02 It's fate
The light rain is dripping, from the morning to the present, the air is filled with a moist breath, the cool water vapor only penetrates into the nose, the ground is wet, the car drives by and splashes small splashes, the leaves are washed by the rain, the green is a little more deep, the rain on the petals slowly slides down, like the tears on the face of the beauty.
Su Li likes rainy days the most, and he is in a good mood whenever it rains. But today I didn't have a good mood at all. The sky was gloomy and shrouded in a dull atmosphere; The atmosphere around is oppressive and breathless; Her mood also became heavy because of the weather, and there seemed to be a hint of sadness in the heaviness.
The grass itself is cut flat because of the gentle breeze to form green waves, but because the grass swings back and forth, it becomes uneven, giving the effect of lake surface ripples.
Su Li walked towards the cemetery in front of the grass with a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in his hand, which was the purpose that An Yanzhe built for his sister. Su Li came to pay tribute to her today, so he deliberately wore black clothes.
"I'll go over on my own." When she was about to walk to the cemetery, Su Li said to An Yanzhe, who was holding an umbrella for her behind her.
An Yanzhe didn't answer, silently watching Su Li continue to walk forward. Su Li walked neither fast nor slowly, and the black clothes on his body looked very solemn.
Due to the short time, the cemetery is not very luxurious, but it is clean and tidy, through the photos on the tombstones, Su Li saw An Yanyue for the first time, and the photos on it were when she was young. People are beautiful and have a gentle temperament.
"Have you ever been moved by her?" Su Li asked Nie Zhenfeng.
An Yanyue also asked him about similar words, and he replied "I'm sorry". What are you sorry for? I'm sorry I haven't touched or I'm sorry I've moved?
His fate with her began when he was about to shoot and assassinate Lin Yueyong, and the further development of the relationship was in that drug deal......
"Today I want to trade with an overseas drug dealer, Dad handed over this matter to me, let me choose some bodyguards, I heard Ah Zhe say that you are very powerful, so I decided to take you there, are you willing?" An Yanyue asked Nie Zhenfeng.
Something went wrong during the transaction, and the two sides got into an argument and fought. An Yanyue only brought Nie Zhenfeng alone, and the other bodyguards stayed outside, while there were dozens of people on the other side. Although An Yanyue can do taekwondo, she is not very powerful because of her lack of actual combat experience. At the beginning of the fight, Nie Zhenfeng had to pay attention to protecting her from time to time, and when he was protecting An Yanyue, he was hit with a stick from behind, and his head was hit hard, and blood flowed down his head, but in the end, he still escorted An Yanyue to leave safely, and it was not until he arrived at a safe place with An Yanyue that he fainted beside An Yanyue with confidence.
According to An Yanyue, the way he desperately guarded himself at that time was the beginning of her attraction to him.
"Forget her, I will avenge your revenge, I just ask you to forget her and stay by my side." One night, An Yanyue hugged Nie Zhenfeng from behind, put her face on his back, and said sincerely.
Nie Zhenfeng didn't speak for a long time, and after a long time, he forcibly separated An Yanyue's hand and hugged her, and said, "It's late at night, please go back."
Although he completely rejected An Yanyue, Nie Zhenfeng had to admit that when she held him, he had a momentary heartbeat. Otherwise, you don't need to say no after a long time.
"Heart-moving." Su Li's questioning reminded Nie Zhenfeng of the past, and when he thought about it again, he faced his own mind and admitted for the first time that he had been moved by An Yanyue.
"He's moved by you, and although it's a little late to say this, I think you should know." Su Li looked at An Yanyue's photo on the tombstone, said, and walked forward after speaking, and put the white chrysanthemum in his hand in front of the tombstone.
Nie Zhenfeng watched the rain stay along the window, and unconsciously remembered what Su Li said to him.
"I know I'm sorry for your sister to say that, but I did have a momentary temptation at that time." Nie Zhenfeng apologized for being tempted by An Yanyue.
"Why are you sorry for my sister, An Yanyue, An Yanzhe, you are also sorry. But how can you be blamed? As a special soldier, there is nothing wrong with infiltrating a drug lord group and carrying out undercover missions; It is understandable that a woman who gets along day and night has a heart-warming feeling; An Yanzhe, An Yanyue is not wrong to let go of the undercover agent easily; It is not wrong that you escaped safely and led your team to attack the drug lord syndicate; There is nothing wrong with decisively shooting the enemy who is stubbornly resisting; It should also be forgivable for An Yanzhe to avenge his parents five years later. Everyone is right, but my sister is dead, Xiaofan is dead, An Yanyue is also dead, and An Yanzhe and I are living with great pain. No one is wrong, but it is an unsatisfactory ending; No one is wrong, but no one can be freed. Su Li said.
