why there is a Mei family, one is because of the old love, and the other is indeed Li Shi himself, how deep the affection, and she can't help but toss like that, Aunt Chen saw that Su Ke disdained her, but she was also relieved - she finally found a way to be safe and worry-free in the Guogong Mansion.

Do your best to the hostess, avoid the male host, even if you are to Aunt Mei, you live in peace, do not commit well water, and are even more kind to your subordinates, and try your best to make friends - at least so, you can have a place to live, and you don't have to suffer those humiliations, except for being taken out and reprimanded by Grandma Li from time to time.

The eldest princess saw that she was generous, and her words were clear and direct, coupled with her "word of mouth" all the time, after a conversation, she dispelled her original suspicions.

I invited Su Ke to come to my side, first asked for Mei's fetal prescription, and took it to consult the imperial doctor, but there was no problem, and then said that Dr. Hu didn't know the root of the matter after all, and waited for the next time to be safe, or call a familiar doctor.

Su Ke is a filial son, so naturally he will not be disobedient, and only turned around and told Mei, which caused Aunt Mei to be quite uneasy.

Su Ke also said that she was worried that Ritchie would play tricks, and she comforted her: "Since my mother has intervened in this matter, the doctor invited is naturally relieved, you just have to rest assured." ”

I didn't notice Aunt Mei's uneasiness at all, and after hearing these words, it seemed even worse.