Shen Ninghua's expression was faint, and he turned his head to look at Qingque and Rouqin behind him: "You guys also go out, I'll talk to Concubine Yang alone." ”

Seeing the two maids obediently retreat to the door, Yang Yingxue laughed in a low voice, but because her body was too weak, she coughed, and it took a while to calm down, and her face was a little more ruddy than just now: "Look at your training of people's kung fu, you know that I am not wronged if I lose, if I am your maid, I am afraid that even if they die by themselves, they will not betray you." ”

Shen Ninghua looked at her calmly: "You came to me just to say this?" ”

"Naturally not," Yang Yingxue gently stroked her sideburns, tidied up her slightly messy hair, and couldn't tell whether it was pleasure or sighing: "I'm going to die, and I won't feel at ease if I don't see you." ”

Shen Ninghua was silent, and her expression was extremely cold.

Yang Yingxue laughed self-deprecatingly: "I know what you mean by being silent, it's nothing more than saying that I am to blame, when I first arrived in Kyoto, my heart was high and arrogant, thinking that with my appearance and knowledge, I could steadily suppress the nobles in Kyoto." But after coming here, I realized that my proud appearance and self-righteous talent were as fragile as tissue paper, and nothing else was needed, as long as a light breeze could blow it through. Especially you, you are unparalleled in talent and appearance, the first beauty in Da'anguo! ”

"Looks are destined, why should you care too much?"

"Hehe, yes, I also figured it out later, my appearance is destined, not to mention that I am still a little similar to you, I am already a first-class beauty, plus, although you are cold, but the means are superb, if I am obedient and don't provoke you, you will not take the initiative to do anything to me, so, I quietly please you, little by little to get closer to you, with the help of your reputation and prestige, coupled with careful planning in secret, I finally got what I wanted."

"In that case, why are you still not satisfied, knowing that there is a clean relationship between me and Baili Jinchuan, and you still try your best to frame me?" Shen Ninghua frowned slightly, her eyes were condensed, the calculations in the palace before could be said to be extremely bad, if she was allowed to succeed, she was afraid that her life and reputation would be completely lost, and even the two children would be affected, which was simply unforgivable.

Yang Yingxue laughed more and more, and her whole person trembled: "Why did you frame you?" Hehe, naturally because of jealousy, once a woman becomes jealous, she naturally forgets all reason. Ninghua, you know what? I married into the Second Prince's Mansion as I wished, and my heart was full of joy, thinking that I would be able to cover him even if he was a piece of ice. But I was wrong, even though I had a similar appearance to you, and even though I dressed up in your style, I was still a fake, a lowly fake! ”

Shen Ninghua frowned slightly, silent.

Yang Yingxue didn't need her response, she just wanted to say all the resentment and dissatisfaction in her heart: "You have Baili Junyi to love and spoil, and you naturally can't feel the pain of asking for it." Every time you have a banquet, every time you enter the palace, as long as you are there, Baili Jinchuan will not give me a look, you are bored with his feelings, but how do you know how jealous I am of you! I love him, I really love him, but even if I crawl on the ground and crawl in front of him, he won't look down at me! ”

The grief on her body was extraordinarily heavy, as if it could crush her fragile back.

Tears flowed down her eyes one by one, almost in strings, as if she wanted to drain all the tears at once: "You know what? At the beginning, I didn't understand why he was so indifferent to me, sometimes I even wanted to cut open Baili Jinchuan's chest to see if his heart was made of stone, but I saw the way he looked at you, focused, hot, and even I could hear his heartbeat beating violently for you, and then I knew that it was not that he was indifferent, that he was ruthless, but that he was just wrong. ”

"Shen Ninghua, I'm so jealous of you, I'm really jealous of you!" Yang Yingxue slowly wiped away her tears, and looked directly at Shen Ninghua with a smile on her lips, "So, why can't I calculate you?" Why should I see you living so happily while I have to suffer? ”

Shen Ninghua's expression did not change: "Finished?" ”

Yang Yingxue slowly leaned back, and slowly covered her chest with her palms: "Finished?" How can the pain I have endured be able to be said in a few words? It hurts, it hurts to the heart, and that pain rises from the bottom of my heart and slowly spreads all over my body, making me so painful that I want to die immediately. You say, is this something that words can express? ”

"No matter how painful it is, it can't be calmed by calculating others. You are in pain, but have you ever thought about Qi Ying? Have you ever thought about being used by you? If your conspiracy succeeds, I am the one who is now ruined and gone! If you are in pain, do you want to pull everyone to accompany you in pain? ”

"Hehe, I can't even care about myself, and I still care about others? I'm not like you, I still have the so-called good thoughts in my heart, I'm not happy myself, and I'm still in the mood to care if others die? ”

Shen Ninghua shook his head: "I see that you don't have anything to say, so say goodbye." ”

"Shen Ninghua!" Seeing her walk towards the door, Yang Yingxue raised her voice, and the expression on her face disappeared little by little, "If there is no Baili Junyi, will you accept Baili Jinchuan?" ”

Shen Ninghua turned his head: "There are no ifs in this world, I am glad that I met Jun Yi." ”

Yang Yingxue said eagerly: "It's just an analogy, you answer me, let me die with peace of mind." ”

Shen Ninghua shook his head: "No." ”

Yang Yingxue's eyes lit up: "Why not?" ”

Shen Ninghua didn't answer, but asked rhetorically: "Why can't you get the love of Baili Jinchuan?" ”

Yang Yingxue paused, and then laughed loudly: "Hahaha, yes, you're right, what's the reason?" If you can't get it, you can't get it, hahaha......"