Yes, no one is wrong, but it caused the current ending. What will be the end result? An Yanzhe and Nie Zhenfeng will inevitably have a duel, and in this duel, the price of losing is death. But one of the two of them will inevitably die, how to solve such a dead end?
"Brother-in-law, do you believe in fate? I didn't believe it at first, but now I kind of believe it. It's fate, if it weren't for fate, how could we have such a tragic ending? Su Li's last words made Nie Zhenfeng think for a long time.
I can only believe that this is fate, otherwise what excuse should I find to comfort everyone's tragedy? If fate has already arranged an ending, can they bear that ending?
In the photo on the tombstone, An Yanyue seemed to be looking ahead with a smile, the rain was still falling, although it was small but very dense, and after a while, it drenched the white chrysanthemum that Su Li placed in front of the tombstone. After the baptism of rain, the petals gradually parted and scattered on the ground. The bouquet of white chrysanthemums seemed to symbolize An Yanyue's life, which finally withered after being devastated.
When Su Li went back, An Yanzhe still accompanied her, holding an umbrella for her next to her, and the two walked on the green grass unhurriedly, but they didn't say a word. What can be said so far? Nothing can change the past, nor can it change the ending. Don't say it, saying it makes people feel the urge to cry.
Is it too sad under today's rain, or is the story itself too sad?
"Su Li, when I was packing up my things today, I found that you had something left here." Ye Siyin said to Su Li on the phone.
After returning from An Yanzhe's villa area, Su Li has been staying at home, and it has been raining, and it is inconvenient to go out.
"What's that?" Su Li asked.
"What kind of counselor's certificate?" Ye Siyin said with the certificate.
Su Li's expression flashed a hint of panic, but because Ye Siyin said it on the phone, she didn't see Su Li's expression.
"Oh, that, you can put it first, I'll get it later." Su Li's expression was flustered, but his voice was extremely calm.
"Do you want to get it now?" Ye Siyin asked incredulously.
"It's not just to get that, I haven't had anything to do lately, I'm bored, let's go play with you." Su Li said.
Ye Siyin naturally wished that someone would accompany her, so she didn't think much about it, and she agreed, and forgot about the psychological counseling certificate in a blink of an eye. But Su Li remembered, and when he got the certificate, Su Li also asked specifically: "Have you contacted Deputy Captain Shangjiang recently?" ”
"Don't mention it, since I said that I was going on a mission, I often can't get in touch, but I called a few days ago, and then there has been no news." Ye Siyin complained.
Hearing her say this, Su Li was relieved, Ye Siyin could only tell Jiang Tong if there was anything, she contacted her a few days ago, which means that she has not told Jiang Tong about the psychological counseling certificate, Jiang Tong doesn't know, Yu Fei doesn't know, Yu Fei doesn't know if she doesn't know her brother-in-law. Now not only is she glad that Ye Siyin is a nervous person, and as soon as something distracts her, she will forget. Obviously, Su Li didn't want others to know that he had a psychological counseling certificate, and as for the reason, it must be inseparable from the incident ten years ago.
"Get some good sleep." Yu Fei straightened Su Li's somewhat messy hair and said.
That night came to a critical moment, Yu Fei still maintained his last sanity, he just possessed and kissed Su Li's forehead, and then left by his last will, before leaving, he intimately covered Su Li's quilt and cut her hair.
"Alas, I really admire my own perseverance, how I persevered that night." When Yu Fei thought about that incident again, he could be said to admire himself very much, although the cool breeze blew outside for a long time at night because of the burning of the body, but after all, he still didn't do anything, but the beauty was in his arms and could not take advantage of the danger of others, and he should admire himself.
"Why do you admire yourself and appreciate yourself here?" Jiang Tong was going to give the water to Yu Fei, but he heard him talking to himself and said.
"What self-appreciation, if you knew what I did, you would definitely admire me." Yu Fei said that he was going to take the water in Jiang Tong's hand, but he didn't expect Jiang Tong to open it and drink it himself.
"Isn't this for me?" Yu Fei looked at Jiang Tong's actions and said speechlessly.
Jiang Tong took a sip and said, "I was originally going to give you a drink, but I suddenly changed my mind." ”
"But what have you done that would make me admire you?" Jiang Tong asked again.
Yu Fei learned his tone and said, "I was going to tell you, but I suddenly changed my mind." ”
"Forget it, I don't want to know." Jiang Tong replied very Buddhaly, saying that he didn't want to know at all.
"Elsie, really, shouldn't you be running in with your partner right now? What are you doing here, it's affecting our training. Yu Fei said with disgust.
"It's almost over, just waiting for the day of the salon party." Jiang Tong replied.