Shen Ninghua walked out of the room, Qingque and Xia Rouqin followed, and the three of them walked out of the courtyard.

In the room, Yang Yingxue laughed like a madman for a long time, looking at the person who walked in from the door, he was dressed in dark clothes, his expression was cold, and his face was handsome.

"Haha, Baili Jinchuan, did you hear it? Hahaha, I can't imagine it, you're also a poor worm? Poor wretch like me who tries so hard and gets nothing! I'm so glad that my plan didn't succeed, do you want to know why? ”

Baili Jinchuan walked to the place where Shen Ninghua was standing before and stopped, and looked at Yang Yingxue coldly.

Yang Yingxue chuckled: "You don't want to know? No, I just want to tell you, because if I knock Shen Ninghua down, then you won't be able to understand the pain I am experiencing now, God is too selfish, there are not many people who are favored by him, I can't ask for you, taste all kinds of tastes, why aren't you like this to Shen Ninghua? I'm going to die, and when I die, I'm all free, but you're different, you still have to live and live to suffer! ”

It was as if her tears had dried up, and she was obviously in pain to death, but she couldn't shed a single tear.

Baili Jinchuan slowly stepped forward, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her: "This is the purpose of you asking people to call me?" ”

"Not bad. I just want you to hear it and experience what despair is. ”

Baili Jinchuan clenched his fists, and a tingling pain came from the meridians on his arm: "Hehe, I have already experienced it." ”

Yang Yingxue was silent, staring at Baili Jinchuan with wide eyes, as if to engrave his face into his soul and into his bone marrow: "I have one last wish." ”

"Say."

"I want to die in your arms."

Baili Jinchuan smiled indifferently and slowly got up in her gaze: "No, you are not worthy." ”

Yang Yingxue smiled sadly, and a trace of blood oozed from the corners of her lips: "Baili Jinchuan, you guard Shen Ninghua like jade, does she know?" Does she know that since you fell in love with her, you haven't let any other woman get close? Hehe, side concubine, I am your side concubine, but after marrying you for so long, I am still perfect! ”

Baili Jinchuan was full of chills: "She doesn't need to know. ”

Yang Yingxue wanted to laugh, but she couldn't, the pain in her chest made her eyes blacken, and blood kept pouring out of her mouth: Poor people, they are all poor people...... The second prince of the state, the prince of the dynasty, guarded himself for a woman who couldn't marry...... It's funny, it's funny......

She wanted to laugh, but the tears kept pouring out, and her heart was full of what she had said: Shen Ninghua, I am jealous of you, you don't know how jealous I am of you...... Deeply, deeply jealous......

Shen Ninghua got into the carriage and left the Second Prince's Mansion, extremely silent all the way, until he returned to Huajun Pavilion and saw the two children, the expression on his face was relieved: "Boss, Xiaobao? ”

"Mother's ......"

"Mother, where have you been? Didn't you call us to eat sugar gourds on the street? The boss stood on tiptoe and took Shen Ninghua's hand and asked staggeringly.

Shen Ninghua sat down, let the two children lean on his arms, and explained softly: "My mother didn't go to the street, but went to meet someone. ”

Xiaobao raised his head and asked, "Who is it?" Do we know each other? ”

"It's a poor man, you don't know him."

Hearing that they didn't know each other, the two children didn't have the heart to ask, but they keenly felt that Shen Ninghua's mood was wrong: "Mother, aren't you happy?" ”

Shen Ninghua shook her head, touched their little heads and said with a smile: "My mother is a little tired, just rest for a while." ”

"Then the mother has a good rest, let's go out and play, don't be noisy."

"Yes, good boy."

Seeing the two children walking out hand in hand, Shen Ninghua's heart was hot, and she told the maids and grandmothers to take good care of them, leaned on the soft couch and closed her eyes, and Yang Yingxue's face couldn't help but appear in front of her:

She is a human being, not a sage, so she can't be completely cold, but she is not greedy, she just wants to protect the happiness in front of her. She and Baili Jinchuan are too strong and too lonely, even if there is no Jun Yi, they can't get together. Therefore, no matter what feelings Baili Jinchuan has for her, she will not pay attention to her, whether she is ruthless or cold-blooded, she will admit it......